the sleepiest girl

♡ me/cfs ♡ this is my blog to bitch about being sick main blog: peterpark0ur

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hello friends ! just poppin by to say that unfortunately this blog is going unused as i now no longer use tumblr. if you interested in following me on an of my new things, my instagram and twitter handle is @/pinkhairedfox ! i’m a professional cosplayer now which is wild but yeah that’s where i’ll be if you’re ever out there lookin for me !!

[spoonielols]

[so-over-ableism]

[ID: the “is this a pigeon” meme where a guy labeled “me” is pointing at a butterfly labeled “symptoms” and asking “is this dying?” end ID]

[zolohehhe-deactivated20190116]

might fuck around and drink some water

[impotsiblelife]

Chronic illness culture is getting weirdly excited about doctors performing invasive medical tests on you because you’re so desperate for a diagnosis. 

[chronicillnessmemes]

Acknowledging that some illnesses have no viable/effective treatments is not anti-recovery.  Recognizing that not everyone has access to treatments is also not anti-recovery.

Not everyone has the option of getting better.  Just stating that as a fact shouldn’t be controversial.  It is not anti-recovery nor is it romanticizing illnesses.

Acceptance is part of living with an illness.  And you don’t get to decide who is trying hard enough and who is not.  We are all doing the best that we can.

[deadpoolsbottombitch]

Shoutout to the people who:

-have symptoms that aren’t visible to others

-are able to function even while in extreme pain

-hide their illness well

-who don’t “seem sick”

-who have flareups at night or other times when no one else sees

-fight a daily battle that others can’t see

-feel like they’re making too big of a deal out of their illness because “it could be worse!”

I see you out there, I feel you, you’re awesome.

[fourthell]

im starting to irritate myself with my poor mental health like damn can a bitch just keep it together for a minute

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i’ve been taking a break from this blog but i’ve returned sorry if i missed your message or reply or anything !!

[starkdusts]

me when someone tells me shit like “you know all these meds are actually worse for you they turn you into a zombie ://”, “you should try yoga”, “why dont you exercise more”:

[impotsiblelife]

Ever since I got sick, I’ve had this deep-seated need to prove my worth. Because I spend so much time in bed resting, I feel like I need to produce something extraordinary to make up for it. If anybody else has felt the same way, I want you to know that you’re enough regardless of what you can or can’t accomplish.

[lithographarry]

mood

[blueberryborderline]

tbh the worst thing about being a self aware mentally ill person is that people assume that because you understand your illness you’re automatically able to actually apply your knowledge to your life and cure yourself

[mossdftba]

Do I know my brain isn’t making the most sense right now?  Yes.  Can I stop it?  No. 

[cutespoonie]

the two bad fatigue moods:

gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious

can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

[cutespoonie]

this post is abt chronic illness and chronic fatigue and I hope ppl who rb this knows that

[lilttlekingtrashmouth]

Myself @ me: you need to wake up earlier so you don’t waste the day Me @ myself: sorry I was sleeping and just saw this lol wyd

[fightingforourlefts]

Rolling back the civil rights of the disabled harms us all

"Twenty-eight years after the ADA was passed, it is unacceptable to roll back the civil rights of people with disabilities. We should ensure access, not progress."

The bill passed the house late Thursday.  Now it goes to the Senate. Call your Senator and tell them to vote against H.R. 620.

[thatchronicfeeling]

Reblogging in support of disabled Americans.

[despiteeverything-itsstillyou-d]

Hey there friends since it’s Endometriosis Awareness Month (and also Endo Awareness Week I’m pretty sure) here’s some important info about it:

Endometriosis affects one (1) in ten (10) people assigned female at birth

It’s when the lining of the uterus grows outside in other areas of the body

Its common symptoms are pelvic pain, abdominal pain, lower back pain, heavy/abnormal menstrual bleeding, painful intercourse, nausea, extreme fatigue, digestive problems, and sometimes fertility problems

You don’t need all those symptoms to have endometriosis

Anyone at any age, race, and identity can be affected as long as they’ve started their period

It doesn’t just affect you during your cycle (I’ve been wiped out from this for months now so trust me, I know.)

Many doctors, GP’s, and even gynaecologists don’t know much about it

Halsey, Whoopi Goldberg, Chaz Bono, Dolly Parton, Daisy Ridley, Marilyn Monroe, Cyndi Lauper, Yuki Murofushi, and even Hillary Clinton all have endo

Surgery isn’t the only solution, and birth control, acupuncture and natural medicines usually end up working better anyway

There currently isn’t a cure for it

And remember: heavy and painful periods aren’t normal, they’ve just been normalised. You aren’t making it up or overrreacting, and you don’t deserve to suffer like this.

Love n spoons 💕

[vangoghfangirl]

thank you for using non-gendered language!! it’s so tough to be suffering from this condition and to have all the language around it be women-centered when there are tons of people who aren’t women who deal with it.

[youngchronicpain]

that spoonie feel when you have refreshed every tab and checked every app on your phone and there isn’t anything new that looks interesting and you are physically stuck wherever you are so you just end up turning into a ball of glaring angst