esme’s diary

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[sk11nylovinq]

𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐬 & 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞 ★

(𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬+𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬)

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𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 53kg / 117ib

𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 50.7kg /111.8

𝐠𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 48kg / 103ib

𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 44kg / 97ib

𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭: 162cm / 5’3

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hey lovelies! im not new to weightloss/dis0rdered eating but im new to 3dtumblr. this is going to be my own sort of personal diary where i post:

• wieiad,

• th!nspo + gr0ssp0

• quotes

• motivation etc

i will be updating my stats as often as possible and im looking forward to making many new moots and friends.

-𝐞𝐬𝐦𝐞ᥫ᭡

[tinyboyangel]

Some random thinspo.🕊️

Hope you’re all doing well. Take care. Kisses💋

[sk11nylovinq]

i’m so disgusting someone be mean to me. i was on track for 10 weeks got to 48-47kg. fell of track for almost 6weeks and im 52again i feel so disgusting please please help.

[onamissionnn]

I think about these pics 24/7.

It motivates me sm seeing them look so effortlessly dainty and delicate just by being skinny. GOALS.

[r0ckthatb0dy]

Heck yea

[sk11nylovinq]

look who’s back AGAIN😬(me)

[sk11nylovinq]

weighed in at 111.8ib AFTER dinner. slowly getting there but why is my bmi 19.3. low-key gonna crash out

[sk11nylovinq]

just a small reminder

sickly thin bodies ARE coming into fashion FAST and that f@t ass of yours will not be seen as ‘desirable’ much longer; and more like a shit ton of pounds on your backside.

[sk11nylovinq]

got 10,000 steps by walking around my house in circles for an hour and a half!!!

[sk11nylovinq]

sometimes i think that people overreact by saying people with an ed are lowk crazy;

then i remember how excited i get when i shit.😭

[sk11nylovinq]

genuinely so proud of myself because i was literally glaring at this quesadilla i wanted it so bad as i’ve been at dance for 6 hours and haven’t eaten and i was about to eat it then i quickly destroyed it. mentally making progress😭

[sk11nylovinq]

no because a girl in my class who obviously has an ed (and so so skinny) said she was going on a diet but it’s literally now my motivation to get skinnier then her.

[sk11nylovinq]

does anyone have toxic/unhealthy wl groups on snap🩷 (pls add me i need toxic motivation)

[sk11nylovinq]

unfortunately i am back🩷

[sk11nylovinq]

okay your bitch is back cuz i NEED to loose like like 7kg by christmas

[sk11nylovinq]

[sk11nylovinq]

just remember. your morning skinny is someone else’s bloated.