[sk1n2b0n3s]

blog warnings:

tw: ed talk/metal disorders

my account is NOT to promote eating disorders or mental health issues. i wish recovery for everyone, but i have yet to seek help myself. this account is meant to be a safe place for me (and others if wanted) to vent about feelings and struggles. If there is any hate/negativity, you will be blocked. if you are in recovery, pls do not view my page, unfollow and block. i wish the best for all <3

National Eating Disorders Association Helpline(US): 1-800-931-2237

Suicide and Crisis Lifeline (US): 988

[sk1n2b0n3s]

hey guys!! I'm going to lock in and start working out this weekend. any effective workout recommendations?? (tips are also greatly appreciated)

[sk1n2b0n3s]

Hey yall! so I'm going to do a quick re-introduction of myself!

22, Female from the US

sw: 245.5lbs 🤮

cw: ^

gw: 200lbs

ugw: 175lbs

message me if you have any tips or want to be buddies!!

[iwanty0urskullzxxx]

sometimes i think to myself ‘maybe i don’t have to lose more weight’ but then i look at stomach and see how fuckin fat it still is and then my mind is COMPLETELY and IMMEDIATELY changed

[shrinkingsnowdrop]

i will never unsee this

this thinspo has been stuck in my brain for a long time, and like a moth to a neon flame i return to it oh so often, it is my north star, i point towards it for guidance in hopes i can attain a fraction of it.

[sk1n2b0n3s]

if only boobs could unsag 🫠

[sk1n2b0n3s]

4n4 friends!!

hey guys since its been a while, I'm looking for ADULT (20+) 4n4 friends/ people to talk to or just tips, comment or pm!!

[allierexia-deactivated20240731]

[pale-phantom]

i'm looking for 20+ y/o people to follow or even become friends with! 🎀

please reblog this if you have an active EDBLR account as of: MAY 2024

[slimmed0wn]

Because she doesn’t deserve a fat girlfriend.

[sk1n2b0n3s]

he works out every day and is so fit, while I don't do anything and am fat asf. he doesn't deserve a pig like me

[sk1n2b0n3s]

Wow, its been almost three years since I logged in that's crazy! I hope you all are doing well and have found peace. If anyone is still active, give this post a like and leave a comment if you want!

[sk1n2b0n3s]

life has been so crazy lately but here’s a rant post.

i’m honestly tired of random hook ups. like they make me feel like i’m enough in the moment but after i just feel like no one could actually love me. maybe if i were skinnier guys would want me for more than sex ? idk i was going through my snapchat and there’s just all of these random guys who want to hu but i don’t even enjoy it. i feel like that’s all i’m good for though. ive never had a relationship last more than a few months and even then it was all centered around sex. idk what i need to do to change it

i’m at my friends house tn and i was trying to talk ab my feelings and shit and she just kind of blew me off and i feel like i’m this big burden on everyone. i’m annoying and sad all the time and i basically have to be dragged out of my house to do anything and no one wants to deal with it. i say i’m only living for everyone else in my life but i just feel like they don’t actually care about me. they say they love me or that they care but no one really makes an effort to show it and i don’t want to sound selfish or all about me, but i wish for once i could feel wanted.

and my eating has been so bad lately. i just eat whatever and whenever and i feel so hideous. i tell myself to just refuse everything but it feels like i just can’t help myself.

[sk1n2b0n3s]

hey everyone! sorry ive been inactive, life just has not been on my side. first it was mental health probs and now i have the flu :( ill start posting more when i start feeling better! <3

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[cureofwellness]

✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

[marli-x-deactivated20220520]

Depression in a sentence🥲

[sk1n2b0n3s]

i love how my dad thinks i just spend all of my money on food. he’s encouraging me to get a job and he was like “now you’ll have your own money to waste on mcdonald’s” … thanks 😀

[sk1n2b0n3s]

to reiterate, i AM NOT encouraging/romanticizing ed’s. if you are in recovery or do not want to see my posts, pls block and unfollow, instead of reporting. i am not in the place, personally, where i want to receive help so this page is just to let out my feelings and rants. i do not post any 4n4 tips, just 4n4 thoughts. refer to the numbers in my pinned post(if you are in the US) if you are in serious danger and if anyone needs someone to talk to who relates or if you do not have the best support system, my dm’s are always open <3

i personally believe that it is helpful for others to know that they are not alone in this situation and for my followers to have someone to talk to if needed.

[sk1n2b0n3s]

my new backup is @sk1n22b0n3s4 <3 (i liked this post on my other account, too)