Dead girl walking

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[skela-ton]

30 y/o and currently relapsing

Let’s be moots

I am pro-recovery for everyone but myself <3

Height: 5’2”

lw: 95lbs/17.4 BMI

sw out of PHP: 130lbs/23.8 BMI (and then I gained 30 more lbs thinking I wanted to recover)

cw: 156.6lbs/28.6 BMI

gw1: 130lbs/23.8 BMI

gw2: 110lbs/20.1 BMI

gw3: 100lbs/18.3 BMI

ugw: 90lbs/16.5 BMI

[oncce-againn]

how am i so obsessive and so avoidant at the same time

[divinedoll2005]

i love you but you don’t understand me

[skela-ton]

When I gain weight it always goes straight to my ass and boobs and I HATE IT SM I just want to be flat and thin

[angelnumber27]

being alive is exhausting

[bl00dyyp44wwzz]

[skela-ton]

I’m just trying to find out why the FUCK it’s okay for everyone else in this world to get on ozempic and go on crash diets and intermittent fast and whatever else they do to reach their ideal weight but oh when I want to put myself on a deficit and get to 90lbs it’s a big fucking problem I’m literally short as hell so 90lbs is hardly even underweight for me like come on…

[skela-ton]

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

[anangelonearth555]

ugh me

[skela-ton]

It’s been such a draining and long day. My fiancé’s grandmother was on hospice and finally passed today and we are just getting home and I am SPENT.

[3ternally-r0tting]

moodboard thingy

[light-and-losing]

[Drawn tĥìn§pø all of Pinterest]

[liberalsarecool]

She called it.

Unqualified Republican appointments and GOP 3pstein capitalism have abysmal consequences.

[anangelonearth555]

no matter how much we!ght i lose it’s never enough i always wanna keep losing more

[szydercza]

[crimsolyn]

sometimes i feel like i still carry the sadness from when i was 13