✨Virgo✨

Age: 20 || Height: 5’9 || She/They CW: ?lbs || UGW: 100lbs || BMI: ? 🦋Active October 2023🦋

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My goals:

GW1- 130lbs (BMI- 19.2) ✅

GW2-125lbs (BMI- 18.5)

GW3-120lbs (BMI- 17.7)

GW3.5-115lbs (BMI- 17)

GW4-110lbs (BMI- 16.2)

UGW-100lbs (BMI- 14.8)

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i’m back bitches

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the way i repost this every few months is so funny to me

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2023 baybie

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Someone help what r the new tags for 3dblr

[90lb]

[springtimeinthemuseum]

y'all have NO IDEA about the struggle i went through tryna locate you guys after a few years. gotdamn

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I remember when i first joined and everything was uncenscored😭 so much easier

[rosahex]

♡ Looking for active ricecake accounts to follow ♡

Please like/reblog if you're an active Ed ( solely ) account so I can find more ppl ☻

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Been in recovery since last july but recently ive just not been happy with how im eating. I feel horrible every time i eat and i never seem to be full :/

Im gonna be 20 this year and the fact that ive had an ed since i was like 13 means that ive spent all my teenage years stuck in this weird headspace of never being skinny enough.

Gonna commit to it now though. Start off with just snacking less and then move on to a full calorie deficit. Ive found that going straight into a <1000kcal deficit just never sticks and i end up binging and going back to eating.

But i refuse to do that again. Eating doesnt make me happy. Losing weight and seeing the concern on other peoples faces when they see how skinny i am does.

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i’m back bitches

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the way i repost this every few months is so funny to me

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2023 baybie

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something that helps me ease into my relapse (that sounds so fucked up😂) is not counting calories right away. for the first week or so i’ll just eat less/once a day and avoid high calorie foods and snacking. counting calories immediately just makes me feel pressured and then i end up binging. but doing this and seeing myself lose weight is just a lot better personally

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i’ve always been the “big” friend, not just in terms of weight, but height. that’s why i was so insecure about my height growing up. but when i lost weight i started embracing my height bc i started looking like a model instead of a tall awkward “not fat but not skinny” girl

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i’ve never had body dysmorphia, but i think i’ve got it now😭 my body looks different every time i look in the mirror and i can’t stop looking at it and picking out flaws. like my stomach is too wide(?) i have lovehandles(my hips are sticking out and i literally don’t have lovehandles), and i know it’s common for people with ocd to get it so that’s probably why lol

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i’ve been walking over 2 miles a day (sometimes 4 there and back) to get to work and i think it’s paying off because when i weighed myself today i’m 126lbs. I was really scared to weigh myself after the whole “failed recovery” thing lol but i’m not upset at that weight.

11lbs to go for ibiza!!!

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idk how much i weigh atm but i wanna be 115lbs by the time i go to ibiza in august

[bitchelix1r]

Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

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everytime i come back on here there are new hashtags. can someone plz let me know what the current ones are??😭

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skip breakfast❌

make 300 calorie iced coffee✅

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*sighs* logs back into this account

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i’m back bitches

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the way i repost this every few months is so funny to me