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@claudiics
𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 → o p e n .
izzy: for real it's been WAY too quiet
izzy: i'm thinkin making use of the pool would be fun too
izzy: drunks and water, a perfect match! 😂
claudia: it kind of worries me tbh
claudia: oooh that sounds like fun. it's been way too hot, and i could use a tan sooooo :~)
claudia: and i'll be bringing the good shit too babes dw !!! iykyk
𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 → o p e n .
izzy: with the "party favors" im plannin on getting delivered u are totally right
izzy: true...
izzy: might as well put this big ass villa to use!
claudia: it could be such a fun time
claudia: AND i feel like it’d liven some vibes around here
claudia: amen sister 😫
𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 → o p e n .
izzy: ok so yeah turning 26 is irrelevant
izzy: BUT it's a reason to celebrate if we ever needed one
izzy: so where are we going???
claudia: twenty six can still be fun !!! there’s tons of different things you could di
claudia: maybe even have the house host a party ?? i’m sure they’d love to see it, but yeah !! totally up to you 😄
@bo_sommers: accidentally made a baby cry today. not my proudest moment lol
@cconrad: @bo_sommers oh god no that sounds like the worst thing that could ever happen 😢😢 what did you do ???
𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐩𝟑
Taking the compact from her, he uses the bill to take a quick whiff of the powdery line on the mirror, handing it back only to pinch his nose for a few moments and sniffle. “Yeah… n-no, it’s…” He begins his thought, though he is clearly caught up in his initial high. Rolling his neck, he leans back comfortably, eyes wide. “It’s not really smiled upon. I-I mean, plenty of people in my industry are into this crap and we all know it, but… Oliver Bu, a coke-head? Th-That would not look great.” He huffs a single laugh. “So, uh… you seem like you know your way around it… are you a regular?” He inquires curiously. “W-What do you do that got you mixed up with snow?”
claudia inhales deep just to exhale even deeper when considering the rash choice of headline that could really blow up badly for him if this were to be something publicized . so maybe he’s not so terrible for wanting to keep it as lowkey as possible ? “ well yeah that’s true , i can’t say that i’d ever want a headline calling me a coke head to be published in bold ass letters either , so i get it . . . ” she adds when keeping her eyes peeled for lurkers of the house , but more importantly the invasive camera crew instead ; either one wouldn’t be so fun to try & hide being high . “ it’s more of a here and there habit , i guess ? but when i do it . . . I DO IT ── y’know ? no holding back or anything . ” she confesses at first just to continue on , “ um before i came here i used to live in new york , i went to an all girls school and i had a pretty hard time with that and just moving to so many different cities in new york . . . attended some parties , nothing special ? what about you though ? you hardly look like someone doing this sort of sneaky habit . . . ”
𝐦𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬
“i mean, nobody said that they were my go to drink! sometimes i’m just in the mood for them, you know?” maxi told her, letting himself shrug his shoulders for a moment. “i drink plenty of other things, not really beer, though, it’s kind of gross.”
“ okay at least we agree on that then , because beer IS pretty fucking gross or like those white claws ? those are like . . . dirt water . ” claudia adds with a stick out of her tongue , immediately laughing to the shudder that runs through her body at the mention of seltzer water / alcohol .
I’ve always had a passion for music - it’s a real part of me.
𝐦𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬
“i suppose i will, then.” the man shrugs as he takes another sip of the martini that sat between his finger tips. there’s a chuckle falling from his lips, shaking his head. “i enjoy my martinis. besides, i don’t only drink martinis, i like to expand my drinking horizons.”
“ it’s just like . . . crazy to think martinis are your go to choice for drinks . unless it’s not and i just caught you at probably the worst time ever . ” she replies with a questionable quirk of her eyebrow , shaking her head merely amused on this matter either way . martini’s wouldn’t be her first option , but this isn’t her drinking habit to comment over .
𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜
A smile crept onto his face as she turned to him, giving him her utmost attention, her hands finding his. “Yeah, we have something good. But we could have something great.” Whatever man she needed him to be, he simply would be. Surely, she knew of the many string of hearts he left behind him, but this could be different. “You’ll never know, because you’re too afraid to find out.” He stared at their hands, perfectly intertwined, hers warm where his were cold. But that was of no surprise, not when she was pure sunshine in the form of a living being. He just needed one good girl to change him, set him on the right path. Claudia could be that girl, all he had to do was get her to consider him.
claudia keeps a questionable quirk of her done up brow , her eyes remaining focused on sebastian as he continues on in some convincing mantra of trying to give this chance to prove he’s definitely into her more than she is him . it’s not that she doesn’t love & care about seb but there’s so much risk in giving those parts of her to someone that’s one of her best , best friends . “ you’re being way too crazy right now . . . ” she says with another giggle , shaking her head when she pulls from his hold to grab a bottle of wine & a large glass to pour it within . as she disappears to the kitchen , claudia rubs over her cheeks with her cool fingertips to soften her overwhelmed blush due to seb’s words . returning with a large wine glass ( already half gone as she’d chugged it inside of the kitchen to loosen her up because seb is making her nervous ) , “ you do know there’s millions of other girls better for you than me right ? ” she says with a deadpan look upon her face when sitting next to seb’s once again , her nails tapping the glass lightly as a distraction .
𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐩𝟑
Oliver holds out his hand to link his pinky with hers and tug lightly before letting go. “Thank you.” He sighs with relief, watching her retrieve her compact mirror. He himself produces a small glass snuff bottle with a spoon attached to the lid inside the white powder that fills it. “Y-Yeah, see… no one really knows about… this.” He tells her as he untwists the cap, giving a hefty tap of cocaine from the glass onto her mirror, and then another. “Here…” His lips form a crooked grin. “I-It’s– sort of hard not to get into this stuff when everyone you work around is always on it… I mean… I’ve been huffing this crap for years. They call it a crucial part o-of, uh… of the model diet.” He jokes, getting out his wallet to hand her a one hundred dollar bill to roll up. “But god, more people than I’d rather already know about my habit, and… I’d get wrecked if people knew I was just another coked up model.” Oliver clears his throat, taking a spoonful to hold up to a nostril, index finger pinching down the other as he inhales heavily with his eyes shut tightly. He sniffles at the fireworks that go off in the back of his head from the initial blow, deciding to take yet another bump and repeating the action before twisting the vile closed. Pinching the bridge of his nose with his eyes wide and alert now, he shakes his silky hair out. “I-I’’ve got the best snow in the city– trust me.” He can’t help but laugh as the bitterness drips from his nasal passage to his throat, tossing his head back against the couch.
she nods once when returning the genuine link & squeeze of her pinkie around his to really set her promise in stone to oliver . it’s definitely a really bold habit to have & hide when majority of the time is spent being so paranoid on whether or not you’re looking completely coked out to where it’s extremely noticeable to others when you’re sat with them . while oliver’s focused on taking the compact from her hands , claudia rolls up a fifty dollar bill for evident purposes & now that everyone’s coming up with some money coming in with their statuses rising slowly but surely ( they can actually afford a to withhold a coke habit ; or at least she can anyways ) that’s not something claudia will be bragging about , it’s just not in her nature to begin with . “ gotcha . . . i mean to be honest though , no one really is up and open about habits like this . just isn’t realistic . ” claudia replies when lining the rolled up cash just to snort the line quick as the burn feels oddly familiar & she’s immediately sitting back to offer the next one to him as her delicate fingertips hand off the rolled up bill .
𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞
“ hey , i totally get that . it’s definitely on the lower end of the scale when it comes to the kind of art that can be profitable . dance is like that in a way too . there are dozens of dancers out there , but less than a handful actually get to doing something professional with it . even those that do can end up having short careers , ” she says knowingly . clearly , that wasn’t the case with izzy as her talent was enough to get her a semblance of celebrity status . “ your writing though . . . ” she turns the conversation back to claudia , “ is there a specific genre you dabble in the most ? admittedly , i’m a sucker for romance , ” she flinches , a shy smile on her lips knowing her preference is a cliche . it was a guilty pleasure of hers reading about tumultuous relationships that concluded with a happy ending . the many sweet finales she read were ones she secretly wanted herself , but believed she’d never get as she lacked stable enough relationships to ever get there .
claudia takes a minute to think over her response because she’s been dabbling here & there on many different genres because it leaves the playing field immensely open for her to really progress further . “ i love romance , i was more into the idea of poetry because i really do enjoy writing poems most days but i love a good romance work . novel , novella , you name it and i probably obsess over it . i also really enjoy horror anything ? that’s such a weird thing because most people tend to read goosebumps and think that’s the entirety of good horror reads . so yeah i love writing romance , horror , pretty much whatever . the only way to really avoid ending up with writer’s block is to keep consistent on reading but also using that base for inspo for your own stuff . ” she adds with her own exasperated nervous laughter , fingertips tapping against the underside of her phone case when holding her phone in hand ; a distracting action agent while she speaks . “ what’s your favorite ones to read ? unless you’re more of a part - time reader , which is totally cool by the way . i just like to see what other people fancy reading in their free time . or are you more of a visual arts sort of gal ? because if so . . . we can talk about art literally all day as far as i care ! ” claudia simplifies with a shrug to her shoulders .
listen, i’m soft and anxious and i’m just trying not to get hurt.
𝐦𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬
“what, too much negativity around here these days?” maxi questions, letting a chuckle fall from his lips for a moment before shaking his head. “not really, it’s been a while. so, i’ll pass, thanks. i’ll stick to my martinis.”
“ um yeah , you’ll see in the days that you’re here . . . ” claudia gives him a look of surprise that he’s asking , especially more so considering she’s been here for a little bit now to know this sort of information . “ gotcha . . . well i offered so , whatever you wish . you should look into choosing better drinks than martinis though , they’re hardly that good. ”
𝐦𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬
there’s a shrug that’s coming from the man’s shoulder, martini glass coming up to his lips as he took a sip. “i’m just trying to keep some positive energy, even if it kind of sucks.” he states with another shrug of his shoulders.
“ nothing wrong with that though , especially when i’m more than positive this place could use a positive pick-me-up . ” claudia replies with a shrug of her own , picking her bowl up to light it & inhale then exhale slowly as the smoke begins filling the air . “ d’you smoke ? want some ? ” she asks , reaching to shake the tiny container filled with green to repack the piece of he wants ; if he wants to anyways .
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