a safe place

tw: ed. may 2023 she/her 26y.o.

[phatchance]

[stacysstuff]

i have a new job and im walking around 15 - 17 thousands steps every day but im also eating more cuz of stress 🤡

my old clothes is big for me but I'm not buying anything that i wanna wear cuz im not losing enough weight rn

i have one month till summer starts here and i should start paying attention to my food again

[twanasstuff]

[wannabedead2o-o-deactivated2023]

Laying on your stomach and feeling your hip bones dig in the mattress >>>>>anything else

[stacysstuff]

my bf and i broke up yesterday

i lost all the reasons i was losing weight but im still losing cuz i just cant eat anything. the amount of stress he pushed me through is insane

usually im overeating while depressed and gaining huge amount of weight but this time im literally just melting away

anyways entering my slut era to seek male validation again but this time looking hot ig

i don't wanna grief about this i want this pain to go away asap

[stacysstuff]

yes i look small but still fat like im thrilled with numbers on the scale but tf i still look like a potato bag ugh

[stacysstuff]

i thought i lost enough weight to try on my favourite spring skirt that i was excited to wear this march but turns out i lost too much weight for it and it looks baggy and not pretty at all

i don't even know how too feel about it

[amybluekinnie]

why have i been blessed with a naturally skinny waist but also „wide birthing hips“ that make me look like a fridge 😐

[stacysstuff]

my weight today was 55 kgs, so I've reached my first goal weight BUT i was planning to be here at valentine's day 💩

my next goal was supposed to be 50 kgs but i won't be able to be there by this date 🤡 being realistic sucks

[stacysstuff]

also its the 4th day without food and i dont even have any urge to eat

i guess my depression coping mechanism shifted from constantly binging to having no appetite at all

my mom keep asking me what i ate and im just lying and lying. she saw a new picture of me and said i already lost enough weight and i should stop dieting BUT DONT YOU SEE IM STILL CARRYING ALL THE FAT ON MY THIGHS

[stacysstuff]

gonna go no contact with my bf cuz he treats me like shit lately

[stacysstuff]

have no intention to weight myself till my period stops 🫡

i felt so bloated that i didn't eat for two days but yet feeling okay

[stacysstuff]

stop posting your bleeding cuts on ed tags jesus its too fucking triggering for some people

[basic-boba]

add spice to my life? um idk, how many calories is that

[losingmeh]

Sore abs making me feel thinner than I am

[stacysstuff]

so yeah im slowly loosing weight, but my body still looks sluggish and gross

i need to do more sports to get toned, so im currently doing chloe ting's hourglass challenge

its not that intense as her weight loss challenges, but still working while restricting

(im aware im not gonna grow a butty while restricting im doing this just to look less sluggish)

[moonin-libraaaaa]

think of her every time you go to eat….