lɐǝʇlǝʞS ǝɔuǝlıS

22, Puerto Rican My life is like a pandora's box... You never know what's going to happen....

[anxietycutting]

Did it to myself tbh 😓💤

[skelteal-silence]

Maybe I do need to be on medication....

[hghgghgghghghghghghh-deactivate]

Is depression more than just sadness?

Depression is like walking while your mind and soul decays slowly from the inside. It spreads all over your body - from your head to your toes; it makes everything dull, the stars, the sun, the moon. Life is mundane and confusing. Concentration is lost. The things that made you smile just make you feel lost and wistful for what’s escaped your weakened grasp. Your bed becomes your favorite place, it becomes your best friend, your soul mate. It replaces all relationships and re-enforces the loneliness that consumes your brain. Happy songs, joyful movies and tv shows become sad reminders of what you never feel anymore. You begin to feel like a zombie, or an alien, and you start wondering if anyone understands you anymore. They might, and they tell you they do, but your brain never lets you believe them. You never believe the good things anymore, nor can you appreciate them fully. You’re just there, staring at and watching what isn’t truly a life, go by. And a voice in the back of your mind tells you there’s nothing you can do about it, you must suffer and you deserve all of this. 

[millemii]

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[c-ptsdofficial]

[dying-human]

[diepressedprincess]

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[skelteal-silence]

Update

Can I just drop dead? Can I get some sort of terminal illness? Can I go into a coma and only wake up after my previous life has ended? I can't do this anymore. I try and I try and I try.... but I always say the wrong thing or my tone is wrong or I say it in a way that can be mis interpreted and it seams that I speak and think in one way and my gran and bro in an other because I'm the one that causes "shows" i'm the one that makes everyone start to scream. I'm the negative person. I'm the one that can't hold a conversation. I'm the one that is always sarcastic. I'm the reason why everything is going wrong in this apartment. Therefore...... if I'm gone...... i won't be the problem any more......

[thepersonalquotes]

[skelteal-silence]

Update

Hey guys! I started a new blog focused on thinspo and things of that nature. It is very triggering and I don’t advise anyone that can get easily triggered to go and check it out... but if you wanna follow me.... it’s

anamermaidwannabe

[100lbsdiary]

the fat you eat, is the fat you wear.

(via 100lbsdiary)

[skelteal-silence]

Always keep moving on... never let yourself stay on the ground for long... get up, brush off the dust.... put your head high and keep moving on! #selflove #warrior #tumblrgirl #girl #love #beautiful #empower

[skelteal-silence]

My mom was sooo beautiful!

[skelteal-silence]

hey angel

Hello lover

[capjohnsmith95-deactivated20181]

[softlysaygoodbye]