someone please just take me out of this hell.

-NOT PRO- she/her , 5'7 ~ lw: 53kg , hw: 69.2kg , ugw: 46kg , cw: i couldn't fucking tell you the scales have actually broke n i'm too scared to ask my dad to fix it ;'(

[skinn1bbyxo]

my ed playlist :

/in for it- tory lanez [slowed + reverb]

/deuces- chris brown ft. tyga, kevin [slowed + reverb]

/house on the hill- the pretty reckless

/i was all over her- salvia palth [slowed]

/always never- worst [slowed + reverb]

/nights- gone

/the 7th sense- nct u [slowed + reverb]

/thriller- michael jackson [slowed + reverb]

/sex on fire- kings of leon [slowed + reverb]

/okay- chase atlantic [slowed + reverb]

/deep end- fousheé [slowed + reverb]

/lost in the fire- the weeknd [slowed + reverb]

/mind games- sickick [slowed + reverb]

/i miss my cocoa butter kisses- kaash paige [slowed]

obviously all these sound fucking amazing wo being slowed + reverb / slowed , but i put next to what they sound best imo </3

[skinn1bbyxo]

do you ever wish you could go back to [and get immense nostalgia from] the time your ed properly started and got really bad [or good in our sense?!?], for me it was october 2020, and ever since that month and year i've become obsessed with halloween as i associate it with my ed and feeling fucking incredible, because it all started around halloween time. i listen to those songs that i use to listen to back when my ed got serious, and they give me that nostalgia, bringing me back to my favourite year, 2020, and favourite month, october.

-everytime someone questions me on why i love/ miss 2020 so much, or why halloween is my favourite time of the year, i so badly want to tell them this, but obviously this little secret of mine can never get out to anyone.

[skinn1bbyxo]

this is how i wanna live my life is that too much to ask for?

[skinn1bbyxo]

i've been t worded way too many fucking times that i just can't be fucked anymore