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holy shit I have not been on here in a while. life update.

I'm cancer free! yay!

I'm also married like officially and the wedding was super cute.

also I've been in semi recovery but I wanna relapse tbh at least into ortho so I can lose weight.

yeah! how r u guys?

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hey hey guys life update: I'm engaged! but I have cancer. but I'm ok!

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #eating disoder things

guys I'm sry I've been ignoring u😭 I've been spending sm time on twitter it has more interaction I promise I still love u guys <3

fav ed lyrics

♡︎

I don't care if it hurts,

I wanna have control.

I want a perfect body,

I want a perfect soul.

creep - radiohead

♡︎

and if everything has side effects,

starving myself for confidence feels like a fair trade

I'll change my body and my hobbies

switch from regular to diet

used to wonder if being skinny would be worth it if I could die from it

but then I found out being loved and being small feels synonymous

so I guess I already know

diet coke - leanna firestone

♡︎

this hunger grows inside me like a tumor

the dizziness just compliments

this failure of a girl

I'm settled now,

this show of mine consumes me

but every pound I shed speaks volumes of my lack of self control

self fulfilling prophecy, you're the only one that dare speak the truth about me

in this town, with well intentioned mothers, starving daughters, worried lovers

I swear to you, I'll never eat again.

self-fulfilling prophecy - maria mena

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hunger hurts, and I want him,

so bad, oh it kills

'cause I know I'm a mess

he don't wanna clean up

paper bag - fiona apple

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I expect the worst from everyone

'cause I don't think I'm what they want

but maybe in a couple months

oh, I can't wait to be pretty

oh, the things that I'll do

oh, I'll kiss pretty people

and live out of the blue

I'll dance with the lights on in a crowded room

when I'm pretty, oh the things that I'll do

can't wait to be pretty (demo) - cate

♡︎

I wanna drink until I ache

I wanna make a big mistake

I want blood, guts, and angel cake

I'm gonna puke it anyway

teen idle - marina

♡︎

all of these are on spotify!!

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I will lose 15 lbs this may 😊🕯️

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some of my meals from the past week ♡︎ ♡︎ ♡︎

(all under 300 cals)

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twitter is so mean🙄

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #eating disoder things

I don't even like sweet food I want SALT

MOTHERFUCKING CHICKEN NUGGETS I DONT EVEN EAT 🐔

FRENCH FRIES CHEETOS GARLIC BREAD PRETZELS SOUP I NEED CARBS AND SALT

hi I'm moon and I'm not even halfway thru my fast

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #eating disoder things #ed fast #i want to be small #but i want salt so fcking bad #someone help the amount of ways i would demolish a plate of salt grease and carbs rn is frustrating

food log + stat check 4-17-22 1:00 pm

food:

½ avocado roll (200)

diet pepsi (0)

water (0)

easter candy (150)

whatever my mom's ab to make me eat (idk what it is, assuming around 500)

total intake: 850

exercise: -0 (haven't been able to work out, health issues)

net: 850

goal: <1200

stats:

weight: 165 lbs / ~75 kg

height: 5'7 / ~170 cm

body check (yuck):

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☽♡︎☾

white

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#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #white thinspo #thinspo #bulim1a

2cals

weight loss spell !!

like to charge, reblog to cast

skinni-xx

pls😭

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #eating disoder things

shows/movies to watch for thinspo!!!

♡︎ gilmore girls

♡︎ 10 things I hate about you

♡︎ legally blond

♡︎ 13 going on 30

♡︎ thirteen

♡︎ twilight

♡︎ to the bone

♡︎ a friendship that kills (I watch on youtube)

♡︎ harry potter (purely bc of emma lmfao)

♡︎ shameless (fiona tho...)

♡︎ grey's anatomy

♡︎ any old nickelodeon/disney shows (victorious, icarly, etc)

hoped this helped :)

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guys give me ur fav binge distractions

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skinni-xx

my workout routine

morning:

30 second plank

30 jumping jacks

20 lunges per leg

20 leg lifts

20 sit ups

20 push ups

20 squats

midday:

run about 1 mile

night:

repeat morning

total cals burned: ab 350

the morning and night alone: 214

skinni-xx

old post, but this is my workout routine I'm getting back into!!

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #bulim1a #eating disoder things

hey guys I've been in forced recovery for over 7 months so I'm coming up with a plan to get back into my routines. this is just a list of things I'll be doing somewhat chronologically as a "restart" plan so I don't need to worry

♡︎ deep clean room

♡︎ shop for skincare stuff needed and new water bottle (essential!!!)

♡︎ liquid fast for a few days, get everything out

♡︎ start eating healthier foods constantly so family isn't suspicious

♡︎ working out once a day at first; run at least 1.5 miles, then progress to 2x with old morning workouts and yoga, and finally back to morning, midday, and night workouts (older post of mine, I'll rb soon❤︎)

♡︎ slowly work down cals to readjust:

- first, around 1500 of healthy foods (lots of salad, etc)

- progress to around 1200 daily

- adjust to 1000 for a while

- keep at 1000, but liquid fast wednesdays

- below 1000 most days by at least 50 cals, liquid fast wednesday, metabolism day sunday (at LEAST 1100)

♡︎ I'll be trying to post daily, and my daily food diary will be either on here, my twitter (skinni_xx), or in my journal (usually a bad day where I feel like crap)

♡︎ other than my food diary, I'll post cool lists and tips and thinspo whenever I can :)

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #bulim1a #eating disoder things #ana recipes #anatips #ana #tw ana thoughts #not pr0 just for myself #sweetspiration #meanspir0

does anyone else watch 2000s movies for inspo? like not just 10 things I hate about you and legally blond but also shit like harry potter and twilight😭 I can't be alone here

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omg guys I got logged out of this acc and lowkey forgot. life update time?

ok so I don't remember when I got logged out but I started college in september! then I got a boyfriend! then I dumped that boyfriend 5 months later!

I also was put in forced recovery which, was like, super fun (note sarcasm) and started therapy (court mandated, long story)

I also may have committed a crime. and like went to jail for a bit. but it's fine I'm chill no one died I just got kicked out of college. haha.

while in therapy they put me on antidepressants (bleck). had a bad reaction to lexapro, zoloft, and cymbalta and now I'm taking prozac, making me feel bleck

I got banned on discord also so that's why my server might not be up idk if I told u guys that

I have no fucking clue what my weight is and I've been eating every day because I'm being literally watched and I no longer have a bathroom or bedroom door!

I'm in community college rn bc if I get a job I'll off myself and my parents said I have to be doing something (fair enough but AHHGH). anyways it feels like fucking highschool again and I'm honestly kinda mad cuz I'm taking this stupid jewelry class and the teach has been gone since the start of said class.

also! I might have cancer? lol! I haven't been able to go to school in person for a month because I have incredibly low energy. they're doing lots and lots and lots (and lots) of tests and they said it could be cancer or something wrong w my thyroid and a lot of other words I didn't listen to. they also yelled at me for not taking vitamins.

I also got absolutely emotionally obliterated by a guy I never even kissed and he lowkey manipulated the fuck out of me

also I deleted snapchat instagram twitter discord and tiktok bc I was like "yk what fuck people" and that's when I remembered I HAD tumblr lmfao

so. now that that's all been said HOW ARE YOU GUYS omg I literally have missed the community on here sm ik it's fucked up cuz we're all starving but like whatever

also I need tips on losing weight while being obsessively watched...

oh also I changed my name to moon

this is so aquarius of me ♒

#anorexik #i will reach my ugw #thininspo #eating disoder things

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