[aqua-regia009]

Lust (Detail) - Gail Potocki From “Seven Deadly Sins” Series

[the-sad-boy]

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

You can’t live with an eating disorder.

You can survive. You can breathe and fake a smile and function, but you can’t live.

You can’t have fun, you can’t relax, you can’t enjoy food, you can’t succeed, you can’t dance, you can’t go to parties, you can’t do the things everyone else is doing, you can’t do the things you love, YOU CAN NOT LIVE.

[pretty-likeher]

Thing I wish I knew

° It’s a known fact you’ll always be cold. But not how cold. I can take a hot shower and lie under two blankets and still be cold to the bone.

° You’ll get weak. I’ve always been weak in my arms but right now I can’t even carry a chair without my muscles aching.

° My back hurts. All the time. My knees do too, I feel like I’ve aged 4 years in the span of 1.

° Don’t listen to sweetspo. You won’t look in the mirror at your goal weight and be skinny. You just won’t see it. I’ve lost 5kg and don’t see a difference.

° You won’t be proud when someone worries about your food. You will be defensive and angry and grumpy. You don’t want them to know.

° You’ll feel guilty. About eating too much and doing too little. But most of all keeping a huge secret from anyone who cares about you.

° You can’t concentrate on anything else than food.

° Are you depressed and anxious??? Great! It’ll increase.

° It won’t ever be enough.

° I can’t stop. I can’t.

° You’ll freak out about fun things. About normal things. Christmas, eating dinner with friends, going out.

° Please get help if you can. Please get out while you can. This is not a friend of yours.

[tin-pan-boi]

[emptylve]

i wanna be skinny

i wanna have a thigh gap

i want a tiny waist

i want a dainty body

i want tiny wrists

i want large sized clothes to make my whole body disappear

i want people to pick me up and say “you’re like a ghost”

i want people to compliment how much prettier i’ve become

i want people to notice how skinny i’ve become

i wanna starve till i’m thin enough

i want people to look up to me and say, “if only i was as thin as them”

i want no fat on my body

i want my hip bones to poke out

i wanna be able to look at the mirror and just

love myself

[ana-guy]

reasons why I feel like I need to lose weight

thin legs, and a thigh gap

people to compliment me on my body, and for me to actually believe it

a jawline

i have stretch marks on my back from growing fast as a kid, these become less visible when I lose weight

when I look in the mirror, not seeing weight as something I need to improve

actually looking good in jeans

feeling like i have accomplished a long term goal

bones

there is a lot that I could put but these are the biggest ones for me at the moment

[perfectionistic-mess]

*boyfriend behaves differently towards me*

me: I should talk with him about this!!

my ed: he’s going to break up, you better starve yourself you fat worthless piece of shit :))))

[skinnyfuckinqueen]

my ed, holding a gun to my head: say it. out loud

me, crying: i love unsweetened green tea

[louelzza-blog]

Don’t stop.

You have already started. This is the hard part, but don’t give up. You will regret it. Keep going, you will get there!!

[ialsohatemyselfnumber999-deacti]

I used to be so good at this whole ed thing???? What happened?? How do I go back just take me back

[sleepymila]

i feel this so bad.

[ugwdreamss]

me

[skinnyhokage]

I just weighed myself the first time since Christmas and I MAINTAINED GOD BLESS

[forever-delicate]

#My Squad

[coffinforyourcoughin]

Crazy I think you just listed my range of emotions

[longroadtogo]

[tinyfoxprincess-deactivated2020]

this is what ive gathered from starving in suburbia so far

wow i maybe loose 5 lb???

lol i loose like 20 lb in like 10 day!!!!

mom im naHT AN ANAOREXIA

hannah u need to eat ur salad

MOM LEAVE ME ALONE CANT U SEE IM BUSY BEING ANOAIREXIAS

[serotonine-tnt]

“Take a bite. Of your salad.”

[myedmemes]

Starving in Suburbia is an evergreen.

[skinnyhokage]

Fuckfuckfuck I feel so torn. I don’t even know what to do I can’t even think of what to make of this or where to start

[skinnyhokage]

I’ve been chsping a lot lately and honestly I think today it destroyed my insides