wannabe thin bitch

hw: 140, cw: 135 :(, ugw: 100, 5’5” personal blog only for me ;) 18 y/o active jan ‘22

[avtavr]

Art Kane (photographer, 1925-1995)

[skinnynotsorry]

i made it 94 days….. that’s so long but also so short. i’m really gonna be like this for the rest of my life

[skinnynotsorry]

be skinny and pretty again, or be happy and heavier

[skinnynotsorry]

ok so honestly, i’ve been in recovery, like real recovery, for a while now. i had a little personal setback and have been home from school and now i feel like i’m about to really relapse bad. i’m rly struggling bc i don’t know whether to give in or to delete this app and hold on to my recovery

[gracelouise2005]

I've just looked in the mirror and now I'm close to crying.

Why can't I just starve again.

[prettypunksworld]

cold feels skinny

[skinnynotsorry]

why the FUCK do i always feel like a fake an0rexic

[skinnynotsorry]

am i just being healthy or is this a relapse

[skinnynotsorry]

relapsing harrrrddd, anybody with me?

[angelcakecals]

this is it I'm counting cals again

[redrola]

[skinnynotsorry]

life is so much better when i’m drunk

[40kqs-deactivated20220220]

my anorexia disappears when someone offers me McDonald's

[robinsmentallyill]

I'm scared to tell my 13 year old self that we didn't make it. And that we're still everything she hates.

She had so much hope.

[robinsmentallyill]

it hurts when you remember that you were actually aware of your weight as a child.

I like to block the memory but i remember.

I remember feeling bigger, telling my aunt that I could give her my fat so I would be skinny like her.

And I was just chubby like a fucking kid but I already felt huge. And it hurts so fucking bad knowing that that little girl was worrying about something so stupid and now the little girl is starving herself to feel something.

[skinnynotsorry]

[skinnynotsorry]

which of my pile of regrets will haunt me today? only time will tell