all i loved, i loved alone

23 and lost

[skinofscars]

Soon

a year had passed

and i am

still here

still hurt

and nothing

has changed

[skinofscars]

As long

as im alive

you always have someone

who is proud of

everything you do

[skinofscars]

one second

is enough

to make everything

fall apart

[skinofscars]

I wrote you a note

and another

and another

but i never

send it

cause i feared

you wouldn’t

answer

[skinofscars]

Warm hearts

I don't wanna

live in this world

anymore.

It is to cold

for a warm heart

like mine.

[skinofscars]

nature heals my soul

and when I can't

do anything but cry

I'll remember

the moon is lonley

too

[skinofscars]

In my dreams

sun is shining

so brightly

and you are

not empty

or sad

and you are

not only

bones

and skin

There are

no dark clouds

over your head

[skinofscars]

there is

a person

screaming at me

right between

my eyes

and I don’t know

what I have to do

to stop it

[skinofscars]

Maybe

i will never

forget

Maybe

these words

will hunt me

forever

But

Maybe

I just was fifteen

[skinofscars]

a relationship

is something

we won't

ever have

Why do I feel like

I lost something

that I never had?

[skinofscars]

I’d rather chill alone than try to fit in.

[skinofscars]

i try to put

into words

how much it hurts

but in the end

i'm just disappointed

because no words

can fill the gap

you created

[skinofscars]

when you can't find

a hand to hold you,

think of me

think of how

i never let you go

but you

pulled

your hand

away

without warning me

[skinofscars]

when we touch

it is much more

than skin

touching skin

it is more like

the ocean

meets the sand

the wind meets

the forest

or the moon

meets the stars

[skinofscars]

if i had known

how much

it hurts

i would have held

your hand

a little bit

longer

[skinofscars]

sometimes

i try to paint

your face

from my memories

just to know

i did not forget

your lovely eyes

[skinofscars]

i searched your depths

the hidden sides

until i recognized

you are just

a pond

but i am

an ocean

what did i saw

in you

all this time