I hope u make it to the day ur 28 years old

| tw: 3D and other terrible shit || active I swear ‘26 || not pro, relapse queen, block don't report || Star, she/her, 28 || || 5'4" hw/sw: 169.7 cw: 154 gw: 130 ugw: 100 ||

[skiswithdeer]

pinned post

tw: ed life sucks and this is the only thing taking the edge off

-Star, she/her, 28, pfp is me, general tw for everything honestly, this is a vent blog and my safe space where I dump crap I can’t say in the real world

[STATS]

-hw: 169.7 cw: 154.4 lw: 123.4 gw1: 145 gw2: 130 gw3: 115 ugw: 99

Measurements as of 30 March 24 -> 21 Sept 24

TO BE UPDATED SOON!!

-Under bust: 35” -> 33 3/4”

-Waist: 34” -> 31”

-Hips: 38” -> 36 1/2”

-Thighs 24” -> 22”

Stuff About Me:

- healing from a lot of trauma in therapy and it’s causing me to r€lapse into a lot of old shit

-I love to knit, crochet, quilt; basically anything hands-on and crafty is my jam

-posts from me are tagged "first mate's log"

-poly, bi, and stupid

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

i think there is something fundamentally wrong with me but that's okay

[skiswithdeer]

boss called me yesterday after work giving me the heads up that “hey you know how you’re Not Supposed To Do That Thing but I’ve been letting you anyway because you put out good numbers” yeah “well the operator on second saw the new guy doing some of the shit you do and ratted you out”

oh. thanks

so I’m going to the principal’s office at some point today to fight for my life or something, I don’t know. boss was talking about how “it’s technically a red line and there will probably be suspension involved” so I’m just, agonizing. I KNOW I’m fucked. like there’s no other explanation other than I’m fucked. God, just let me keep my fucking job and not be demoted, I don’t care if I’m stuck without moving up for the next year I just.

UGGGHHH FUCK HER. YOU KNOW HOW MANY FUCKING LATE NIGHT PHONE CALLS IVE TAKEN HELPING HER OUT THE FUCKING BITCH. SHE DIDNT EVEN TALK TO MEEE FIRST LIKE “HEY MAYBE CUT THAT OUT OR ELSE” FUCK HERR

[skiswithdeer]

weather update: you can’t fucking trust anyone, even people you’ve gone out of of your way for

[sizzlingcandyj3llyf1sh]

“source?” the mold in my water bottle told me

[skiswithdeer]

I think the key to that cutting juice I have is that I need to drink it on an empty stomach for it to work

[nilovadeluxe]

[skiswithdeer]

nothing is better than knowing my fucking mirrors are so warped so that my perception of self is even worse than normal

[enfranchisement]

via virgoretrace on depop

[skiswithdeer]

weather update: sick of my fucking job to the nth degree so I applied for a new one and I’m hoping that something comes of it

I can’t keep working 6 days a week, ten hours a day. I’m ready to fucking stab someone, I have no free time and my apartment is constantly a mess

[skiswithdeer]

things I hate: yes

[fatfuckkai]

[bunnyflufflez]

4na save me please

[floresdea-deactivated20220614]

[byefat]

[wxiit]

[insuflatesin]

Omg