please be nice to me

a place to store my vent art. if you're here, hope you feel better soon ♡

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the more you treat someone’s words and feelings as worthless, the more they see themselves as lesser and lesser, until only imprints of themselves remain

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it’s jarring to remember how most of your identity revolves around being quiet, compliant, or out of the way.

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im a fool who survives on scraps of kindness from strangers, and I keep hoping it will fill the emptiness inside me

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i wish i could fight back. i wish i could be mean and selfish like you. but loud voices make me break and let you win.

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i get nauseous thinking about my childhood. its a scary time, and you’ll think of it fondly only if you got lucky enough to have adults care for you. 

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words that mean nothing to you are ripping me to shreds

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bad days are weighing me down again

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its so hard to act like im okay

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things around me feel wrong

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i want to hide away from the world. it hurts too much to be real.

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i dont remember what it was like before

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even now, i cant say what’s in my head out loud. 

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i hate how my OWN feelings are out to hurt me too, even when you arent here to do it yourself

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i dont know what to do when you yell at me :(

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