Especially since he didn’t really have time to deal with it
Not only was he in the middle of a fight, but a few seconds later Fandral was screaming becasue he had gotten an icycle through the chest
After that Thor got himslef exiled
After that Thors friends tried to press Loki to get Thor back
After that he has a little bit of a breather where he decided to go touch teh cascet becasue who knows … maybe he misremebered
Very much still a Frost Giant … that’s fine!
After that,
with teh added info that not only was he a frost giant but he also was Laufeys son, a ward (fancy word for hostage from another noble) and also apparently now useles …
Odin took a nap
After that Frigga decided what Loki really needed was a project
After that the W3 and Sif came to AGAIN pester him about Thor
And knowing that to them “No” is not even a suggestion but just a sound that can be ignored he had to deal with the very real posibility that his brother would be taken back to Asgard by the W3 and Sif
-> I assume at that point he had reached the eye twiching stage of
I AM FINE!
Which is the reason why at this point he starts to make shity mistakes
He assumes, becasue he knows now the truth, it is inevedable that Thor will figure out the truth
He lies to Thor and tells him that he is banished and that Odin is dead
Well NOW he has to deffinietly keep the W3 and Sif away from him
Also, now he has to deffinitely proof to Odin that he is usefull
SO how about he blows up Jodenheim (after fabricating a reason)?
-> This would have been an awesome moment to sit down and contemplate why exactly Odin had never used the Bifrost to blow up Jodenheim … but I guess he can’t hear his own thoughts over the noise of his eyes twitching and anyway
HE IS FINE!1!
And it’s just all downhill from here
Suddenly there is the point where he HAS to send the destroyer to kill everyone
-> At some point Heimdall is trying to kill him but that just kind a par for the course at this point and anyway
HE IS FINE!1!!1!
Suddenly there is the point where he HAS to fight his brother becasue … at this point … what else is he going to do?
Suddenly there is the point where evyrthing falls apart finally and for the first time in days he can hear his own thoughts
He betrayed everything he had ever stood for … or believed in … and for what?
“Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”
― Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment
And so he does teh father he loved all his live a last kindness and makes sure Odin doesn’t have to stand trial over his own son … maybe because he wants to believ that it would be a hardship for Odin and it would breake Lokis heart to have incrontrovertible proof … that it isn’t …