fade-away youth @skull-bxund - Tumblr Blog

// okay yeah i've given it thought and, heads up for everyone:

TL:DR This blog and all my other pkmn blogs (@/galarsghxst and @/poisonedfairies) are going on hiatus until further notice, will still be active on my main @/fallenphxtxgrapher if anyone's interested

#[out of spray paint | ooc]#blog status #//#hopefully i can get back to writing them all one day but #now's not it :P

// okay ik JC's blog is basically dead (lowkey thinking about moving him to the main) but smth about him that's been on my mind so uh...indulge my yap XP

JC's...not sure when the idea of feeling comfortable in his own skin became something he viewed as more of a pipedream than something that would happen.

Maybe it was when, somewhere down the line as the years ticked by that he realized he still hadn't managed to make any headway when it came to transitioning. That he still, after all these years really bring himself to assert himself and who he was when people got it wrong.

Whenever it was, however it happened. At some point, some part of himself just...maybe not accepted but acknowledged that (medically) transitioning, getting to a point where he actually feels at ease with himself is just never gonna be attainable. That feeling confident in the fact the world around him actually sees him as a guy is simply not a possibility.

Consciously or not, it's a feeling he's tried to plaster over with this air of "not giving a shit." Not seeing a point in correcting getting misgendered reframed as not caring as “the people that matter will get it right.” He’s stopped trying as hard to pass anymore, more out of seeing it as a fruitless endeavour but still outwardly cloaking it in a layer of not caring.

Behind that veneer of nonchalance though he can barely stand to perceive himself at times, let alone have others do the same. Still, he’s a stubborn bastard he supposed so for as much as he can’t stand existing in his skin, he’s sticking around anyway.

#[out of spray paint | ooc]#about | tbt #// ‘ ._.) sorry I disappeared off the face of jc’s blog to come back with this #smth that’s been on my mind about him for a bit tho ig :P #and my brain has been fried by pastry school so ya boy’s barely had brain space for his main blog ;3;

skullkxd

“You know, even though I've lived in Alola my whole living memory, I can’t remember what that fucking monkey is called.

Parsinmi… Passimma… Parmesan???”

skullkxd

“Mean to me ”

#[holdin onto this | saved]#// dfhgdfg REE IM SORRY ABT HIM

❝ 'm sorry learned what...th'...what th fuck does that even mean? ❞

#mentioned : skullkxd #[lost aggressive youth | ic]#dash comms #// tfw JC waking up in the back of my brain to just #“y'all pls i'm only 22 and this is makin me feel ancient shtappppppp”#he doesn't speak young zoomer

❝ god couldn' shut my ass up forever. ❞

#[lost aggressive youth | ic]#//#he is...not the most awake still T~T BUT #they gave my boy talking rights lets gooooooo

@skullkxd replied to your post :

DUDE WHEREVE YOU BEEN I THOUGHT U WERE DEAD I MISSED U BRO!!!!

❝ ah....hones'ly? Depression nap. ❞

For....a couple months....shit. His sense of time was just getting more and more fucked, huh?

❝ ....missed ya too, Ree. 's good t' see ya again. ❞

He's got a feeling he's missed out on...a lot while he's been gone.

#skullkxd #[lost aggressive youth | ic]#//#hello hello! =w=)/#x.x JC's muse has been asleep for...way too long XP

^ ...has no idea how to feel about MCR getting called "dad rock"

#[lost aggressive youth | ic]#[from the sidelines | dash commentary]#mentioned: skullkxd #//#icb JC muse legit woke up just for this #pls he's only 22 he dont wanna feel oldddddd

britishpokechap

A Tribute To Victor’s Loving Partners~

So it’s been about 3 or so years since I started this blog, and over the years Victor has built many long lasting relationships! Whether it be platonic, romantic or familial, Victor’s love for all those who have come into his life (and mine) are deeply cherished and are a key part in who he has become today! However, to celebrate the day of love, here’s a shout out to all the beautiful muses (and their wonderful muns) who allowed Victor into their hearts and have filled him with so much joy! The muses who have forged a deep, loving bond with him. When I first started this blog, I was worried about multi-shipping as I never wanted anyone to feel like their muse was just a number. I have done all I can to make sure each and every one of Victor’s relationships is unique to his partner and I truly hope that was felt through our interactions IC and OoC!

Without further ado, my tribute to the muses who make Victor’s life so wonderful. Even with some relationships changing in different ways, no ship is less than in my eyes and I adore every one of the interactions your muse and mine has shared!

Keep reading

#[holdin onto this | saved]#//#🥺 sobs i love this #aaaaaahhfghdfhdfg

britishpokechap

@fallenphxtxgrapher

“You’re just saying that because she’s your daughter.~” Victor, you’re just saying this because she’s your daughter. He giggles as Mushi goes to give her smaller dad a hug, she did miss him a lot after all! “I mean, you’re completely right, how could anyone not find her to be the cutest?”