Tbh, I wanna give you smth today, on our special day. Yeah. But... oh no, sorry. I mean special just for me only maybe, not for you. Haha. I bet you alrd forget it, right? But, I'm not really sure that I'm brave enough to give it to you since I dunno where you are and how you are now. Btw, how are you? Fine? I hope that you're fine as well even you always skipped your meals. Hell, I hate it. But hopefully, over all you're fine enough. Just it. Um... Do you remember what day is today? Or do you remember what date is today? March 1? Aha, that's right! So, do you remember what day is today? Hm? Remember smth? Well, it's not that important actually. There's me who just remember abt it. Haha. Yeah, if you remember it, today is March 1, 2014. A year after you confessed all of your feeling to me. Ah aniyo, the moment before you confessed, I did it first to you. I sent a Direct Message to you and confessed everything. Aigoo so embarassed. Mian. Not any longer, you sent me a Mention Confess when I told you I'm gonna leave. Tbh I'm not sure that I'll leave at that time, I'm just making a reason to run away from you after telling you everything abt my feelings. Uh. You might think I'm a crazy since I'm still remember it all. You might think I'm insane since I still can't forget you. You might think I'm sick since I still have this feeling. It never changes even you're not here. It never changes even time has killed all. It never changes even... you're not mine anymore. Thanks for the 4 months that we spent together. You gave me so much things to learn, to remember and to be better. I do really thanks to God who sent you away here, in this world and 'till finally I met you. I met someone who's get my attention. It's you. Only you. So much happiness, sad, crazy, hurt, and pain in 4 months ago. It's really fun and I can't stop smiling when I start to open those memories, our bittersweet memories. It was beautiful. Baby? Uh, may I call you with this name? Forgive me if I make you mad alrd. I'm sorry. I just wanna say... Happy Failed 1st Anniversary ~ Idk if you still remember it or not, but hopefully you will never forget our memories and could get someone better than me. Yeah ofc, you shud find a better one. To make you happy, to cheer you up, to understand you, to accompany you, and the important thing is to love you more than like the way I do. All the thing I do is only pray, pray and pray. Praying for you to be happy, to be healthy, to be better. Why do I did this way? Why? Haha so simple. It was bcs I love you. Loving you with my own way. Idc who you are, the only one that I know is you're my King, Kwon Jiyong. I love him, I love Kwon Jiyong. Over all, I hope we can go back together like we ever did. Aniya, together doesn't mean we shud go back as a couple (ah even my heart really want to) big nooo ~ I mean together as a couple of friend maybe, or bestie, or anything laa. At least I can still keep in touch with ya, with someone I do really love. But it's all back to you again Ji, will you agree abt it or not, it's your choice. I won't forced you ~ But, lemme keep this feeling for me, for myself. Let this girl miss you sometimes. Missing to talk to you, missing to fight with you, to argue, and anything whatever we ever did. Let me to do this. You may dislike me, ignore me, abandone me, but please... don't hate me. I painfully praying for you to not hate me. Please ~ Hah... I think it's enough, I do not know what shud I say to you anymore. Once again, HAPPY FAILED 1ST ANNIVERSARY, MY KING. This Queen always loves you. With love, Lee Chaerin
