Skylar Travis Kaynor

Dex shuts his eyes, not moving to put any more words on the page. His eyes well up with tears and they slowly slide down his cheeks before coming to rest on Skylar’s shoulder. Dex hugs the other boy as tightly as he can, not wanting to ever let go. He presses their bodies even closer together so that he is getting as much contact with the boy as possible, needing to feel the other boy’s presence as strongly as before. Dex knows that Skylar is right, and that absolutely everything is different, but all he can focus on is wrapping the boy’s slight frame in his and cuddling and making all the pain go away.

#dexmartin #IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG BBY!! <3 #i saw a 1D vid and then a 5sos vid and then i remembered i had to reply to you and this and all the fucking feels

Skylar watched the other boy, and saw his tears. His heart clenched and he hated seeing the look of hurt mixed with fear on the other boys face, wondering if he was the cause of it. That was the one thing the blond didn't want to put onto Dex, or anyone else. Feeling him move closer to him, pressing against him, Skylar wrapped his arms as tight as he could, though he was shaking around Dex's middle. Bringing one hand up, he thread his fingers into the dark blonde hair and gripped it just tightly enough to keep Dex there, to know he was there as he buried his face into his neck, taking a shaky breathe, inhaling him in.

hellchargers

caged animal (x / x)

Dex shakes his head because Skylar isn’t understanding. He cuddles into the other boy’s back while he leans back, and begins writing another note. But that doesn’t matter. Nothing matters except you. I don’t care that I would have got hurt. You’re my world Skylar, and I’ve fucked up too many times to let you go. I can’t risk losing you. Dex leans down to press gentle kisses to Skylar’s jaw, suddenly feeling the need to show Sky exactly how much he loves him.

#dexmartin #ughh yess we must make this more feely when I have more sleep and i can make it feely yes

Skylar frowns a little when Dex shakes his head but doesn't say anything when the other starts to write again. "It does m-matter though Dex, things a-aren't making sense...things n-never used to be l-like this.." The blonde looked up at Dex, resting his head against the other boys cheek. "You w-won't lose me lo-love, I promise y-you." He shivered when he felt warm lips kiss along his jaw, and the blonde relaxed even more into Dex's hold, his body, a little thinner then before, molding into the curve of the other boy.

Dex frowned a little as he wrote his next note, his hand moving swiftly across the paper of the notebook. That’s so strange. It makes me worry a little about what happened while I couldn’t remember. This place is horrible. You would think the staff would have the courtesy to at least tell you part of the story, or even lie. I wish I could remember, but even more I wish I could’ve stopped them from hurting you like they did. Dex’s grumpy expression turns to more of a sullen one as he imagines the horrible ways which Skylar was treated. He shivers a little thinking of it.

#dexmartin #FEELS WE NEED FEELS I MISS YOU SO MUCH BBY LOVE <3

Skylar looked away and sighed softly, "I-It's not like it was b-before...not h-how it worked b-before..." The blonde said softly, as he licked his lips again, wincing a little as he felt his tongue touch the open cracks of his lips. Turning his head, he closed his eyes and rested his forehead against Dex's jaw, before leaning a little and placing a small, light kiss on the other boys pulse point. Taking Dex's free hand, Skylar thread their fingers together, and squeezed his hand gently, pulling his hand up to his lips and kissing Dex's knuckles. "You w-would have g-gotten hurt worse then m-me love, there w-would be no w-way I would let th-that happen." Skylar whispered.

*growls* gretcheeeeeeennnn

rrrrrrrrrrrrrawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr <3

Dex let out an airy laugh when Skylar yelped, and snuggled into his back. He smiles and peppers little kisses all over his cheek and neck, letting out little giggles as he does so. Dex leans over and grabs his notebook, writing in it hastily with his arms still wrapped around Skylar. I missed you. Missed this. Even with all the shit that’s going on, I’m still so happy around you.

#dexmartin #oooooop #sorry its so late!#and probably shit

Skylar felt the warmth from Dex's body spreading through his own, and he felt the little shivers starting to dissipate. He let out a quiet giggle, before taking in a shaky deep breathe and letting it out slowly, leaning his head back on Dex's shoulder as he watched him write. Tilting his head up, he licked his chapped lips again, nudging his nose along the other boys jaw. "I-I missed you t-too..I..I kept a-asking about y-you..but they n-never answered me...so I got worried.." Skylar spoke whispered under his breathe.

Dex exhales to relax himself, letting a small, relieved smile slip onto his face. Dex quickly scribbles in the notepad on his lap. I don’t balme you. Neither do I. He wiggles his bum on the bed, scooting around so that he can lean against the wall. Then he leans forwards and drags Skylar back by his hips, pulling him onto his lap and wrapping his arms around him tightly, planting a kiss on his cheek just for good measure.

Skylar looked at the note that Dex wrote and smiled a little at him, nodding his head before running his free hand through his own hair and shook his head. He let out a small yelp when his hips were grabbed but he didn't fight back. The smile fell back onto his lips as he leaned back into Dex's chest, letting him be wrapped in the other boys limbs.

Dex’s eyes shoot wide open in fear and he sits stock still on the bed. He bites his lip in an attempt to keep from breathing too loudly. He focuses on listening to the footsteps approaching, hearing them getting louder and louder. He turns his head to face Skylar better before mouthing, who is that?

Skylar looked at the door, and could see the shadow of the nurse underneath the door. He looked over at Dex and mouthed the word, nurse to the other boy. Her footsteps stopped in front of his door before she muttered something to herself and turned around, hearing her foot steps start to fade. Letting out a deep breathe, Skylar rested his forehead on Dex's shoulder, before lifting his head back up. "That w-was close..I d-don't trust them a-anymore.." He spoke quietly.

Dex has to hold back a smile as he kisses Skylar, happy to be back with his love. When he pulls away he rests their foreheads together and closes his eyes, knowing only one thing - he was uncertain of what was to come. Dex leans back a little further to write in his notebook once again. I love you Skylar Travis. I love you so much.

#dexmartin #oooooh #its okay bby #nothing will happen to them i romise #promise\

Skylar let his fingers graze over Dex's cheek, before looking down and reading his note. Looking back up at him, he smiled softly at the other. "I-I love you t-too Dex...A-Always have, a-always will.." Skylar said softly, before leaning into kiss him again. That however was interrupted when there were footsteps in the hall and the blonde froze. He looked at his door, and looked back at Dex before placing a finger to his lips, indicating for him to be quiet and not move.

Dex smiles sadly as he feels Skylar’s fingers in his hair, and he leans over to wipe away the last of Skylar’s tears from his cheeks. He takes the notebook in his hand again and writes, that’s good enough. You’ve got me now, I’m not going to let them take me away again. And I’m sure as hell not going to let them hurt you.

His fingers still woven in Dex's hair, he plays with the dark blonde locks as he takes a deep breathe, letting it out slowly. The coldness that Skylar fel before was slowly dissipating but he knew things wouldn't be getting better quickly. What happened to him caused him so much trauma, he wasn't sure he was even able to get better. But he pushed the thought of that away, now that Dex was back. Was here to keep him warm at night. There was no way anyone was going to hurt him. Skylar read Dex's note, and he looked up at him, smiling softly, before kissing him again, slowly. "I-I can't let them t-take you, w-won't let them.." He murmured quietly .

Dex looks up to see Skylar with tears running down his cheeks too, so he wipes them away and kisses him on the lips quickly. Then, he wipes away his own tears and picks up the notebook, sniffling a little as he does so. He opens the book to a random page and writes, promise me Sky, never do that again. Please, promise me. I love you so much. He hands to notebook to Sky before wrapping his arms back around the other boy’s waist.

#dexmartin #my heart hurts

Skylar took in a shaky breathe as he pressed a kiss to Dex's lips back, and sniffled again. Using his sleeve to wipe his cheeks, he looked up at Dex's face, hating the fact that he was the one to cause the other to cry. His hand went to brush his fingers gently through Dex's hair, before he read the note, and looked back into the other boys eyes, nodding. "I-I'll try..I'll t-try not to..I l-love you too, they t-told me you m-moved.." Skylar whispered quietly.

Once Dex had finished peppering Skylar’s arms with kisses he moved to sit on the bed next to him. He dropped the notebook, abandoning the question - he knew he was right - and wrapped his arms around Skylar’s waist. He laid his head down onto the other boy’s shoulder and hugged him tightly, trying to stop the tears that were welling in his eyes. Soon enough though, the tears fell and left a dark patch on Skylar’s shirt. He hated feeling weak and powerless, and he hated Skylar being hurt. Dex let his hands form fists in Sky’s shirt and buried his head deeper into the boy’s shoulder, suddenly overcome by all his emotions.

Skylar bit his lip again as Dex moved to sit beside him. The clatter of the notebook falling to the floor he barely even heard before he felt warm arms wrap around his waist. He could feel the prick of tears behind his eyes, and he sniffled to himself, knowing he wouldn't be able to keep himself in one piece any time soon. Wrapping his own arms around Dex's shoulders, Skylar bunched his shirt in his hands, and he gripped onto tightly when he felt Dex's tears on his shirt. Moving to bury his nose into the others hair, he pressed a light kiss to his head, and murmured quietly as tears started to fun down his cheeks. "I'm s-sorry, l-love, I-I'm sorry..I t-tried.."

#dexmartin #er...

Dex clenches his teeth together, fuming. He stands up and begins pacing the room. They did tests on him? Surely they can’t just do that! Everything about this is so wrong. Suddenly Dex stops his furious pacing. Scars. There were scars of Skylar’s arm. He moves back over to where the other boy is seated on his bed and gently begins rolling back his sleeve. When he confirms that there are scars there Dex leans down and peppers each one of them with kisses. He scribbles a message quickly, praying that he’s wrong. Sky, you didn’t do those to yourself, did you?

#dexmartin #I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO #I'M HORRIBLE TO MY CHARACTERS

Skylar's eyes widened a bit when Dex stood up quickly, and watched him pace his room. He knew that he should have kept it to himself, but he couldn't lie. Not to Dex. He bit his lip and kept himself quiet before Dex stopped and the blonde looked up at the other. He saw Dex's eyes on his arms, and he quickly moved to cover them with his sleeve. He was too slow however when Dex started to roll his sleeves back, revealing even more scars, some from scratching at himself, others from when he had objects he found or made. He took in a soft breathe, as Dex kissed them each, but couldn't bring himself to look at his lover in the eyes at his question.

When he hears Skylar’s whimper, Dex instantly rushes to the other boy’s side. He gently helps him sit before kneeling down in front of Sky, making their eyes nearly level. He looks down at the floor, a little disappointed that Skylar couldn’t help, but mainly angry at the doctors for treating Skylar so badly. Dex presses a quick kiss to whichever body part is closest to him - Skylar’s knee - before taking his notepad to write again. That does’t matter right now I’m okay. But what did they do to you, baby?