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Yanbaru Whiskered Bat Myotis yanbarensis
It is known only from three islands of the Ryukyu Archipelago, south of Japan, Okinawa (where the Yanbaru forest is situated), Amami Ōshima, and Tokunoshima. The species has been classified as Critically Endangered by the IUCN.
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You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.
Maybe I'm gonna rebrand my blog.. they look kinda ugly
this is where i sleep at night
You gotta understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognise their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were in the wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.
if you’re in the notes saying “this is wrong and cruel because everyone is capable of growth” you’re not understanding the post.
yes, everyone is CAPABLE of growth and change. everyone has the RIGHT to growth and change. but no, not everyone will CHOOSE growth and change. some people are not interested in and cannot be made interested in self-improvement or self-reflection. some people will go their entire lives refusing to admit they might be wrong or examine their own behaviors. some people will never, ever accept responsibility for the effects they have on people and the world around them. humans are varied; some are just always gonna be like this.
it is VITAL to understand this if you’re the kind of person who tends to pour energy into helping others, especially if there are already people knowingly hurting you who consistently show absolutely no interest in changing that behavior. you can’t forcibly make them want to change who they are. you aren’t going to find a way to convince them to suddenly care that their behavior is hurting someone.
the motivation to change and grow comes from within. others may inspire us, but WE have to decide we want to be better and work towards that. until they decide that for themselves, nobody else can do it for them. and they might never. people are mortal. we are a finite series of choices. it is entirely possible to make mostly selfish ones.
everyone CAN grow, but not everyone will. not everyone wants to, and nobody can force the desire to grow as a person on someone else.
i present you.. my dragon ball ocs ✨️
The name of the first one is sangria btw, also these two are sangria's friends! who she met during a visit to a distant planet. (I'm still working on their lores so I'm gonna bring more infos about them when they're more polished)
It's a personal pet peeve of mine but it frustrates me that a big part of dragon ball ocs are almost always Saiyans. Not saying that it's wrong to make a Saiyan oc obviously, I just feel that ends to be too.. predictable? also i feel some races like humans and namekians are reaaaallly left out, even they are the races that has more screentime. Idk.. maybe I'm talking shit
Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
switching from a paid software to a free software seems strange at first but im gonna be honest after Krita's recent update i couldnt see a reason to stay on my 1.0 version of clip studio 💀
dawg the fact that you cant import gifs on the EX version of CSP is actually bonkers to me. then i try it with krita and its like "oh yes ma'am no worries at all" like????? okayyy??
SOME PEOPLE ASKED ABOUT THE SOUND PLUGIN I TALKED ABT IN THE TAGS AND ITS THIS ONE!!
Brush SFX This plugin adds sound effects mimicking pencil and other art tools when you use the brush tool. You can assing one sound effect
i havent used it TOO much, but so far its really good. the entire software is very good as a drawing program- has 99% of all features i wanted from clip studio and some more i didnt even know i wanted (did you know you can make normalmaps on krita???)
there are a couple gripes i have- for some reason it's really finicky trying to get certain keys to work as shortcuts (i havent found a way to get "hold right click for eraser" to work the way it worked on CSP, but maybe thats a skill issue), and also the brush engine works different so it took quite a bit of finagling to get the MS paint brush to how i like it. but overall this is a fucking awesome drawing program. theres a reason people love it a lot LMAO turns out OSS is fucking awesome
This is getting tiring man.
I think we need more hair variety for Black characters.
My son Duke finally getting his 15 minutes of fame.
LOVE YOUR OCS!!! YOU DID GREAT ON THEM!! EVEN IF THEYRE OVERPOWERED!! EVEN IF THEYRE EDGY!! EVEN IF THEYRE CLICHE!! YOU PUT SO MUCH TIME AND EFFORT INTO THEM AND YOU SHOULD LOVE THEM AND LOVE YOURSELF FOR MAKING THEM!!!
Some winter outfits
Does anyone knows how to have a deep voice without taking testosterone? Cuz I can't stand the fact my voice sounds like a 14 years old
romance isn’t as well-defined (or even consensual) as people make it out to be. you can very much be coerced or forced into a romantic relationship, or even be in a romantic relationship without your knowledge.
unconsensual romance is also used as a tool of correction by many. aromantics are often forced into romantic relationships in an attempt to “fix” them, lesbians are often forced into romantic relationships with men in an attempt to “fix” them, trans people are often forced into romantic relationships in an attempt to “fix” them (usually by trying to make them “return” to cisheterosexuality).
not to mention how men will force women (especially trans women) into romantic relationships simply because they feel entitled to them, and white people will do the exact same thing with racialised people.
i have met so many people who were coerced, manipulated, forced, or threatened into a romantic relationship, yet nobody batted an eye because, if you’re in a romantic relationship, it must be Mutual And Consensual. romance is uniquely good and beneficial to everyone, right? How Can Good Thing™️ Be Bad?
i don’t even think those can be called romantic relationships due to them being unconsensual (akin to how ‘unconsensual sex’ is an oxymoron, that’s called rape), but there’s no word to describe that yet, and they’re unfortunately considered genuine romantic relationships nonetheless.
we need to start making room for discussions about romantic violence (is that a term? well, it is now!).
although most people recognize that violence can occur within romantic relationships, many fail to recognize that romance can BE the violence itself.
