Letter to a dark angel,
Darkness, you consumed me, filled my head with empty feelings and the power I had over my emotions. I remember that the sun would rise, the moon would follow, and I would walk in a daze left feeling hollow. Energy, it’s a source that can change the course of our history in just a second. That’s what you did to me, unforgettably though its more of what I let you do to me. The pastels I would paint with, and the Glitter that would fall from the sky like they were remains of a firework, that is the energy I had, that’s the treasure I had let you steel from me. Like ice to water your energy over came me, turning me into a person I no longer recognized. I had always considered myself stronger and in control, power to become. The passion and desire dissipated into the air and I laid stagnant for a year. I know people always talk about the “light” and seeing their lives flash before their eyes, following a traumatic event that may or may not have been fatal. That’s exactly what that year felt like, a long drawn out moment like that never-ending just a slow walk into that bright light. Before it was too late, I saw my chance, the moment I had to leap and change the course my life was going down. Escaping the grasp you had on me and for once in a long time protecting that last bit of color that still filled my heart. Its been a year since I made that change, a year that I have grown and have become so strong not just mentally but physically & spiritually. A path that I had to take alone even with it being unknown and scary I knew it couldn’t be any worse than being in your company. So, I write this letter to you today as a way of letting go, my way of saying thank you. Thank you for allowing me the chance to prove how strong I am; To prove my worth, my integrity and the love I have for myself. Those moments kept a part of me ill never get back, but it was a sacrifice for a better future. Its only been a year of self- growth and I’m more then ready to take on the next challenge in life thanks too you.
Sincerely,
The rainbow that over-came you