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Very good. Very pleasing. Focus of this fic is Regulus’ perspective of being 13 and losing his relationship with his big brother.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/62252327
Very good. Very pleasing. Focus of this fic is Regulus’ perspective of being 13 and losing his relationship with his big brother.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 4/8 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Additional Tags: Sirius Black Escapes from Azkaban, Raising Harry Potter, Getting Back Together, Divination, Character Study, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Trans Sirius Black Summary:
The fox is the rat, and the kid can speak to snakes.
Hi!!!!!!! Long time lurker first time asker here—do you have any interesting fics that take place in the summer? I feel like I've been losing myself in nostalgia for being a teenager since it started getting hot by me and I'd love to read a fic that compliments that feeling well!
Hi🌸 You read my mind, long time lurker — I’ve been thinking of putting together a proper summery-nostalgic list for some time now. Your request finally made me do it(: So here you go! My favourite summer wolfstar fics, all of them with that sweet, soft nostalgic touch☀️
the summer you let your hair grow out
by ladymemebeth (20k)
in which sirius decides to go to remus' house when he runs away, rather than james'. remus finds this situation to be trying in more ways than one. includes gratuitous references to twentieth-century cinema and music.
Themes: summer at remus’; pov!remus; disowned Sirius; pining; friends to lovers; first time.
*wonders bright
by unwholesome_gay (5k)
Sirius spends a few weeks at the Lupins' place during the summer after sixth year.
Themes: summer at remus’; pov!sirius; friends to lovers; fluff; first kiss.
*the apple caught between your teeth
by drowsyanddazed (13k)
The warm, July sun is unadulterated in its naked heat; blisteringly sweet and unbearingly heavy. It makes Sirius’ shirt cling to his chest, turns his bones lazy, and it colours Remus’ cheeks with a dusting of honey freckles.
So many freckles.
So many that Sirius wonders where they all hide in the frosty, winter months.
Themes: summer at remus’; disowned sirius; pov!sirius; friends to lovers; coming out; pining; so well-written I could cry.
*June, and Other Natural Disasters
by montparnasse (5k)
Sirius talks, begs, and bribes Remus into a spontaneous trip to Brighton the summer of their graduation. Remus loses all sense of direction; Sirius loses his shirt; Remus kisses the last moth-eaten vestiges of his sanity a long, sloppy goodbye.
Themes: summer trip; pov!remus; pining remus; friends to lovers; sexual tension and smut; poetic prose.
*Everything Under The Sun
by moongnome (26k)
The summer of '76. Remus wants Sirius. Sirius doesn't know what he wants.
Themes: slow burn; friends to lovers; shit communication; friends with benefits sort of; pov!remus; pining remus; this is technically unfinished but it can be read as finished!; I love this so much it’s crazy.
*A Brief History of Dragons
by eyra (23k)
Sirius moves to Cornwall for the summer and meets a rude, beautiful boy who is writing a book that may or may not be about dragons.
Themes: muggle!au; writer!remus; pov!sirius; strangers to lovers; Arthurian legend; everybody and their mother has read and loved this; but it’s very summery so it’s gotta be here!!
tomorrow, when the world is free
by turntechnodhead (2k)
Sirius, in a tour-guide voice: “The White Cliffs of Dover, part of the North Downs formation, is the region of English coastline facing the Strait of Dover and France. The cliff face, which reaches a height of 110 metres, owes its striking appearance to the composition of chalk accented by streaks of black flint-”
“Padfoot, mate, you never told us you could read,” says James. Sirius whacks the back of his head with the guidebook.
Themes: road trip; pov!remus; pining remus; fluff; pre-slash.
Camping, Comfort, and Clichés
by oliverdalstonbrowning (5k)
Remus goes on a camping trip with his friends, and discovers all the comfort and clichés that go with it.
Themes: camping; post-Hogwarts; sharing a bed; pov!remus; friends to lovers; jealous remus; fluff.
*Hard To Find
by accioromulus (13k)
The air conditioning is already broken, Sirius's back has been effectively glued to the leather seat via sweat, and this road-trip may have been a Very Bad Idea.
Themes: road trip; muggle!au; pov!sirius; pining; so so soft and summery; friends to lovers.
Out There
by halictus (21k)
Sirius has to go backpacking to fulfill a college graduation requirement. He is comfortable in his own skin, he has friends, he has passions. But he's still learning how to fit himself into loosely-defined spaces. Remus is a graduate student leading the trip. He loves nature, and backpacking, and being outside, and smiling, and having lots of energy. They both have some learning to do—not necessarily tactfully.
Themes: muggle!au; backpacking; nature; strangers to lovers; good discussion on privilege!
one for the road
by rojohbi (4k)
Piling into the car was uncomfortable and cramped, but there was something oddly satisfying about sitting on ratty blankets in the backseat, a box of fresh comfort food at his feet and Sirius’ legs splayed over his lap as the other backseat-inhabitant nestled himself into the corner and almost immediately began snoring. James met his eyes through the rearview, and this time when he saw the knowing smile, Remus smiled right back.
Themes: road trip; pov!remus; pining remus; self-esteem issues (remus); accidental confession; genderfluid sirius.
the private kind of purple
by greenscape (6k)
Post-grad summer. They are reaching for things they cannot name.
Or, it's four days out of Hogwarts and Sirius and Remus go wild camping in Scotland.
Themes: camping; light angst; soft and well-written af; friends to lovers.
*Beneath a Big Blue Sky
by eyra (68k)
Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.
Themes: muggle!au; sheep farm; pov!sirius; this is a must-read for everyone.
*Light in August
by orestesfasting (21k)
Summer, 1977. With the full moon approaching, Sirius heads up to the Lupins' countryside cottage to make himself useful. Or to make a complete and utter arse out of himself, because really, that's all he can seem to do around Remus these days.
Themes: THE summer wolfstar fic; summer at remus’; friends to lovers; pov!sirius; pining; sharing a bed; beautifully written it’s actually insane.
honey, i belong with you, only you.
by jeonism (4k)
remus was all honey brown hair and eyes that glittered golden in the sun, with a peachy flush across his freckles and legs that seemed to stretch for miles. sirius was screwed.
Themes: summer at remus’; pov!sirius; pining sirius; friends to lovers; lots of kissing; fluff.
*Our Blood, Still Young
by templeg (15k)
It's nearly the last day of fifth year, and Sirius really isn't looking forward to the summer.
Themes; friends to lovers; funny; pov!sirius; smut; awkwardness and fluff; it’s summer for most of it; a classic.
*Another Bright Day
by rilla (20k)
It's 1978 and the Marauders have just left school. James has fallen for Lily, Sirius is smarting about it, and Remus has complicated feelings of his own that he needs to work out during the last summer before they all have to find their way into the real world.
Themes: post-hogwarts; first war; holiday by the sea; pov!remus; pining remus; beautiful prose!!
Fearless Liabilities
by femme_de_lettres (200k)
Summer camp. Six weeks of planning activities, leading campers, and getting up to no good. It's no different than the last decade that Remus and his friends have spent in rural Wisconsin. Except Remus' heart keeps trying to tell him that he's in love with his best friend, Sirius can't believe he's fallen for the one person who he knows is unequivocally straight, James is starting to lose faith that Lily will ever actually consider going on a date with him, and Peter? Peter's just trying to keep his friends from getting in over their heads.
Themes: muggle!au; summer camp; long boy; American au; homophobia; panic attacks; fluff.
Heat
by LadyAmina (2k)
The summer air is too warm. The campfire isn't helping. Neither is Sirius's head in his lap. Neither is the burning blood in his veins. Remus is overwhelmed and something has to give.
Themes: camping; pov!remus; remus is jealous and very emotional about it poor baby; fluff.
blue, orange
by Avvu (5k)
It's the first summer after Hogwarts, and they have nothing else to talk about than Peter's dead father. / There are blue and orange postcards on the fridge door, and behind them, there are words Sirius knows by heart.
Themes: angst; first war era; canon compliant; the ending is sort of happy but also not that happy because you know what happens later yk.
Ocean Above & Sky Below
by grandilloquism (8k)
Sirius, adrift and floundering at the advanced age of 23, rents out a mansion by the sea— as you do— in an effort to recapture his happiness. It works surprisingly well.
Themes: post-Hogwarts; no war; pov!sirius; growing up; friends to lovers.
I'm Glad I'm Your Favourite
by aftgray (10k)
just a wolfstar get-together oneshot that takes place in the summer of 1976 (between the Marauders' fifth and sixth year)
Themes: post The Prank; disowned sirius; sharing a bed; fluff.
Motion Sickness
by oscarwildechilde (46k)
The Lupins are moving again, and Remus is determined to be miserable following his disastrous fifth year and the fallout of Sirius' prank. Not speaking to any of his friends, he's resigned to go at it alone. That is, of course, until he finds out that he's moved to the same town as Lily Evans.
Themes: post The Prank; centred on the lupin family; Lily-Remus friendship; disowned sirius; friends to lovers; fluff.
Reeled
by lunchbucket (5k)
Remus decides to finally spend a summer day with his childhood best friend, Sirius, after not seeing him for three years. But when old feelings quickly start to resurface, Remus is left feeling like no time has passed at all.
Themes: childhood friends reunited; pov!remus; pining remus; fluff.
(* = personal favourite)
I hope you’re all having a lovely summer so far🌸
xx Elliot
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin Additional Tags: Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Pre-Relationship, Pining, or maybe more like, Mutual Pining Summary:
"August is ending, and for the better part of the month, it has been raining as if the world were coming to an end. The asphalt of the road in front of him is dark and the sky above his head is grey, packed with clouds and more clouds, forming a drapery over this town.
An endless ceiling, Remus thinks. His shoulder is touching Sirius'. The tiles of the pavement are uncomfortable to sit on and there's something about it that makes his back hurt even more, though he tries not to think of why it hurt in the first place, and the whole world looks indescribably bleak, but still – there's nowhere else he'd really want to be."
Summer 1977. Remus Lupin and Sirius Black.
You keep talking about the origins of AO3 as this group effort by an actual group of people who were friends and who spent time discussing this with each other in person. It's kind of blowing my mind. Is there a post or a journal somewhere that specifically keeps record of this?
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I'm dying.
Nonnie, seriously?
No, that's mean, I know you're serious. It's just flabbergasting how much fandom has expanded and how much there isn't a direct link to the past.
Astolat and Cesperanza floated the idea at Vividcon and various places, I think, though I wasn't going to cons in that era. We were all on LJ in those days, and Astolat made a big post nailing her theses to the door. Discussion in the comments was instant and prolonged.
A LJ com was set up to discuss. It was later renamed to otw_news, but if you go all the way back to the beginning, you can see brainstorming mess instead of official news posts.
Fanlore page linking to Astolat's post and giving a little context.
Early brainstorming: https://otw-news.livejournal.com/2007/05/
For example, here I am collecting links to older archives to look at for research when designing AO3.
Fun fact, we never intended to call it AO3. There was a whole call for name suggestions, but nothing was as evocative as astolat's original post title referencing Virginia Woolf. (For those who haven't thought about it, AO3's name is a reference to A Room of One's Own.)
Here's the name discussion
Here's the poll that came out of it
But also notice how many people voted: 562.
That's how many people cared at the time: a few hundred. Maybe a thousand if you count lurkers, but frankly, that community was not as lurkery as now. It wasn't just ten friends. It was a community effort. But what "our" community looked like at the time was vastly different. It was six degrees of Kevin Bacon astolat, not a vast sea of strangers like fic fandom on AO3 is now.
Here's an early post suggesting we ban the under 18s from the site entirely. Pity we didn't do so, given the rise of antis.
Here's the invite to a fundraising party at astolat's in NYC that following Halloween. I dressed as Amanda from Highlander, not very well.
You can tell we knew each other by looking at those comments on astolat's initial post. You can also tell how discussion-based that part of fandom was back in 2007.
The way my tumblr is now with a ton of text, back and forth, and hopping around between threads of conversation, all featuring a consistent set of faces, is very much like LJ. Most of tumblr is not.
This is important info to put out there, and I constantly forget that "fandom" as it is now is nothing like the community we had then. This is a good resource for understanding what was going on with the creation of AO3 in particular, but it's also a great example of why older fans say that we miss the Livejournal era of fandom so much.
AO3 is the result of long discussions, hard work, and a dedicated community of fans. Though it isn't is a social media site (and it was never intended to be), it is the only place now that sometimes feels like how the fannish community used to be on LJ--when a good discussion gets going in the comments on a story. But AO3 is for fanfiction et al, and therefore is limited in discussion subjects.
(The ads you'll encounter if you follow those links, though? Did not exist when we were there and were one of the reasons we abandoned the site--not the most important reasons by a long shot as you'll understand if you read more about why AO3 was created, but they were a factor.)
We were a collection of communities, with some-to-significant overlap in members. Fanfiction writers were not "content creators," and people who didn't write fanfiction were not "the lucky audience who should be soooooooooooo grateful that writers deigned to gift us with their incredible talent." We knew each other. Many of us met each other IRL after meeting through fandom (once fandom shifted to the internet there was some hesitancy at first about meeting "online" friends, but that was quickly gotten over). We went to conventions together. We had lunch and dinner and parties and meet-ups IRL outside of conventions.
If you take a wander around from even just that one LJ community (click on a username to check out their personal LJ), you can see how discussions would branch off without excluding anyone the way they do on Tumblr. If you wanted to share something you saw on someone else's LJ, you just linked to it, and people followed the link to read it and join in the discussion (or just lurk). The force of Tumblr splintering is an active barrier to creating real communities.
I really miss LJ. I miss the connection I felt to my community there.
#fandom is supposed to be a community -- not a two-tiered system of sellers and buyers
Yup.
Flashback time. I (heidi) came on board in July, 2007; in May of 2007, LJ's then-owners, SixApart, banned a number of fanfic communities including Pornish Pixies, which played a role in some of the discussions about having a site where there would be ownership of the servers, so fandom wouldn't be at the mercy of third parties who changed policies with some capriciousness and, occasionally, less notice.
Now I (heidi) enjoy that my kids (who are now all now young adults) read and post on AO3, and that they won't tell me what their usernames are.
pretty sure the name An Archive of Our Own was actually suggested in irc by boosette. It was thoroughly embraced by the community but it was definitely boo who came up with it.
One thing that I don't think people realise is that these vast multi-fandom archives that we take for granted were all started by a tiny handful of people and in many cases run out of pocket to pay for bandwidth and servers etc.
Xing Li created fanfiction.net because he wanted as a programmer to build something scalable that he believed had a place in the world and would grow. The only reason that it began using banner advertising was because it quite literally was costing too much to run for him to pay on his own, as he was a university student at the time.
The original automated archive script that astolat wrote that was used for glass onion and various single-fandom archives allowed archives to be automated which was a very big deal.
previously an archivist would have to format submissions and update all of the HTML every time there was a new story. I did this for a solid decade, in countless fandoms, and this was simply the norm as we migrated from fanfiction primarily being distributed via letter zines and fanzines to being posted on Usenet to being posted on mailing lists and then archived on FTP sites and then finally websites.
(so if you are feeling like you want to tour the Stone Age, all of the fan fiction archives that I created and maintained back in the '90s through the mid aughts are still online, they're just no longer updated. But you can swing by loony-archivist.com for the lion's share of them.)
everything starts because there is a need, and there are people who step up to fulfill that need.
granted, 99% of the time new technology is first embraced by early adopters, popularised by pornography, and then embraced by the masses sometime later.
fandom by and large has always been part of the early adopters group. (not that you would know it from the way some people talk about the history of fandom.)
however all of this is covered at length in the fanlore wiki which is out there for everyone's edification, and I highly recommend it.
(Also, never forget the part that gopher played in the early days before FTP sites!)
I'm always in awe that Astolat was pregnant not long after the site went into open beta. Pregnancy brain is a doozy.
There are quite a few posts on her LJ regarding the how and why of AO3, for her personally.
Like this post regarding the creation of OTW and AO3
And this post where she talks about fandom, her involvement in it, and why OTW and AO3 were worth the time and effort to create.
Reblog this with a Wolfstar fic rec that is (a) not written by you and (b) under 300 kudos.
I'll go first...
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
“It is a truth, universally acknowledged, that a single wizard, in possession of good fortune, must be in want of a werewolf.” ...With surprise proposals, chance meetings and broken hearts along the way, it will take Mr. Black putting away his pride and Remus casting aside his prejudices for everyone to get their happy ending. A Magical Regency AU Wolfstar and Jily retelling of Pride and Prejudice
I find this to be such a clever and adept cross over between wolfstar and Pride & Prejudice. So intelligent, so restrained and yet adequately agile and flexible. I haven't finished reading this, I just started, but I find it to be what it says on the tin. If anyone wants a wolfstar/P&P AU, this must be it!
Reblog this with a Wolfstar fic rec that is (a) not written by you and (b) under 300 kudos.
I'll go first...
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
This fic ignites my perpetual indignation and anger at the injustices Sirius had to deal with in his life and the absolute waste of the brightest star in the lot.
.:Mapmakers (Making Moony Laugh: the Suicide Is Painless Remix):.
Content Warning(s): implied/referenced suicide attempt and self-injury
Length: 8,973 words
Era: Second War
POV: Fred
Summary: Discovering just who Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs are brings up even more questions for Fred—and when fate takes another of them away, it's time to go back to the source for some answers.
What a good story. I found this story from this recommendation out of the Yearbook project by billsfangearring. Read in one sitting, enjoyed it so very much, I'll leave a few excerpts bellow. What a good one, I enjoyed the fact that it was from Fred's perspective. I enjoyed that it was very much in the spirit of fanfiction as a genre and the canon itself. I enjoyed the honor that it did to the grief and the suffering of canon. It read like a humble story with humble aims and it executed them fantastically! Simple but brilliant and so serving to the reader. My favorite scene may be the kitchen table aftermoon scene. The characterization (side note) of both Remus and especially Sirius was so well done!
I found the characterization of the Marauders to be so touching and heartwarming. We see young James Potter as a friendly character who speaks to Fred with a fraternal kind of kindness, on his own, James is a brilliant, young, fantastic prince among men, it makes me adore him for his special light. The Marauders here made me smile to see their youth, their power, their talent, their magic, their seized moment so brief but so beautiful. The fact that they didn't get to live out their lives doesn't make me any less proud of their brilliance.
My choice quotes:
That's what started everything. The Map, the Animagi spells, us as a real group, everything. We were spying then, I suppose, but since then... it's changed. Prongs may be the ringleader, and my best friend and brother to the end, but we've always done a lot of what we do for Moony's sake. I know I do.
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He was holding the creation of four boys with an idea and an overwhelming supply of imagination, skill and restless energy -- and innocence, even about what their roles had revealed about each other and their fates.
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At last Sirius looked up at Fred. Fred didn't draw back, although he wanted to, for those eyes were simply too intense --
[Rec Lists] The Wolfstar Yearbooks Project
I’ve been reading fics about the Marauders generation since 2005, and I thought it would be fun to revisit my favorites old and new and put together annual Wolfstar rec lists for each year starting with 2003. This project is a (slow) work in progress, but I’ll link my favorite fic and my full rec list for each year below as I finish them. I also made an AO3 collection with all of the fics I’ve reviewed in this series!
2003: A Fearsome Business by Canis M. (full rec list)
2004: That the Science of Cartography is Limited by Rave (full rec list)
2005: Our Private Universe by busaikko (full rec list)
2006: Pilgrimage by Rosie_Rues (full rec list)
2007: Combat Rock by trailingoff (full rec list)
2008: Fingerholds by centaurea_m (full rec list)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon, Peter Pettigrew, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter) Additional Tags: Marauders, Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter), i don’t think know i’d know how to tag this even if i was on shrooms, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Remus Lupin & Lily Evans Potter Friendship, MCD MCD MCD, but it’s not just sad, it’s happy too, I promise, Remus Lupin & Marlene McKinnon Friendship, marylene?, if you think you know where this story is going, no you don’t, Remus Lupin & James Potter Friendship, you need to already really care about the marauders to be invested in this story, Bisexual Remus Lupin, but he doesn’t know until he sees sirius, Soulmates, violence but it isn’t graphically depicted Summary:
It’s just one night at the club, Remus can do this for James.
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Another coffee shop au,
or is it?
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All her fucking lives flashed before her eyes!
Happy birthday @squintclover!! 🌻🌻
Salt in Your Heart
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
Teen
3435 words
first war, angst, established relationship, Sirius as Padfoot, fix-it, hopeful ending
Remus decides to take Sirius on a small holiday to fix their struggling relationship.
Read on ao3
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Non-Magical, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Rock Band, Band Fic, Texas, Drinking, Drug Use Summary:
Songwriting pair James Potter and Sirius Black are a skilled duo with mad charisma, the writer had expostulated, and their switching off guitar and drum duties builds a sense of camaraderie that put a smile on this writer’s face. But Marauders’ guitarist Remus Lupin (yes, I’ve been assured that is his real name) is the band’s most technically skilled musician — and their secret weapon.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Characters: Remus Lupin, Alastor “Mad-Eye” Moody, Albus Dumbledore, Poppy Pomfrey Additional Tags: November 1981, light body horror, Angst, Lost Years, Post-First War with Voldemort, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Suicidal Ideation, Blood and Injury, tortured visions, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, remus is unhinged and i could snap him like a twig, Songfic technically Series: Part 3 of remember where we started love Summary:
“With his gaze up on his surrounds, he doesn’t see the thing he stumbles on. Remus looks to his feet and gasps. There is a doe, split open at the chest.
Her torso is heaving. Remus can see her lungs sunken inside her cracked ribs. Blood, so dark it is almost black, is pooling where she lies. He is about to kneel down next to her, when she speaks.
“God. Remus fucking Lupin.””
remus, the first month after halloween 1981. set to the song ‘nightmare’ by gray witch
Thistlecat’s Wolfstar Rec List
We’ve got heartbreaking canon-compliant angst. We’ve got brilliantly creative canon divergent works. We have pure smut. Plus some humor and happy endings. We’ve got it all here.
I’m sure I’ve forgotten to bookmark some favorites of mine (especially some of the shorter ones!), and I hope to grow this list. I’ve divided it into Canon, Canon Divergent (eg still in the wizarding world), and AU and then by length.
Wolfstar is OTP since 2003, and it’s an honor to still be able to create and take part in this fandom nearly 20 years later <3 I survived on rec lists in the pre-Ao3 days, and I’m so glad to be able to create them now.
Canon
Short (<10k)
October 30, 1981 by Penknife (943 words, M)
It’s the last good day
Get your heart broken in less than 1,000 words.
Calibration by TheDivineComedian (4k, T)
Remus’s mind is usually a tidy place. The worst has already happened, what’s left to be scared of? His fears are labelled, annotated, and most of all, archived. For one evening, though, he’ll have to let them come out and play. (Remus prepares the Boggart for his lesson with the third years. Featuring Severus Snape as an unwanted critic, and Sirius Black as the elephant in the room.)
Not technically wolfstar but a brilliant Remus case study in a small canon moment.
Medium (10-100k)
poppies in october by @tahtahfornow (19k, M)
A little half-moon indentation on a patch of green south of Llandeilo, another amongst the densely marked webs of North London. Remus Lupin, Sirius Black. He wouldn’t need magic to follow their footsteps: back and forth, circling, circling around each other. Opposite points of a gravitational orbit.
And now here he is again, pulled in like the tide, back to where he started, back to where he left.
I finally listened to @leftsidedown (who is entering the ranks of god-tier fandom reccers) and read it and oh! It’s got that old school fandom literary angst vibe which I love. There’s something indulgent and rich in the writing (the stylistic choices, the literary references), which feels so appropriate for indulging in angst in this ship in this fandom at this time (after all these years?). But paired with Remus’s especially tendency towards understatement, it never feels like too much. Maybe the singularly most underrated wolfstar ship manifesto fic.
Le Tourbillon by krystal_moon (E, 30k)
Who doesn’t want to be loved by everyone?
Warnings: voyeurism, fingering, drug use, boys being assholes, femdom, poetry, angst, unrealistic portrayals of achieving orgasm, extensive foreshadowing, exhibitionism, excessive length, wall sex, (constant) alcohol use, incest, occasional breach of the fourth wall, over-indulgent discussion of a car, fluff, the French.
It’s a pre-Ao3 fic which is hosted on some random site with no author listed, and it was my favorite at 14 years old and remains a favorite. Nothing else quite captures that feeling of the summer after senior year of high school… right when you’re all about to go to war. Fun and smutty with a dark sense of foreboding.
Long (100k+)
Death, and Other Origin Stories by @houseofhebrideanblacks, @thestralsofspinnersend (WIP) (250k+, E)
To make a Grim, you bury a live dog in a churchyard before any person is laid to rest there.
I have to rec this fic at least twice a year. It’s the growing up together fic of my dreams – humor and darkness and politics and deep, complex, human characters. Don’t you dare let the WIP status scare you off and delay your enjoyment of this divine fic.
Canon Divergent
Medium (10-100k)
One to Speak, Another to Hear by @seventymilestobabylon (61k, T)
The Wizarding Wars are over, but the work of recovery has only begun. Remus Lupin is trying to find his place in an ever-changing world, and when he is invited to serve on a truth and reconciliation commission, he has to confront the truth that lives there—in the past and within himself.
Top 5 all time favorite fics. I cried so intensely in a happy way. How do we continue on after shared trauma? We can read this fic and then do our best.
Buy the Stars by wilteddaisy (taotu) (23k, E)
Sirius Black, respectable pureblood patriarch and heir to the Black family fortune, has a wife and three children at Hogwarts. Defence Against the Dark Arts professor Remus Lupin wrestles with the aging wolf inside of him. When Black offers him a hand, Remus reluctantly takes it.
Slytherin Sirius Black! Dubious Morality! Toxic adult wolfstar! Fucking your daughter’s professor!
Let Slip the Dogs of War by itallstartedwithdefenestration (54k, E)
Remus can’t seem to escape certain parts of his life. The worst is being a werewolf. The second worst is Sirius Black.
More Slytherin Sirius! The most toxic of toxic wolfstar! There’s love there in the darkness.
under the blood moon by @iamsiriuslyriddikulus (WIP) (29k+, E)
A Wizarding War has been raging for several years with no end in sight. When Lily learns how to infuse Dark Magic into her music, Remus and Lily work together to take justice into their own hands.
Murder family bluegrass AU! The concept is just brilliant. I recently recced this fic, and I will repeat my earlier point that Sirius is simply too hot in this fic.
Long (100k+)
brilliant difficulty by basketofnovas @slashmarks (580k, M)
A canon divergence AU starting the summer before fourth year where Peter Pettigrew is arrested and sent to Azkaban and Sirius cleared at the end of Prisoner of Azkaban.
Not very shippy so if you’re looking for a wolfstar romance, this is not the fic, but the world building is so brilliant it set my brain on fire. No one does wizarding politics like slashmarks.
A Brother Is Born For Adversity by tb_ll57 (WIP) (190k+, E)
A series following Remus Lupin over four phases and relationships: spying on Fenrir Greyback and the werewolves in the first war against Voldemort’s forces; a chance reunion with Severus Snape in Paris five years after the war, where all is not as it seems; learning how to like each other again with Sirius after teaching Harry’s third year at Hogwarts; and back again to werewolves, this time with Bill Weasley hostage to Voldemort’s agenda. Features the origins of the Order of the Phoenix, hitting rock bottom repeatedly and still trudging into work the next day, ambigious mentoring from Albus Dumbledore, and learning to live with the monster inside.
Again, not a very wolfstar shippy fic, but the Remus character study! I’ve never seen the first war portrayed quite like this – dark and immersive and realistic and Remus has to learn how to keep living.
The Fragile House of Black by @fantismal, Jormandugr (550k, E)
Following the lives of Sirius and (to a lesser extent) Regulus Black as they navigate their family, Hogwarts, and the first wizarding war.
Everything follows the story as you know it… until Kreacher decides the young Master Regulus is not going to die tomorrow.
Plotty plot! You’re going to want to murder Peter by the end. One of the best villain Peters I’ve ever read. And the older Black characters get to be full people!
AU (outside of the wizarding world)
Short (<10k)
Recto Verso by zambla (8k, M)
Love in the time of the 1984-5 coal miners’ strike. Remus is a geologist working for an independent assessment of a disputed coal mine in his hometown in south Yorkshire during the strike. He meets a communist agitator.
Remus’s mournful and vaguely intellectualizing perspective is so perfect, and each paragraph is richly layered.
Medium (10k-100k)
White Sheets, in the Closet (or: the earth from a great distance is perfect and whole) by tahtahfornow (12k, M)
The preacher’s boy is pale and strange. Silver scar running horizontal across the crooked bridge of his nose like a tributary catching winter sunlight. Dusty freckles collecting in the corners of his cheeks. And thick fair hair that on Sundays shines with pomade, slicked behind two apricot-slice ears: sweet flesh and flesh, always at attention.
(South Georgia, 1961-1962. Hurried kisses in hostile climates.)
Atmospheric. You can just feel the Georgia humidity and energy as you read it.
57th Street On Fire by @shipsnsails (31k, M)
It’s the 90’s and springtime in New York. Remus is dealing cocaine, Sirius is looking to get high.
He felt a twinge of paranoia. He thought, This is a junkie. One way or another. You don’t take walks with people you sell cocaine to. And he might be rich. Do not say yes.
He’d never seen grey eyes quite like that before.
I’m half in love with Sirius at all times, and I fell in love with him right along Remus. The prose is gorgeously clean and modern and feels so perfect for 90’s NYC.
The Prince’s Pet by BasPer (WIP) (37k+, E)
After waking up the morning after the full moon in the dungeons of the royal palace, Remus Lupin expects to be executed for the crime of being an unregistered werewolf. Instead, he finds himself being taken as a pet for the unstable Prince Sirius Black, who’s taken an interest to owning a dark creature. While trying to play the role he’s been put in to survive until he can escape, he finds himself feeling less like a prisoner set on freedom and more like a loyal pet who wants to serve his master. Will he fight to break these chains, or give into the life his master is offering?
The tags say: “Porn With The Tiniest Morsel Of Plot,” and it’s not a lie. It’s smut. It’s good smut.
Long (100k+)
Did You Miss Me? by @fantismal, @krethes (640k, E)
Though the new boy at Hogwarts University, James Potter, appears to be an adorable himbo with deep pockets, Remus Lupin and his friends instead find a horrifically dark past on Google. Did he really attack that boy and leave him for dead? Why won’t he talk about his mysterious childhood best friend, “Pups”? Would it kill him to stop messing with his hair?
At least Remus got his phone back after losing it, but now he can’t stop texting the mysterious number of the man who had sent it back. Padfoot is funny and charming, and Remus is NOT going to fall in love with him.
Delightful, intense, engrossing fun-as-hell texting AU. A genuinely excellent college texting AU!!!
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On Silbermere - eyra - Harry Potter [Archive of Our Own]
Chapters: 3/3 - COMPLETE Fandom: Harry Potter Rating: Mature Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Marauders Era, Hurt/Comfort, Injury Recovery, Mythical Beings & Creatures, Folklore, Legends, Horses, Winter, Blood Loss, Fainting "I said don't move," came a quiet voice, and then, from the half-fallen arch of a doorway, came a man. The man with the white skin, and the strange, grey slip of linen as a tunic, and bare feet, and ice-blue eyes watching Remus across the ruined courtyard. "You're hurt." Remus is sent to the wild North, where the old mines at Silbermere have run dry, and all is still, and silent.
This one came from the soul somehow - idk what that says about my soul but I love this story, and I hope you love it too. 🩶❄️
Don't forget your map. x