the more i listen, the deeper i sink

ao3: sleepinggiant

[buddiesblr]

everyone welcome gavin (savage) mchugh on the stage

[frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe]

last line tag game

rules: post the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you want).

i was tagged by @damnit-buck and it's almost like she knew i was finally actively getting somewhere on the friends to husbands fic rn bc:

He smiles—all soft and glowing faintly with the fire behind him—and it takes everything in him not to kiss Buck in that moment.

tagging: @redrosydiaz, @just-my-latest-hyperfixation, @graceful-ashes, @fallenandinlovewithhumanity, @sleeeepinggiant, @weteddie, @pairofraggedclaws

[bucksbeagle]

severe things happening to me

[911onabcbts]

literally don’t talk to me

[fedzzzart]

buckley-diaz family outing🎈🎡💛🍃

[sooperlative]

Absolutely fascinated by Ryan Guzman’s (correct) belief that Eddie is entirely unaware of the romantic undertones that are peppered through his relationship with Buck. Or he’s not exactly unaware, but all those pieces of pepper are individual details and he can’t see the bigger picture, like putting a puzzle together while only looking at the pieces but not at what he’s got so far. He’s too naive to put things together. He’s never once considered it. If Buck were to confess to him, he’d be genuinely shocked. And Buck won’t, of course, confess, because if Buck is in love with Eddie, that’d break all the rules he’s set for this relationship. So Buck is ignoring the elephant in the room and Eddie is so zoomed in on specific parts of the elephant that he doesn’t even know it’s an elephant. He thinks that microscopic view of maybe-skin-or-an-iris is normal best friendship. Buck is “I’m not in love with Eddie obviously but if i was i wouldn’t be able to care about that rn bc I have a job and it would ruin the friendship rules I mentally gave us if he knew”. Eddie is “I want Buck to be with me all the time and I often think of him as my husband in my head and I want him to touch me and stay with me and I’ll do anything he asks of me and I worry about him a lot and whenever I think of growing old Buck is right next to me every step of the way also growing old. We’re such platonic best friends :)”. And that creates their wonderful dynamic where Buck dances around it all and Eddie is taking his hand and dancing with him because yay, they’re dancing. He loves dancing with Buck. Buck’s such a bad dancer. Ha ha.

[bluerose5]

Thank you, Black people in fandom spaces. Thank you, Black creators and Black lurkers. Thank you Black artists, Black writers. Thank you, Black bloggers, Black influencers. Shoutout to those Black characters, both canon and original. Thank you, Black people, both queer and cishet.

Your perspectives matter. Your representation matters. You are not bothersome for demanding equal treatment in fandom. It is not your responsibility to make fandom more welcoming and inclusive to you. It is not your sole responsibility to create all of the Black-centered content. You are not "ruining" anyone's fun for demanding better for yourself, and anyone who says otherwise can go fuck themselves. Any fandom worth being a part of should have no room for racism in it.

Black people in fandom, you are wanted. You are needed. You are loved and appreciated. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

And since they don't get told it near enough, thank you, Black women especially!!!

[murfpersonalblog]

You are not "ruining" anyone's fun for demanding better for yourself, and anyone who says otherwise can go fuck themselves. Any fandom worth being a part of should have no room for racism in it.

[clarasoswinsoswald]

Buck + freezing up when Eddie is hurt/missing

[ryliversbuddie]

his wounds <3

[snowflake194]

(x) Welcome home, Theo

[eddiesmustache]

[jesterlesbian]

tim enticing oliver into the fostering theo storyline by implying that they can bring eddie and chris into it YOU HAVE TO LAAUUGGHH (link)

[mazzystar24]

No one:

Eddie bleeding out in an elevator:

[buckslasagna]

always worried about your partner but never about yourself...

[sleeeepinggiant]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), May Grant/Ravi Panikkar Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Ravi Panikkar, Harry Grant (9-1-1 TV), Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, May Grant (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Misunderstandings, Getting Together, POV Evan "Buck" Buckley, Crack Treated Seriously Summary:

Oh.

Oh.

Of course.

Eddie was definitely wrong. This wasn’t about Copeland on B shift.

Someone who felt they could confide in Hen and Karen had told them they were in love with a colleague, and here Ravi was, listening to sad breakup songs and staring glumly at a picture of himself with none other than his closest colleague.

Ravi was in love with Harry.

or: Buck accidentally finds out someone at the 118 is in love with a coworker and comes to a very incorrect conclusion about who it is.

[undying-princess]

knowing how it tends to go with male authors and their wives it was probably marge who wrote the odyssey

[birthmarkedbabyblues]

That’s her probie 🥰❤️🥹