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“One day, you heart will stop beating, and none of your fears will matter. What will matter is how you lived.”

— Henri Junttila (via quotemadness)

Cheers to me for screwing everything up. That anon was always right about me.

#I'm really a shit person #and shit friend #and shit girlfriend

*tries not to have a panic attack during an English speech* Year 11 prelim exams are doing me wonders...not. I've got a conformation that makes me 99% sure I know who was sending me all thise "anonymous" hate messages and to say I'm disappointed is an understatement. I do believe that these messages have stopped and they won't be coming back. I can't allow myself to stick up for these people anymore, its actually disgusting in my eyes. If my friend hadn't of been there for me when that all happened and taken it upon himself to go into my account and fight off the messages I don't even know what I would've done to myself. The friend count seems to be gaining and losing all at once. Moods and emotions have been fluctuating a lot lately and I'm not quite sure how I'm coping, but life moves on. I hope you are all doing as well as you possibly can and for anyone that in interested in following my new account (which I might of kept secret) feel free to message me and I'll either tell you or post it up on here.

Life's currently taking a turn that was never expected, it's so nice to finally start to feel truly happy. :)

I hope everyone's been doing wonderful lately. If you're struggling, I want you to know that you can get through it. If you have lost someone or your just feeling down in the dumps know that there will be something beautiful for you in the end. If you're stuck in a hole know that it doesn't make you weak to ask for help, sometimes you can't climb out yourself and you need a ladder or a guiding hand. Know that you are all such beautiful people and I believe you can make it through whatever life is throwing your way.

"Hardships prepare ordinary people for extraordinary things."

Hello, I hope everyone's been okay. It's been a while but I still don't feel as if I am safe to stay on this account. For anyone who cares, I'm hoping to get better but seem to be getting rather sick again, luckily there's only one more week of school.

I hope all is well for you all and once again I'm sorry for leaving as I did. I keep checking up and seeing I've gotten new followers and feeling so bad. Depending on what happens I may start being a little active in a few months.

I hope you all have a lovely next couple of weeks or however long it'll be, goodbye.

Thank you for 600 followers

I just came to check up on things to find I have 600 followers and I wanted to tell you guys thank you and I'm so sorry for leaving like I have.

Goodbye

I think I owe it to the majority of you to say goodbye and inform you that I will be leaving this account. At about 595 followers and the beginning of March 2016 I am done with being active and posting on this account. I am going to log in occasionally to check up on posts of mine or certain people I follow and love so dearly, but overall I will not be actively posting on here, like I once did. I am done with it all, sadly, due to some overwhelming people getting to me quite a lot easier then I had hoped. I would like to say a massive thank you to everyone who has supported, followed or liked me and my posts. I will miss all you beautiful souls. I wish you all joy, hope and strength throughout the rest of your journey through life. I would love top one day come back to tumblr properly but until then this is being left with many memories and thoughts. Goodbye to everyone, A final goodnight it seems. :)

#goodbye #i'll miss you

Such a coward. Not even answering.

Lets be honest here, you just haven't been worth my time. Its rather childish and amusing how much you try to harass or upset me. :)

Tbh breath there is no need to think about people who are rude. If they treat you like this then cut them out of your like with the sharpest possible scissors you can find and focus yourself into better things like how amazing you are and how good you are at everything you do

Thank you very much whoever you are. I didn't answer this at the time it was sent in as I was trying to deal eith some other things and I am very sorry about that! Thank your so so much though, this had really helped me and reminded me to channel my focus into staying calm these past weeks. You are a beautiful person. xxx :)

just cause your gonna change your account doesn't change the shit you said about me

I never said it did. It aldo doesn't change any of the shit you've saud about each other over the years or about me and my friends. Works both ways hun.

You've been "changing up your account" for like a month now, it's getting annoying

Yeah I haven't really changed much other then deleting my bio as this account is most likely going to be left blank due to certain whiny bitches. I understand if its annoying but I also have to try and do the best thing for myself for once. Sorry. :)

Think I'm gonna have a bit of a change of my account guys. Delete some things, swap up my colors and profile in general, probably change my url too. So if I dissappear don't panic. I wad going to delete it completely for reasons but a friend of mine reminded me how hard I've worked on my social mefias and I've had a turn around in my mind in the past 10 hours to stay and not delete all my accounts.

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For almost 18 years you’re taught to sit down, shut up, and raise your hand. Then you have to decide what you’re going to do for the rest of your life.

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