hi hi hello, this is a blog dedicated to abel!! i will be posting headcanons, fanfics and art of my yumeship with abel
dni : the basic stuff, proship, people who are against age regression, supportive of generative AI, and i just block freely when someone makes me uncomfortable so that’s all so far.
note : i am over 18, so on occasion i will be posting 18+ nsfw content so i request that minors that follow me do not interact with those posts.
this introduction will be updated and have a master list eventually when i figure out how to make one but for now it won’t.
It's based on your hcs bc one stood out to me (as someone who struggles with accepting body/shape/weight after getting better with the whole eating disorder thing and hey, getting back up to my original weight and feeling so much better for it) but !
His partner struggling to adjust to Heaven. As in, what if they struggled with accepting their figure when they were alive, getting teased/bullied for not being slim or whatever so they just... Refused to eat for the longest time. Sure, when it was necessary, but bare minimum stuff.
When they met their end and joined Heaven, they got better with it. It's nicer, the people are comforting, but the bad thoughts never left, they only got put on the back burner.
Abel only finding out when they start slipping again, hiding their figure, trying to suck in their stomach (do not recommend, do NOT recommend), etc and seeing them start to struggle again.
And obviously, he doesn't take that lightly. It's comfort time, dammit.
[obviously if this is too much, you don't have to, just saw the offer and took it (๑•﹏•)]
"every inch of you is perfect"
abel x gn!reader
summary : Abel notices reader is slipping into old disordered eating habits and makes sure to let them know how beautiful they are.
word count : 1,179
a/n : i sincerely apologize for how long this fic took me, but i hope it lives up to your creative vision.
you were from the 2000s, the prime of diet culture and fat shaming. This caused you to develop some habits, some not so healthy habits. you were always chubby, you weren't sure if it was a genetics thing or a bone structure thing but either way you could never get rid of it. the calorie counting, the dieting, the shame, the guilt, the clothes that you were meant to fit but weren't meant to fit your body, it was all too much but luckily you got an escape from that after being hit by a bus on a morning run. greeted by an angel at the entrance who soon became the love of your afterlife. you were slowly learning to love yourself with his help but those thoughts never seem to go away, no matter how hard you tried.
the dripping of the shower head was a noise you had the pleasure to listen to as you dried your hair. You hummed to yourself as a poor attempt at distraction from the thoughts of self hatred filling your head and the sight of your body in the mirror but you made the unfortunate mistake of glancing at it. The sight of your unclothed body made you pause, it was like a car crash to you; awful in your eyes but you couldn't stop staring. You put down the towel and felt your body, you had gained a couple pounds since you moved in with Abel, he made sure you actually ate more than just one tiny meal a day; you loved how attentive he was but not the results of it. the bullying came back to you, the words those kids would say and how they'd make animal noises when you walked. Sure, the people in heaven were nice and Abel spent every second he could telling you how beautiful you were but you had a hard time believing them. Your thoughts kept spiraling, filling your head and engulfing you completely but you heard a familiar voice calling your name.
"Sweetheart? you alright," Abel called out from the other side of the door. You imagined him laying on the bed, probably kicking his feet and watching TV. It was Sunday, you were both off and you knew Sundays were rest days to Abel. You signed, wrapped the towel around your body and stepped out.
"Yes, sorry, just zoned out for a second," opening the drawer, you subconsciously picked something that wouldn't show your figure. in fact, over the past week; you had subconsciously done a lot of things. "I'm fine, really." You looked back at Abel. You hadn't even noticed what you had been doing but he did, he always did. you were slipping, sucking in your stomach, choosing fewer calorie options, eating less, sleeping less, and he was not having it.
"do not lie to me," he stared right through you, and you stared back confused.
"what?" you finished changing and sat back down on the bed next to him.
"you know what," he held your hands, "you're slipping back into old habits" staring down at your hands, caressing them softly, he spoke again "I do not like that." he was serious.
"I— " you tried to look away from him but he guided your eyes back to his, you knew he was right, "I'm sorry," you mumbled under your breathe. you were a failure to yourself, Abel worked so hard to help you when your relationship began and here you were undoing all of that—
Abel put his index finger to your lips, to shush you from people pleasing, "no, don't apologize, you're okay," he said, smiling softly.
"but, i just feel bad." you frowned, "i know, you try so hard to take care of me and i just ruin everything"
"you don't ruin everything, baby," he cupped your face, "you do the opposite, you make everything better."
"but im not worth this, im not worth all the worry."
Abel's mouth flung open immediately in shock, "not worth it?" He just stared at your for second, not knowing whether to start yelling or start laughing, " Abel's arms wrapped around you and pulled you close, holding you like you'd disappear if he let go for even just a second, "my darling, my sweet sheep, love of my afterlife." he spoke, in the soft way that he knew you always listened to, "you are worth it, you are always worth it." he stated it like a fact. He began to trace his fingers down your sides like he was trying to memorize your body.
he chuckled softly and you blushed, "Abel—" you couldn't help but begin to giggle as his fingers tickled you, "Abel, come on.." you laughed.
"aww, there's my happy angel" he closed the gap between your faces and kissed you on the lips. It was soft slow kiss, he remembered that was your favorite; he always remembered. Abel pulled away from the kiss and rested his forehead against yours, "listen, I know you lived in a time where only one body was accepted, I know you were bullied and degraded for your body but you are not there anymore, you are here with me." Abel kissed your forehead once, "you are here with me," he kissed you again, "just me, and you," and again, "you and me," and again, "right here, right now" and again, beginning to trail them down your forehead and too the tip for your nose, "that is all i want," he gave you a kiss on the temple, "and if you could see yourself, through my eyes" he kissed the corners of your mouth, your face turned red, "you would be blown away by your beauty," and finally, after teasing you for what felt like eternity; he gently kissed you on the lips once again.
You didn't even know how to respond when he finally pulled away from you, letting you out of his arms. You sat there in complete silence staring at him like an idiot, he started to chuckle again and you couldn't help but chuckle with him too, "Abel, I—" you smile softly and lean against his shoulder, "I don't even know what to say."
Abel put his arm around you, "say you'll stop being so cruel to the love of my life." He replied with a pleading smile.
You giggled and looked into his golden eyes, "I promise to stop being so mean to the love of your life." you kissed his cheek.
he leaned into the kiss, smiling and holding you close, "thank you, that's all i needed to hear," he pulled away and picked up two things, "now—" his phone and the remote to the TV, "lets order some brunch and watch some comfort movies, it will make you feel a lot better" he gestured to the television. You could only smile and nod your head as Abel ordered some food and you picked out a movie to watch. it brought you comfort to know that, no matter your body looked like; Abel would always love you.
one of the many reasons abel is my comfort character and my f/o is because if you go back and look at the scenes he is in, his eyes are constantly crossing and i got strabimus soooo yeah this is very comforting to me and he’d definitely comfort me about it whenever i get insecure or having difficulties with tasks due to my eye problems
coming out to abel and he panics and doesnt know what to do so he just goes "did yk that 8% of rams are gay" and then it gets real awkward but you keep talking about the 8% of gay rams
HAHA THE WAY I STARTED CACKLING AT THIS YES YES HE WOULD, he probably would start talking about that one farmer who runs a sanctuary for gay rams so they won’t be slaughtered for refusing to mate with ewes and than their wool is used to make pride stuff
abel having a flock of ewes he just takes care of as pets and not as livestock, only shearing them when it’s needed to keep them healthy, that he loves with all of his heart..and he’d only introduce them to you when he knows you’re the one for him, basically his version of introducing you to his family because his sheep are his family because his dads dead, his brother murdered him and who the fuck knows where his mom is at so he’s only got his sheep and you and he’s very happy with that
i hope abel mentions something about sheep cause we know the show has already referenced him being a shepherd cause of his exorcist helmet resembling sheep horns 
abel and a fem sheep sinner/winner reader (similar to that of husk, angel, baxter, etc) and he greets her by saying “hey ewe” and gets disappointed when nobody laughs at his pun because ewe and you, are homophones
i am absolutely downbad for anything entailing soft dom abel this is an underrated headcanon bro would talk you through it and praise you omfg he knows exactly what you need even when you don’t know it and this would extend to every part of your relationship he just likes taking care of you, that’s all ^_^
i’m going to be redoing the theme of this whole tumblr blog probably still going to be abel centered ofc im just redoing my intro and some other stuff but i have a strawpage now!!
okay so i’m deeply sorry about the lack of posts, im starting to feel a bit better after resting for a couple weeks and im going to try writing more abel x readers again :>
does anyone else struggle with feeling like their F/O wouldn’t love them if they existed in their universe, like if i was in hazbin hotel im worried that abel wouldn’t love me back and that’s so stupid to worry about but i am worried about it idk maybe it’s just cause im not actually pretty like all at, i got bad hygiene and sometimes im mean on accident but i just dont think he’d want to date me, i sound crazy i know im just depressed and need to sleep
Abel and chubby reader would be adorable methinks!!
Also love your stuff already!!
Abel x Chubby reader hcs
hope it’s alright that this is just headcanons and not a full fic!! but i will be writing a full fic soon for a similar request ^_^
as previously mentioned, while abel would date anyone regardless of body type, he would prefer chubby people.
when abel firsts meets you, he is immediately head over heels in love. he thinks you are one of the most beautiful people he has ever seen like bro is just staring at you with the biggest eyes and reddest face ever
you’ve always been insecure about your body and appearance so when abel first asks you out, you honestly thought it was a joke at first but he explains it’s not and is confused as to why you’d think that so you’d explain to him that people would be mean to you about your appearance in life
honestly abel is shocked, he barely knows anything about diet culture and conventional beauty standards but he’s just shocked and upset anyone would do that to you
you’d soon start dating abel and it would be the best choice of your entire afterlife, abel boosts your confidence so much. he’s always complimenting you and kissing you and holding you, he makes sure you know that he loves you as you are and not what you could be
abel would catch immediately whenever you started to act insecure and he’d shut that shit down immediately like that’s the most aggressive you will ever see him be he’s basically scolding you and comforting you at the same time
“come on baby, those beauty standards are impossible and insane and i can’t believe you’d ever try to live up to them!! you are so beautiful, and soft, and adorable and i swear to the speaker if you ever try to lose weight because you think i’ll find you more attractive if you were skinny, i will force feed you ice cream and cake!!ummm, well im joking i would never force you to eat but i’ll definitely be very upset if you ever hurt yourself like that!!” he’d say something like that i think
i’m sorry this was short and took so long, i’ve been having writers block but i hope you enjoy!!
a/n : ignore the fact that winners/sinners probably don’t get periods for the sake of this, this is for my comfort and nobody else lmao
first off i think he’d know you were on your period before you told him, not because he was purposely tracking it but he’s just really attentive to you and knows you super well. bonus he’s probably make a mental note of the first time you got your period while dating him, so he’d know when to start stocking up on stuff
speaking of stocking up, he’d make sure to get you ANYTHING you could possibly want. i’m talking your favorite brand of pads, tampons, whatever you use, your favorite candy and chocolates, lots of taffies ofc, your favorite ice cream and stuff to make your favorite meals, etc
the second he sees you curled up under the covers trying to get warmth for your cramps, he is at your side. bro is running for a heated blanket and water bottle for you. cuddling you and using his body as a heating pad, it does function as one with how warm he is
you aren’t allowed to do any work or errands while on your period, no laundry, no dishes, no cleaning, no nothing, nuh uh. He just wants to rest and relax and recover while you are bleeding for a week straight
let’s just say you hypothetically woke up to find out you bled through and stained the sheets, you are totally thinking abel is gonna freak out but nope. he’s completely calm and just casually changes the sheets and asks if you need anything and you are just so confused
“what? why would i be mad at something that is totally natural and out of your control?” something he’d probably say when you are questioning why he isn’t mad at you
he sets up lil spa days and movie nights the whole week, during the day you’re relaxing while he gets you ice cold water and rubs your back while you got a face mask on and during the night you two are snuggled up in bed eating ice cream, popcorn, drinking hot chocolate and watching christmas romcoms
he’s very concerned over your loss of iron so he’s definitely cooking you up some steak, kale and bean soup and serving it too you with a side of iron supplements. poor guy just doesn’t want you to faint from blood loss, can you really blame him?
overall abel just tries his best to give you everything you need while you’re on your period, he kinda stresses himself out with that but you make sure to always remind him that all you really need is him to just be his kind gentle wonderful self :)
