SPOILED POET

Spoiled myself with words and hopes and dreams.

[sleeplessdarksky]

To a man who’s fate intertwined with mine for a moment, I don’t know if you still here reading my post or not. But I figured you should know these few things.

1. I will not be anywhere near to you anymore as I got job somewhere else farther.

2. I can’t celebrate the birthday together with you. I still remember and I will never be able to forget cause it’s the same as mine. So, Happy Advanced Birthday 🎂

3. I’m in love with someone at the moment but I don’t declare anything with him.

4. Sorry, for whatever kinds of mistake ive done to you. I will always wish you well, grow better in every aspects. Eat well. Love yourself first.

5. I hope if someday we met by accident, you and I will be good friends. But maybe not now. Not this moment.

You have friends around you. Stay grateful even for small things. Shit things will always happen but never let it drag you down. Stay safe.

[sleeplessdarksky]

Kamu patahkan hatiku sekarang, aku akan menikahi sesiapa saja yang merisikku. Walaupun tidak ku pernah cintainya dan mengenalinya.

[movie-scenesx]

Crazy Stupid Love (2011)

[cinemaphileadict]

Inherent Vice (2014) directed by Paul Thomas Anderson

[sleeplessdarksky]

I really need warm hug right now

[mobpsycho100]

[sleeplessdarksky]

Im happy and im not at the same time. But thank you for the thoughts of wanting to talk to me back 🤗 i hope you have great life ahead...even without me.

[sleeplessdarksky]

Memories

So i went to his hometown, but not because i want to meet him. theres an event there. But only Allah knows, how much i missed him. He might read this he might not. Its not that i hvent move on, its just theres too much of memories. Idk how he felt passing thru everywhere we used to went together but i felt different. O Allah, jagalah dia. Berikan dia kebahagiaan. Permudahkan segala urusan dia. Tutupkan aib dia. Semoga tiada siapa jumpa post ni sbb aku saja nk luahkan hati.

[surat-pendek]

Naive.

Aku menceritakan kepadamu

bagaimana dia dulu meninggalkanku.

Aku juga bercerita tentang

patah hati yang pernah aku alami

jauh sebelum kamu datang.

                                   Aku berpikir tidak mungkin 

                                   kau akan menyakitiku 

                                   dengan cara yang sama

                                   seperti mereka.

Hahaha.

Ternyata memang

aku yang

sangat naif.

[hellish-b0y]

“The quickest way to get someone’s attention is to no longer want it”

— Anonymous (via neckkiss)

[coral]

“I want to forget everything I’ve been told”

— and everything I’ve seen. (via coral)

[sleeplessdarksky]

Ive been loving Tokyo Ghoul since i was 17 which this year i am 20. Lol. But who cares. And yet, on 30/9/18 they aired the latest Tokyo Ghoul 4 made my heart goes boom! 💕🙆🏻

[sleeplessdarksky]

You know what i’m afraid? I’m afraid of being together for years and suddenly we’re- you- just ends.

[sleeplessdarksky]

Sometimes i hate myself. I know i shouldnt. But i just did.

[sleeplessdarksky]

“Stop blaming others, stop play the “victim stories” and start letting go. You’ll move on. You’ll get over it. Trust me” said my inner self

[coral]

I dream about you and hope you’re happy.

[hellish-daddy]