[sleepysirengirl]

doc martens and an oil slick? feeling very tumblr grunge

[sleepysirengirl]

it feels like i ate a ball of anxiety and discomfort

[sleepysirengirl]

at the salon to get my hair dyed i’m so excited

[sleepysirengirl]

i look for pieces of you in everyone i meet

[midnights-dragon]

In case anyone is having a bad night

(The best of this post and its reblogs, but with links that work)

Here is a website where you can scroll down to all the different levels of the ocean 

Here is a website where you can see the future of the universe

Here is a website where you can press a ‘make everything okay’ button, over and over, until things really are okay

Here is a website that you can read if you feel like a burden

Here is a website where you can look at strobe illusions (TW strobe/flashing)

Here is a website where you can cut stuff up (TW blood/sh)

Here and here are websites where you can play with sand

Here is a website where you can draw with macaroni and other fun foods

Here is a website where you can paint someone’s nails

Here is a website where you can grow a garden with emojis

Here is a website with hundreds of videos of people hugging you (rightfully dubbed ‘the nicest place on the internet’ because it really is, y’all, it made me cry)

Here is a website that will take you to other useless websites

Here is a website where you can make a tiny cat play bongo drums (and other instruments!)

Here is a website to help give you gentle reminders <3

Here is a website where you can grow a tiny farm

Here is a website where you can take a bunch of scientific personality tests

Here is a website of calm rain noise

Take a breath. It’s going to be okay, I promise.

[sleepysirengirl]

shoutout my heating pad for always being there for me

[sleepysirengirl]

feeling like strawberry shortcake today

[sleepysirengirl]

purple hair may just cure me

[sleepysirengirl]

I lay in the grass, my fingers ripping it from the ground in chunks. Unshed tears burn in my eyes and I clench my teeth, fighting to keep the tears from falling. Above me a clear night sky, stars scattered everywhere. I can't help but think of the first night we met. Over two years ago now. How we laid on the dock at four in the morning. The stars shining bright and reflecting off the lake surface. Comfortable silence sits with us. A comfort I have yet to feel with someone new. An easiness. Does he ever think of that night the way I do? There was so much possibility in the air. A will they won't they that hung over us not one summer but two. Does he see me in the random day to day things? I lay in the grass and look at the stars and think of him.

[sleepysirengirl]

my favorite part of the day is getting off work, going home, and picking at my face in the mirror😋

[sleepysirengirl]

is my purpose to be the girl before they find their forever partner? time and time again i’m not the right person to be with and then they pop out in a serious committed relationship a month later. what is it about me that isn’t good enough to commit to?

[sleepysirengirl]

just cried in the bathroom at work 😽

[sleepysirengirl]

first berry from my plant, it was so yummy

[sleepysirengirl]

please please please take me back to summer of 2019

[sleepysirengirl]

i’ve had a tickle in my throat all day, if i’m getting sick again i just might end it all

[sleepysirengirl]

sitting at work and contemplating every life decision that has brought me to this point

[sleepysirengirl]

i fell asleep last night wearing the hoodie an old fling gave me. the grey one with white lettering that he gave me on our first date in december. i miss his boyish grin and crazy laugh. the freckles that splatter across his face and the silver earring that hung from one ear. the lion tattoo on his shoulder and deep brown eyes that have seen more hardship in their 24 years than they should’ve. i miss the way he looked at me that first night under the christmas lights out in the cold, his jacket around my body, sleeves too long for my arms. the way we kept close to stay warm on the winter night. the way he kissed me for the first time on my friends couch, shy but so full of need. the way “i love you” slipped off his tongue when he said goodbye the last night i saw him.