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@_avril14th / spotify

[sleepythug]

we found love in a hopeless place (barnes & noble manga section)

[sleepythug]

I should never talk about anything i'm doing ever. originally I was planning on taking a couple days this week to maybe go see a movie or do something in sf and see odyssey opening day. then ofc last saturday I get sick w the nastiest cold maybe more than that because I feel very physically drained, unsure if cyclosporiasis (i had taco bell last week...) tho I would prob be shitting a lot more. deeply sorry to whoever I may have wronged in a past life to warrant the ire of the universe

[sleepythug]

how do u feel about meeting up with a tumblr mutual?

I don't know if i'm on the level of closeness to any of my mutuals anymore that anyone would like meet up but hey if someone wanted i'd be very happy to! :)

[sleepythug]

have nothing to look forward to rn currently. thinking of maybe buying tix for the 4k remaster of sholay in september and dinosaur jr tickets. in addition to whenever the new ryusuke hamaguchi all of a sudden comes out that will be the next time I go to the roxie theater.

[sleepythug]

my mental health has made it so hard to have a conversation. it was already a bit tough as it is having to resort to talking about work or weather with co-workers (conversations that are so borrring) there's only a handful of people I've worked with long enough to know their interests are and i'll pander a conversation to that other than that im so tapped out socially. need to finally watch all those "how to have a conversation with anyone" youtube videos that i been neglecting to watch

[sleepythug]

omg looked at how much I bought this macbook for five years ago. I spent $2,600 on it....could have bought a pc and got a cheaper laptop/ipad for school -_- all for my mac to overheat when im not even doing anything strenuous, at least it's 1tb so plenty of room for movies.

anyways im in life crisis. been spiraling. want a distraction. got a nice letter from the state controller there was $600usd lying around that was mine that i'll receive back. thinking about a 4k monitor and a ps5 to play a few games, and all my blu-rays? (the way my room is set up I don't have space for a tv without it being awkward) or a mini pc

[orlaite]

For the attention of the spectator: this film presents an experiment in the cinematic transmission of visible phenomena. Without the aid of intertitles (a film without intertitles)—without the aid of a script (a film without a script)—without the aid of theatre (a film without sets, actors, etc.) This experimental work aims at creating a truly international absolute language of cinema based on its total separation from the language of theatre and literature. ЧЕЛОВЕК С КИНОАППАРАТОМ (Man With A Movie Camera) —1929, dir. Dziga Vertov

[stoozy]

Listening to Title fight here

[worldscoolest]

Naked (1993)

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

"CONVERSE LOVE </3" (2009), MANDY LUSH

[killlie]

[sleepythug]

wishing I could drive, I would make a night out of going to a barnes & noble to peruse the criterions right now.

[chocolateantlers]

[sleepythug]

visual representation of what it been like this the past couple months. hoping getting back on SSRI will get me back on track. experiencing so much fomo being on social media seeing people do things w friends but being alone and not having much to talk about with co-workers because it's hard to do anything with very extreme social anxiety, so I come across really boring (and feeling very ashamed about it). having to push myself to go out solo and not finding any comfort being in public except for when i abuse substances which sometimes derail from the experience. everything uncomfortable

[sleepythug]

obsession making like 400 million wild. the power of word of mouth. now let's do it again for a better movie lol.

[sleepythug]

I think I probably had anxiety as a child too because I used to wear a particular sweatshirt because it gave me comfort and I wore it even it when it was warm. or maybe early sign I was/am on the spectrum.

[sleepythug]

Hey b, what r ur fav Tv shows u rec??

widows bay

the x files

the leftovers

the knick

mindhunter

smiling friends

severance