Jan 20, 2021
If i could hold you in my arms right now i feel like id cry. I miss you so much and love you with all my heart. Being so close yet so far from you hurts my heart more and more every day. My mental state is fragile from everything we've been through and my heart is trying to heal my mind by telling it that you will come back soon. I am a better man than i was years ago because of what we have been through and i want to fight to have you back in my arms. But the fear of losing what i hold closer to my heart than anyone else or anything again scares me to my bones. I yearn for the touch of your cheek against mine and your smile while i hold you. You are the best woman to ever be in my life. And i await to see what our future holds.
