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I've been stressed and crying occasionally. For seemingly no reason. Or things that never seemed to bother me before that keep plaguing my thoughts lately. Like if they ain't been around in 30+years why tf do I care now? I don't. But my tears don't understand that I guess. I think they are confused. I'm overwhelmed by other things and this is just coming out instead.

Oh you didn't ask? Nah I'm not even having a bad day. Could have been better but meh.

"We're having a good time"

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Hard to enjoy it when I'm broke dawg lol but I've got this wax💨

How do I make this year different 😢 I keep repeating and sinking deeper.

Also does anyone want to be friends lol... I like 3d printing and anything maker. I'm not that good at it. I smile too much. For far too long now. I might quit (lol). I'm broke AF but I think I'm finally gonna change jobs.. the gig life hasn't treated me well. A regular job would solve a lot financially. Maybe it's actually meet people. Delivery is mostly standing, sitting, and taking pictures of bags in front of doors. With a bunch of expenses, low pay, and business miles. Getting on here is depressing though. Seeing I'm basically in the same place as the last time I ended up on here ranting to a void. I need to break the cycle. I need new friends. Any friends lol. But I'm a homebody and I'm broke so I don't go out and I'm a gig worker so I don't have coworkers and I had moved started so anyone from the past either got left there, drifted, or has already left. I kind of need my old friends but whatever. I understood the drift. I don't understand the ghost... I've never been social. Y'all were who I spent all my time with. I've more than self isolated at this point. It was nice too. Calm. If it wasn't for my finances it may still be calm. But I miss y'all and I miss connection. But honestly I need friends like me. Interested in things I like and who have the same values and who want to go into business together or something even though I'm currently a financial burden lmao. More importantly people who wanna stick around. Ones who can forgive mistakes. Ones who want me and lol. Like idk. How do adults make friends if they aren't at bars and don't have coworkers. My new job might end up being delivery too (amazon if I can get hired) I'm really aiming for like 3-4 day work week at $20-25hr 8-12 hr shifts. I want as many hours in as little days as possible. Although the other part of me would rather sell my car and use it to pay off the next like 7 months of rent and then barely work all year to cover those last few months and just take things at my own pace instead of finding a job and writing a schedule again and worrying about money and trying to get it off debt and constantly doing car repairs etc. Like could just say fuck all that and sell the car boom no more car problems and rent is covered for half the year. I'll take the bus or walk or get an e bike and a regular part time job in the city area where minimum wage is almost 20hr and get some bs no effort job a couple days a week then do whatever I want with the rest of my time. Debt isn't going anywhere. But nah. I gotta fix these finances first. Ugh. I'm ready for the year to end but it's also going way too fast and I'm so behind and I'm panicking lmao. #slowdown

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Stuff like this. I want to do stuff like this. This guy's whole channel and foundation are amazing. He's not just helping them for a day he's building homes and businesses and giving them a solid opportunity for a better life. It's amazing and inspiring.

And he didn't start that long ago. His story itself is great. I'm so glad people like this exist and I can't imagine what life could be like if we all tried to help each other.

There are a bunch of channels like this but I haven't seen any of them help at this magnitude. I don't how to put myself in a position to be able to help others but if I ever get blessed with riches I will find a way to start a non profit or some kind of foundation or literally just give out money idk.

I wish I knew how to accomplish it. But I'll figure it out one day.

Follow murphslife on Instagram, check out the video below and many others. 👇

MURPHSLIFE shared a post on Instagram: "Thank you @ladbible and all of you for always supporting 🙏 ❤️ 🇸🇻 #murphslife #LADBible #GivingBack

And here's another Instagram with similar videos, a bit smaller, closer to home, a bit more religious if that's your thing, mostly helping the homeless or just blessing strangers.

https://instagram.com/travisdoodles?igshid=Yzg5MTU1MDY=

Both accept donations and both contribute earnings from the engagement they get from social media. Their communities and followers make this happen.

Forgot this account existed. Bout to delete it.

how tf do I build a business, make it profitable enough to free myself, free my parents, and turn it into a non-profit to free others. I've been watching murphslife. Always brings tears to my eyes. I want to help people. And I'd love to help strangers but I have an entire family that needs it first. It's not about me. I'm the last thing on my mind. How tf do I build a foundation that gives back. A business that donates with every sale. Sort of like Tom's. Something more than a fucking product on a website for personal profit. How tf do I turn people's hobbies and skills into their own businesses. Something they're proud to work on. They can do in their own time. With autonomy and passion and freedom. How do you monetize others skills. How do I buy them houses. And open shelters for the homeless; and the pets of course.

I swear it's about them. How tf do I escape this check to check bs and make enough money to save people from this never ending cycle. They deserve more.. hell if you're reading this you do too. All of you. Life has to be about more than paying rent...

Forgiveness and freedom. Lend a hand. Lift someone up. The most I can seem to do is give a few bucks to some panhandlers.

Thinking of starting some kind of online business. Potentially a clothing brand. I've been trying to find a way to make a difference while at the same time providing myself another income stream. I was thinking a lifestyle brand could work. I've been focusing on marketing a lot lately and trying to find low cost barrier businesses. I'm thinking of taking a class but for now there is an insane amount of useful info in YouTube. It would also be a useful skill(marketing) for any online business venture or a service I could provide for others. In my mind if I could launch a semi successful starter business I can scale from there to others. The idea is to have a percent of sales go to causes like the homelessness situation here in town or maybe specific items that sale for charity specifically. I feel like the charity side will give it an edge and make it different. I don't know yet I'm still figuring it out but I've been looking at designs (actually bought the rights to use a few) and trying to iron out the brand concept and find a niche. The more I look into it the more complex it actually gets and the more stuff I have to learn but also the more I realize you don't need to market to everyone or have a hugely successful brand to find customers and start bringing in money. You just have to get in front of the right people. Apparel success on YouTube has been great. Outsourcing a lot of the work to designers and marketers and such would be nice but I couldn't afford something like that rn... And starting with print on demand will kinda suck with shipping times and stuff but I think if it could make enough money I could transition from print on demand to a fulfillment center and have more control over quality of service from there. Idk. It would be cool to launch something that people associate with while also giving to charity (without being a nonprofit because I need to profit) we'll see. I really want to do something that allows me to help others and waiting until I am financially successful may take my whole life. This may be a way to start donating immediately and support myself and my investments and it doesn't need to be huge. Just an idea so far.

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# My 15 favourite moments of The 100 : from S1 to S6

► 5 : What if I say no, and people we care about die ? “ (5X08)

Really gotta get my finances in order again. I was doing well last year and now I've taken 3 steps back. I want to spend my life helping people somehow, I don't know how yet but I know that's what I want, to help somehow. I don't know what else I can do in life that would be as fulfilling. And that's gonna be expensive, that's impossible if I'm too busy with this check to check bs. Starting with my family and anyone I knew and grew up with. Anyone. Even if we've hurt each other somehow. It's all in the past. I don't care I forgive everybody for everything. I hope I can earn forgiveness as well, especially from some I no longer speak with. I miss em. Many who have families of their own now. If I've got it, they've got it. But first I gotta get it. Once I'm set, I can start setting up others.

I gotta get on track again. I've gotta spend some years making progress. I need big moves. I need rental properties and investments. I need this debt gone and this car both fixed and paid off. That's my resolution. 2022🙏 I would also like to one day run my own businesses or find a way to fund others business ideas and help people turn hobbies into jobs. Crafts into products. Ideas into brands. I don't know how. Honestly. But that's what I want. I've never had an idea of what I wanted. That's it. I want to lift the financial burdens people face and I want to turn people's talents (like art) into their income stream. I think money is the number one issue we face and the reason behind so much stress and pain and crime. Everyone I've known growing up has worked their whole lives. They deserve so much more. I want to make that happen before I die, before they do as tough as those thoughts are. Just reminds me that I need to get started whole times still on our side. I know that's probably unrealistic but yeah that's my goal I guess. There are so many rich people in the world, I don't need to be rich for me, I'd be comfortable with just enough to cover bills and relax, I want to be rich for them. It's that simple. Bring me cash flow. Bring me income streams. I'll give you philanthropy. If it takes soul selling then name the price. Feeling like Walter white with the urgency. 2022.

I'm want to retire my whole damn family👊 (all of them) even thou some of them are too stubborn to retire if they could lol ❤️

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"All I wanna do is help, if it's a little" -Dizzy Wright