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sup bitches i’m baaaaack! 😼😼 and doing worse than ever!
im back after months and im at my lowest weight yet and past my ugw and um yeah haha u guys weren’t kidding im still miserable
i had a dream that keanu reeves was a doctor i was seeing for my ed.......... to the bone has entered my dream realm help
nothing like a little bought of imposter syndrome during ed awareness week
i lost my best friend of like 6 years last month bc of stupid bs but i've been thinking and reflecting on it a lot lately and something just sticks out in my mind that i can't get past. she is the ONLY irl i've told about my ed and while she was emotionally manipulating me she mentioned that she 'hadn't eaten all day' which was such a clear attempt to trigger me into submission to her which is probably one of the most fucked up things anyone has ever done to me. for the life of me i cannot think of another reason why someone would say that to their best friend with an ed OTHER than to manipulate them into feeling bad & forgetting about the situation at hand. idk it just feels so rotten and so BEYOND despicable that i can't bring myself to be too angry at removing her.. there's no way i can be around someone who will willingly use my mental illness to satisfy their own needs. idk if you ever run into a situation like that, RUN. get out of there. because that means they never have cared about you and they never will.
i was eating a slice of pumpkin bread, already feeling guilty enough about it, when my mother walks in and says "you know that's like a cupcake or a muffin right?" yes you condescending bitch, i'm very fucking aware of what's in this and it was the only thing i was planning on eating today but now i'm not even having that much ❤️ shut the FUCK UP
Eating Disorder Recovery Websites
1) http://eatingdisorderrecovery.com/index.php/home - Features a free eating disorder recovery workbook that helps you manage eating disorder symptoms. Includes blogs to help inspire eating disorder recovery. Allows visitors to post and discuss problems and questions in a forum that is monitored.
2) http://www.recoveryboat.com/ - A website that offers peer support for eating disorder recovery. This site includes a forum for those struggling. It also provides basic information about eating disorders for those suffering and those supporting a loved one who is suffering. Lastly, it provides some therapy exercises that can help overcome eating disorder behaviours and symptoms.
3) http://www.something-fishy.org/ - An all exclusive website that provides a treatment finder, forums, eating disorder information, hotlines, and more. This site even includes resources for books and self-help worksheets to help combat eating disorder symptoms and behaviours.
4) http://www.webiteback.com/ - A pro-recovery website that exists to help others overcome their eating disorder and to combat pro-ana websites. This site provides a forum for users to post on to get advice and share struggles of their eating disorder. This site also provides an extensive resource list for those struggling.
5) http://www.nedic.ca/index.shtml – The National Eating Disorder Information Centre. This website features all you need to know about eating disorders. It has a resource library that includes links on where to get help. NEDIC runs public service announcements and campaigns that you can get involved with in your own community.
6) http://www.eatingdisordersblogs.com/ - This site is a compilation of blogs written by different people to help inspire you to overcome your eating disorder. You can find blogs written by Doris Smeltzer, Karen Koenig, and even Jenni Schaefer. These blogs provide information on eating disorders, skills you can use to recover, and resources you can access.
7) http://www.mirror-mirror.org/ - This is a site dedicated to help promote awareness for eating disorders. It helps to educate about the dangers of eating disorders. It also has links to resources on getting support for your eating disorder. It provides information on relapses and has a relapse prevention plan. It gives a lot of ideas on coping skills to deal with the hard emotions you feel instead of using eating disorder symptoms.
8) http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/ - This website is dedicated to advocacy for eating disorder recovery. It provides resources to help teach about what eating disorders really look like. This site provides resources for recovery as well. This is the organization that holds the National Eating Disorder Awareness Week, held at the end of February. This site provides stories of hope that encourages others to seek out recovery.
9) http://eatingdisorderscoalition.org/ - Advocacy at its best! This site is your guide to help get legislators and representatives to hear your voice and get legal action for eating disorder help and recovery. You can find facts and information about eating disorders on this site. You can learn how you can advocate and lobby for eating disorder recovery at the federal and state level.
10) http://www.mentorconnect-ed.org/ - A website that pairs mentors and mentees together to help support those in eating disorder recovery. The purpose is to pair those who have been in recovery and those who are struggling with an eating disorder to share experiences, provide guidance and to help each other through the journey of recovery.
Reblogging this every time I see it.
Please take care of yourself. Recovery always is an option.
Recovery is hard, but it’s beautiful and worth it! I promise you can get your life back
I don’t want anybody to look at my blog and think I condone this bullshit lifestyle. It sucks, and here are some ways you can help yourself. Stay safe.
anyone else terrified for thanksgiving ????? what's even WORSE is that i can't even watch my mom cook & guestimate calories... because we're getting TAKEOUT THANKSGIVING FEAST TOMORROW. we're doing it to support a local business that needs the service right now which i get and also bc my parents are like "Lol virus i'm not cooking" which i Also get but AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK
the lady on the train asked what i want for dinner and i said diet coke and a water and she was taken aback 😭 she said "no meal??" baby that IS my meal
lol every day sucks when ur anorexic
my eating disorder makes me feel safe, secure, and in control and it's so fucking tiring because those feelings come with the cost of being cold and groggy, hangry ALWAYS, weak as fuck, and just a constant state of exhaustion i am Sick of this but i'm too addicted to the feeling of being in control to do anything about it
why am i so fucking FAT
i'm addicted to touching my bones that show its like 🤤🤤🤤🤤
Having an ED in your twenties and older is just bitter. You feel like you should have your life together already but instead you ruin yourself step by step. And while others enjoy their relationships, their freedom, uni, work, even becoming parents, you merely function, stumbling through life with nothing but calories and fear in your head.
my roommate reheated deep dish pizza im gonna cry i want a slice so badly
why is my immediate reaction to something bad either wanting to eat everything in sight or starve for a week i fucking hate everything
Me: loves food, takes comfort in food, absolutely loves to cook and bake, loves going to restaurants with friends, knows awesome recipes, watches cooking videos every day
Also me: is anorexic