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@thatdizzyfeelingthough
im getting really fucking sick of all this âit gets better!â bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. itâs not going to âââget betterâââ fuck you
i have really great news guys, despite it all
Having an ED in your twenties and older is just bitter. You feel like you should have your life together already but instead you ruin yourself step by step. And while others enjoy their relationships, their freedom, uni, work, even becoming parents, you merely function, stumbling through life with nothing but calories and fear in your head.
TW: ED and depression.
Hey guys, it's me, 6 years after making this post.
I'm 30 now (can't believe how fast time flies) and I just wanted to let y'all know, that after deciding to recover in 2020 and two small relapses in the very same year, I never fully relapsed again.
You could say I'm very much recovered now.
Do I still have ED urges and thoughts from time to time? Absolutely I do. But with excessive therapy and lots of ups and downs I've managed to beat them every single time so far and it's gotten easier and easier over time.
But it's not all positive, sadly. In 2021 I was diagnosed with severe depression due to some very exhausting and sad events that happened during that time. In 2022 I even had to go inpatient for a few weeks.
Still, there's hope. Because even after what I can only describe as the night of my life, I beat that depression, too.
I'm still recovering from that one, though. Still on medication (Bupropion saved my life, y'all). Still trying to find my place in this world.
There's lots of small and big joys in my life that keep me going: My amazing partner, for example, or our two cats, or my writing.
After years of being a ghost in my own life, I've started to dream again and have plans for my future.
I'm not sure if anyone here will read this, but I just had this urge to let the world know what happened to the person that made this post.
I'm still here. :) There was a time where I hated that, but now I'm so f****** thankful for it.
As the saying goes: Choose recovery. And again, and again, and again.
no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s
Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesnât
âYouâd be surprisedâ, said Xaldien, who just lost four followers and received a lovely âmen canât be rapedâ anon shortly after reblogging this the first time.
Yowch, disgusting.
If I donât reblog this, assume Iâm dead.
Always reblog this
If you Dont reblog this if u see it then i cant call u my friend
IF ANYONE TELLS ME THAT MEN CANâT BE VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND RAPE, I AM SICKENED BY THEIR MERE PRESENCE ON MY BLOG.
If you disagree with me, unfollow my blog, block me and never look at my blog again.
If you want to debate about this or send anonâs about this, I will reply but your actions have consequences.
Out of 19000+ followers I have, only one of you actually reblogged about this issue, yet a lot of you have reblogged and liked a picture by playboy about catcalling and that how men should never do it.
Additionally, I have received abuse in my ask box (which I will be answering when I can) and threats. In particular death threats and rape threats.
I can see the real problem here already. Male domestic violence and rape is just invisible in our society because we donât want to talk about this because it just damages the status quo of this fucking website.
Iâm a male victim of child sexual abuse. We matter. Please, reblog this.
Please never forget male victims are real and it can happen to everyone/anyone
As a victim myself I will always reblog this
and if you turn to ur left youâll see the emos
is that my chemical romance?
OH MY GOD not every group of emos is my chemical romance stfu tumblr
but it actually is my chemical romance
this is the funniest fuckibg thing Iâve ever seen
IâveâŚ. seen this everywhere except on Tumblr itself. Itâs the blessed post.
I reblog this everytime it comes on my dash and Iâm unashamed
Iâve waited so long to see this post in person
DamnâŚâŚ What a way 2 start the decade. Ive only seen this post in screenshotsâŚâŚ.
iâm crying- this is-???? ahh? i- i canât-
itâs THE post
Iâm finally worthy! Itâs THE post aah
Are you truly an emo if you havent reblogged THE post?
Iâve finally been blessed enough to see THE post. Iâm so blessed. Thank you Geesus. Thank you.Â
This came across my dash, i feel so blessed
Hey guys, this is my first post in quite a while.
To whomever ist actively following me:
I hope that you will recover, I'm sure that you can.
It sure as hell is hard, even for me, after being in recovery for quite a while now.
I have an idea for a project that I want to call 'faces of recovery' or something along the lines. It's quite simple - pictures of my face, because when we're sick we tend to focus only on our bodies. When I began to recover I started to take pictures of my face instead, just blankly staring at the camera, to remember what I looked like.
Would that be something that you'd be interested in? Just random face pics of a random woman, no thinspo or some sh*t like that.
I may not have the best body but it sure does hold all my organs in place
this is the type of positivity i need.
Just in case someone needs to hear this right now:
The extreme hunger goes away if you donât fight it. The bloating and the cramps and the sweating go away.
Just fight through it.
There will be the day where your stomach doesnât feel like a bottomless pit.
You wonât gain weight forever.
It already has slowed down in my case. And Iâm not even close to being overweight, far from it.
Iâm still at the very beginning of recovery but I already have so much more energy and joy.
Iâm so glad I was brave enough to dare it.
Iâm glad that I trusted my body during the phase of extreme hunger.
It will get better soon, I promise!
Now Iâm ready for therapy :)
I wonder if Iâll ever see a pic of me at my LW and feel the sadness I felt back then instead of pride.
Btw
High restricting is still restricting.
Waiting âonly a few more hoursâ until you eat is still fasting.
Eating fear foods but hating yourself afterwards is still having fear foods.
Skipping a meal to âdeserveâ another is still disordered.
Enjoying being hungry is, well, quite the opposite of the original intention behind hunger signals.
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But even if Iâm struggling with these things Iâll get there. I wonât let ED voice win.
Rn I reaaaally need to remind myself of this.
Sometimes you just have to let yourself feel those emotions. They are undeniable. They suck. But they are there. Just donât let yourself indulge more than necessary. They are yours, but they are not you.
Choose recovery,
Choose recovery again,
And again,
And again, and again, and again, and again.
Little reminder
A daily reminder that youâre allowed to eat, that you have to eat and that itâs important to eat, even if you are at a âhealthyâ weight or more. Eating enough and eating regularly isnât a privilege of underweight people or people at your âgoalweightâ. You donât have to justify yourself, not even at yourself. You are allowed to eat until your full and you are allowed to treat yourself beyond that point. Just cause you are not skinny doesnât mean that it isnât okay to eat treats or higher calorie choices.
Please keep in mind that itâs okay to eat and treat yourself - no matter at what weight you are.
things you will experience if you keep doing your best
actually looking forward to things and having enough energy to do everything you want to doÂ
the fresh feeling after cleaning everything and throwing away things that were piling up since forever, including mentally
realising that you havenât thought about someone for three days straight when youâve been sad about them for a long time
making a new friend who genuinely likes talking to you after feeling like you donât belong anywhere or youâre better off alone
making more time for people that really matter to you and actually love you unconditionally instead of endlessly wondering why some people left you or didnât reciprocate
not placing your entire sense of worth on someone else because you feel happy and whole by yourselfÂ
an outward change in appearance, almost a kind of glow because youâre radiating warmth and strength from inside
good grades, making huge improvements and achieving whatever goals you have in mind
feeling calmer and not relying on external validation because you see your own worth, trust yourself fully and can accept imperfection, laugh at your own embarrassing moments, encourage yourself when youâre down and quickly forgive your own mistakesÂ
gaining enough respect for yourself to treat yourself gently and not tolerating anyone who treats you badly
realising that you feel lighter inside and nothing is as much as a chore as it used to be
feeling yourself become less affected by small things that used to ruin your day
realising that you can make any changes in your life if you stopped discouraging yourself so much
realising you donât need many superficial distractions anymore because you actually feel okay
if you have ever suffered from⌠Â
⢠depressionÂ
⢠anxietyÂ
⢠eating disorderÂ
⢠self-harm
⢠ocdÂ
⢠bipolarÂ
⢠feelings of guilt and hopelessnessÂ
⢠suicidal thoughtsÂ
can you please reblog to show support for people who also suffer. you are not alone.
Life 7 months in recovery
Hey Ana,
I'm greeting you like an old friend, but don't be fooled, I despise you.
Since I've left you behind, I got it all - love, friendship, adventures, fun, success.
But there hasn't been a day where I haven't missed you in one way or another.
How can I despise you and miss you at the same time?
You were terrorizing me, you were taking everything from me.
But you also gave me that fake sense of relief and control when nothing else could - nothing else can.
I'm still trying to figure out what can replace you. But maybe I shouldn't even look for it. Why would I replace someone who wants to kill me?
And maybe, just maybe, Ana,
I should learn to stop hating you -
and to forgive you.
I've still got a long way to go.
But I'm standing here and I'm living proof that life is so much greater and so much more beautiful without you.
That there IS even a life without you.
And it's worth fighting for.
Love, me
Greta Thunbergâs full speech to world leaders at UN Climate Action SummitÂ
Swedish climate activist Greta Thunberg chastised world leaders Monday, Sep. 23, for failing younger generations by not taking sufficient steps to stop climate change.
âYou have stolen my childhood and my dreams with your empty words,â Thunberg said at the United Nations Climate Action Summit in New York. âYouâre failing us, but young people are starting to understand your betrayal. The eyes of all future generations are upon you. And if you choose to fail us, I say we will never forgive you,â she added.
Thunberg traveled to the U.S. by sailboat last month so she could appear at the summit. She and other youth activists led international climate strikes on Friday in an attempt to garner awareness ahead of the UNâs meeting of political and business leaders.
via:Â PBS NewsHour
