ᵃ 𝑳ᵉᵍᵃᶜʸ ,

𝒚𝒐𝒖          𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅          always           𝚋𝚎 𝐚           𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

[sloomis]

S.LOOMIS . a private + independent heavily canon divergent SAM CARPENTER LOOMIS of the ˢᶜᴿᴱᴬᴹ franchise . ◜     𝐛𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢  ! ₂₃. 18 +     ◞ affiliated with @ scarymovi3s + diefame .

𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘 .    𝚙𝚒𝚗 .    𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 .    𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 .

quick little note : sam is divergent past the end of scream vi . she keeps the mask belonging to billy , the deaths and tragedies of her friends ( and their families before them ) , the betrayals , are seared into sam's mind as something that's never going to stop happening . the next logical step is taking matters into her own hands : for wes , for dewey , her sister , chad , mindy , gale , sidney . the list spirals and would only grow if not for sam taking on the mantle as the new face behind the mask . preventing the past from too many sequels .

quick rule drop : don't be an ass , if there's no name or information on your blog i probably won't follow back , friends or friends of friends preferred , this is a low maintenance blog , sporadic activity , i write sam as a lesbian , main blog is @ debtgun .

mains : ( @dewriley , ˢᶜᴿᴱᴬᴹ ) , .

[sloomis]

hey .. hi

[debtgun]

hey , just wanted to say there's a little revision in my activity notice . i got news today about a death in my family and i'm flying out wednesday for the funeral so i don't have a lot of time to get everything together for that and be here and i don't have an exact date yet for when i'll be back so this is an indefinite , mild hiatus notice for a little while . thanks for understanding

[sloomis]

pov every moment of sam alone in vi makes u sad

[sloomis]

𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 ?

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 . over - worrying and overthinking everything , your mind is always a whirling storm. no matter how you try , the fears overwhelm all else. you need someone trusted to press a kiss to your forehead , helping to quiet the thoughts that just refuse to settle.

ᵃᵗᵗᵃᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᵇʸ . @tvgrief ᵃᵗᵗᵃᶜᵏᶤᶰᵍ . you

[sloomis]

i hate it here .

[sloomis]

little .. starter call ..

[acecroft]

Scream (2022) dir. Matt Bettinelli-Olpin, Tyler Gillett

[sloomis]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM ???

[sloomis]

it's almost pride month and i don't have my own sam carpenter coded gf ......

[tvgrief-moved]

the first time is always the ᵐᵒˢᵗ ᵈᶤᶠᶠᶤᶜᵘˡᵗ ; all those walls to begin to break down . ( you remember being on the 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 of this with people hungry for information . you can't help but think @sloomis is right to keep it all so guarded & demand you prove yourself . ) ❝ we can talk 'bout anythin' you want . ❞ would i see it 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 way ? probably . 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 is most peoples undoing , in the end . ❝ we can talk 'bout ... pets , plans , weekends . i got a snake , he ain't 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 of a cuddler . ❞

[sloomis]

i've seen his tapes . a boy in a courtroom full of prying eyes , name as easily searchable as my own . felt wrong to watch and i picture it now , trying to place his image with the crushed little kid testifying against his own father in front of the world . it's not hard . but it's what got me to agree . public setting , coffee , far back enough to avoid being overheard but in view enough i'm not worried . i don't think i have to worry regardless but i've thought that before . ❛     umm no pets . no plans . i lock proofed all the windows in our new apartment last weekend .      ❜ maybe excessive , but i'm tired of the fear . every time we think we're safe , we're not . another question frames itself , bold , blunt , but i need to know . ❛      what makes you think i wasn't behind the murders in woodsboro ? how do you know the bailey's weren't a continuation of the first and that i didn't frame them like i did to richie ?      ❜

[sloomis]

sam's stab technique ..,

[sloomis]

imagine you're thirteen , in the attic , looking through your family's old things and you find your mom's high school diaries. you think they'd be cool to read because that's when your mom got pregnant with you. you start reading and find out that not only did your mom cheat on your father and he's not actually your dad but your biological father is a serial killer who's caused an entire chain reaction of years of pain and terror. and of course you freak out and confront your mom and how were you supposed to know your dad was standing behind you the whole time ???? like ... she was 13. and her mother blamed her because the man she lied to left and then made her promise not to tell tara the truth which is so ... isolating.

of course she starts acting out. there's nowhere for her to turn to ? the one person who probably would have been most assuring instead turns on her because now her mother has to face the consequences of her own actions ... the one person who is supposed to love her unconditionally ? what other choice does she have but to believe it ? her mom is one of the only other people that really knew billy so of course it starts to prick under her skin ... the possibility of her being like him and maybe that's the reason her mom doesn't care for her anymore , maybe that's the reason she destroys everything she touches.

and her mother never affirms otherwise. and there's not anyone to understand why she's acting out : shoplifting , drugs , alcohol , fights . no one in their right mind is going to take pity on the daughter of billy loomis. and repetitively what she continues to hear is that all she does is cause trouble for her family. everything continues to build into a fear of herself. especially once the hallucinations begin and she's basically on her own navigating being mentally ill , trying to cope with that , her parents , the guilt of ruining their family , shutting tara out. 13 and staring at herself in the mirror and matching her features to billy and hating every smallest similarity she can spot. so she runs as soon as she turns eighteen , too scared of what might happen , what could happen to tara if the rot continues to fester and she turns out just like him.

but the running doesn't help because someone still comes after her sister over who she is and people continue to get hurt over having connection to her. asking for help from dewey saves her sister at a cost and while she doesn't regret it , she has her sister safe , it's still a point of guilt for her : that he's there because she went to him for help. she's been guilty over things that aren't her fault her entire life , of course she's going to keep feeling that way.

[sloomis]

cas says anything about dewey and i start crying .

[sloomis]

@deweyr1ley / dewey : what's the matter ? what are you staring at ?

how many times has he done this ? i have to wonder if he finds it as disconcerting as i do or if the decades have made it familiar . the beeping , the copy and paste white and blue walls , the sterile smell of cleaner , the stale hospital crackers . i've had enough of it here for the rest of my life . ( are you kidding me ? i've been stabbed nine times . ) and here he is again , right where he didn't want to be : because of me . ( so help us . help us figure out who's behind this . ) i asked . it feels like i'm 14 again , coming down at some awful hour of the night in the sheriff's office . not my first offense and not my last . angry and tight lipped , never giving an inch under his undeserved patience . gale was right : it's what he does . he helps people . i should have known better . maybe what's worse is i don't regret it .

i realize i am staring . caught in the past and present all at once , thinking of blood's curse . i am the curse . tara , dewey , and wes the proof . even deputy judy hicks , for all her dislike . saliva gathers uncomfortably thick in the back of my throat and i swallow it , moving to place gift shop flowers on the ledge furthest . ❛      nothing . just came to bring you these . they're from tara and me . a thank you , for saving us . tara would've come too , but she was too out of it and needed the sleep .      ❜ i fidget without the flowers , nothing to keep busy anymore , to stave off what comes next . bite the bullet and admit my guilt in this . my hands rub against my jeans with nothing else to do and eye contact's discomfort . ❛      i'm sorry . i didn't think about what it would mean , dragging you back into all this . tara and richie and i probably wouldn't even be alive right now if not for you , but . . . i'm still sorry .      ❜

[campmiasmas]

MELISSA BARRERA as SAM CARPENTER SCREAM VI (2023) dir. Matt Bettinelli-Olpin & Tyler Gillett

[sloomis]

i cannot express enough that sam is so personal 2 me