slowgerna

artist | don't be deceived by the keroppis, i'm a wandavision fan

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wiccan and speed

they'll always be wanda and vision's babies uwu

i want to draw more of them, i just need my free time back >:D

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love at first sight~

au in which vision is a stable boy and wanda is royalty

see, this was supposed to be that "as you wish" scene from the princess bride except that i decided i wanted to draw more horses.

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just a couple of lovebirds

why did it take me more than a week to finish this. i need help.

lol it feels like cheating but the sunspots and flowers are a downloaded brush. i'm... using my resources... :'D

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i have finished nothing. everything is unfinished :DD

so four months of not drawing will make you slow at drawing, noted! have a doodle dump in the meantime~

a mini rant about school:

- it sucks. why is junior year so unnecessarily difficult. ugh.

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*nervous laughter*

how do i even start explaining myself hahaha-

so long story short, life got busy and i didn't really want to draw anymore so i put away my digital art stuff and disappeared for 4 months. now i'm back, kinda.

lol sorry for just vanishing off the face of the earth. i never finished that animatic :'D

have wanda and vizh as an apology, please. these 2 are still the only thing that could ever compel me to draw :'))

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hands make me emotional

i've storyboarded the rest of the animatic in my brain and- sucks in breath- i think i'm a masochist.

it's official :'DD

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Way back in March WandaVision ended and I was suffering so I started a series of coping mechanisms that I'll never finish pfftt-

or maybe i will...

it's unlikely but if i ever find the courage to watch the rest of WandaVision after episode 3...

I'll try my best

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everything is fine here, it's fine

i went camping for ~2 days and so i couldn't work on the animatic sob

but now i've returned and this is the first thing i've drawn in 48 hours.

so riddle me this, am i a sadist or a masochist?

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what is all-nighter if not awake persevering

it's amazing the effect of fatigue on the brain. can't think.

i'm on survival mode. survival mode means nonstop drawing wandavision.

might retire soon. day four has started.

heh sleep deprivation is beautiful hehe

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we're just vibing here <3

i just finished stanza 3/9 so if we do the math that simplifies to 1/3 which is 0.3333333333 repeated. Meaning I am approximately 33% of the way done.

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crawls out of the void

sorry for my deadness, i've been working on an animatic and it's the only thing i have energy for and- here's a sneak peak~

uhm but YEAH i'll return to illustrations in due time- and when the time comes i'll post the animatic to youtube and then shamelessly promote it so-

yeah~ fun times ahead :DD

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today's doodle request

@jessicaliem199616 requested that i draw raboot with this honestly fantastic brand of popcorn :D

it's been a hot second since i drew pokemon and wow it feels amazing-

besides that, i've been procrastinating on prepping for my ap exam and- someone end me :'DD

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I will insta block anyone who thinks the point of WandaVision was "Wanda now has to move on from Vision." Like, that is such a reductive and stupid take and I don't want to see it. I'm not gonna pretend to respect that opinion because I absolutely do not.

It would make sense as an interpretation if the show ended with Vision actually being dead and not them saying, "we'll say hello again," and didn't establish them as soulmates.

But the show did.

It absolutely did and it made that choice very deliberately.

Wanda's grief wasn't just about Vision, but about her entire family and the loss she has felt. And grief doesn't have to be ... that simple and literal, because you can grieve a relationship that's still there and you can grieve a person that's still alive.

White!Vision is traumatized and I'm sure he's gonna have to grieve in his own way before he finds his way back to Wanda. He's gonna have to cope with his loss of autonomy and he's probably gonna grieve the person he used to be before the trauma just as Wanda had to grieve the life that she never had and was denied from having.

If Wanda's story ends with her being alone because "she's already grieved Vision," then ... goddamn I will refuse to watch any franchise again because that will fucking solidify it for me that mass media is incapable of writing fem-gaze stories.

Like, for real, I am so baffled by this interpretation of the show because Wanda and Vision's final moments together is literally a promise that they aren't saying goodbye forever asdfghjkl.

And you're trying to tell me that the point of the show is Wanda moving on and saying goodbye to Vision forever? Asdfghjkl.

Could it happen? Absolutely! After all, The Rise of Skywalker completely destroyed the fundamentally themes and values of Star Wars in a way I didn't think Disney was stupid enough to do! But that won't make it not awful and bad writing.

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my hope in humanity will be dashed if marvel decides for wanda to "move on" from vision. that would be the stupidest thing ever please-

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doodle requests (2)

look at me double posting today, the requests actually help!

@erasethenight suggested that i draw something from her fic Burn the Witch and i readily accepted because please- it is legitimately what got me into drawing wandavision art again after months of nothing

this scene was inspired from chapter 31 and- i was thinking of just one line the entire time and- uncontrollable sobbing

right, please, i implore you to read it on AO3 here's the link

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doodle requests (1) @justanothermarvelgirl requested something dryden vos and wanda related so my brain spat this out.

so the scenario is that in the event that dryden didn't die, he probably turned over a new leaf and ended up wandering and met wanda, who decided to tag along in his travels despite knowing that he is a former crime boss pfftt~

imagine if he started using the fake name "vision" pfftt

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doodle requests!!

i've opened a page for doodle requests so if you wanna request any prompts or anything, really, just hit me up :DD

oh and the prompts don't need to be specific to wandavision or star wars, i accept all fandoms heh ;)

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someone give me the enthusiasm that omega has for dirt- i need it :'D