"Smile Now, Cry Later"

*TRIGGER ALERT!?!* I'm 19 years wise, and live in Glendale, Arizona, I have depression, i self harm * I do not promote any self harm, e.d. or anything along those lines* I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ANYBODY WHO NEEDS ME ANON OR NOT PLEASE MESSAGE ME AND I WILL REPLY TO YOU! i love making people happy at whatever cost <3

[itseasytoremember]

WHENEVER I’M UPSET I REMEMBER THAT THIS EXISTS AND NOTHING SEEMS SO BAD

[tyleroakley]

this is so important to me

[tattooedmafia]

http://invidiasuperbia.tumblr.com

Picture: Julian Singer

Model: Runa

[wylonaforest]

[slowlydyin]

any of my followers in the chicagoland area?!

[slowlydyin]

sorry i haven't been on lately :(

i love all of you that have stayed with me throughout all of this. I'm now 13 months clean of heroin, im doing ok kind of.. i still get really depressed and whatever but idk i am just letting you all know that i am ok and alive. please message me <3 i love seeing all of your faces show up on here anon or not <3

[slowlydyin]

Why, do YOU self harm?

its how I released any form of pain or depression. its been almost a year since i have last cut and there is still days that i think about it. but i realize that its not worth it...

[slowlydyin]

What's your other blog?! I miss seeing your posts..

if you want my other  blog come off anon

[slowlydyin]

Hey, Your blog is amazing an d your adorable. If you ever need someone to talk to im almost always on.

thank you :)

[slowlydyin]

everyone talks to you about their problems but if you ever need someone to talk im here

well thank you that means a lot

[slowlydyin]

3

<3 hearts for anon 

[slowlydyin]

oh darling, you are so fucking hot<3

thank you :)

[slowlydyin]

Hey. I don't know if you've moved on from tumblr or something, but i'm worried about you. It's been a long time since you've been on. I really hope you aren't dead. please don't be dead

hi don't worry i'm not dead i got a job and that took up most of y life 

im actually doing very well. some depression every now and again but thats normal i suppose

[slowlydyin]

Are you a racist ?

sometimes

[slowlydyin]

my newest tattoo :) i fucking love it so much!

[slowlydyin]

hey guys... im really sorry i haven't been on in a few months

i'm not dead or anything im actually doing very well! 

im now just about 6 months clean of heroin, im over 8 months clean of self harm. 

i moved back to chicago, got a job and just living life as it comes and goes. 

my other blog is:

          imtheguyurparentswarnedyouabout.tumblr.com

[slowlydyin]

would you cry if the bank you went into had green carpet

no? what the fuck? lol 

[slowlydyin]

I love you <3

i love you more