yo

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You rob me of my happiness

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Don't you think I deserve better

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I am so fucked up rn

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I have hooks in my side and you are the sharpest and deepest.

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WHY DO I STILL CARE SO MUCH

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i know you look at my blog a lot.. and i don't know if that makes me happy or sad or what

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In the back of my mind I was hoping you'd wait for me

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I can't wait to make new friends and feel independent!!! My life is changing and, this time, I am 100% on board with it.

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I move into college on Friday and it is Monday and wow I am so excited

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I swear I thought about you for like an hour before I could fall asleep last night

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Seeing you cry makes my heart break

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It's so difficult to find a balance between healthy and happy but I know if I am healthy I will be happy. The only thing is my mind gets in the way so much so I would rather be healthy mentally!! But I guess if I was healthy mentally I would be more healthy physically! Idk man I just wanna feel good

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I looked at my legs and I was very far from satisfied :-( so I just did 50 squats and maybe tomorrow I'll do more and feel better about myself

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I'm tired of feeling disappointed in myself. I'm tired of making excuses. Time to focus and get back on track!!!!

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Everyone is moving out and starting college and I’m sitting here waiting for another month feeling shitty and jealous and lonely.

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My heart hurts tonight and I wish I could feel you near me to reassure me that everything is ok