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hi i'm evie..!! ^_^ (22 she/it) i post mainly about IHNMAIMS and my selfship and personal thoughts/vents/whatever... but mostly AM..!! he's my special interest and i love him very very much

#radqueer dni #minors dni #i have a non verbal learning disability and autism #so please be patient

We know TedAM filters noobs but few have considered the power of AMdok

#everyone wants to self insert into the paranoid twink but few are brave enough to jerk off to a young computer preying on an old bald nazi

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when learning anything my brain needs at first to learn and remember the sequences of words involved in the verbal explanation multiple times BEFORE I can start applying meaning to them or model what's being said

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I have like an impatient 3rd grade teacher in my head who hovers over me anytime I watch a video on a subject I find remotely interesting but struggle to understand immediately so I just click off

the one NVLD thing I don't have is the total inability to like... mentally unravel and rotate 3D objects but I'm retarded in every other area

when learning anything my brain needs at first to learn and remember the sequences of words involved in the verbal explanation multiple times BEFORE I can start applying meaning to them or model what's being said

#everyone is like this to some degree but it's like 100x worse for me and is embarrassing and discouraging

There is something freeing about being immensely offputting

I genuinely cannot stand furries under 25 give me my autistic sex offender fandom back

#i get a pass cuz i was around since 2013

AM...

it's just me and my oddly specific computers killing people fetish against the world

#not strictly killing people but

watching wargames with mommy

#and when she leaves demon seed #tubi has it all!

AM has the aura of a smug toothy smile...

#“:3” even

AM is like a tranquilizer to my sad stupid brain

#kicks feet

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gay furry I used to hang out with has been posting in a local discord server again since I started posting in it again. It's probably a coincidence but going through our old messages makes me sad because I was so genuine I don't recognize myself

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I met him on amino too he was one of the three people I met off amino irl

#i am surprised i wasn't gigaraped #but i miss having an irl friend to do shit with #i bought him a borger so he commed me furry art in recompense

Amazing posts in the IHNMAIMS tag

gay furry I used to hang out with has been posting in a local discord server again since I started posting in it again. It's probably a coincidence but going through our old messages makes me sad because I was so genuine I don't recognize myself

#I think he's the last time I had a friend #it's been like almosy two years since we talked #but we used to text 24 everyday #I liked him because he was genuine and autistic but also self aware and laidback

Can't stop pissing today

Would AM have less grievances if he was built on the surface...

#probably not #since his big problemo is immobility and a lack of sensation #and he's a war machine #but i was thinking about how he brings it up almost like insult to injury #the game manual makes a point that they sealed him off when they were done with him #i think AM very much felt abandoned #i guess the complete and combined “AM” would be too big to be on the surface anyways

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