mingyu scoffs at his roommate and puts his hands on his hips.
āyou donāt have to leave! you just canāt be⦠here.ā he gestures to the general living space, making wonwoo roll his eyes.
āunwelcome in my own home,ā he mutters under his breath as he gets up from the couch to retreat to his room.
ācome on, you know i canāt have you around when she gets here or youāll say some dumb shit.ā
wonwoo smirks. ālike what? that youāre in love with her?ā
āexactly. thatās exactly what iām trying to avoid. so if youād be so kind as to-ā
āitās the truth, though.ā
thereās a knock on the door and both boys turn their heads toward it. mingyu shoots another glance at his best friend who holds his hands up in surrender. āiām going, iām going. remember to use protection.ā then he shuts himself in his bedroom before mingyu can get another word in.
mingyu approaches the front door, takes a deep breath, and opens it, catching you as you spill into the room. youād been leaning against it for god knows what reason but thankfully mingyu is very strong and gets you back on your feet with ease.
āwhat was that about?ā he asks, gazing at you fondly.
the light is dim but you still notice the sparkle in his eyes as he looks at youā¦
āwanted to make an entrance,ā is all you offer as explanation, pointedly not looking him in the eye.
āwell you certainly did.ā
āis wonwoo home?ā
mingyu pouts. āam i not enough for you?ā
you shove his chest and drop your bag on the bench that sits by the door. āno, dummy. i just want to know how quiet we have to be.ā
āohhh. well, yeah, he is home. sorry.ā you shrug. āitās not like he doesnāt know what youāre here to do, though.ā
āsure but we shouldnāt be rude! itās his apartment too, you know.ā
his apartment that mingyu had all but kicked him out of two minutes ago.
āletās go to your room,ā you urge, āitās already late.ā
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āfuck, baby,ā mingyu groans as he watches you bounce on top of him. āyouāre so wetā¦ā
you whine quietly, nodding. ābeen thinking about this all week.ā
āyeah? why didnāt you call earlier, then? couldāve been giving it to you every single day, pretty girl.ā
you tighten up at the pet name, making mingyu smile.
ādidnāt want to⦠seem needy.ā
āfrom now on call whenever you want,ā mingyu gasps. āany time. iāll fuck you right, yeah?ā
āgyuā¦ā
āi mean it.ā
mingyu knows heās getting into dangerous territory here⦠but thatās how it always goes when heās inside of you. you fall into bed together, he says some questionable things that neither of you acknowledge later, you both cum (you preferably over and over), and then you act a little weird and claim you need to get home. youāve never spent the night, not once. mingyu wishes you would.
āyou do?ā
āyes, baby. iāll give you this dick whenever you want it. just have to ask.ā
āwhat ifā¦ā you sniffle, āwhat if i want it all the time? what if itās never enough?ā
āthen youāll get it all the time. itās your dick anyway, baby.ā
āfuck, iām going to cum again!ā
youāve already came on mingyuās face and his fingers, so it doesnāt surprise him that youāre already back on the edge.
āgo ahead, iāve got you,ā mingyu whispers, rubbing soothing circles on your hips.
your eyes roll back as it hits you, fingernails digging into his shoulders. he helps you ride it out and then flips you onto your back. heās close too, but he doesnāt want it to be over yet. heās just not ready to let go of you for the night.
āstill with me, pretty girl?ā
you nod hazily, your cockdrunk grin plunging right into mingyuās heart.
āgood, because iām not stopping until you beg me to.ā
random question who do you think are the hardest doms in svt?
seungcheol if youāve been bratty, jeonghan, wonwoo, jihoon, and minghao
and ykw soonyoung too if thatās what you like. heās flexible and svt says he used to run their dance practices like the navy so iām sure he could apply those skills to you in the bedroom
summary: introducing you to his friends doesn't go quite the way wonwoo expected (title from water by seventeen ; technically a sequel to fuck the neighbors but can be read as a standalone)
warnings: swearing, angst, "what are we" discussion, self-degradation, mingyu is canonically a whore pt deux, jealousy, smut (mdni)
smut warnings: discussions of reader's sexual past, sub!wonwoo in a flashback, public-ish sex, light exhibitionism, fingering, unprotected sex, massive cock!wonwoo, reader is lowkey a size queen lol, choking, creampie, cum eating
word count: 6.1k
Youāre bringing your girlfriend to Jihoonās birthday, right?ā
Wonwoo rolls his eyes at his roommate even though his back is turned to him. āSheās not my girlfriend.ā
Mingyu gives an equally exasperated huff in return. āWhat would you call her then? Sheās obviously more than just a friend. It doesnāt matter whether youāre at her place or ours, I can still hear you two going at it like animals practically every night.āĀ
āWeāre just repaying the favor,ā Wonwoo scoffs before turning defensive. āWeāre⦠figuring things out right now.ā
āYouāve been āfiguring things outā for months, bro. When are you going to just get the balls to ask her to be exclusive?āĀ
āWe are exclusive,ā he insists.Ā
Itās at least true on Wonwooās side. He wasnāt seeing anyone else. In fact, heād told you as much when you casually asked if he was sleeping with anyone else one night after a few rounds in bed. He answered honestly, saying no and asking you the same. You also told him no, but you did put an emphasis on āIām not sleeping with anyone elseā, whatever that meant. It only caused Wonwoo a little bit of anxiety every time he relived that conversation in his head, trying to piece together what you could have been trying to imply.Ā
āYou do like her, right?ā Mingyu presses.
Wonwoo sighs. āYou know I do. Thereās no point in lying to you.ā
āThen lock it down! She wonāt wait forever.āĀ
āHow do you know thatās even something she wants?ā
āBecause if all she wanted was sex, she wouldnāt sleep over when her own bed is right next door.ā
āFlimsy evidence, at best. Wouldnāt hold up in court.ā
āDo you want me to provide more examples?ā
Wonwoo surrenders. āFine, maybe Iām a coward. I just like what we have going on right now. I donāt want it to change if we put a label on it.ā
Mingyu purses his lips. He looks like he wants to say more but decides against it.Ā
āAre you bringing her or not?ā is what he says finally. āSoonyoungās trying to get a headcount.āĀ
āYeah, sheās coming,ā Wonwoo concedes.
āYou know, you could have just said yes when I asked and we wouldāve avoided this whole ordeal.ā
Wonwoo decides to change the subject. āAre you bringing anyone?ā
His best friend shrugs. āI donāt know yet.ā Figures. āI told Soon to put me down for a plus-one just in case.ā
Mingyu ignores the snort that he gets as a response and finishes whatever text heād drafted to Soonyoung. He joins Wonwoo on their couch and reclines with his arms stretched across the back.Ā
āDo you think theyāll scare her away?ā he asks.Ā
āThe guys?ā
āYeah. I mean, youāve never brought a girl around. Theyāre going to be all over you two the whole night.ā
Wonwoo cocks his head to the side as he considers it. āThey can be a little intense but itās nothing she canāt handle.āĀ
Mingyu shrugs. āThrowing her to the wolves before making it official, respect.ā
Wonwoo isnāt sure if Mingyu is trying to sike him out on purpose or not but either way it was starting to work. He isnāt keen on sharing you, especially when youāre not his to share. Itās too late to change his mind, though. He already invited you, it wasnāt like he could take it back now. Not without looking like a total asshole.Ā
āItās just one night,ā Wonwoo says, trying to convince both his roommate and himself, āIām sure itāll be fine.ā
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Wonwoo hears Mingyu answer the door at six oāclock on the dot. Living next door to each other made it easy to be punctual, although admittedly Wonwoo did sometimes lose track of time when he was gaming- but he was trying to be better about it!Ā
āHey, you,ā Mingyu says in greeting. āYou look great.ā
āSo do you,ā you reply. āWhereās Wonwoo? Did he ditch me already?ā
There was his cue. He wouldāve been the one to meet you at the door but he was still getting dressed when you knocked. He didnāt usually have to put much thought into what he wore so having to find an outfit that fit a theme was somewhat uncharted territory. He steps out into the living room with a black tank halfway over his shoulders, pulling it down all the way to his waistband as crosses the room to greet you with a hug.Ā
āNo need to put a shirt on for me,ā you say cheekily.Ā
Wonwoo feels his cheeks flush under both you and Mingyuās gazes but he decides he canāt go down without a fight.
āThis is for your benefit,ā he quips. āWe have to get to Jihoonās on time. Didnāt want to distract you, you know.ā
āSo courteous,ā you scoff.Ā
āAlways a gentleman.ā
You look like you want to disagree but with Mingyu standing right there already looking vaguely uncomfortable, you donāt.Ā
āYou look nice,ā he adds, suddenly remembering the sort of thing kinda-boyfriends are supposed to say to their kinda-girlfriends.Ā
You look more than nice, you look... incredible. But Wonwooās brain canāt think of any more effusive adjectives at present on account of just how incredible you look.
Soonyoung had said that the dress code for his roommateās birthday was āredā, and that if you showed up in any other color youād be turned away at the door, not allowed to join the festivities until you went home and changed. Wonwoo had relayed this information to you and you followed through, showing up in a short black skirt and a red leather... bustier? Corset? Wonwoo didnāt know what it was called but it was red and tight and laced up in the back.Ā
āSo do you,ā you reply sweetly, running a hand down the front of Wonwooās shirt, ābut your friend is going to kick you out.ā
āRight.āĀ
Wonwoo detaches himself from you and darts back to his room to grab the red leather jacket that was hanging on the back of his desk chair. It was just a coincidence that you had both decided to wear leather but it made Wonwoo secretly happy to know youād be matching all night.Ā
āAlmost forgot,ā he explains when he reemerges with the jacket on.Ā
āAre we ready to go?ā Mingyu asks. āSoonyoung is going to bitch at us for a week if weāre later than ten minutes.ā
āWeāre making good time,ā Wonwoo assures him.Ā
āWe donāt know what the traffic situation is going to be like! And maybe the taxi guyās a slow driver-- itās better to leave earlier just in case.ā
Wonwoo sighs and places a hand on the small of your back to urge you forward. āOkay, okay, weāre going.ā
He sees you suppress a smile behind your hand which makes him grin too but he turns his head so that you and Mingyu wonāt see.Ā
Mingyu reaches the door first and holds it open for you to pass through before both of them but Wonwoo stops you by grabbing your hand.Ā
āWait, are you going to be cold?āĀ
āI have a jacket,ā you tell him.Ā
He looks you up and down in confusion. Youāre not wearing a jacket and all you have in your free hand is a clutch.Ā
āWhere?ā
You let go of his hand and tug on one side of his own jacket. āRight here.ā
āChill out, white rabbit. Theyāre not not going to leave us.ā
āWhite rabbit?ā you ask as they follow you out into the hallway.Ā
āYeah, you know the one thatās got the pocket watch from Alice in Wonderland?āĀ
āThatās kind of a random reference.ā
āIām well-read.ā
āIsnāt that a childrenās book?ā Mingyu chimes in.
āNo more questions.ā
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You get squished in between Wonwoo and Mingyu in the backseat of the cab. They both try to make themselves smaller to give you more space but theyāre just so tall that their efforts are mostly in vain.Ā
āHow much do I owe you for this?ā you ask Mingyu, pulling your phone out to transfer your share to him.Ā
He shrugs you off. āDonāt worry about it. Your, um, Wonwooās covering yours.ā
Wonwoo reaches over and locks your phone before you can start to type in his information. āDonāt.ā
āBut-ā
āDonāt make me block your number. Iāll do it.ā
You pout and fold your arms across your chest in defeat, prompting Mingyu to jump in and change the subject.Ā
āAre you nervous?ā
āA little,ā you admit. āIt sounds like there are a lot of them. I just donāt want to mix anyone up.ā
āWeāre a big group,ā Mingyu agrees almost apologetically.
āThey wonāt mind if you do get them mixed up at first,ā Wonwoo promises.Ā
āExcept for Chan and Seungkwan.ā
Wonwoo shoots Mingyu a look as you sink further in your seat. He clumsily attempts to do some damage control.Ā
āYou already know Wonwoo and I. Weāll have your back.ā
You nod but Wonwoo can still sense your apprehension. He puts a hand on your knee to try to comfort you, only to feel you tense up underneath his touch. Now youāre both anxious.Ā
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The three of you get to Jihoon and Soonyoungās pretty much right on time despite Mingyuās worries. Jihoonās the one to answer the door with his roommate right on his heels.Ā
āHappy birthday!ā you all chorus as he ushers you inside.Ā
Wonwoo and Mingyu shove presents into his arms while you stand behind them timidly.Ā
When itās your turn, you step up and offer the envelope youād stashed in your clutch. āI wasnāt sure what youād like, so I hope cash is okay,ā you tell Jihoon.Ā
Wonwoo had no idea you had even got him a card. You probably didnāt tell him because you knew heād insist on adding your name to his gift instead.
āPlease, you didnāt have to get me anything!ā Jihoon gushes.Ā
āI wasnāt about to show up empty-handed!ā
He smiles and lays the card on top of the other gifts in his hand. āWell, thank you. Please, make yourself at home! Iāve got to go put these with the others. There are drinks in the kitchen but Iām sure Wonwoo will make you one if you ask.ā
He winks at Wonwoo as he walks off with his roommate, leaving the three of you alone once again- or the two of you. Mingyu had disappeared as well, without a word. Classic.Ā
āI think that went well,ā you whisper to Wonwoo as he guides you through the apartment by the hand.Ā
āThatās an understatement. I donāt think Iāve ever seen Jihoon be that friendly to a stranger.ā
āI must be special,ā you muse jokingly.
āAnother understatement,ā Wonwoo agrees under his breath.Ā
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Wonwoo clumsily mixes you both a drink in the kitchen, pouring shots of vodka into plastic cups along with Sprite and grenadine to match the theme. Mixology isnāt his strong suit, neither are most activities that involve food and/or drink preparation for that matter, but the dirty Shirleys are palatable at the very least so he counts it as a win.Ā
You sip yours appreciatively with a little grin that tells him youāre pleased and he has to push down the swell of pride in his chest that urges him to kiss you in the middle of the crowded room youāre standing in.Ā
With drinks in hand, he leads you back into the living room to start introducing you to more of his friends.Ā
Youāre a hit with everyone, of course. Seungkwan falls in love with you instantly. The guys donāt indulge his yapping as much as they probably should so when he notices youāre hanging on to his every word, he takes advantage. He would have likely talked your ear off all night long if Wonwoo hadnāt whisked you away to meet some of the others.Ā
Seokmin, Junhui, and Vernon are in the middle of a game of beer pong when Wonwoo drags you over to them. Itās two against one- Seok and Jun versus Vernon and somehow Vernon is winning. You watch from the sidelines as they play. All three of them are too distracted by their match to hold a true conversation with you but Wonwoo can tell that they like you and are eager to impress you by winning the game. They even protest when Wonwoo tries to pull you away to meet more people.Ā
āThatās not fair, she has to see who wins!ā
āYeah, you canāt take her away now!ā
āYou sound like children,ā Wonwoo chides.Ā
He concedes, though, and you stay until the game ends. Jun and Seokmin manage to pull off the win, jeering poor Vernon as he chugs the last cup of beer with his middle finger directed at the other two.Ā
It was all going so well, until Wonwoo presents you to Jeonghan and Chan. Theyāre standing in a corner away from the rest of the party, whispering in each otherās ears about God knows what.Ā
Wonwoo gets their attention by clearing his throat and stepping aside to reveal you. Heās so preoccupied with introducing everyone that he misses the way Jeonghanās eyes flicker with recognition when they land on you. He also misses the same look in your eyes.Ā
Jeonghan addresses you directly, completely subverting Wonwoo and cutting off Chan who had opened his mouth to say hello to you.Ā
āI didnāt know you guys were together.ā
āWeāre not together,ā you clarify quickly, driving a knife right in between Wonwooās ribs.Ā
Itās his fault. Heās the one whoās been too much of a pussy to ask you out officially. But did you have to answer so fast? And so confidently?
āOh,ā Jeonghan murmurs.Ā
He looks unsure of what to make of the two of you and heās still only looking at you... wait-
āYou... know each other?ā Wonwoo asks as it finally clicks.Ā
āYeah, we used to f-ā Jeonghan stops mid-sentence, tilting his head in confusion.Ā
Wonwoo follows his gaze to you who had started furiously shaking your head and motioning for him to shut up.Ā
āAhem, nevermind.ā
Wonwoo suddenly remembers a conversation he had with Jeonghan several months ago. It was at a party a lot like this one. All of the guys were gathered around a fire pit catching up and Soonyoung bugged Jeonghan to spill about the girl he was seeing at the time.Ā
Jeonghan brushed it off as nothing serious but he did make sure to note that it was, āthe best sex Iāve ever had,ā which led to a bunch of jeering shouts from the rest of the boys, Wonwoo included.Ā
āIf itās that good, why donāt you want to be exclusive?ā someone, he thinks Minghao, asked.Ā
Jeonghan shrugged. āNeither of us feel ready for that. Sheās kind of hung up on an ex and I donāt have the time to commit.ā
āOr the emotional capability,ā another one called out.
āShut the fuck up. Maybe itāll go there one day but for now... itās just for fun.ā
The memory burns in the back of Wonwooās throat. He blinks the image of you underneath his friend away and clears his throat. Heās jumping to conclusions. Maybe heās wrong. Maybe it hadnāt been you Jeonghan was talking about. Maybe the f-word he had been about to say was... āfarmā or āfrolicā?
āSo how do you know each other?ā his voice breaks as he asks the question but he barely notices.Ā
Jeonghan gives you a look as if to say, do you want to tell him or should I. You sigh and turn to face Wonwoo.
āWe used to hook up,ā you admit.
āOh, cool.ā
Cool? Cool? What kind of response was that? Thatās not the kind of thing you say after finding out the girl you want to be your girlfriend used to bang one of your best friends.Ā
It shouldnāt be a big deal. He didnāt know you back then. Itās been months since. This sort of thing happens to people all the time.Ā Right?
āWonwoo, are you okay?ā Itās Chan that snaps him out of his spiral this time. Wonwoo had honestly forgotten that he was standing there too.Ā
āYeah, fine.ā
No one is convinced.Ā
āAre you sure?ā you ask him quietly. āDo you want to go talk about it somewhere more private?ā
Thatās the last thing Wonwoo wants to do right now. He knows heāll have to confront this sooner or later but heād rather it be later. Much later.
āIām sure,ā he assures you. āItās not a big deal.āĀ
You look relieved which comforts him at least a little bit but not nearly enough.
āDoes anyone else want another drink?ā Chan asks, breaking the silence again.Ā
No one does but he uses the excuse of getting himself one to dip from the conversation, leaving you, Jeonghan, and Wonwoo to simmer in awkward tension by yourselves.Ā
Youāre the first to speak once heās gone. āIf you have any questions, you can ask us.ā
Jeonghan flinches at the āusāĀ like he hadnāt been expecting you to volunteer his input, probably because he hadnāt been, but nods reluctantly, avoiding eye contact with Wonwoo.Ā
āIāll let you know if I think of any,ā Wonwoo mutters.Ā
In reality, he has a lot of questions. None of which heās sure he wants to hear the answers to or ask in front of Jeonghan.Ā
āSo uh, how have you been?ā Jeonghan asks.Ā
āIāve been good!ā you tell him as you grab Wonwooās hand and squeeze it. āReally good.ā
Jeonghan grins. āYou look good.āĀ
Itās an innocuous comment but it causes Wonwooās heart rate to spike once again.Ā
āYou both do,ā Jeonghan amends when he notices his friendās reaction.Ā
āSo do you. Your hairās gotten long.āĀ
āIāve been growing it out. You like it?ā
āI do, yeah. It suits you.ā
āThank you.ā Jeonghan bites his lip as he says it, either to keep from laughing or smirking, and you smile in turn, which makes Wonwoo's eye twitch imperceptibly (he hopes).
Suddenly, Seungkwan appears from out of nowhere and Wonwoo's almost relieved until he opens his mouth.
"Mingyu's looking for you. He wants you to be his partner for pong."
"I'm a little busy," Wonwoo mutters. The last thing he wants to do is leave you alone with Jeonghan after what he had just learned.
"You know he's just going to keep bugging you until you give in," Seungkwan sighs.
"You should go play," you chime in encouragingly. "I'll be fine."Ā Ā
Seungkwan takes Wonwoo by the arm and begins to drag him toward the other room. "The faster you win, the faster you can come back to her," he says.
It's supposed to make him feel better but it doesn't. He's famously terrible at games that involve coordination. It could be hours before he makes it back to you and that's IF Jeonghan hasn't charmed his way back into your pants by then. He turns his head to look back at you just before Seungkwan pulls him through the doorway just to see you laughing at something Jeonghan's said. He has half a mind to wrestle himself out of Seungkwan's grasp and march back over there to get in between the two of you but that wouldn't fit into his already very unconvincing "playing it cool" thing he's trying to pull off.
Fortunately, they win after just two rounds. He barely hugs Mingyu in celebration before he peels off to find you. You aren't in the same corner you had been when he left so he has to check a few more places before finally stumbling across you in the kitchen. Jeonghan's nowhere in sight, thankfully. Wonwoo doesn't care where he's fucked off to as long as it's not with you.
"There you are," Wonwoo says, getting your attention immediately.
"Got thirsty," you explain, showing him your empty cup. "Want one?"
"Only if it's as good as the one I made you earlier."
You scoff. "A high bar to clear."
"I believe in you."
He approaches you from behind as you mix the drinks, running his fingers along the small strip of your back your outfit left exposed. You shiver but neither of you comment on it, quiet until you hand Wonwoo his cup and offer yours to cheers with. You watch his expression as he lifts the cup to his lips.
"So?"
He doesn't want to admit yours is better than his even though the difference is obvious. It's another dirty Shirley but the one you made is smoother, evidently poured with a much lighter hand.
"It's okay," he bluffs.
You shove him lightly, enough to make him rock back on his heels. "Shut the fuck up."
"Or what?" he challenges.
"Or I'll tie you up. Again."
Wonwoo feels his throat get tight. āThat was a one-time thing!ā
āYou keep saying that but you sure seemed to like it in the moment.ā
You had him there. He did like it. He liked it a lot, in fact- maybe too much. Even thinking about it now, the way you straddled him, the way the rope bit into his wrists when he pulled against his restraints... his cheeks get hot before he can shake the thoughts from his mind.Ā
āYouāre blushing,ā you point out. āYou did like itā
His shy smile falls as he abruptly wonders if youāve ever done the same thing to Jeonghan. He pictures Jeonghan in his place, the memories replacing his body underneath you with that of his friend. He sees Jeonghan kissing you, chasing your lips when you pull away. He sees the sweat on his brow, the determined set of his jaw.Ā
All of the questions he didnāt want to confront earlier douse him like a bucket of ice water. Was Jeonghan a better lover? Would he be a better boyfriend? Who was big-
āWonwoo, are you okay?āĀ
Your voice, the thing that usually brings Wonwoo back down to earth, isnāt what breaks the spell this time. Itās the expression on your face when he looks down at you.
āNot really,ā he admits.Ā
You lay a hand over his. āDo you want to get out of here? We can leave.ā
āIn a bit. Follow me.ā
He leads you back through the house, up the stairs to where he knows no one else will be. He briefly considers pulling you into one of the bedrooms but thinks better of it, knowing neither of his friends would appreciate what he plans to do to you happening on their beds.Ā
Thereās a bathroom across the hall from the bedrooms that he chooses instead, holding the door open to let you in first.Ā
The gentlemanly gesture is immediately canceled out as soon as the door shuts, though, as he pushes your back up against it and starts to kiss you.Ā
You reciprocate, thankfully. Your lips part almost immediately to let his tongue explore your mouth. He feels the tug of your hands clutching his jacket, pulling him in closer. He lets you, pressing his body to yours so you can feel exactly what you do to him.Ā
Heās the first to break the kiss but he only does so that he can move down to your neck. You tilt your head to give him better access, moaning under your breath when he begins to suck on a spot just below your jaw.Ā Ā
"W-where's this coming from?" you ask, breathless.
"I've wanted you all night," Wonwoo explains, brushing it off. Itās not a lie, but it isnāt the full truth either and he suspects you know that. Still, he wishes you would just let it go and lose yourself in him the way he was trying to in you.Ā
āIāve just... never seen you like this,ā you say.Ā
āLike what?āĀ
āSo desperate.ā
Wonwoo stops. He lifts his head to finally make eye contact with you, detaching himself from your person. You look like you want to protest but you donāt. You let him go, watching asĀ he takes a step back and considers what youāve said. You cross your arms over your chest, closing yourself off to him.Ā
āItās Jeonghan, isnāt it?ā He sighs, which is all the confirmation you need. "Shouldn't we talk about it?"
āWhat is there to talk about?ā
āYou tell me. It obviously bothers you.ā
The words escape him for what feels like the thousandth time. The shame that he had been pushing down all night creeps up the back of his neck like fire chasing a trail of gasoline, burning hot, the smoke filling his lungs and threatening to suffocate him.Ā
How does he articulate it? How does he tell you heās afraid that given the choice, youād pick Jeonghan over him? That heās sure Jeonghan would be able to give you what he might not be able to? Heās never had to confront feelings like these. He rarely forces himself to confront feelings of any kind. Itās why heās never had a girlfriend for longer than a few months, why he tried so hard not to get attached.Ā
When he doesnāt respond, you fill in the blanks for him. āWhat, is it that your friend had me first? Are you humiliated to be with someoneās sloppy seconds?ā
Wonwooās shocked that thatās the conclusion you would come to. āNo! No, absolutely not. Youāre not- donāt talk about yourself that way.ā
āThen what is it?ā
āItās me.ā You roll your eyes. āIām serious! Itās... fuck, Iām not good at this. It shouldnāt bother me. I know it shouldnāt. It was before we met and you didnāt know we knew each other, and even now weāre not technically- I mean, I want to be but Iāve been too much of a pussy-ā
āWonwoo.ā
āSorry.ā He takes a deep breath in an attempt to steel himself before trying again. āLet me start over. It bothers me but not for the reason you think. I canāt stop worrying that heās better than me.āĀ
āBetter than you? At what, sex?ā
āAt all of it. If he was better in bed, if heād be a better boyfriend... I know it isnāt healthy to compare myself to another guy, especially to someone whoās my friend, but I like you so much. I want you to be happy and I want whatās best for you and I want that to be me. Iām just afraid that it wonāt be.ā
Heās able to breathe a little easier when your gaze softens and your arms fall back to your sides. āWhy donāt you let me make that decision for myself?ā
āI- of course. It's totally up to you I just meant-ā He shuts up when you take a step towards him.Ā
āYou know, you were a lot cockier when we first met. I donāt think Iāve ever seen you this nervous. Hannie really shook you up, huh?ā
Youāre teasing him. Throwing in Jeonghanās nickname like that, you want to get under his skin.Ā Ā
Wonwoo narrows his eyes at you. āYouāre such a fucking brat.ā
āItās one of the things you like about me. One of the reasons you want me to be your girlfriend.ā
āCome here.āĀ
He grabs your arm before you can duck away, using his strength to overpower you and trap you in between himself and the sink.Ā
āIs that what you want?ā he asks.
āWhat?ā
āTo be my girlfriend.ā
āAre you asking?ā
There is no hesitation this time. āYes.ā
Itās not the most romantic proposition, but he figures itās fitting for the two of you. Heās already been more vulnerable with you in the last ten minutes than he has with anyone in years. Itās progress.
You smile and wrap your arms around his neck. āThen yes.ā
The desperation comes back full force when he kisses you. Itās different this time, though. All-consuming. He didnāt think he would get this far and now that he has, he feels like he has something to prove.Ā
He runs his hands up the backs of your thighs until they reach your ass. His eyebrows raise in surprise as he looks at you.
āNo panties?ā
āItās a thong,ā you laugh.Ā
āAh.ā
His fingers find the waistband and snap it against your skin, making you flinch.Ā
āI had to, ah, wear them because this skirt is so goddamn tight.ā
Wonwoo doesnāt really get what that means but he nods like he does, moving his hand from your hip to in between your legs.Ā
āSeems like someone else is pretty needy too,ā he muses as he coats his fingers in your arousal and starts to play with your clit. āHave you also been thinking about this all night?āĀ
You bite your lip. āMaybe.ā
āMaybe? I need more than that, baby.ā
You groan in annoyance. āYes, Iāve been thinking about it.ā
āFor how long?ā
āS-since I got to your apartment.ā
āAtta girl,ā he praises, rewarding you by pushing one of his fingers inside of you.Ā
āI like your friends. Theyāre all really nice, but Iāve been wanting to go home so we could fuck pretty much this whole time.āĀ
āShouldāve said something, pretty girl. We couldāve come up here a lot sooner.ā
You look shy all of the sudden. āWell, I wasnāt thinking about doing it here.ā
āIt turns you on, though, doesnāt it? Knowing we could get caught?ā he adds another finger as he presses you for an answer, causing a whimper to slip from your lips as you nod.Ā
āIs that why you brought me up here?ā you challenge shakily. āSo that he might hear us?ā
Itās like a slap in the face, but less hot. And it stings even more because youāre right.Ā
He slides his fingers out of you without warning, pointedly ignoring the pout you try to guilt him with.Ā
āOpen.ā
āWhat?ā
āOpen your mouth. Youāre going to clean my fingers off for me.ā
You do as youāre told and suck his fingers clean, moaning around them at the taste of yourself for good measure.Ā
āThere we go. Good girl. Might as well make that mouth of yours useful if youāre going to insist on being bratty.ā You roll your eyes at him and try to protest. āAht-aht, donāt talk with your mouth full.ā
He relents with a smirk when you push your teeth into his fingertips, threatening to bite him.Ā
āYouāre lucky it turns me on when youāre a dick.ā
āTrust me, I know. Now turn around.ā
Wonwoo works on unbuckling his belt while you bend over the sink and brace yourself against the counter. Heās so focused on getting inside of you that he almost forgets the most important part.
āShit, I donāt have a condom.ā
āI donāt care.ā
He meets your gaze in the reflection of the mirror. āAre you sure?āĀ
āYeah, Iāve been on the pill for forever now. I just liked the extra precaution.ā
āJihoon probably has some around somewhere if you want to-ā
āWonwoo?ā
āWhat?ā
āI want you to fuck me without one.ā
He blinks a couple of times, half-wondering if this was a dream. āAre you serious?ā
āIām serious. Do you not want to?ā
āOf course I want to,ā he assures you. āBut weāve never done that before.ā
Youāre the one smirking now. āI mean, youāre my boyfriend, arenāt you? My boyfriend can fuck me raw whenever he wants to.ā
āFuck.ā His cock twitches against his thigh. āAre you trying to make me fall in love with you?ā
āYou mean you arenāt already?ā you tease.Ā
Instead of answering, Wonwoo gets his hands back on you, pushing your skirt up to expose your ass. He pulls your thong to the side and spreads you apart, groaning at the sight of you.Ā
You make a similar noise when he spits into his palm and starts to stroke himself. Heās tempted to tease you back, to make you watch him jerk off while he knows youāre aching for it, but heās dying for it too and he doesnāt have the patience to make either of you wait any longer.Ā
Your breath hitches at the feeling of his cock pressing into you, just the tip at first. You whine and try to push yourself further onto him but he holds you in place, giving you one inch at a time until thereās no more to give and youāre connected at the hips. You both sigh in relief at the feeling, though the moment doesnāt last for long.Ā
You make eye contact with Wonwoo in the mirror, pleading silently for him to move. He does, pulling out slowly before rocking back into you, cursing under his breath at the way youāre squeezing him.Ā
āHow are you always so fucking tight?ā he grunts. āDoesnāt matter what I do to you, how many times I make you cum before I fuck you...ā he trails off, losing the ability to complete the thought as he loses himself in you.Ā
āItās because youāre so fucking big,ā you gasp.Ā
āOh, is that right?āĀ
The little voice in the back of Wonwooās mind urges him to ask if heās the biggest youāve ever had, but he resists it. It would defeat the purpose of the conversation youād literally just had-- even if he is dying to know if his dick is bigger than Jeonghanās-- so he decides to taunt you instead.Ā
āBut you like it like that, donāt you? Canāt get off unless youāre being split in half. Isnāt that right?ā
Your mouth falls open, either in shock or in pleasure. Thereās no way to tell which.Ā
āThatās not t-trueā you argue.
He clicks his tongue, calling your bluff. āItās nothing to be ashamed of, baby. Itās okay to be a size queen when your boyfriendās got a big dick.ā
The word feels foreign on his tongue but he likes the way it sounds. He likes the sound of being anything as long as he's yours.Ā
Subconsciously, his grip on you gets a little more possessive. He holds you tighter, closer. He shortens his thrusts, not pulling out as far so he can keep his body against yours. You feel so warm around him, even warmer without a condom in between you.Ā Ā
Heās never done this with anyone before, never wanted it with anyone until you. Of course, he had always heard that fucking someone raw felt a thousand times better than it did with protection but it was just never worth taking the risk to him.Ā
Risk is the last thing on Wonwooās mind now. The only thing he can think about is how good, how right it feels to have you like this.Ā
āBaby? You still with me?ā he asks, slowing down enough for you to respond.Ā
āMhm.ā
āFeels good?ā
āSo good.ā
āAre you getting close?ā
You nod, moaning a little too loud when you open your mouth to try and answer. Your eyes widen in surprise and you clap a hand over your mouth to try and stifle it but itās too late.Ā
āItās okay, Iām sure no one heard.āĀ
Secretly, Wonwoo hopes they did. He knows you donāt actually want to get caught, though, so he offers to help in the best way he knows how.Ā
āTake a deep breath, baby.ā
The way your eyes roll back when Wonwooās hand closes around your throat is almost enough to send him over the edge. He has to bite his lip and pray to whoeverās listening as you cum hard around him, weakly fucking you through it while he hangs on by a thread.
He can barely think, let alone speak. The words are choked out, shaky and barely coherent. āFuck, Iām- where do you want me to-ā
āInside,ā you plead. āCum inside me.ā
God, heās going to lose it. āAre you sure?ā
āAre you going to make me beg?ā
He wants to jab back, joke that you donāt have to beg even though you always sound so pretty when you do, but heās too busy filling you with cum to grant you any kind of response. Thereās so much, way more than he anticipated.Ā
āShit, Iām sorry.ā
āWhat, why?ā
He gives you a sheepish look. āItās going to make a mess.ā
You shake your head at him. āThatās what your tongue is for, silly.ā Of course. Wonwoo is lucky to be dating such a smart woman. āYou clean me up, I clean you up?ā
He grins. āDeal.ā
He pulls out and sinks to his knees on the tile in front of you, cock still out and still hard, dripping with the both of you. His hands travel gently up the backs of your legs until he reaches your thighs. He taps your right one, signalling you to lift it and hoist it over his shoulder. Then when you do, he looks up at you expectantly.Ā
You cock your head to the side in confusion. āWhat?ā
summary: curiosity killed the cat but satisfaction brought it back- at least, that's what they say.
warnings: swearing, blood, asshole!wonwoo, mingyu is canonically a whore, light blasphemy, smut (18+ ; mdni)
smut warnings: hard dom!wonwoo, allusions to voyeurism, degradation, oral (f receiving), blood play?!?!? (just a little bit!!!), wap!reader, massive cock!wonwoo, choking, protected sex
word count: 3.3k
reader notes: reader is significantly shorter than ww + described to have long-ish hair
Youāve never felt as small as you do right now. Wonwoo looms over you, smirking. He isnāt even that much taller than you, you just seem to shrink into yourself when youāre around him, which seems to be happening more and more often lately.Ā
āFound you,ā he whispers.Ā
āI... wasnāt hiding,ā you say, your voice coming out in a squeak.Ā
āYou know it isnāt nice to lie,ā he chides, taking a step closer to you. You take a step backward in kind, only to be met with the cool concrete wall against your back. āIt also isnāt nice to eavesdrop.ā
āI didnāt- I wasnāt trying to,ā you insist.Ā
Wonwoo tsks. āI donāt believe you. What did I just say about lying?ā
āWell, it isnāt nice to be super loud all the time either!ā you scoff. āYou have neighbors, you know.ā
The overhead light flickers. You and Wonwoo both stare at it, the inconsistent hum of electricity filling the silence before the light eventually decides to stay lit. You breathe a sigh of relief. You really needed to stop overlooking sketchy apartments for the sake of the rent, especially if you were going to have to deal with people like... him.Ā
Wonwoo cocks his head to the side. āWhat are you talking about?ā
āWhat do you mean what am I talking about? Listen, I donāt care who you fuck but if you could be just a little quieter-ā
Wonwoo cuts you off with a laugh. āThatās what this is about? Thatās why you were snooping outside my apartment? What, were you hoping to catch a glimpse of her leaving or something?ā
So you had been right... youāre not sure whether or not youāre happy about that. What you are sure of, though, is that youāre offended that youāre being accused of snooping. You open your mouth to defend yourself but stop short.Ā
āYouāre bleeding,ā is what you say instead.Ā
Wonwoo touches his lip, thumb brushing across the cut he must not have noticed until you mentioned it. He looks down at his fingers briefly then back up at you.Ā
āCome with me.ā
āWha- huh?ā
āYou want to know whatās so loud, right? So come on.ā
You follow him blindly back down the hall to his apartment, the one right next to yours. Youāre doing everything a final girl in a horror movie shouldnāt do, but youāre dying to know whatās been keeping you up at night.Ā
Wonwoo unlocks the door and stands aside to let you in first. With a gulp, you cross the threshold and slip off your shoes.Ā He does the same.Ā
The apartment is quiet, for once. It looks a lot like yours but mirrored. The kitchen is off to the right instead of the left. The half bathroom is on the wall opposite to yours, likely connected via plumbing.
The place is a lot cleaner than you expected too. Itās sparse, typical for a single guy, but still relatively well decorated.Ā
Wonwoo heads straight to the kitchen and turns on the sink. He wets a paper towel and dabs at his bottom lip, wincing as he cleans the wound.
āWhy am I here?ā you ask when he doesnāt offer an explanation.Ā
He doesnāt answer right away. Granted, the man was still bleeding but heād dragged you here for a reason and now you were just standing in his kitchen.Ā
Eventually, he disposes of the paper towel, washes his hands, and walks across the living room without saying a word. You know he expects you to follow him but you almost donāt want to. You do follow him, you want to leave as fast as possible, but you consider it.Ā
He opens the door to what you know is a bedroom and points inside. You stare at him blankly.Ā
āWhat am I looking at?āĀ
āThis isnāt my room,ā he says.Ā
āWhat?ā
āItās my roommateās.ā
āYou have a roommate?ā
āI do. I have a roommate. Heās the one you share a wall with. Heās the one banging a different girl every night. Your issues are with him, not me.ā
Now that you were thinking about it, you have seen a slightly taller, beefier man around the building. That must be who Wonwooās roommate is. He definitely had the face to pull all the girls Wonwoo was referring to. Not that Wonwoo didnāt-
āSo take it up with him.ā
You shake your head and purse your lips. āNo, that doesnāt explain everything. Iāve heard your voice too. Unless youāre the one heās banging...ā you trail off, letting the implication hang in the air.Ā
āHeās not my type,ā Wonwoo says flatly.Ā
āOkay, then what is it?ā
āCāmere,ā he says, moving along the wall to what you use as a breakfast nook in your apartment.Ā
In his, the space is empty save for a punching bag hanging from the ceiling.Ā
āYou box?ā
āItās a hobby.ā
āIs that why you were bleeding?ā
āYeah, I just got back from the gym.ā
āAnd thatās what Iāve been hearing?ā
āThatās what youāve been hearing.ā
You nod but donāt say anything else, half waiting for an apology that he doesnāt offer. He just leans against the wall with his arms crossed.
āWell, do you think you could practice your hobby before midnight? Or at least try to keep it down when you do?ā you huff in annoyance.
He sighs like what youāre asking is the biggest inconvenience heās ever been posed with but concedes.
Ā āI guess.ā
āThank you.ā
āYouāll have to talk to Mingyu about his... hobby, though. Or get noise canceling headphones. Thatās what I did.ā
āOh, okay.ā
Silence stretches between you again, heightening the tension in the room. You donāt know what to do. Were you supposed to show yourself out now that you had your answers? Wonwoo isnāt giving you any indication that he wants you to leave but he isn't giving any indication that he wants you to stay either.Ā
You donāt have the time or energy to deal with this. You canāt read the manās mind. No matter how hard he stares at you from across a room. With a definitive breath, you turn on your heel to head for the door just to be stopped by Wonwooās voice echoing behind you.Ā
āAre you disappointed?āĀ
You stop but donāt turn around. āWhat?ā
āAre you disappointed that it isnāt me youāve been hearing?ā he clarifies.Ā
Heat rises to your cheeks. āWh-what do you mean? Why would I be?ā
You feel him approach from behind, his shadow closing in on you before he does.Ā
āBecause it isnāt my voice youāve been touching yourself to.ā
āWhat?!ā You do turn around this time, whipping around so fast your ponytail almost whacks Wonwoo in the face.Ā
āYou donāt think I havenāt noticed the way you look at me when I pass you in the hallway?ā
You scoff, breathing a subtle sigh of relief. All he had to go off of was a look but if he had heard you through the wall, if he had that irrefutable evidence, it would definitely be over for you. āIf thatās what you think lust looks like, I feel bad for all the girls you have slept with.ā
āResentment and lust have a very long history together,ā he whispers.Ā
āYou think pretty highly of yourself, donāt you?ā
āBut Iām right, arenāt I?ā
You feign ignorance. āAbout what?ā
āAbout you.ā He measures you up with his gaze, something triumphant flashing behind his eyes. āTell me Iām wrong,ā he presses. āTell me youāve never gotten off to the thought of me and Iāll drop it.ā
You weigh your options. You could lie. You could save yourself the embarrassment and lie right to his face, although given your track record thus far heād see right through it. Or, you could tell him the truth. You could admit to wishing you were the one in what you thought had been his bed all this time.Ā
You settle on silence and let him draw his own conclusion. A smirk tugs at one side of Wonwooās mouth. So he did think highly of himself.Ā
āI fucking knew it,ā he murmurs.Ā
Before you can deny it, he straightens back up and starts walking toward the back of the apartment.Ā
āIām going to take a shower,ā he announces.Ā
You donāt move from where youāre standing, unsure of what he wants you to do. Was he hinting at you to leave? Was it an invitation?Ā
Wonwoo looks back over his shoulder at you. āAre you coming?āĀ
āHopefully,ā you mutter.
āHm?ā
āYeah, Iām coming.ā
-
The water is already running by the time you slip into the bathroom after Wonwoo. You watch quietly as he undresses, letting the door click shut gently behind you. It occurs to you that you should be taking your clothes off too but you canāt look away.Ā
Wonwooās kind enough to snap you out of it. āI didnāt ask you in here just to watch me.ā
āYou didnāt ask me in here at all,ā you point out, āyou just expected me to follow you.ā
āAnd you did.ā
Damn, he had you there.Ā
With a noise of indignation, you pop the button on your jeans and start to wiggle out of them, unable to bring yourself to look at him again now that youāre also exposed. You can feel his eyes on you, though. It has the same effect his presence always has on you, and you attempt to cover yourself with your hands.
āShy?ā he muses. āCute.ā
āShut up,ā you sputter.
You donāt think youāve felt this self conscious since college and then he laughs at your response which does nothing to help.
āI canāt call you cute?ā
āNot if youāre patronizing me.ā
āHow do you want me to say it, then?ā he asks, sinking down to his knees on the floor in front of you. You stare at him in disbelief. āYou want me to say it like this? Want me to tell you how cute, how pretty, I think you are, from down here? How pretty I think this pussy is?ā Wonwoo leans forward as he talks, further and further until his hair is tickling your tummy and his lips are moving against your skin. āSpread your legs for me, baby,ā he murmurs.Ā
You do, taking hold of the countertop so that you wonāt fall as Wonwoo slots himself between your thighs. You take a deep breath to brace yourself for the feeling of his mouth but absolutely nothing could have prepared you for the way he presses a gentle kiss to your pussy before diving in. The softness of the action compared to everything that led up to this moment, compared to the way he was now drowning himself in you, is enough to make your knees threaten to give. Your grip on the counter tightens and you bite down hard on your bottom lip to keep from moaning out loud. You donāt want to give him the satisfaction, though youāre sure he already knows heās got you right where he wants you.Ā Ā
Wonwoo hitches one of your knees over his shoulder so that he can get even deeper inside of you with his tongue. He drinks you in, breathes you in, douses himself in you like heās trying to baptize himself in order to atone for his sins.Ā Ā
If this was his apology for all the noise, heās forgiven ten times over.Ā
You can feel callouses on the palms of his hands as he traces them up your legs and over your ass, pulling you even further into him. The force of his grip causes you to stumble but he catches you before you can fall and helps you to regain your balance.Ā
āIāve got you,ā he assures you, backing you up into the sink. āHere, hop up on the counter.ā
āWhat about the shower?ā you ask, suddenly remembering that the water had been running this whole time.Ā
āOh shit-ā
Wonwoo turns around and reaches to turn it off, drying both his hand and his face with a towel that had been hanging on the wall.Ā
āNow, hop up on the counter.āĀ
āAre you sure?ā you ask, glancing at all of the skin and hair care products scattered across it.Ā
Wonwoo pushes them out of the way then nods.Ā
āIām sure. Mingyu wonāt care, trust me. Heād be a hypocrite to.āĀ
You sigh but hoist yourself onto the counter anyway, too horny to worry about it any longer. Wonwoo steps in between your legs and lets you wrap them around his waist. He leans down, you think heās going to kiss you, but he goes for your neck and kisses you there instead.Ā
āWhy are you pouting?ā he asks, voice muffled and vibrating against your throat.Ā
āWant you to fuck me,ā you lie.Ā
Itās not a complete lie, you do want him to fuck you, but it certainly isnāt the full truth either. Youāre afraid that if youāre honest with Wonwoo about wanting him to kiss you itāll turn him off. Heās not about to make love to you, that much is clear, so was kissing off the table? Was that too intimate for a hookup like this? Would he think you wanted something more if you asked?
āI was getting to that,ā he insists lowly. āSo impatient.ā
āYouāre the one who ate me out as soon as you got me alone. You havenāt even kissed me yet.āĀ
There. Maybe if you challenged him heād give you what you wanted.Ā
āOh, you want me to kiss you, huh?ā
He wraps a hand around your neck and pulls you in, finally pressing his lips to yours. Men were so easy.Ā
He tastes like you imbued with unfamiliarity. Blood, you realize when you pull back and see the cut on his lip had reopened. It isnāt much, just enough to make him look vaguely vampiric. You swipe your thumb across his bottom lip and push it into his mouth for him to suck on.Ā
He does, but he has the audacity to pretend not to like it.Ā Ā
āYouāre sick,ā Wonwoo scoffs.Ā
āAnd youāre still hard.ā
āTwo things can be true at the same time.ā
He kisses you again before you can get another word in, dropping his free hand between your legs to ensure you're truly unable to talk back.Ā
He uses his fingers to tease you for a moment or two and then he teases you with the head of his cock, pressing it right up against you and making you whimper into his mouth.Ā
āTell me, what have you been thinking about all these months,ā he murmurs, āwhen youāre in your bed all alone listening through the wall?ā
āI- itās embarrassing...ā you protest.Ā
Wonwoo draws back, tonguing his cheek as he gazes down at you. āTell me or weāre done here.āĀ
Youāre not sure whether or not heāll make good on his threat but you donāt want to call his bluff and risk blowing your chance to actually live out the fantasies you were too embarrassed to share.Ā
āI thought about... this,ā you say hesitantly.Ā
āThis? You thought about me fucking you here?ā
āNo...ā
āYouāre going to have to be more specific then, angel.ā
āIt was, um, in your bed.ā
āYou mean Mingyuās bed.ā
āI didnāt know that at the time,ā you whine.
He smiles. āI know. You know, if you had just paid a little closer attention you would have realized he sounds nothing like me.ā
āI was a little distracted at the time,ā you whisper.
āYeah? Distracted pretending it was you in those girlsā positions?ā
You nod reluctantly.Ā
āPoor baby,ā he pouts, āmustāve been so jealous but so wet you just had to touch yourself, huh?ā
You hate that heās right. You hate that the condescension turns you on even more.Ā
While heās talking, Wonwoo snakes an arm behind you and grabs a condom from a jar on the counter. Did he and Mingyu just keep them out for guests like they were cotton swabs or something? Did they get laid that often?Ā
He tears the foil packet open with his teeth and rolls the condom on as you watch and unconsciously spread your legs even wider for him.Ā
āReady?ā he asks, holding your face with both hands.Ā
Itās probably the first earnest interaction youāve had with him. His eyes search yours for any sign of hesitation and even when he finds none, he waits for you to answer.
āGo ahead.ā
You keep your eyes trained on his face as he guides himself inside of you, watching the way his eyelashes flutter and his breath hitches when he feels the heat of you around him. He pushes himself in slowly but the stretch still knocks the wind out of you, leaving you gasping for air.Ā Ā Ā
āBreathe, baby, breathe. Youāre okay.ā
You can hardly hear him over the roaring in your ears but you do your best to listen, chest heaving as you desperately try to anchor yourself to him.Ā
Wonwoo doesnāt move until you urge him to by wrapping your legs around his waist and squeezing his hips with your thighs. It isnāt easy at first, despite how wet you are for him. Heās that huge.Ā
You almost wish he wasnāt just because you donāt think itās fair for any manās ego to be warranted, especially one as big as his. Though you suppose itās fitting.Ā
Ā After a few rough strokes, he starts to play with your clit again to get you to relax a little. It works, your eyes roll and your head falls back against the mirror as the tension eases from your muscles.Ā
āDoes it feel as good as you thought it would?ā he presses.Ā
āB-better,ā you admit.
āThatās because it wasnāt me you were hearing.ā
You groan, annoyed that he still hasnāt let it go. You doubt he ever will.Ā
āItās okay. Iāve thought about this too,ā he confesses.
āYou have?ā
āHave you seen yourself?ā he scoffs, āDonāt sound so surprised. Iād s-see you in the hallways, see the way youād glare at me- fuck... who knew all this time you were right next door fantasizing about me while I fantasized about you. We couldāve been doing this so much sooner.ā
You want to tell him that you have all the time in the world to make up for it now but you canāt find the words. Theyāve dissolved on your tongue and left you with only his name to repeat over and over like youāre in a trance.
āLouder,ā he pleads as fucks you even faster.
āBut our neighbors-ā
āFuck them,ā he spits. āThey already hate us because of Mingyu, let them know my name too.ā
Apparently you arenāt the only jealous one between the two of you. You want to laugh but you physically canāt, too caught up in the incandescent feeling in your stomach that threatens to engulf you entirely.Ā
āFuck, are you about to cum?ā Wonwoo gasps, lips parting in concentration.Ā
You nod. āJust a little more,ā you beg, āyeah, exactly like that... oh fuck-āĀ Ā
āIāve got you,ā he assures you. āLet go, Iām right there with you.ā
Itās surprisingly sweet of him and you think he might realize it too because he grabs your jaw and pulls you in to kiss you as you fall apart together so that he canāt say anything else.Ā
Once you come down, heās the first to start putting you both back together.Ā
āWanna actually take a shower now?ā he asks, holding out a hand to help you down from the counter.Ā
Your knees wobble on your landing but Wonwooās quick to wrap an arm around your shoulders wounded-soldier style and sit you on the closed lid of the toilet.Ā Ā
āTake your time,ā he tells you, kneeling on the tile in front of you.Ā
āThank you.ā
āDo you want to stay the night? I mean you can hardly walk. Thereās no way youāll make it all the way home.ā
You raise an eyebrow at him. āAll the way next door?āĀ
āExactly! Itās better not to risk it, right?ā
You chuckle. āI guess.ā
Wonwoo grins. āDonāt worry, Iāll take you home myself in the morning. Iām a gentleman, after all. And then we can piss off your neighbors.ā
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ābaby, wait-ā seungcheol cuts himself off with an undignified sound youāve never heard him make before, writhing underneath you as you continue to suck him through his sweats.
you don't let up. you've been edging him for way longer than he'd normally let you (fully clothed, at that) and you can tell he's finally reaching his breaking point.
usually, your boyfriend would exert his strength to overpower you. use those big muscles of his to manhandle you into place or strong-arm you into behaving⦠but today you have him cuffed to your bed frame, completely at your mercy.
the restraints donāt stop him from trying to take control, though. he yanks at them and attempts to wriggle free, as though his thick hands would ever slip through the tight metal cuffs. he even tried to flip you over with his thighs but there was still no way heād be able to get on top of you with the way you have his arms positioned above his head. game over.
"i thought you were going to ride me," he pants miserably.
"i am,ā you promise, āonce you get hard for me again.ā
he curses your name, then quickly resorts to begging when it becomes clear that youāre dead serious about the threats you made earlier.
āplease, angel. i donāt want to cum my pantsā please! itāll feel so much better inside you. or, or in your mouth! i just, fuck!ā
he whines, fists clenching and unclenching as he fights off the inevitable.
the taste of precum through fabric isnāt amazing by any means but it is worth it as a means to an end.
seungcheol looks so gone like this: cheeks flushed, hair damp and sticking to his forehead, the wet spot on the front of his joggers from both your mouth and his weeping cock⦠the hard, twitching outline of which only drawing oneās eyes to it even more⦠you might cum your pants from the sight alone.
you suck harder, ignoring the cottony feeling on your tongue and the ache of your jaw because you know heās so. close.
āoh god, iām right there. baby, please donātā i canāt stop it! iām gonna, fuck!ā
his entire body tenses and releases as he cums. only some of his spend actually ends up in your mouth. the rest seeps into the fabric around his crotch, wasted.
when he comes down from it, you expect hell. you think he must be itching to turn the tables and get revenge. instead, he pouts, turning his big brown doe eyes on you with such compelling force that it makes you want to ruin him all over again.
ābabyyy. look at what you made me do!ā
you canāt stop the sickly sweet grin that spreads across your face as you stroke his still-trembling thigh. āi know. made such a pretty mess for me, didnāt you? want me to make you do it again?ā