HEART WRITTEN

Blog where I keep my writings of whatever life throws at me.

[small--town-r]

Voided of your absence to answer.

I imply constant seeking;

certainly I do not find.

Answer a single speculation;

if your desire is in alignment.

Is the feeling mutual?

I can feel you in my soul, I can't help it. My heart and soul chose you and all I can do about it is agree with and let you dwell within me like you've always lived here.

I tell you how I feel everyday, I need the same from you.

I don't want to love and write to you if it isn't mutual.

I can't explain exactly how I feel, all I know is you are chemistry. We have a connection I care about you deeply and I love you.

Maybe you've not had enough time to feel something for me to the point that you can't tell me.

Please do tell what feelings you may have or how you feel. I don't even know if you're considering an us in the future or what you need an desire for this to be.

R.A.

[small--town-r]

I wanted to check on you today

then remembered that you can't respond

For reasons I'm not too sure of

Crossed my mind that maybe you don't answer because you don't want to.

Either way I ponder on that sometimes.

Had you heavily on my heart this weekend.

Something seems off about your home life to me

Makes me worry because I don't know exactly what it is.

However I feel in my soul that you're being mistreated.

It makes me wish there was something I could do.

I know there isn't, I just know.

You fight this battle alone, I feel like you have for years.

I can feel it in my soul, so I just know you're hurting.

My heart goes out to you.

You do have options.

If you need a way out.

I can feel it

I just know

Breaks my heart because I know you'd hurting mistreated and there's nothing I can do to help.

I care about you

I love you

I pray for you.

R.A.

[small--town-r]

Still the same , that day and everyday since. Not knowing how you are coping is the worst. If I asked how have you been your answer would be every abused womans answer "I'm fine". I think you everyday. I love you and care

You know who you are

so you still feel like home

just as pretty as ever, I say beautiful

You have the heart of an Angel

The soul of an old photo that's kept and cherished

💞

[small--town-r]

Me to You

I want to check on you everyday

[small--town-r]

Her just by being near her. She's a breath of fresh air. A walking talking inspiration. Your heart will skip a beat when she walks toward you. Very pretty I say beautiful. The kind of woman that it'd be a privilege to understand her mind thoughts overall everything. That kind that makes you want to ask her permission for a slight embracing hug to know what she feels like. I swear it's true.

R.A.

[perfectquote]

“I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.”

— Unknown

[small--town-r]

Beats of my heart thump your name through my chest;

placing the familiar lump in my throat that contains words I cannot find to say aloud.

Flutters stream from within my stomach into the place in my mind that holds your presence of comfort and safety.

Without comprehension of how I'm supposed to let you go.

I question how you found it so easy to let me go within a second from loving me to having nothing to do with me.

No matter how much time I spend trying to tell myself we had nothing between us I'm not convinced.

Feelings for you are stamped into my very core with carvings of your name in the corners of my heart.

So please do tell me how I went from the welcome into your heart and fled with a goodbye in an instant.

The connection upon your acquaintances greetings stuck in electric chemistry that I can't explain.

I developed a love for you that felt like you did as well.

How do I un-love you when

I care for you so dearly.

I'd do anything for you I swear it's true.

You are just as pretty as ever and like I've always thought and said;

I say beautiful

R.A.

June5,2026

[jayneedsadarling]

When I say "you're perfect" I don't mean you are without fault, I don't mean your skin is flawless and your voice is like that of an angel's. I don't mean your body looks like a model's or your mannerisms is like that of a queen's.

When I say "you're perfect" I mean my hands want to touch your skin forever, with the gnarly scars and the stretch marks and the cellulite and the freckles and the acne and the little dimples that my fingers fit into just right. I mean I want to watch the tears fall down your face in messy waterfalls, I want to feel your hair tangle around my fingers, I want to hear your voice go hoarse, fluctuate between deep and soft, high and low. I want to sink my hands in the folds of your body, the parts were fat gathers and creates softness, I want to lay my head on your tummy, on your thighs. I want to drown and ravage everything that is you, that's what I mean when I say you're perfect.

[small--town-r]

Me to You

[moonlitmesss]

Somewhere else

In another universe I’m easier to love

And caring about me isn’t the hardest thing anyone’s had to do

the weight of my name doesn’t burden the ones who bear it

And kindness doesn’t burn the lips of the people foolish enough to spill it

In another universe my hands don’t crush the ones that intertwine them

And backs don’t break when I hold the ones I love

Sympathies don’t shatter with a single touch

And ears don’t fall deaf when I speak

In another universe

I am less destructive

And maybe

That’s finally enough.

From the book, Foundations.

https://a.co/d/0dnMh432

[small--town-r]

In this universe loving you would be a privilege;

To anyone who upon meeting you instantly is drawn to caring.

The name you were born even destined with eases out of ones mouth like it always lived there.

Connors of lips cannot turn upwards unless natural kindness softly flows from the lips of a high only felt by you.

In this universe your hands are a refuge for the broken hearted to intertwine.

When you hold the ones you love it's an instant nurturing healing like no one has ever felt in this lifetime.

Sympathy surrounds your entire being for the outcasts.

When you speak I swear it's like heaven that my mind can bask in.

In this is very universe you clear paths of destruction like it's your calling.

That's enough for me to want to know and love you without conditions.

With forgiveness, loyalty, and truth.

I swear it's true.

@moonlitmesss

R.A.

[small--town-r]

Foggy is my existence.

Abounding within hope of nothingness.

Voided by blind circumstances is all I am.

Dagger's pierce my lungs slicing my very core.

Constraints bound my future that currently take shape.

A familiar field dismayed my feet trod.

Dodging minefields placed by humanity;

seeking to break leftover fragments of my sanity.

Fear has became oxygen.

Uncertainty holds daily functions that surround my mind.

Has crazy took hold

or taking hold.

I walk an undeserving path to such.

I drink from a cup of fleeting sanity.

R.A.

June5,2026

[small--town-r]

My fingertips never had the privilege to softly trace the outlines of your entirety.

I can feel you in them in spite of the never had the chance.

My lips didn't get the feel of gently meeting yours.

I can feel them in spite of never getting a chance to.

My hands wanted to soothingly explore every inch of your body.

I feel your warmth in them in spite of the desire unfilled.

I feel your tender heart in sync with mine.

In spite of the time we've lived in the past without every beat.

I never want a day to come that I can't feel you bound in my soul.

In spite of the forbidden contact keeping us from my need to physically touch you.

I can feel this desire being mutual in spite of the distance or spats.

I need you

I love you

R.A.

June4,2026

[wordsbyjenpoetry]

You will always be safe in my heart.

[minimalistquotes]

[small--town-r]

I wanted to check on you today

then remembered that you can't respond

For reasons I'm not too sure of

Crossed my mind that maybe you don't answer because you don't want to.

Either way I ponder on that sometimes.

Had you heavily on my heart this weekend.

Something seems off about your home life to me

Makes me worry because I don't know exactly what it is.

However I feel in my soul that you're being mistreated.

It makes me wish there was something I could do.

I know there isn't, I just know.

You fight this battle alone, I feel like you have for years.

I can feel it in my soul, so I just know you're hurting.

My heart goes out to you.

You do have options.

If you need a way out.

I can feel it

I just know

Breaks my heart because I know you'd hurting mistreated and there's nothing I can do to help.

I care about you

I love you

I pray for you.

R.A.

[small--town-r]

Still the same , that day and everyday since. Not knowing how you are coping is the worst. If I asked how have you been your answer would be every abused womans answer "I'm fine". I think you everyday. I love you and care

You know who you are

so you still feel like home

just as pretty as ever, I say beautiful

You have the heart of an Angel

The soul of an old photo that's kept and cherished

💞

[small--town-r]

With the Earth's approval the roots are buried within.

Providing support of all things. Soon to grow reminders, no matter the condition twists or turns we all truly belong.

The pillar thick strong, covered in bark. Time stamped within the shape of rings.

Tall, holding various imperfect branches.

Which all have places held by one trunk.

Broke, slanted, weak, strong, short, long.

Some grow extending from the others.

Like encouragement for small branches.

To see they too can be something more than hidden behind the beauty everyone notices praising at first site.

More leaves, less leaves whichever still no doubt all belong on this enormous tree.

R.A.

First crack at writing in imagery, I liked it.

[poetrybyonur]

Some people hold your heart without ever calling it romance.

[wordsbyjenpoetry]

There are no words that could explain this ache.

[small--town-r]

I keep this feeling

of the absence

of you.

Which is quite

odd being we

were never together;

there is no us.

Life has a

way of mystery

of your very own.

Certainly not

the only mystery

about you.

Like how you

showed up

in my life

making a unexpected

soul connection.

I don't know

how else one

would explain

this chemistry

but I swear

it's a unique one.

I feel like

you're missing

from me.

R.A.

June2,2026

[believee]