☆ GIVE ME DISABLED WHITEPIN OR GIVE ME DEATH ☆

"im upset ALL, THE, TIMEEEEEE !!!" HII GANGGGGGGGGGG!!! this is me fhe @smal5504 pin blog!!! being all about pin from the hit web series battle for dream island by jacknjellify on youtube dot com i think

[smalpin]

HI PIN NATION!!!

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ITS SMALPIN ‼️

i created this special pin blog to separate my work with pin from my miscellaneous fandom works. (as i dont reckon numberblocks is very pin-related, is it? /silly)

note these two accounts go hand in hand with me, @smal5504, and it would be everything if you followed both blogs of mine!!!

here on this blog you will observe:

☆ anything pin that i draw, doodle, yap, write, speculate, animate, everything!!! most are tagged #pinposting!!!

☆ work from my bfdia pin imaginings series, an animated series of amv's dedicated to explain the deeper meanings and roots of pin's story in bfdia, and just how deep it delves below the physical harm she foregoes.

☆ a sort of diary-ish thing where i talk about me being a pin fictkin and what it means to me..,. basically smalpin lore. if youre just here for pin though youre free 2 skip past this if you want, the important part is pin not me specifically lol (/lh) (and by the way these ones are tagged "#daily days of a pingirlie!!! how it feels to be pin ebveryday!!!")

☆ reblogs of pin-related works that mean a whole bunch to me :> or just pretty gijinks, as i lo♡be pretty women yes mhmm lets go

☆ reblogs from my main @smal5504 onto here, as i will also reblog from here to my main. as i said before, please support both blogs of mine!!!

☆ the most unhinged rabid insane geekouts you will ever witness in the osc (WILL include but not limit to screaming, throwing up, violent murder,)

and now that youre here, enjoy the show!!!

this account will begin with mass reblogging from my main, but stay tuned for the main event it will be refurbished soon 🫶 woo!!!

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chess game of doom and destruction

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chess game of doom and destruction

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chess game of doom and destruction

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chess game of doom and destruction

[smalpin]

Idfb pin who both lacks fine motor skills and is so distressed by seeing herself in the mirror that she cant take care of herself/her hair specifically. And has to ask other people to brush it out and redye it red when she needs this. Pin who hates how her new limbs look so much she hides them completely for years.. hi guys is this thing on...

YEESSSSSSS YEESSSSSSS EYAHEYAHEAAHAYRYEEYEEESSSSSSSSSSS

THE REASON WHY I TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER THIS WAS BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE A DRAWING BUT I DO NOT HAVE TIME. MY APOLOGIES

BUT ☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️ BUTBUTBUT

this is a doodle from last year. my lovely tpot pin hides her surgery scars under her sweater at all times. and her bfb self also does this. im soooooo fond of the last idea youdontgetittt 🥺🥺🥺

AND !!! it has been a VERY long headcanon of mine that pin has spectrophobia after the events of bfdia so YOURE JUST READING MY MIND RIGHT NOW. i even drew leafy.......doing her hair for her because she coulrnt do it by herself............. in that same artwork........... literally take a look at it. im so ecstatic. thank you for this ☺️

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💬 0  🔁 16  ❤️ 46 · day one · pinposting daily until pin's inevitable euthanasia in bfdia 22: leafy washing pin up before cake at stake :>

[smalpin]

so i didnt have time to make a super elaborate drawing but. happy 2nd birthday to stage 2 from the BFDIA: PIN TRAUMA IMAGININGS series !!! stage 4 is also here.

[money-bfdie]

i think nobody knows who pin rly is including pin

[money-bfdie]

i dont mean this in a writing criticism sense i mean it in a "pins trauma has caused her to wildly change her behavior twice n neither times she had good awareness of it"

[money-bfdie]

tpot 2 coinpin fight after finishing bfdia-b in bits each time is so crazy like its gone from "yeah ig having no limbs was prob prettyyy miserable but it cant be as big of a deal as theyre both making that season seem" to "woah not cool coiny pin was actually fr extremely out of character from horrors in that how did you not notice.dipshit wtf" to "i mean still what i said b4 but werent you also traumatized there.say srry to her but r you ok also.can you 2 just talk abt this."

[smalpin]

IM

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OH MY PI FNSA CTO

STOOPPPPPP STOP NONONONONONONO LMFAO

[smalpin]

when Pin said she had grown as a person and would become even crueler I felt myself do that one Lorax meme I was ascending

crumbs? yes. still making me dance for joy? abso-pushpin-lutely.

^ your art l

hellow rossie mii and lara mii from living hell island take my hand and lets follow freeze together into the buttcrack of the sky YEEESSSSSSSS YOU GET ITTTTTT

to the best of my memory here's an actual list of all the crumbs i licked off the floor at that theatre actually

• pin pushing away coiny five seconds into the episode

• pin saying shes angry ALL THE TIME !!! and wants a mean (BUT SEPARATE) version of herself to attack anyone who hurts her

• pin saying shes grown as a person and will be even crueler YEEESSSSSSSS STICK IT THAT THIS ISNT ABOUT THE COMPETITION GIRL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• pin flipping off tennis ball, golf ball, and coiny, demonstrating her being mean to everyone no matter what (sticking it to everyone who claims she's only mad at freesmart. (???))

• we got like five fucking seconds of her being disabled but.i guess. its better than zero.

literally everything else upon her writing was so careless and dumb. nobody said she cared about dream island this much as to want to be so adamant on the :death penalty." why is she so able to hold the hammer. why are we expected to imply that she's "putting bfdia behind her" what the hell man. nobody understands me. nobody understands me (pin's tpot 2 scene starts slowly ominously materializing behind me in the shadows)nobody understands me

[phleb0tomist]

he would not fucking say that, but with disability.. he would not fucking be able bodied. sick n tired of characters walking away from multiple life changing injuries without a scratch. let’s get some natural consequences in here.

give that knife/sword fight survivor nerve damage. give the character who was shot in the gut a stoma. give that fire survivor lung damage and an oxygen cannula. give that leg injury survivor a cane. give that starvation survivor gastroparesis. give that spinal injury survivor a manual chair or powerchair.

while we’re at it, give your characters congenital disabilities too, just because. give them intellectual and development disabilities. give them acquired and postviral illnesses. dare to make somebody bedbound. for me.

[metalsonicmustdie]

[omn1sc1entsunset]

Pin over exaggerating her desire to kill Leafy could possibly be a way for Pin to try to “fit in” with the others. “We all hate Leafy for what she did right, well I HATE her too. See haha I agree with you guys. Pin is trying to conform her feelings to everyone else by exaggerating her feelings to what she thinks the others expect/how they act so that they don’t “turn” against her and treat her even more poorly for being “different”

[flowergolfdaily]

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I’m mad about the new Bfdia ep for alot of reasons but also because I wanted my surgery to last more then quite LITERALLY two seconds. So flowergolfpin magma doodle I hate

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[circusheart]

I do think the post that's like "when they torture you to insanity and then torture you for being insane 😂🤣" is one of the most succinct and foundational analyses of interpersonal violence and conflict that had ever been written

[s0methingmoonlit]

Natural Ginger vs Selective Redhead

Original reference plus more skectches