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Would someone be interested in proof reading the new yunho fic? I just can't find the time to do it 😪
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Your car breaks down on day one of your dream road trip through Europe. Mingi, a stranger traveling the same way, offers you a ride. One impulsive decision turns into two weeks of tiny coastal towns, mountain roads, anime nights, stolen sunsets, and slowly falling in love with someone you were never supposed to meet. Sometimes the best adventures begin with the worst detours.
Pairing: Song Mingi × Reader (Y/N)
Genre: Romance, Road Trip, Slice of Life, Fluff, Angst, Slow Burn, Idol Au
Tropes: Strangers to Lovers, Road Trip Romance, Celebrity × Non-Celebrity, Healing Together, Mutual Pining, Smut
Featuring: ATEEZ (Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Wooyoung & Jongho), Y/N’s parents
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Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
This is Part 3
When they finally broke apart, the sky had deepened to violet and the first stars were pricking through above the darkening sea. The tide had crept closer while they stood there, waves now lapping at their feet. Neither of them had noticed.
Y/N’s hand was still fisted in his shirt, the fabric twisted tight against his chest. Her breath came slow and steady, matching his.
She didn’t let go.
„We should probably…“ she started.
„Stay.“
The word came out before he could stop it. Mingi didn’t correct himself. „Stay with me tonight. I mean…“ He ran his free hand through his hair, a nervous gesture she’d come to recognize. „I don’t want to waste a single second of what’s left.“
The way she looked at him then. It was the same look she’d given him at the restaurant when the old woman called them a beautiful couple. That wide, wondering expression, like she was seeing something she’d always suspected but never dared to name.
„Okay,“ she said simply.
Smut start
The guesthouse was a small whitewashed building perched on the hillside, their room on the top floor with a window that opened directly onto the ocean. A double bed. A single nightstand. A lamp that cast warm amber light across the sheets when Mingi switched it on.
The door clicked shut behind them.
For a moment they just stood there, the reality of the room settling around them. The bed took up most of the space. There was nowhere else to look but at each other.
Mingi reached for her hand. His fingers threaded through hers, slow, giving her every chance to pull away.
She didn’t.
She stepped closer. Close enough that the tips of her sandals touched his. Close enough that he could smell the salt on her skin, the faint floral scent of whatever soap the restaurant had in their bathroom.
She reached up, her fingers brushing along his jaw. The touch was so light it almost wasn’t there. A question, waiting for an answer.
Mingi turned his head, pressing a kiss to the inside of her wrist. She made a small sound, barely audible, and his eyes found hers in the low light.
„Tell me if you want me to stop,“ he said. „At any point. Tell me and I will. No questions.“
„I know.“
„And I’m not…“ He hesitated. „I don’t want this to just be…“
She silenced him with a kiss. Soft, certain. When she pulled back, her eyes were bright.
„I know,“ she repeated. „I know.“
Mingi kissed her like he was memorizing the shape of her mouth. Slow, deliberate, learning the curve of her lower lip, the way she parted for him on instinct. His hands found her waist, fingers spreading across the thin cotton of her dress, and he pulled her closer by increments.
Her fingers worked the buttons of his shirt without breaking the kiss . Quick, practiced, pushing the fabric off his shoulders. He shrugged out of it, his hands sliding up her bare arms, and she shivered under his touch.
He stepped back, pulling her with him until the backs of his knees hit the bed. He sat, and she stood between his legs, looking down at him with that same unguarded expression from the beach.
Her hands found the buttons on the front of her dress. She held his gaze as she worked each one free. Slow, deliberate, a small smile curving at the corner of her mouth. The cotton loosened around her collarbone. She shrugged one shoulder, letting the fabric slide.
The dress slipped down her arms and fell to the floor around her ankles. She stood before him in nothing but lace, the lamplight painting her skin amber and gold. She didn’t cross her arms. Didn’t look away. She simply stood there, letting him look.
Mingi’s breath left him in a slow, uneven exhale. His hands lifted to her hips, thumbs tracing the curve of her waist, the jut of her hipbones. He leaned forward, pressing his mouth to her stomach, and she sighed, her fingers threading into his hair.
He laid her back against the pillows, and she pulled him down with her, legs parting to make room for him between her thighs. She reached for the waistband of her underwear herself, lifting her hips to slide them off. He took them from her, dropped them on the floor without looking.
His mouth traced a path down her body. Her throat, the soft space between her breasts, the curve of her stomach. By the time he reached her thighs she was already arching, breath coming faster. He pressed her legs open wider, and she let him, fingers tightening in his hair.
When his tongue found her, she gasped. A raw, broken sound that drove him deeper. He spread her open with his thumbs, tasting her slowly, learning the rhythm that made her hips press up against his mouth. She was slick and warm against his tongue, her thighs trembling around his head.
He brought her to the edge once. Felt her clench and tighten, heard her breath catch and pulled back. She groaned, hips chasing his mouth, but he only kissed the inside of her thigh, lips curving against her skin.
Then he lowered his mouth to her again.
This time he didn’t stop. His tongue worked her clit in steady, firm circles while his fingers slid inside her. One, then two, curling as her back arched off the mattress. Her hips rolled against his mouth, her breath coming in short, desperate gasps. He pushed her over with a long, deep press of his tongue, and she came with a shuddering cry, her thighs clamping around his head, her body clenching around his fingers. He kept going, gentler now, drawing it out until she was twitching with oversensitivity, a soft whimper escaping her throat.
Before she could catch her breath, she pushed at his chest. He rolled onto his back, surprised, and she was already straddling him, knees settling on either side of his hips.
She reached between them, wrapping her hand around his cock. Already hard, already aching. He groaned, head falling back against the pillow. She stroked him slowly, watching his jaw tighten, his hips twitch involuntarily.
Then she lowered her head.
The sound he made when her mouth closed around him was almost pained. She took him deep, tongue sliding along his length, hand working what she couldn’t reach. His fingers threaded into her hair his breath coming in uneven bursts.
She brought him to the edge once. Felt him tense, heard his breath catch. She pulled back, pressing a kiss to the head, looking up at him through her lashes. He made a strangled sound, half-laugh, half-groan.
She smiled and took him back into her mouth.
The second time she didn’t stop. She worked him deep and steady until his hands fisted in the sheets, his chest heaving, and when he came it was with a broken sound. Her name falling from his lips like he’d been holding it back for years, his hips bucking as she swallowed him through it.
She crawled up his body afterward, and he caught her face, kissing her deep and slow, tasting herself on his lips.
He rolled them over, settling between her thighs. The weight of him, the warmth. She opened for him instinctively, legs wrapping around his waist. He reached between them, guiding himself to her entrance, his forehead pressing against hers.
He pushed inside her slowly. Inch by inch, watching her face, reading every micro-expression. Her lips parted. Her eyes stayed on his. When he was fully seated, he stopped, letting her adjust. She was tight and hot around him, and he had to close his eyes for a moment, jaw tight.
He moved.
Slow, deep strokes that rolled through her in waves. Unhurried not because he was holding back, but because every inch of this night was borrowed time. He wanted to feel every second of it. The way her breath caught on each thrust. The way her nails pressed crescents into his shoulders. The way her eyes never left his.
He lowered his head, pressing his mouth to her throat, her collarbone, the space between her breasts. His pace deepened, and she gasped, hips rising to meet his. He hooked his arm under her knee, pressing it toward her chest, and the change in angle made them both groan. Him sinking deeper, her back arching.
She clutched at him, fingers sliding across his sweat-slicked back. His rhythm built. Deeper, harder, the bed creaking beneath them, their breath mingling in the warm lamplit air. She came with his name on her lips, her body tightening around him in waves, and he followed a heartbeat later, pressing deep, face buried in her neck, her name breaking from him like a prayer.
He stayed inside her as they came down, his forehead pressed to hers, their breath slow and shared in the quiet.
Smut end
Later, they lay tangled in the sheets, the window cracked open to let in the sound of the ocean. The lamp was still on. Neither of them had moved to turn it off.
Y/N traced patterns across his chest, slow and aimless. His hand rested on her lower back, thumb stroking idly.
„Tell me something,“ she said quietly. „Something no one else knows.“
He was quiet for a moment. Then: „I’m terrified of coming back.“
She looked up at him.
„Not of the stage,“ he clarified. „Not of the cameras. I’m terrified that I’ll get back to Seoul and realize the person I was before I left… he’s gone. And I don’t know who I’ll be instead.“
She propped herself up on one elbow, looking down at him.
„Maybe that’s the point,“ she said softly. „Maybe you’re not supposed to come back the same. Maybe you’re supposed to become whoever you are now.“
He reached up, tucking her hair behind her ear.
„And who am I now?“
She smiled. That same smile from the photograph. His favorite one.
„Someone who stops for broken-down cars. Someone who watches the sunset instead of filming it. Someone who sings anime theme songs at the top of his lungs in the car.“
He laughed, soft and real.
„Someone who kissed a girl on a beach in Portugal.“
His breath caught.
„Yeah,“ he said, his voice rough again. „That too.“
She settled back against his chest, her cheek over his heartbeat.
„Mingi?“
„Yeah?“
„I’m glad it was you.“
He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, his arms tightening around her.
„Me too.“
They fell asleep like that. Tangled. Warm. The ocean humming ist quiet lullaby through the open window.
Tomorrow would come, whether they wanted it to or not.
But tonight was theirs
Mingi had never liked airports.
They were places built around leaving.
Around countdowns and final calls and people pretending they weren’t watching the clock.
He stood beside Y/N’s suitcase while the departure board flickered above them, changing gates every few seconds as if it were any other morning.
It wasn’t.
Not for him.
Neither of them had talked much during the drive.
The quiet wasn’t uncomfortable. It was simply full.
Full of everything that had happened over the past two weeks.
The broken-down car.
Mountain roads in Switzerland.
Pizza in Italy.
Anime every evening.
The beach in Portugal.
One impulsive kiss that had changed everything.
Neither of them seemed willing to be the first to mention it.
„So…“ Y/N adjusted the strap of her backpack. „I guess this is where we stop pretending we don’t have real lives.“
He smiled faintly. „I was hoping the road would just… keep going.“
She looked at him for a long moment before laughing quietly. „I was hoping that too.“
A boarding announcement echoed through the terminal.
She looked toward the security checkpoint. „I should go.“
His chest tightened.
There it was.
The sentence he’d been dreading since yesterday.
He nodded once. „Yeah.“
Another silence.
He had rehearsed dozens of things he wanted to tell her.
Stay.
Come back.
Can I see you again?
None of them seemed fair to ask.
Not when she had worked so hard for this job.
Not when Seoul was everything she’d been chasing for years.
Instead, she stepped closer and wrapped her arms around him.
He hugged her back immediately.
She fit against him so naturally that it almost hurt.
„I’m really glad my car broke down,“ she murmured.
He closed his eyes. „So am I.“
When they pulled apart, she reached into her pocket.
„My number.“
He laughed softly.
„I already saved it.“
„I know.“
„I just wanted an excuse to stay longer.“
He shook his head with a smile.
She looked relieved that he’d smiled. „You’ll text me?“
„I will.“
„You promise?“
„I promise.“
She nodded once.
Then she looked at him in that serious way she sometimes did.
„And you’ll think about what we talked about?“
He already knew what she meant.
Going back.
Back to music.
Back to the members.
Back to himself.
„I will.“
„No.“ She poked the center of his chest. „You’ll actually do it.“
The corner of his mouth lifted. „…Yes, ma’am.“
„There.“ She smiled. „Much better.“
Then she picked up her suitcase.
He watched her disappear into the line for security.
Halfway there she turned around.
She lifted her hand.
He waved back.
Then she smiled.
That smile. The one from the beach.
The one from the photograph.
The one he’d somehow started thinking of as his favorite.
A moment later she disappeared behind the crowd.
He stayed where he was anyway.
Long after she was gone.
The drive back felt strangely unfamiliar.
Not because he didn’t know the roads.
Because there was nobody in the passenger seat pointing excitedly at random cafés.
Nobody changing the music while pretending she wasn’t.
Nobody asking him if they could „just make one tiny little stop.“
The notebook she’d left on the dashboard for almost two weeks was gone.
The passenger seat looked empty in a way he hadn’t expected.
He caught himself looking toward it at a red light.
For a split second he expected to see her asleep against the window.
Instead… Only sunlight.
He laughed quietly to himself.
„You’re losing it.“
Maybe.
He decided not to fly home immediately.
One more week.
That had always been the plan.
One more week to clear his head before returning to Korea.
The problem was…His head was no longer quiet.
Every little town reminded him of her.
He walked through a market in southern Portugal and instinctively reached for two pastries before remembering there was only one person eating breakfast.
He passed a tiny bookstore and almost turned inside because Y/N would’ve insisted on looking „for just five minutes.“
Five minutes always became forty.
He found himself smiling at the memory.
Then the smile disappeared just as quickly.
It was strange how quickly someone could become part of your routine.
He hadn’t noticed it while she was there.
He noticed it now.
On the third day, he opened Spotify.
The first song that played was Harry Styles.
He skipped it.
The next one was one of ATEEZ’s songs.
He skipped that too.
Silence suddenly felt easier.
On the fifth day, he stopped at a scenic overlook.
The view was incredible.
Blue ocean.
White cliffs.
The kind of place Y/N would’ve climbed out of the car before he’d even parked properly.
He stood there alone.
His hand automatically reached for his camera.
Then stopped.
Who was he taking the picture for?
His gallery was already full.
Not of landscapes.
Of her.
Laughing with powdered sugar on her nose.
Looking out over the Alps.
Reading in cafés.
Standing barefoot in the Atlantic.
Smiling at him just as he’d pressed the shutter.
He sat down on a nearby bench and scrolled through them.
Without realizing it, he’d documented almost the entire trip through her.
Not because she’d asked him to.
Because he’d wanted to remember seeing her happy.
That realization settled heavily in his chest.
It wasn’t just that he missed her. He missed sharing things with her.
The quiet moments that somehow mattered most.
He unlocked his phone.
No messages.
He checked anyway.
Nothing.
Maybe she was overwhelmed.
Maybe she’d already started work.
Maybe she was still unpacking.
Or…
Maybe Portugal had simply been the end.
A beautiful chapter.
Closed.
He hated that possibility more than he wanted to admit.
Without thinking, he pressed her contact.
His thumb hovered over the call button.
00:21.
Seoul.
He stared at the time for a second before locking the phone again.
„No.“
He wasn’t going to wake her in the middle of the night because he couldn’t stop thinking about her.
Instead he opened another contact.
Hongjoong answered almost immediately.
„Hey.“
The others appeared one by one until six familiar faces looked back at him.
For the first few minutes they talked about nothing.
Travel.
Food.
The weather.
Mingi listened more than he spoke.
It felt… Comforting.
Like slipping into an old jacket.
Hongjoong eventually tilted his head.
„Something’s on your mind.“
Mingi looked down at the balcony railing.
„I thought I’d feel better after a few days.“
Nobody asked what he meant.
They already knew.
„I don’t.“
He laughed once.
„I keep thinking she’s going to text me. I keep checking my phone.“
He rubbed his forehead.
„And every place I visit…“ He looked out toward the dark ocean. „…I wish she were here to see it.“
The words hung quietly between them.
„I think I already knew before Portugal.“
He smiled sadly.
„I just didn’t want to admit it.“
„Admit what?“ Yunho asked gently.
Mingi didn’t answer immediately.
Instead he thought back to the first day.
A broken-down little car.
A woman with grease on her cheek trying very hard not to cry.
The first laugh they’d shared.
The first time she’d switched on one of his own songs just to annoy him.
The way she’d told him it was okay to take a break.
The way she’d looked at him on that beach.
He smiled despite himself.
„I fell in love with her.“
There. Out loud.
It hurt less than keeping it inside.
„And she’s halfway across the world now.“
Nobody joked.
Nobody teased him.
Hongjoong simply nodded.
„I was wondering when you’d finally say it.“
Mingi chuckled softly.
„I’ve also figured something else out.“
Six pairs of eyes looked back at him.
„I want to come home.“
Wooyoung blinked.
„…Home home?“
He nodded.
„I don’t think I ever wanted to leave music. The feeling that I had to be perfect all the time.“
He paused.
„You know what Y/N did?“
„What?“
„She never once talked to me like I was an idol. She only ever talked to me like I was… me.“
He smiled.
„And somehow, talking to her about all of you…“
He shook his head.
„…I realized I still light up every time I talk about the group.“
„About performing.“
„About making music.“
„I’ve just been too exhausted to notice.“
Hongjoong’s smile was quiet but unmistakable.
„So you’re coming back.“
„I’m coming back.“
„And…“ Mingi looked down at the phone in his hand. „…I’m not ready to let her become a beautiful memory.“
He thought about the promise they’d made at the airport.
I’ll text you.
Maybe she was simply busy.
Maybe she was waiting too.
He smiled to himself.
„I don’t know what happens next. But I know I don’t want Portugal to be the last chapter.“
For the first time since leaving the airport, that thought didn’t fill him with dread.
It gave him something he’d been missing since the road trip ended.
A reason to keep moving forward.
Three weeks.
It wasn’t a long time.
Not really.
Yet somehow, it felt like another lifetime.
Y/N had imagined moving to Seoul a hundred different ways.
She had imagined getting lost on the subway.
Meeting new coworkers.
Trying restaurants she’d only ever seen online.
Decorating her first apartment.
Learning shortcuts through the city.
She had imagined all of that.
She had not imagined that every new experience would make her instinctively reach for her phone.
Just to remember that there wasn’t anyone waiting on the other side anymore.
Or at least…
That was what she kept telling herself.
Her apartment was finally starting to feel lived in.
There were plants on the windowsill now.
Books lined the shelves she’d spent an entire Saturday putting together.
A coffee mug from Portugal sat beside her sink because she still couldn’t bring herself to unpack it into a cupboard.
It reminded her too much of him.
The first week at work had been exactly what she’d expected.
Long.
Overwhelming.
Exciting.
Her team had welcomed her warmly, and every day she understood a little more Korean than the day before. She had already found a tiny café near the office where the owner remembered her order, and there was a convenience store around the corner that somehow always convinced her to buy snacks she didn’t need.
She was happy.
She genuinely was.
That was the strange part.
She liked Seoul.
She liked her job.
She liked waking up every morning knowing she’d built this life herself.
So why did something still feel… Missing?
Her phone buzzed with a news notification while she was eating lunch at work one afternoon.
She opened it absentmindedly.
Then froze.
The headline mentioned ATEEZ.
More specifically…
Song Mingi.
She clicked the article.
It talked about his hiatus.
Fans wondering when he would return.
Speculation.
Rumors.
Photographs from before his break.
Y/N frowned.
She had never really understood just how famous he was.
Not until she moved here.
ATEEZ songs played in cafés.
Posters hung inside train stations.
She passed advertisements with the members‘ faces more than once while commuting.
One afternoon she had even overheard two girls talking excitedly about rumors that Mingi might return soon.
That was the moment something shifted inside her.
The road trip had felt…Separate.
Like the two of them had existed outside the rest of the world.
Now reality had caught up.
He wasn’t just Mingi.
He was one of the biggest idols in the country.
Someone millions of people admired.
Someone whose every move became news.
She had picked up her phone that evening.
Opened their chat.
Typed.
Deleted it.
Typed again.
Deleted it again.
Maybe…Maybe Portugal had only been possible because nobody knew who he was there.
Maybe she’d been his escape.
His break from reality.
A summer romance.
Beautiful because it had an ending.
Maybe messaging him now would only remind him that reality had started again.
So she hadn’t.
One day became another.
Then another.
Three weeks.
The silence somehow became harder to break with every passing day.
Saturday morning arrived with rain tapping softly against her windows.
Y/N stayed in oversized pajamas until almost noon before making coffee and calling home.
Her mother’s face appeared almost instantly.
„There is my beautiful kid!“
Y/N smiled.
„Hi, Mom.“
„You look tired.“
„I worked all week.“
„That’s no excuse.“
„It absolutely is.“
Her mother laughed.
Behind her, Y/N caught a glimpse of her father pretending not to listen while reading the newspaper.
He lowered it just enough to wave.
She waved back.
„How’s Seoul?“ her mother asked.
„I love it.“
„Really?“
Y/N nodded.
„My coworkers are nice.“
„The city is amazing.“
„I’ve already found my favorite bakery.“
„Oh?“
„And the owner gives me an extra cookie sometimes.“
„See?“
Her mother smiled proudly.
„I knew you’d be alright.“
Y/N smiled back.
For a moment.
Then it faded without her realizing.
Her mother noticed immediately.
„…What’s wrong?“
„What?“
„That face.“
„I’m smiling.“
„Not with your eyes.“
Y/N looked away.
„I’m fine.“
„Y/N.“
Silence.
„You’ve always made that face when something was bothering you.“
„I’ve known you for twenty-four years.“
„You can’t fool me.“
Y/N sighed.
She should change the subject.
Ask about home.
About Dad.
About literally anything else.
Instead…
Her eyes suddenly filled with tears.
„Oh.“
Her mother softened immediately.
„Oh, sweetheart.“
„I…“ Y/N laughed shakily. „This is going to sound so stupid.“
„It won’t.“
„I think…“ She wiped quickly beneath one eye. „…I fell in love.“
Her mother blinked.
„…With who?“
Y/N laughed again.
„The guy.“
„…What guy?“
„The one who found me when my car broke down.“
Silence.
Then her mother’s eyes widened.
„…Continue.“
Y/N took a deep breath.
„I may have forgotten to tell you something.“
„I’ve noticed.“
„I…“
She smiled helplessly.
„We didn’t just spend one night together after my car broke down.“
„No?“
„No.“
„The mechanic declared my car dead.“
„I couldn’t rent another one.“
„So…“
She rubbed the back of her neck.
„…we sort of…“
„What?“
„…drove across Europe together.“
Her mother stared.
„For two weeks.“
Another pause.
„You WHAT?“
„I know.“
„You knew about the hotel.“
„I did.“
„You forgot to mention the road trip afterward?“
„I was afraid.“
„Afraid of what?“
„You.“
Her mother gasped dramatically.
„I would never—“
„You absolutely would’ve flown to Portugal.“
„…Maybe.“
„You would’ve.“
„I might have.“
Y/N laughed through her tears.
„So…“
She quietly told her everything.
Switzerland.
Italy.
Anime.
The beach.
Portugal.
The goodbye.
The kiss.
The night before she left.
She didn’t spare many details.
For the first time since getting on the plane, she said everything out loud.
When she finally finished…
Her mother was completely silent.
Then she smiled.
„Sweetheart.“
„…Yeah?“
„Are you in love with him?“
Y/N closed her eyes.
„…I think I am.“
„No.“
Her mother shook her head gently.
„I think you already know.“
Y/N laughed weakly.
„…Yeah. I do.“
„And why haven’t you texted him?“
She looked down.
„What if…What if it was only a summer romance for him? What if I meant something completely different than he did? What if I’m interrupting his real life?“
Her mother listened patiently.
Then sighed.
„Y/N. You’ve spent your entire life worrying about what might happen. You always have.“
She smiled softly.
„If this feels real to you…go after it.“
„What if he doesn’t feel the same?“
„Then you’ll know.“
„And if he does?“
Her mother smiled wider.
„Then don’t let fear make the decision for you.“
Y/N wiped another tear away.
„I love you.“
„I know.“
„I love you too.“
„And…“
Her mother pointed toward the camera.
„…that young man seemed very sweet.“
Y/N laughed.
„You’ve spoken to him once.“
„I know. I liked him.“
„You also called him handsome.“
„I was correct.“
„Mom.“
„What?“
Y/N couldn’t stop smiling anymore.
After saying goodbye, she ended the call and collapsed backward onto her bed.
The apartment suddenly felt very quiet.
She reached for her phone.
Opened their chat.
Her thumbs hovered above the keyboard.
Hi.
Too boring.
I’ve been thinking about you.
Absolutely not.
I miss…No.
She groaned into her pillow.
„This is impossible.“
She sat back up.
Deleted everything.
Started again.
Nothing sounded right.
Her phone vibrated.
Y/N frowned.
A new message.
From Mingi.
Her heart immediately skipped.
Mingi: Hey. Hope I’m not disturbing you.
She stared at the screen.
He texted first.
He actually texted first.
Before she could overthink it, another message appeared.
Mingi: Can I ask you something?
She smiled despite herself.
Y/N: Of course.
Three little dots appeared almost instantly.
Mingi: Where do you live in Seoul?
She blinked.
That…
Wasn’t the question she’d expected.
Confused, she copied her address and sent it.
A minute passed.
Then another message arrived.
Mingi: Perfect. I’ll be there shortly.
Y/N frowned.
Shortly?
She sat upright.
What did that mean?
Another message.
Mingi: Don’t panic.
She immediately panicked.
She looked around her apartment.
There was a mug on the coffee table.
Laundry drying on a chair.
A blanket lying in the middle of the sofa.
„Oh my god.“
She jumped off the bed.
Within seconds she was frantically folding blankets, hiding laundry, wiping down perfectly clean countertops and wondering why she suddenly cared whether her bookshelf looked organized.
Every few seconds she glanced at her phone.
Half expecting another message explaining that he’d been joking.
None came.
Somewhere outside, a car door slammed.
Y/N froze.
Her heartbeat climbed into her throat.
The apartment buzzer echoed through the room.
Y/N froze in the middle of fluffing a cushion that hadn’t needed fluffing in the first place.
For a second, she simply stared toward the intercom.
Then it rang again.
Her heartbeat climbed into her throat.
She hurried to the small screen mounted beside the front door and pressed the button to activate the camera.
The image flickered to life.
A man stood in front of the entrance.
A black baseball cap pulled low over his face.
A black mask.
An oversized hoodie.
Baggy cargo pants.
His hands tucked into his pockets as he glanced briefly toward the camera.
To anyone else, he probably looked like any other person trying not to be noticed in Seoul.
To Y/N…
She would’ve recognized him anywhere.
Her lips parted. „…Mingi.“
She almost forgot to buzz him in.
With fumbling fingers she pressed the button, hearing the lock downstairs click open.
The elevator.
She needed to get to the elevator.
Her legs moved before her brain caught up.
She opened her apartment door and stood in the hallway just as the elevator arrived a few seconds later.
The doors slid open.
Mingi stepped out.
For a heartbeat they simply looked at each other.
Neither of them smiled immediately.
It was almost as if both of them needed to make sure the other one was actually real.
Then his eyes softened above the mask.
„Hi.“
His voice sounded exactly the same.
Y/N still couldn’t make herself answer.
Instead she stepped aside.
He understood immediately and quietly walked into her apartment.
The door clicked shut behind them.
For another few seconds, silence settled between them.
Mingi reached up first.
He pulled off his cap, running a hand through hair that had grown slightly longer since Portugal.
Then he hooked his fingers beneath the mask and let it fall around his neck.
Finally he shrugged off the oversized hoodie.
When he looked back up…
Y/N was still staring at him.
He blinked. „…Do I have something on my face?“
The question finally broke whatever spell she had been under.
„What are you doing in Seoul?“
The words came out much louder than she’d intended.
He smiled.
Small. Almost shy.
„I came back.“
She frowned in confusion. „…From Portugal?“
He nodded.
„And…“ He rubbed the back of his neck. „…I’m organizing my comeback.“
For a second…
Her brain completely stopped working.
Then her eyes widened.
„…You’re what?“
He laughed quietly.
„I decided. I’m coming back.“
Before she realized she was moving…
She crossed the room in three quick steps and threw her arms around him.
„Oh my god!“
The words came out somewhere between a laugh and a relieved sob.
„Mingi! That’s amazing! I’m so happy for you!“
She hugged him tightly enough that he actually stumbled back half a step.
His laughter rumbled softly against her shoulder.
„I know.“
„You did it.“
„You actually did it.“
„I’m proud of you.“
The words slipped out before she had the chance to think about them.
Then reality caught up.
Y/N suddenly became painfully aware of exactly how she was standing.
Her arms looped around his neck.
Her body pressed against his.
Heat rushed into her cheeks.
„Oh.“
She immediately tried to step back.
„I’m sorry, I just—“
Before she could move away…
Mingi’s arms wrapped gently around her waist.
He pulled her back.
Not forcefully.
Just enough that she stopped trying to create distance.
She looked up in surprise.
Instead of meeting her eyes…
He lowered his head until his forehead rested lightly against the side of her neck.
She felt his breath against her skin.
For a long moment…
Neither of them spoke.
Then, very quietly…
„I missed you.“ His voice was almost a whisper. „So much.“
Y/N felt her heart squeeze.
„The last few weeks…“ He laughed softly, but there wasn’t any humor in it. „…they were unbearable.“
Her arms slowly settled back around him.
This time intentionally.
„I kept reaching for my phone. I kept thinking I’d text you. I kept wondering if I should.“
He took a slow breath.
„I’ve never really believed in destiny. Or soulmates. Or people meeting exactly when they’re supposed to.“
Another quiet laugh.
„I always thought those things only happened in dramas.“
He finally lifted his head.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Their eyes met.
Y/N had seen Mingi smile.
She had seen him laugh until tears gathered in his eyes.
She had seen him thoughtful.
Embarrassed.
Sleepy.
This… This was different.
He looked vulnerable.
Almost scared.
„I think…“ His voice caught slightly. „…I fell hopelessly in love with you.“
Y/N forgot how to breathe.
He held her gaze for another second.
Then looked away first.
As if he suddenly couldn’t bear the uncertainty anymore.
„My life…“ He smiled faintly. „…is complicated.“
„You know that. It’s busy. It’s loud. It gets overwhelming. I know that better than anyone.“
He swallowed.
„And…“ His eyes stayed fixed on the floor. „I wouldn’t blame you.“
„If you didn’t want…“ He shook his head. „If you didn’t want to be part of that.“
His fingers tightened almost imperceptibly against her waist.
„I just…I needed you to know. What that road trip meant to me. What you mean to me.“
„You helped me become someone I actually wanted to be again. You reminded me why I love music. You reminded me who I am outside of everyone else’s expectations.“
His voice became quieter.
„And somewhere between your broken-down car…“
„…and Portugal…“
„…I fell in love with you.“
Silence filled the apartment.
Not an uncomfortable silence.
The kind where everything important had already been said.
Mingi still hadn’t looked back at her.
Perhaps he couldn’t.
Perhaps he was already preparing himself for disappointment.
Very gently…Y/N reached up.
Her fingers rested beneath his chin.
She guided his face back toward hers.
Happy tears blurred her vision.
She laughed through them.
„You idiot.“
His eyebrows knitted together immediately.
„…What?“
„I was going to text you.“
He blinked.
„Today.“
„I spent half an hour trying to figure out what to write.“
She smiled through another tear.
„I wanted to tell you exactly the same thing.“
Confusion slowly gave way to hope in his expression.
„I thought…“ She shook her head. „I thought maybe Portugal had just been a beautiful summer memory for you.“
His eyes widened. „I thought the same thing.“
She laughed. „We’re both idiots.“
„A little.“
„A lot.“
She took one small step closer.
„I fell in love with you too.“
The words settled between them with surprising ease.
As though they had both known for much longer than either wanted to admit.
Mingi smiled.
The one that reached all the way into his eyes.
He cupped her cheek.
This time, when they kissed, there was no uncertainty.
No countdown waiting for tomorrow.
No airport.
No goodbye hanging over them.
Just relief.
When they finally pulled apart, both of them were smiling so much their cheeks hurt.
Mingi rested his forehead against hers.
„So…“ He murmured. „…does this mean you’ll give me a chance?“
Y/N pretended to think very hard.
„Hm. I don’t know.“
His face immediately fell.
She laughed.
„I’m kidding. I’d be very happy to try.“
His shoulders relaxed so visibly that she couldn’t help smiling wider.
„I don’t need much anyway.“
„Oh?“
She nodded thoughtfully.
„Just you. A bed. And an anime.“
He laughed. „I can do that.“
„And…“ She reached up, straightening the front of his hoodie.
„…every now and then…“
„…a broken-down car…“
He was already smiling before she finished.
„…and a road trip through little villages where nobody knows who we are.“
He looked at her for a long moment.
„I think…“ He said softly, „…I’d like that very much.“
Outside, Seoul continued exactly as it always had.
Cars passed beneath her apartment.
People hurried home after another busy day.
The city carried on, unaware that somewhere inside one small apartment, a broken-down car in the middle of Europe had quietly changed two lives forever.
Two Years Later
„You’ve officially been promoted.“
Y/N looked up from the bags of takeout balanced in her arms. „…Promoted?“
Wooyoung nodded with complete seriousness.
„From ‚Mingi’s girlfriend‘ to ‚our personal food delivery angel.‘“
„I’ll accept that title.“
„You should.“
He reached into one of the bags before she could even put them down.
Hongjoong immediately smacked his hand away.
„Wait until everyone’s here.“
„I’m starving.“
„So are the rest of us.“
„That’s their problem.“
Y/N laughed quietly as she carried the bags into the practice room.
The familiar smell of the restaurant they all loved filled the room almost instantly.
Like clockwork, every single member looked up.
San actually gasped. „…Is that…“
„The spicy pork place,“ Y/N confirmed.
Yunho practically jumped off the floor. „I love you.“
Wooyoung pointed dramatically.
„I said it first.“
„You say that every time she brings food.“
„Because she always brings food.“
Jongho calmly walked over, already reaching for chopsticks. „Move. I want to eat before they start arguing.“
Yeosang smiled at Y/N while helping unpack everything.
„You spoil us.“
„They deserve it,“ she said.
Hongjoong looked around the room at the seven grown men who had somehow transformed into excited children because someone had mentioned food.
„I’m not sure they do.“
„I heard that,“ San protested.
„I wanted you to.“
Y/N couldn’t stop smiling.
Two years.
Sometimes it still amazed her how naturally she’d found her place among them.
The first few meetings had been intimidating.
She’d spent entire evenings wondering whether she should bow more or speak less or whether she was accidentally sitting in someone’s favorite chair.
The members had solved that problem surprisingly quickly.
Mostly by refusing to let her feel like a guest.
Now…
Wooyoung stole fries from her plate without asking.
Yunho insisted on showing her every dance move he’d learned.
Jongho quietly made sure she always got the last dumpling because he knew it was her favorite.
Yeosang remembered which cafés she liked.
San hugged her every single time they met.
Seonghwa treated her like a little sister.
Hongjoong occasionally asked for her opinion on songs.
And somewhere along the way…
She had stopped being „Mingi’s girlfriend.“
She had simply become…
Y/N.
Family.
Watching Mingi during practice still made her smile.
Even now.
Even after two years.
He looked different on stage than he did at home.
Sharper.
More focused.
Every movement precise.
Every expression effortless.
She still remembered the uncertain man who had stood on a beach in Portugal wondering whether he even wanted to come back.
Now…
Watching him dance…
There wasn’t a trace of doubt left.
When the music stopped, he immediately searched the room.
His eyes found hers within seconds.
He smiled.
Later that evening, the dorm had become unusually quiet.
Most of the members had disappeared into their own rooms, either exhausted from practice or still recovering from eating far too much.
Y/N sat cross-legged on Mingi’s bed while he searched through his backpack.
„So…“
She said.
„Hm?“
She tilted her head innocently.
„I’ve been thinking.“
„I’m already worried.“
„You should be.“
He laughed.
„What is it?“
She pointed toward the speaker in the corner.
„Show me the choreography again.“
He looked over his shoulder.
„…Again?“
„Yes.“
„You’ve already seen it.“
„I know.“
„You’ve watched practice today.“
„I know.“
„You’ve seen rehearsal videos.“
„I know.“
He folded his arms.
„So why exactly do I have to dance it again?“
Y/N smiled much too sweetly.
„Because…“ She leaned back on her hands. „…the choreography for Bad is ridiculously sexy.“
Mingi blinked.
„…Excuse me?“
„You heard me.“
He covered his face with one hand.
„I regret teaching you confidence.“
„You created this problem.“
„Apparently.“
She gave him her best pleading look. „Pleeease?“
He sighed dramatically. „I can’t believe I’m encouraging this.“
„You absolutely are.“
He finally gave in. „Fine.“
He connected his phone to the speaker.
The familiar intro filled the room.
Without another word, he stepped into the middle of the room.
The transformation happened instantly.
Gone was the slightly embarrassed boyfriend.
In his place stood the performer she’d watched fall back in love with dancing.
He moved through the choreography with the same confidence she’d seen countless times on stage.
Sharp.
Controlled.
Effortless.
Y/N rested her chin in her hands.
„See?“ She called when the song ended. „That’s exactly what I meant.“
He laughed, slightly out of breath. „You are impossible.“
„I’ve been told.“
He walked back toward the bed.
Before she could say another word, he gently took her face in both hands.
„What?“ She asked.
„I was just thinking.“ He smiled softly. „I’m really glad your car broke down.“
She laughed immediately.
„We’re still blaming the car?“
„I’ll blame it forever.“
„It had excellent timing.“
„It did.“
He leaned down, kissing her slowly.
When he pulled back again, his forehead rested lightly against hers.
„I love you.“
The words still made her heart skip after all this time.
She smiled.
„I love you too.“
He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.
„I’ve been planning…“
„Oh?“
„When promotions are over…“
He looked genuinely excited now.
„…we should go away again.“
She already knew where this was going.
„No schedules. No cameras. No interviews. Just us.“
She pretended to consider it.
„Hm.“
He narrowed his eyes.
„What?“
„There is one condition.“
„I knew there’d be one.“
„We need anime.“
He nodded immediately.
„Done.“
„And…“
She smiled mischievously.
„…at least one tiny village where nobody knows who you are.“
„Easy.“
„And…“
She poked his chest.
„…absolutely no broken-down cars this time.“
Mingi laughed so hard he almost fell backward onto the bed.
„I think we’ve used up our lifetime supply of those.“
She smiled.
„I hope so.“
He slipped an arm around her shoulders, pulling her against his side.
Outside, Seoul buzzed with ist usual restless energy.
Inside the room, however, everything felt wonderfully quiet.
Sometimes Y/N still thought about that lonely country road in Europe.
About a broken-down little car.
About a ridiculously tall stranger who had looked into an engine despite knowing absolutely nothing about cars.
It had been the worst possible start to her adventure.
And somehow…
The best thing that had ever happened to either of them.
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Your car breaks down on day one of your dream road trip through Europe. Mingi, a stranger traveling the same way, offers you a ride. One impulsive decision turns into two weeks of tiny coastal towns, mountain roads, anime nights, stolen sunsets, and slowly falling in love with someone you were never supposed to meet. Sometimes the best adventures begin with the worst detours.
Pairing: Song Mingi × Reader (Y/N)
Genre: Romance, Road Trip, Slice of Life, Fluff, Angst, Slow Burn, Idol Au
Tropes: Strangers to Lovers, Road Trip Romance, Celebrity × Non-Celebrity, Healing Together, Mutual Pining, Smut
Featuring: ATEEZ (Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Wooyoung & Jongho), Y/N’s parents
Main Masterlist | Mingis Masterlist
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
This is Part 2
The road through Switzerland looked like it had been painted by someone who couldn't decide which landscape they loved most.
One moment they were driving through sleepy little villages where flower boxes overflowed beneath wooden windows. The next, the road climbed higher and higher until snow-covered mountain peaks appeared in the distance, towering above green valleys that looked almost impossibly perfect.
Y/N had lost count of how many times she had asked Mingi to pull over.
"Again?" he laughed as she pointed toward another scenic overlook.
"Again."
"We stopped ten minutes ago."
"And?"
"You took forty-three pictures."
"I took forty-one."
He looked at her. "...You counted?"
"I absolutely counted."
Mingi shook his head dramatically before steering into the next parking area anyway.
"You know," he muttered while turning off the engine, "I created a monster."
"You offered."
"I did."
"You agreed to my route."
"I did."
"So really..." She smiled as she grabbed her camera. "...this is your fault."
He sighed theatrically. "I walked right into that one."
She laughed as she climbed out of the car.
The cold mountain air immediately greeted her, carrying the scent of pine trees and fresh grass. She walked closer to the wooden fence overlooking the valley and simply stood there.
No picture could ever do it justice.
Behind her she heard Mingi's camera click.
She turned around. "Were you just taking a picture of me?"
"No."
"...Mingi."
"I was photographing the mountain."
"The mountain that somehow has my face?"
"It was in the way."
She narrowed her eyes. "Liar."
He grinned. "Maybe."
She rolled her eyes, but she couldn't stop smiling.
That had become a pattern over the last few days.
Somewhere between the winding roads, tiny cafés and endless playlists, they had fallen into an easy rhythm.
The awkwardness of meeting a complete stranger had disappeared surprisingly quickly.
Now they argued over which roadside bakery had the best croissants. They shared snacks without asking. They competed over spotting the most ridiculous road signs.
And every morning they somehow ended up laughing before they had even finished their coffee.
It felt...Easy.
Far easier than Y/N had expected.
She had also discovered something else.
Mingi was incredibly easy to tease.
Especially after she had finally listened to ATEEZ. The first time had happened completely by accident. She had been scrolling through Spotify while he was paying for fuel.
Curiosity had gotten the better of her. She had typed "ATEEZ."
The next thing she knew, one of their songs started playing through the car speakers.
Mingi had frozen halfway back into the driver's seat. "...Really?"
She looked up innocently. "What?"
"You picked our music."
"I wanted to see if you're actually good."
"And?"
She had let the chorus play for another minute before nodding. "...You're alright."
"Alright?"
"I'm kidding."
He had looked so offended that she couldn't stop laughing.
Since then, it had become a daily tradition. At completely random moments she'd switch on one of ATEEZ's songs. Sometimes she'd even turn the volume up dramatically.
Mingi reacted every single time. "Oh no."
"What?"
"Not this one."
"Why?"
"I have to hear my own voice."
"I thought singers liked that."
"We don't."
"Liar."
He pointed accusingly at the radio. "You planned this."
"I absolutely did."
"You're evil."
She smiled sweetly. "I've been told."
She had also learned something else.
Mingi adored his members. It was obvious whenever he talked about them. He never realized how much he smiled until she pointed it out.
"...You smile differently."
"Hm?"
"When you talk about them."
"I do?"
She nodded. "Especially Yunho."
"Actually..." She thought for a moment. "...all of them."
He laughed softly. "They're family."
She believed him immediately.
He had told her stories about Wooyoung accidentally burning dinner. About Yunho getting distracted halfway through conversations. About San insisting on hugging everyone. About Hongjoong pretending to be stricter than he really was.
Every story ended the same way. With Mingi smiling.
Sometimes laughing so hard he had to wipe tears from his eyes.
She found that version of him...Adorable.
There was no better word. Not the famous idol. Not the performer she'd watched on stage through videos.
Just...Mingi.
The man who got overly excited about good coffee, anime recommendations and finding tiny bookstores in random villages. The man who sang loudly to songs on the radio when he thought no one was paying attention. The man who insisted every scenic route was worth the extra thirty minutes.
She liked that Mingi. Very much.
By the time they crossed into Italy, the mountains slowly gave way to rolling hills and eventually the sea.
The air became warmer. Salt lingered on the breeze. Palm trees appeared between colorful houses.
The little coastal town they'd chosen for the night looked almost unreal.
Narrow streets climbed the hillside.
Scooters squeezed between tiny cafés.
Laundry fluttered from balconies.
The entire town smelled like garlic, fresh bread and the ocean.
"I think..." Y/N looked around while they wandered toward the harbor. "...I could stay here forever."
Mingi nodded. "I was thinking the same thing."
Dinner found them in a tiny family-owned restaurant overlooking the water.
There were maybe ten tables altogether.
An elderly couple worked together without saying much.
The husband baked pizzas. The wife greeted every guest like an old friend.
They sat outside. The sea stretched endlessly before them while the sky slowly turned orange.
For several minutes neither of them spoke.
Neither needed to.
Their pizzas arrived, filling the air with the smell of fresh basil and melted mozzarella.
Y/N took a bite. "...I'm ruined."
Mingi looked over. "What?"
"I'll never enjoy frozen pizza again."
He laughed. "That's a fair sacrifice."
She smiled before another thought crossed her mind. "...Can I ask you something?"
His expression softened.
"You can ask."
She hesitated. "You don't have to answer."
"Okay."
She looked down at her plate. "The other day..."
"When you told me about your hiatus..."
He nodded slowly.
"You didn't really tell me why."
Silence settled between them again.
This time it felt different.
He looked out toward the sea instead of at her.
For a while she thought he wouldn't answer.
Then he quietly spoke. "I got overwhelmed."
There wasn't any drama in his voice. Just honesty.
"It happened slowly. Schedules became busier. There were more people. More expectations. Everything became..."
He searched for the word. "...louder."
Y/N listened without interrupting.
"I love performing. I still do."
"But somewhere along the way..." He sighed. "...I stopped knowing where Mingi ended and the idol started."
His fingers absentmindedly traced the edge of his glass.
"I'd wake up already tired. I couldn't enjoy things the way I used to."
"So..." He smiled faintly. "...I wondered if maybe I wasn't meant for this anymore. If I was enough. I had a lot of self doubt."
Y/N frowned. "And that's why you came here."
He nodded. "I wanted to figure out whether I missed it."
"...Do you?"
He looked toward the sunset. "...Sometimes. But I'm also terrified of going back."
His voice was quieter now.
She hadn't expected him to tell her something so personal.
They had only known each other for a few days.
He noticed her expression and smiled awkwardly.
"Sorry. I don't usually talk this much."
She shook her head immediately.
"Don't apologize. You trusted me."
"I think..." She smiled softly. "...that's kind of an honor."
For a second he simply looked at her.
The sunset reflected in his dark eyes.
Without really thinking about it...
Y/N reached across the table.
Her fingers gently found his hand.
He looked down in surprise.
"So?" she said quietly. "It's okay."
He frowned slightly.
"What is?"
"Taking a break."
She gave his hand a tiny squeeze.
"It's okay if you're tired."
"It's okay if you needed to leave."
"You don't have to have everything figured out right now."
"The world will still be there when you're ready."
He didn't say anything.
He simply listened.
"You've spent years giving people your energy."
She smiled.
"Maybe it's your turn to keep some for yourself."
For a long moment neither of them moved.
The only sound was the sea quietly rolling against the rocks below.
Then Y/N suddenly realized...She was still holding his hand.
Why am I holding his hand?
Heat rushed into her cheeks.
She quickly cleared her throat.
"...Besides." She tilted her head dramatically. "If you quit now..."
He blinked.
"...who exactly am I supposed to bully with your own songs?"
He stared at her.
Then laughed.
A real laugh. The kind that reached his eyes.
"Oh. So that's why you're encouraging me."
"Exactly."
"I have priorities."
"I knew it."
"You'd better go back eventually." She pointed at him with mock seriousness. "I've only just started embarrassing you."
He shook his head, still smiling.
"I walked right into another one."
"You really do."
He looked down for a brief second.
Their hands had slipped apart naturally sometime during her joking.
She wasn't even sure exactly when.
Strangely...She almost missed the warmth.
That thought caught her completely off guard.
She quickly picked up another slice of pizza. It had to be the pizza making her think strange things.
Right?
Across from her, Mingi smiled quietly to himself while looking out at the sunset.
By the fourth day of traveling together, Y/N had realized something.
Traveling with another person was significantly cheaper.
The revelation had come while she was staring at yet another hotel booking on her phone.
„If we keep booking separate rooms,“ she had mumbled over breakfast that morning, „I’m going to arrive in Seoul with enough money left for… maybe one instant ramen.“
Mingi had laughed into his coffee. „You’ll survive.“
„I’d rather survive with furniture.“
They had looked at each other for a second before the same thought crossed both of their minds.
„We could…“ Y/N had started. „…book one room?“
Mingi finished. „…with two beds.“
Exactly.
It had made perfect sense.
Since then, every hotel they booked had two single beds.
It saved money.
They still had their own space. And, to Y/N’s surprise, it had never felt awkward.
By now they had developed an unspoken routine.
One of them showered while the other looked for tomorrow’s route.
They watched an episode or two of anime before going to sleep.
Then they wished each other goodnight.
Simple. Comfortable.Easy.
Unfortunately…
The tiny coastal town they had fallen in love with wasn’t exactly overflowing with hotels.
After asking at three different places, all of them shaking their heads apologetically, they finally found a family-run inn near the harbor.
The owner looked genuinely apologetic. „I only have one room left.“
Y/N and Mingi exchanged a glance.
„Two beds?“ Y/N asked hopefully.
The older woman smiled awkwardly. „One.“
Silence. „A… big one?“
The woman nodded enthusiastically. „Very big.“
Y/N looked at Mingi.
He scratched the back of his neck. „I can sleep on the floor.“
The owner immediately shook her head. „No, no. The floor is old stone.“
She frowned.
„You’ll wake up unable to move.“
Mingi laughed awkwardly. „That’s… good to know.“
Y/N looked at the booking app on her phone.
Everything within almost forty kilometers was full.
She sighed.
„I think…“ She looked back at him.„…we’ll survive one night.“
He nodded. „I think so too.“
The room was exactly as advertised.
Tiny.
A wooden wardrobe. A little balcony overlooking the sea.
One enormous bed taking up almost all the remaining space.
Y/N couldn’t help smiling. „It really is big.“
„It is.“
Mingi dropped his backpack beside the wardrobe. „I’ll stay on my side.“
She laughed. „I wasn’t worried.“
An hour later they were both showered, wearing comfortable clothes and sitting against the headboard with the television balanced on a chair opposite the bed.
Y/N had insisted on choosing the anime.
Mostly because Mingi had spent the last few nights insisting that she needed „proper anime education.“
Tonight she had picked the one that kept appearing on recommendation lists.
„The Apothecary Diaries.“
Mingi looked pleasantly surprised. „Good choice.“
„I have excellent taste.“
„You’ve watched exactly one anime.“
„And it was good.“
He rolled his eyes. „Fair.“
The first episode started.
Within ten minutes… Y/N forgot they were even watching television.
„This girl is so weird.“
Mingi smiled knowingly. „Keep watching.“
„No spoilers.“
„I wasn’t going to.“
„You definitely were.“
„…Maybe a little.“
She pointed a warning finger at him before turning back toward the screen.
By the halfway point she was completely invested. „Wait.“
„What?“
„So she noticed because…“ She gasped quietly. „No way.“
Mingi looked more amused by her reactions than the actual episode.
„I knew you’d like this.“
„I wasn’t expecting it to be this good.“
„Told you.“
„You did.“
She reluctantly admitted it.
He looked entirely too pleased with himself. The bed dipped slightly as he shifted to get more comfortable.
Only then did Y/N realize how close they actually were.
Not touching. But close enough that she could feel the warmth radiating from him.
She glanced sideways.
It wasn’t exactly fair.
How could someone be this…Large?
She had noticed it before, of course.
Whenever they walked through crowded streets, Mingi naturally stood out.
He was ridiculously tall. Broad shoulders. Long legs.
Even sitting beside her, he somehow seemed to occupy twice as much space as any normal person.
And…
She looked a little longer than she probably should have.
He was handsome. Very handsome.
Not in the perfectly styled magazine-cover way she’d first seen after googling him.
Like this…
With messy hair that hadn’t quite dried after his shower. A faded T-shirt. Reading glasses perched on his nose because apparently he wore them when watching television.
He looked… Cute.
Hot.
Her thoughts screeched to a halt.
Hot?
Where had that come from?
Y/N quickly looked back at the television.
Focus.
The anime.
Poison. Medicine. Mysteries.
Not Mingi.
Her eyes drifted sideways again before she could stop herself.
She wondered…
Did he also think about her that way?
The thought appeared so suddenly that it startled her.
Why am I even wondering that?
Y/N’s stomach flipped.
Hold on.
Why was she wondering that?
She blinked rapidly at the television.
No.
Absolutely not.
She wasn’t…
Was she?
Her heart suddenly felt much louder than the opening theme.
No.
No, no, no.
She had known him for…
What?
Four days?
Five?
She was tired.
That had to be it.
The traveling. The lack of sleep.
Too much Italian pizza. Definitely the pizza.
Beside her, Mingi paused the episode.
Y/N immediately looked over. „Hm?“
He was studying her with a slight frown. „Are you alright?“
His voice was lower than usual.
The kind of voice people naturally used late at night.
For reasons Y/N couldn’t begin to explain…
A tiny shiver ran down her spine.
Her brain completely betrayed her.
Oh.
Oh no.
Her heart immediately accelerated.
This is bad. This is very, very bad.
„What?“
Mingi asked again. „You’ve looked distracted for the last few minutes.“
She blinked. „I…“
Words. Use words.
„I’m fine.“
„You sure?“
He tilted his head slightly.
The movement somehow made him look even more attractive.
Why? Why now? Why was her brain suddenly noticing things it had politely ignored for the past few days?
His smile. His voice.
The stupid reading glasses.
She needed to leave. Immediately.
„I…“ She practically jumped off the bed. „I think I should shower.“
Mingi blinked. „…Didn’t you already shower?“
„…Did I?“
„…Yes.“
„Oh.“
Silence.
She pointed vaguely toward the bathroom.
„I’m… going to shower again.“
„…Okay?“
She smiled far too brightly. „Be right back.“
Then she disappeared into the bathroom before he could ask another question.
The moment the door closed behind her, she leaned both hands against the sink.
Her reflection stared back at her. „What is wrong with you?“
She whispered it to herself.
She turned on the cold water and splashed some onto her face.
Her cheeks were noticeably warm.
Fantastic. Just fantastic.
She looked ridiculous.
After a long breath, she climbed into the shower and let the cool water run over her shoulders.
Maybe she really was just tired.
Traveling together every day naturally made people closer.
That was all.
Right?
She laughed quietly to herself.
Who was she trying to convince?
The truth was painfully obvious.
Mingi was attractive.
The entire internet agreed.
He was kind. Funny. Thoughtful.
He stopped for stranded strangers.
He listened.
He made coffee every morning because he somehow woke up before her every single day.
He remembered that she liked strawberry jam more than apricot.
He slowed down during hikes because her legs were shorter than his.
And somehow…
Despite being famous…
He had never once made her feel like she was talking to a celebrity.
Just… Mingi.
She groaned softly, letting the water fall over her face. „This is so stupid.“
She wasn’t supposed to think about him like that.
Not now. Not during a road trip that would eventually end. Not when she was moving to Seoul for a completely new life. Not when he was still trying to figure out whether he even wanted to return to the career that had shaped his entire adult life.
Her heart, unfortunately, seemed completely uninterested in listening to reason.
Y/N sighed. „This trip,“ she murmured to herself, „is going to be the death of me.“
Outside the bathroom, she could faintly hear the television start playing again.
Apparently Mingi had decided to continue watching without her. She smiled despite herself. He’d probably have to explain everything she’d missed.
The closer they got to France, the more Mingi found himself pretending not to look at the little map on the dashboard.
Switzerland was behind them.
Italy slowly disappeared in the rearview mirror.
Next came the south of France.
Then Spain.
Then Portugal.
Then…Seoul.
Well. Not for him.
For Y/N.
The realization settled somewhere in his chest every time he looked at the route. There weren’t that many stops left anymore. A week ago, the road had seemed endless. Now every town they crossed off somehow felt like another page turning toward the end of the story.
He didn’t like that feeling.
Not one bit.
He glanced sideways.
Y/N had her head resting against the window, sunglasses perched on top of her hair while she absentmindedly looked at the lavender fields passing by.
Somewhere over the last few days, she’d become part of the routine.
Morning coffee.
Arguing over which bakery looked best.
Stopping every hour because she’d spotted „something cute.“
Her notebook permanently lying on the dashboard.
The passenger seat didn’t feel like a passenger seat anymore.
It just felt…Like her place.
He caught himself smiling.
„What?“ Y/N looked over immediately.
„What what?“
„You’re smiling.“
„…Am I?“
„You are.“ She narrowed her eyes suspiciously. „Were you making fun of me?“
„No.“
„You definitely were.“
„I wasn’t.“
„Liar.“
He chuckled. „I was just thinking.“
„That’s dangerous.“
„According to who?“
„Me.“
He laughed louder this time.
She had become comfortable enough to tease him constantly.
And strangely…He loved it.
The playlist changed.
Harry Styles began singing through the speakers.
Y/N immediately turned the volume up. „Oh, I love this one.“
„I noticed.“
She started singing before the first chorus even arrived.
Not quietly either.
Completely committed.
She drummed her fingers against the dashboard and pointed dramatically out of the windshield every time the lyrics became particularly emotional.
Mingi couldn’t help laughing.
„You know…“ He said. „…you’re a very enthusiastic singer.“
„I’m incredible.“
„Hm.“
„You disagree?“
„I admire your confidence.“
She gasped dramatically. „That was rude.“
„It was honest.“
She reached over and lightly smacked his shoulder. „Drive.“
„Yes, ma’am.“
By the time the song faded out, they were both laughing.
Then…The next song started.
Mingi recognized the opening instrumental immediately.
He let out an exaggerated groan. „Oh no.“
Y/N’s face lit up. „Oh yes!“
She turned the volume up another few clicks for Deja Vu.
„Absolutely not.“
„It’s my favorite now.“
„You’ve been listening to this every day.“
„And?“
„I hear my own voice enough.“
„I don’t.“ She pointed triumphantly toward the speakers. „So we’re listening.“
He sighed dramatically. „I created this problem.“
„You really did.“
Before the chorus even started, Y/N was already moving with the music.
One foot rested against the dashboard while the other tapped along with the beat.
She sang every line she’d managed to memorize over the last few days, occasionally replacing Korean words she didn’t know with complete nonsense.
Mingi laughed so hard he nearly missed a turn. „That wasn’t even close.“
„I improvised.“
„You absolutely invented three words.“
„They sounded convincing.“ She smiled proudly before continuing.
He shook his head.
Hopeless. Completely hopeless.
Still… He couldn’t stop smiling.
He glanced at her again.
Her summer dress had ridden up slightly while she danced in the seat, exposing more of her thigh than she’d probably noticed.
His eyes lingered for exactly half a second before he forced them back to the road.
Focus.
Drive.
Road.
Not Y/N.
Lately… He’d been noticing things.
Little things.
Things he hadn’t paid attention to during the first days.
The way she tucked loose strands of hair behind her ear whenever she concentrated. The tiny scar on one of her knees. The freckles across her shoulders she’d only discovered after they’d spent an afternoon at the beach.
Even the way she laughed.
At first, he’d thought she laughed with her whole face.
Now he knew there were different versions.
The polite laugh. The sarcastic laugh. The one where she’d snort because she’d tried too hard not to laugh.
His favorite.
Then there had been last night.
He still wasn’t entirely sure what had happened.
She’d disappeared into the bathroom insisting she needed another shower despite already having taken one.
When she’d come back… He’d looked up without thinking.
She’d been wearing comfortable sleep shorts and a simple camisole.
Nothing extraordinary.
Just…Normal clothes for a warm summer evening.
She hadn’t been trying to impress anyone.
If anything, she’d looked completely unaware of how she looked.
Her hair had still been damp.
She’d climbed back onto the bed, apologized for disappearing so suddenly and immediately become invested in the anime again.
Meanwhile…He’d spent far too much energy reminding himself to look at the television.
Not because of what she’d been wearing.
Well… Not only.
It was everything together.
The oversized smile she’d given him. The way she’d curled her legs beneath herself while watching. How excited she’d gotten every time she guessed part of the mystery correctly.
She was…Ridiculously attractive.
And somehow…It had very little to do with appearance.
Of course she was beautiful.
He wasn’t blind.
But it was everything else.
Her curiosity. Her kindness. Her stubborn determination to stop at every scenic overlook.
The way she’d become friends with elderly café owners within five minutes.
How she’d held his hand in Italy without making it feel strange. How she’d told him it was okay to take a break.
Nobody had said that to him in a very long time.
He tightened his grip on the steering wheel.
This was dangerous. Because Portugal was getting closer.
And once she boarded that plane…That would be it.
They reached their hotel outside Marseille just before sunset.
It was a small stone building surrounded by olive trees, quiet enough that all Mingi could hear when he stepped outside was the distant sound of cicadas.
After dinner, Y/N announced she was going to explore the little bookstore they’d passed earlier.
„I’ll only be half an hour.“
„You said that at the last bookstore.“
„I meant it.“
He laughed. „Have fun.“
Once she’d disappeared down the street, he sat on the little balcony outside their room.
His phone buzzed.
Perfect timing.
He pressed the familiar group video call.
One by one, familiar faces appeared.
Wooyoung.
San.
Yeosang.
Yunho.
Jongho.
Seonghwa.
Finally Hongjoong.
„There he is!“ Wooyoung grinned. „The European traveler.“
„You look relaxed,“ Yunho observed.
„I am.“
Hongjoong leaned closer to his camera.
„So…How’s your trip?“
Mingi smiled. „It’s been…“ He searched for the right word. „…really nice.“
„You’ve been gone almost a month now,“ San said. „Still enjoying it?“
„I think I needed it.“
Hongjoong nodded. „I can tell.“
Then Wooyoung smirked.
„So…how’s the stranded girl?“
Seven pairs of eyes suddenly watched him a little too closely.
Mingi laughed. „She’s good.“
„Her car?“
„Dead.“
„Ouch.“
„So…“ Yeosang asked. „…what happened?“
Mingi explained everything.
The mechanic.
The rental companies being fully booked.
His suggestion that they simply continue the road trip together.
The mountains.
Italy.
The tiny towns.
The anime every evening.
By the time he finished, nobody interrupted him.
Instead…
They were smiling.
„You seem happy,“ Yunho said quietly.
Mingi looked away toward the setting sun. „…I am.“
Hongjoong noticed immediately. „You like spending time with her.“
It wasn’t really a question.
Mingi smiled. „I do.“
„What is she like?“ Jongho asked.
He thought for a second.
„She’s…“ He laughed softly. „…very curious.“
„She gets excited over tiny things.“
„Yesterday she spent twenty minutes talking to an old fisherman because she wanted to know why he repaired his nets by hand.“
The members chuckled.
„She laughs at my stories. She bullies me with our own songs.“
Wooyoung burst out laughing. „I knew I’d like her.“
„And…“ Mingi smiled to himself. „…she’s kind. Really kind.“
„When she listens…“ He paused. „…she actually listens.“
The call fell quiet.
Hongjoong rested his chin on his hand.
„You know…“
„What?“
„I haven’t heard you talk about someone like that in a long time.“
Mingi blinked.
Had he really?
He thought back over everything he’d just said.
The smile that hadn’t left his face once.
The warmth in his chest every time he’d mentioned her.
His eyes drifted toward the little bookstore across the street.
Through the window he could just make out Y/N wandering between shelves with a book in her hands.
He smiled again without realizing it.
„…Yeah,“ he admitted quietly. „I guess I haven’t.“
Mingi had barely finished speaking when Seonghwa leaned a little closer to his camera.
One eyebrow slowly disappeared beneath his fringe.
„So…“
Mingi already knew that tone. „…what?“
Seonghwa smiled. „Do you like her?“
Mingi blinked. „What kind of question is that?“
„A very simple one.“
„Of course I like her.“ He frowned. „I wouldn’t still be traveling with her if I didn’t.“
Across the call, Wooyoung groaned dramatically.
„Oh my god.“
„He doesn’t get it.“
Yunho laughed.
„He genuinely doesn’t.“
Mingi looked from one face to another.
„What?“
Seonghwa rested his chin in his hand, looking far too amused.
„I know you like her. That’s obvious.“
„What I meant…“ His smile widened. „…is whether you like her.“
The words landed with surprising force.
Mingi stared.
His mouth opened.
Then closed again.
„…Oh.“
The seven of them watched him in complete silence.
For once, nobody interrupted.
Nobody made a joke.
Mingi looked away from the screen.
The little street outside had turned golden beneath the evening sun. A couple walked hand in hand past the bookstore while someone laughed somewhere farther down the road.
Did he…?
He thought about Y/N singing Harry Styles far too loudly.
About the way she always insisted on stopping for every scenic overlook.
About holding his hand in Italy.
About the ridiculous second shower she’d taken last night.
About the fact that he now looked for her every time she disappeared into a shop.
He slowly rubbed the back of his neck.
„I…“ He let out a quiet breath. „I honestly don’t know.“
Nobody said anything.
„I could.“
His own answer surprised him.
„I think…“ He searched for the words. „…I think I could.“
A small smile appeared on Seonghwa’s face.
„But?“
Mingi laughed softly. „The trip is almost over.“
His smile became smaller.
„Portugal is only a few days away. Then she’ll fly to Seoul.“
He shrugged.
„So maybe, I’ll never really find out.“
The call fell quiet.
Hongjoong looked thoughtful.
Before anyone could continue, the door behind him opened.
Mingi instinctively turned around.
Y/N stepped inside carrying a small paper bag and two books pressed against her chest.
„I found one!“
She smiled brightly before noticing the tablet on the balcony table.
„…Oh.“
Seven unfamiliar faces immediately looked back at her.
She froze. „…Hi?“
The members collectively leaned closer to their cameras.
Wooyoung practically waved both hands.
„Hi!“
San smiled warmly.
„Hello!“
Yunho lifted his hand in greeting.
Yeosang smiled politely.
Jongho…
Jongho looked between Y/N and Mingi once before a slow grin spread across his face.
„So…“ He looked directly at Mingi. „…I can see why you stopped the car.“
Mingi’s eyes widened. „Jongho.“
Yeosang nodded thoughtfully. „She’s really pretty.“
„Yeosang.“
Wooyoung gasped dramatically.
„You didn’t tell us she was this cute!“
„Wooyoung!“
Y/N’s cheeks turned pink almost instantly.
She looked down at the paper bag in her hands as if it had suddenly become the most interesting object in the world.
Mingi immediately sat up straighter.
„Don’t.“
Seven innocent faces stared back at him.
„What?“
„Don’t make it weird.“
„We’re not.“
„You are.“
„We’re complimenting her.“
„You’re embarrassing her.“
Y/N gave an awkward little laugh somewhere behind him.
Wooyoung pointed dramatically at the screen.
„Oh, he’s protective now.“
„Interesting.“ Hongjoong covered his mouth to hide his smile.
San was already laughing.
Even Jongho looked suspiciously pleased with himself.
Mingi sighed. „I am hanging up.“
„Aww.“
„Bye.“
„Tell Y/N we said hello!“
He quickly ended the call before anyone could make things even worse.
Silence settled over the balcony.
Mingi buried his face in one hand.
„…I’m sorry.“ He turned toward Y/N. „They’re usually…“
He thought for a second.
„…Actually, no. They’re exactly like that.“
He expected her to look uncomfortable.
Embarrassed.
Maybe even overwhelmed.
Instead… She was smiling.
Not just smiling.
Grinning.
From one ear to the other.
„What?“ He asked.
She laughed. „They’re chaos.“
„They are.“
„But…“ She shrugged. „…they seem really nice.“
„They’re idiots.“
„I liked them.“
„They’re still idiots.“
„I believe that too.“
He couldn’t help smiling.
„I apologize on behalf of the idiots.“
„They did compliment me.“
„They absolutely shouldn’t have done it like that.“
She waved him off. „It’s okay.“
„They reminded me of my university friends.“
She placed her books on the little balcony table before sitting in the chair beside him.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
The evening breeze carried the smell of the sea all the way into town.
Y/N looked toward the dark screen of his tablet.
„…Do you miss them?“
The question caught him off guard.
He looked down at his hands. „…Yeah.“
A quiet smile appeared. „I do.“
„They’re loud. They never let me have a serious conversation.“
She smiled knowingly. „I noticed.“
„But…“ He looked toward the sunset. „…I miss them.“
His expression slowly changed.
„I just…“ He sighed. „I’m still not sure if I miss…“
He searched for the words. „…everything else.“
„The idol life.“
Y/N stayed quiet.
She never rushed him.
Never tried filling silences.
Instead she simply asked,
„Can I ask you something?“
He nodded.
„Do you like making music?“
„…Yes.“
„Do you like performing with your members?“
A small smile appeared automatically.
„Yes.“
„Do you like seeing people connect with your songs?“
„…Yes.“
„Do you like standing on stage and making thousands of people happy?“
He didn’t even have to think.
„Yes.“
She nodded thoughtfully.
Then she stood.
Mingi looked up as she walked around the little table until she was standing in front of him.
„What are you doing?“
Instead of answering, she reached up with one hand and gently brushed a strand of hair away from his forehead.
It was such a simple gesture.
So casual.
Yet it made him completely forget what he’d been about to say.
She smiled softly.
„I think…“
She looked him straight in the eyes.
„…you already have your answer.“
Before he could react, she lightly tapped the tip of his nose with one finger.
Boop.
„There.“
She smiled proudly.
„Professional life advice.“
Mingi stared at her.
„…Did you just…“
„Boop your nose?“
„Yes.“
„I did.“
„…Why?“
She shrugged.
„It felt appropriate.“
He laughed.
He couldn’t help it.
The kind that left his chest feeling lighter.
Y/N smiled triumphantly.
„Ahh I love that smile.“
„What?“
„I missed it.“
He looked at her for a long second.
Somehow…
Without realizing it…
She had managed to untangle something inside him that weeks of traveling alone hadn’t been able to touch.
And she had done it with four questions…
…and a boop on the nose.
If someone had told him a week ago that a stranger with a broken-down car would become the person who understood him best…
He would’ve laughed. He wasn’t laughing anymore.
He was simply wondering how he was supposed to say goodbye to her in a few days.
Portugal somehow felt different from every place they had visited before.
Maybe because neither of them could pretend there were endless roads ahead anymore.
This was the last stop.
Tomorrow, Y/N would board a plane to Seoul.
Tomorrow, he would... he wasn't even sure.
Go back to traveling alone for a while.
Eventually return to Korea.
Eventually decide whether he was ready to step back onto a stage.
He had spent the entire drive trying not to think about tomorrow.
He wasn't doing a very good job.
The little coastal town they had chosen for their final night was old enough that most of its streets were too narrow for cars. Whitewashed buildings climbed up the hillside, balconies overflowing with flowers, while the Atlantic stretched endlessly below them.
It was beautiful.
Painfully beautiful.
Because every breathtaking view now came with the quiet reminder that there weren't many left to share with her.
They wandered through the streets until they found a tiny restaurant tucked into an alley overlooking the water.
There were only a handful of tables outside.
An elderly woman welcomed them with a warm smile and disappeared inside before they had even opened the menus.
"I don't think she actually expected us to order," Y/N whispered. "I think she's already decided what to eat."
A minute later, the woman returned carrying two glasses of homemade lemonade.
"No menu," she announced proudly in accented English. "You eat what my husband cooks."
Y/N looked at Mingi. "I kind of love that."
"So do I."
They surrendered immediately.
Neither of them regretted it.
Fresh grilled fish.
Roasted vegetables.
Warm bread.
The best potatoes Mingi had eaten in his life.
At one point the elderly owner returned to refill their glasses.
She looked between them with a soft smile.
"You two..." She clasped her hands together. "...very beautiful couple."
Both of them froze.
Y/N nearly inhaled her lemonade the wrong way.
Mingi coughed into his hand.
"Oh..."
Y/N smiled awkwardly.
"We're actually—"
The woman waved her hand.
"No, no."
She smiled knowingly.
"I see."
Mingi blinked.
"...See what?"
She pointed between them. "The way you look."
Then she patted Y/N's shoulder affectionately.
"Very sweet."
Before either of them could respond, she disappeared inside again.
Silence settled over the table.
Y/N stared very intently at her potatoes.
Mingi suddenly found the ocean fascinating.
After a few seconds she laughed quietly.
"That was..."
"Unexpected."
"Very."
She glanced at him.
"I guess we spend a lot of time together."
"...Yeah."
"And we're traveling."
"...Yeah."
"So people probably assume."
He nodded.
"Probably."
But even after the conversation moved on...
The old woman's words lingered.
Not because strangers had mistaken them for a couple.
That had happened before.
At cafés.
On trains.
In little shops.
Usually they laughed it off.
This time...It had felt different.
Mingi wasn't entirely sure why.
Or maybe he was.
Over the last few days...Something had changed.
He noticed it in the quiet moments.
When their hands brushed while reaching for the same map.
When she laughed at one of his terrible jokes.
When she looked at him instead of the scenery after seeing something beautiful, as if checking whether he had seen it too.
Maybe he was imagining it. Maybe he wasn't.
He honestly couldn't tell anymore.
After dinner they walked down toward the beach.
The tide was low.
Gentle waves rolled across wet sand that reflected the orange sky like glass.
Y/N slipped off her sandals almost immediately.
"The water isn't even cold."
She stepped into the shallow waves, gathering the hem of her dress in one hand.
Mingi stayed farther back, watching her.
The wind caught her hair, lifting a few loose strands across her face.
She wasn't doing anything extraordinary.
She simply stood there.
Watching the sunset.
The ocean stretched endlessly behind her while everything around them glowed gold.
Without thinking, Mingi reached for his camera.
Click.
The shutter echoed softly.
At the exact same moment...Y/N turned around.
She found him immediately.
Instead of looking annoyed...She smiled.
Not the polite smile she gave strangers.
Not the sarcastic one she reserved for teasing him.
This one.
The one he'd come to recognize over the past week.
Small.
Warm.
Completely genuine.
It always reached her eyes.
For some reason...It felt like it only ever appeared when she forgot to guard herself.
When she was simply Happy.
His finger remained resting lightly on the camera.
He knew that photograph would become his favorite.
She walked back toward him through the water.
"What?" she asked.
"You looked..." He stopped himself.
"What?"
"...Happy."
She smiled again. "I am."
His chest tightened.
They continued walking in silence.
The beach was almost empty now.
Only a few distant silhouettes remained.
The waves washed quietly over the sand before retreating again.
Mingi slipped one hand into his pocket.
Tomorrow.
She'd be gone tomorrow.
The thought suddenly felt unbearable.
He tried imagining getting back into the car without her notebook on the dashboard.
Without Harry Styles playing far too loudly.
Without someone insisting they stop every thirty minutes because she'd spotted another "cute little place."
The passenger seat would be empty again.
The silence he'd spent a month searching for suddenly sounded awful.
His heart actually hurt.
The realization arrived so quietly that he almost missed it.
He didn't just enjoy traveling with her.
He didn't just think she was funny.
Or kind. Or beautiful.
Somewhere between a broken-down car, mountain roads, terrible singing and anime every evening...
He had fallen for her.
He stopped walking.
Y/N, still looking toward the ocean, took another step before bumping lightly into his back.
"Oh!"
She lost her balance for a split second.
Instinct took over.
Mingi turned immediately, catching her by the hips before she could stumble backward.
"You okay?"
She nodded automatically.
"Yeah."
Neither of them moved.
His hands remained lightly against her waist.
She was much closer than he'd expected.
Close enough that he could see tiny freckles across the bridge of her nose.
Close enough to notice the breeze lifting a strand of hair across her cheek.
Close enough to hear her breathing.
The sunset painted everything around them in soft orange light.
She looked up at him.
"What is it?"
Her voice was barely above a whisper.
Mingi swallowed.
He had never been particularly good at hiding what he felt.
Especially not from her.
"I..." He smiled sadly. "I don't want this to end."
Her expression softened.
"I don't want you to leave."
His thumb moved unconsciously, brushing lightly over the curve of her hip through the fabric of her dress.
"I've been trying not to think about tomorrow."
"But..." He laughed quietly at himself. "...it's all I can think about."
Y/N didn't answer.
She simply looked at him.
There was something in her eyes he couldn't quite name.
Or maybe...He finally could.
Neither of them seemed willing to look away.
The space between them somehow grew even smaller.
He watched her glance briefly toward his lips before meeting his eyes again.
His heartbeat became almost painfully loud.
Very slowly he leaned forward.
She met him halfway.
Their lips touched so gently that, for a heartbeat, Mingi wasn't even sure it had happened.
It was soft.
Careful.
Almost questioning.
When they pulled back again, neither of them spoke.
They simply stared at each other.
The ocean continued rolling onto the shore behind them.
The world carried on exactly as before.
Only theirs had quietly shifted.
Y/N's forehead rested lightly against his for a brief moment.
She smiled.
The same smile from the photograph.
His favorite one.
Mingi smiled back without realizing it.
Neither of them knew who moved first.
Maybe they both did.
This time there was no hesitation.
He cupped her cheek gently as she reached for the front of his shirt, closing the small distance between them again.
Their second kiss lingered longer than the first.
Neither of them seemed ready to let the moment end.
Tomorrow no longer felt like something they could pretend wasn't coming. So Mingi leaned in once more, but now with nothing stopping him anymore.
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Your car breaks down on day one of your dream road trip through Europe. Mingi, a stranger traveling the same way, offers you a ride. One impulsive decision turns into two weeks of tiny coastal towns, mountain roads, anime nights, stolen sunsets, and slowly falling in love with someone you were never supposed to meet. Sometimes the best adventures begin with the worst detours.
Pairing: Song Mingi × Reader (Y/N)
Genre: Romance, Road Trip, Slice of Life, Fluff, Angst, Slow Burn, Idol Au
Tropes: Strangers to Lovers, Road Trip Romance, Celebrity × Non-Celebrity, Healing Together, Mutual Pining, Smut
Featuring: ATEEZ (Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Wooyoung & Jongho), Y/N’s parents
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Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
This is Part 1
Y/N had always imagined leaving would feel bigger.
More dramatic, maybe. Like the kind of moment movies loved to stretch out with soft music and slow motion. A suitcase by the door. A final look around the room. A tearful goodbye. The feeling that the whole world had paused for a second just to watch her step into the next chapter of her life.
In reality, leaving was much messier than that.
It was a half-empty coffee cup balanced dangerously on the roof of her car while she tried to fit one last bag into the trunk. It was her jacket sleeve getting caught in the zipper of her suitcase. It was her mother calling from the kitchen window for the third time to ask if she had packed her passport, even though Y/N had checked for it at least six times already.
“Yes, Mom,” Y/N called back, pushing her suitcase down with both hands. “I have my passport.”
“And your documents?”
“Yes.”
“And the copies?”
“Yes.”
“And the Korean paperwork?”
Y/N paused, then lifted her head just enough to look over the open trunk. “Yes Mom I have everything.”
Her mother appeared in the doorway, arms crossed, looking entirely unconvinced. “You say that now, but when you stand at the airport and something is missing, you will hear my voice in your head.”
Y/N smiled despite the tight feeling in her chest. She had been hearing her mother’s voice in her head for years.
Sometimes it was comforting. Sometimes it was annoying. Most of the time it was both.
“I packed everything and looked after everythinh.” she promised. “Twice.”
Her mother’s eyes softened.
Y/N quickly turned back to the trunk before the emotion on her mother’s face could settle too deeply inside her. She had already cried last night while folding laundry. She had cried again that morning while brushing her teeth, which had felt especially pathetic because there was nothing poetic about sobbing with toothpaste foam in her mouth.
She was excited. She really was.
Moving to Seoul had been her dream for so long that it still didn’t feel completely real. A job offer in the city she had talked about since she was a teenager. A real apartment waiting for her. A new team, a new routine, a new life.
And still, every time she looked back at the house she had grown up in, her stomach twisted. Maybe that was why she had decided to drive first.
Not to Seoul, obviously. Her old car would never survive that kind of journey, even if there was an ocean conveniently removed from the route.
But through Europe. One last road trip before her flight. One last stretch of freedom before she packed herself into an airplane seat and crossed into the life she had been working toward for years.
Three weeks. A loose route. A car full of too many snacks.
And no one to answer to except herself.
It had sounded romantic when she planned it. Now, with her mother watching from the doorway and her father pretending not to be emotional by checking her tire pressure for the second time, it felt terrifying.
Her father straightened beside the front wheel and wiped his hands on a cloth. “Pressure is good,” he said.
“You checked it yesterday.”
“I checked it again today.”
“I noticed.”
He gave her a look. “You will thank me when you do not end up stranded somewhere.”
Y/N laughed softly. “That is very specific.”
“It is a father’s job to imagine specific disasters.”
He walked around to the driver’s side and bent down slightly to look at the tires again, as if one of them might have dramatically changed in the last thirty seconds.
Y/N watched him for a moment.
Then she looked at the car. Her car.
Technically, it was too old for an adventure like this. It had scratches along the passenger door, a stubborn trunk, and a radio that sometimes changed stations when she drove over a bump. The air conditioning had two settings: barely alive and suspiciously loud. One of the cup holders was broken. The passenger window got stuck if someone rolled it down too far.
But it was hers.
It had taken her to university. To her first job interview. To late-night supermarket runs. To friends’ houses, bad dates, good dates, and quiet parking lots where she had sat with music playing because she needed five more minutes before going home.
She knew the sound of its engine better than she knew most people’s voices. Maybe that was why she trusted it more than she should have.
Her mother came outside just as Y/N finally managed to slam the trunk shut. “Send your location every evening,” she said.
“I will.”
“And do not drive too long without breaks.”
“I won’t.”
“And do not pick up strangers.”
Y/N turned slowly. “Mom.”
Her mother raised her eyebrows. “What?”
“I’m not going to pick up strangers.”
“Good.”
“I’m twenty-four, not sixteen.”
“And still my child.”
That ended the argument because it always did. Her mother stepped closer and smoothed a hand over Y/N’s hair, fixing something that didn’t need fixing. Y/N let her.
For a few seconds, neither of them said anything. Then her mother pulled her into a hug.
It was tight. Warm. Familiar.
Y/N closed her eyes.
“You will be okay,” her mother whispered in Korean.
That nearly broke her.
“I know,” Y/N whispered back, also in Korean.
Her father joined the hug a second later, pretending it was casual and failing terribly. Y/N laughed into her mother’s shoulder, which made all three of them laugh, and somehow that helped.
The goodbye did not feel like a movie. It felt like her mother pressing snacks into her hands after the car was already packed. It felt like her father telling her to call immediately if anything sounded strange. It felt like waving through the windshield while backing out of the driveway, blinking too quickly because the house blurred behind her.
It felt real.
And maybe that was bigger than a movie.
For the first twenty minutes, Y/N drove in silence. She didn’t trust herself with music yet.
The roads near home were too familiar. The bakery on the corner. The petrol station where she always forgot which pump worked with card. The little park where she had once fallen off her bike and refused to admit she was crying because it hurt. The traffic light that always took too long.
Everything looked exactly the same. She was the only thing leaving.
When she reached the highway, she finally let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.
Then she turned on her playlist. The first song filled the car, bright and loud and full of promise.
Y/N smiled. “Okay,” she said to herself. “Adventure.”
The word felt silly spoken aloud, but it also made her chest loosen.She adjusted her sunglasses, checked the mirrors, and pressed her foot a little more firmly on the gas.
The city thinned out behind her. Buildings turned into fields, fields turned into forest, and soon the road stretched wide and open beneath a sky so blue it looked freshly painted.
She had planned the first day carefully, but not too carefully. That was the rule for this trip.
No strict schedule. No rushing. No feeling guilty for changing her mind.
She had a vague destination for the night, a small town near the border with a cheap guesthouse and good reviews. Everything else was optional. Coffee stops, scenic roads, random villages, roadside markets. Whatever looked interesting.
Her notebook sat on the passenger seat, already stuffed with printed reservations, handwritten notes, and a folded map she didn’t really need but liked having anyway. There was something comforting about paper. About being able to trace a route with her finger instead of trusting a glowing screen to know everything.
About an hour into the drive, the nervousness started to change.
It didn’t disappear completely. It became something else.
Excitement, maybe.
The kind that sat low in her stomach and made her feel like she was getting away with something.
She was really doing this. She was driving across countries by herself.
She was going to take photographs of places no one had dragged her to. She was going to eat whatever she wanted for dinner. She was going to sleep in strange little rooms and wake up not knowing exactly what the day would bring.
And after that, Seoul.
The thought made her fingers tighten around the steering wheel.
Seoul. It still sounded impossible.
She had visited before, but visiting was different. Visiting meant return tickets, hotel keys, and careful translations when she didn’t know a word. Living there meant grocery shopping, work emails, awkward introductions, missing home, and figuring out whether the Korean part of her would feel more at home there or strangely more foreign.
That was the thing she had not told many people.
She was excited to move. She was also afraid that Seoul would look at her and immediately know she did not fully belong.
Half Korean. Half something else.
Always enough to be asked questions. Never enough to avoid them.
In Germany, people heard her Korean name and asked where she was really from.In Korea, people heard her accent and asked where she learned the language.
She had spent most of her life balancing between answers.
Maybe Seoul would not fix that. Maybe nothing would.
But the job was good. The timing was right. And somewhere beneath all the fear was a stubborn, hopeful part of her that wanted to try anyway.
A sign announced the next rest stop.
Y/N glanced at the fuel gauge. Still fine.
But she stopped anyway. Because she could.
That was the beauty of traveling alone.
No one sighed when she changed plans. No one asked why she needed coffee already. No one complained when she spent ten minutes choosing between two pastries that looked almost exactly the same.
The rest stop was small but busy. Families stood around open trunks, passing sandwiches and water bottles to children. An older couple sat on a bench sharing fries. A group of motorcyclists laughed near the entrance, helmets tucked under their arms.
Y/N bought an iced coffee, a bottle of water, and the pastry with almonds because it looked slightly more dramatic than the other one.
Back at the car, she leaned against the driver’s side door and took a photo of the sky.
Not because it was special. Because she was there beneath it.
She sent the picture to her mother with a short message.
Still alive. Coffee acquired.
The reply came almost immediately.
Good. Eat something proper too.
Y/N smiled.
She placed the coffee in the working cup holder, the water bottle in the broken one where it leaned slightly to the left, and the pastry on the passenger seat beside her notebook.
Then she continued.
By the time she had driven almost five hundred kilometers, she felt different.
Lighter.
Not completely carefree, but close enough to understand why people chased that feeling.
The highway had grown quieter. Her navigation guided her away from the fastest route and onto a smaller road that cut through wide green hills and sleepy villages. It would add half an hour to the journey, but the view was worth it.
At least, that was what she thought at first.
Then the car made a noise. A faint clicking beneath the steady hum of the engine.
Y/N lowered the music.
For a moment, nothing happened.
She waited, eyes flicking between the road and the dashboard.
Click.
Her lips pressed together. “No,” she said.
The car, naturally, did not answer.
Another click followed. Then another.
Y/N sat up straighter.
“It’s fine,” she told herself. “Old cars make noises. People make noises when they get old too.”
That comparison did not comfort her as much as she hoped.
She checked the dashboard. No warning lights. The temperature gauge looked normal. The fuel gauge was fine. Nothing flashed. Nothing screamed for attention.
So she kept driving.
For another ten minutes, the clicking came and went. Sometimes she convinced herself it had stopped. Then it returned, a little louder than before.
The road curved between fields dotted with yellow flowers. There were no houses nearby, no petrol station, no obvious place to pull over except a narrow patch of gravel ahead.
Y/N slowed down and guided the car onto it. The moment she stopped, the engine shuddered.
Her heart dropped. “No, no, no. Don’t do that.”
The engine gave another rough shake. Then a warning light appeared.
Y/N stared at it. She knew enough about cars to understand that lights were generally bad. She did not know enough to understand which level of bad this particular light represented.
“Okay,” she whispered. “Okay, maybe we just need a small break.”
She turned the engine off.
The sudden silence felt too heavy. Outside, the countryside carried on like nothing had happened. Wind brushed through the tall grass. Somewhere far away, a bird called. A tractor moved slowly across a field in the distance.
Y/N sat there with both hands on the steering wheel.
Then she tried to start the car again. The engine coughed.
Once.
Twice.
Then failed.
She closed her eyes. “Please don’t do this to me.”
She tried again. The car made an ugly grinding sound that made her immediately stop.
For a second, she simply sat there.
Then she laughed. Not because anything was funny, but because the alternative was crying and she had done enough of that for one week.
“You dramatic little piece of metal,” she muttered.
She grabbed her phone and checked the signal.
One bar. Of course.
She got out of the car and immediately felt the heat of the afternoon settle over her shoulders. The road was quiet, with only the occasional car passing too quickly to notice her properly.
Y/N walked to the front, opened the hood, and stared down at the engine.
The engine stared back. At least, that was how it felt.
There were pipes. Metal parts. A cap she was almost certain she should not touch. Something that looked important. Many things that looked expensive.
She pulled up a video online titled What to Do When Your Car Breaks Down, but it buffered after seven seconds.
The first seven seconds told her to stay calm.
Wonderful. Very useful.
She crouched slightly and looked closer, as if the problem might reveal itself out of pity.
It did not.
There was no smoke. No dramatic leaking. No visible fire, which she decided was a positive sign.
“See?” she told the car. “We can work with this.”
A car drove past, stirring her hair into her face. It did not stop.
Y/N wiped her forehead with the back of her hand and accidentally left a faint smudge of grease on her skin from touching something she probably shouldn’t have touched.
Her phone buzzed.
A message from her mother.
What are you eating?
Y/N looked at the open hood. Then at the empty road. Then back at the message.
She typed, Almond pastry.
It was not a lie. Not the whole truth either, but mothers had a way of sensing disaster through punctuation alone, so she kept it short.
Then she opened the roadside assistance app.
The app loaded. And loaded. And loaded.
Y/N lifted the phone higher. One bar became two for a glorious second, then dropped back to one.
“Come on.” She walked a few steps away from the car, holding the phone up like an offering to the sky.
Nothing.
She walked farther. Still nothing.
A little farther. The signal returned.
She froze, afraid breathing too hard might scare it away.
The call connected after three attempts. “Hello, roadside assistance, how can I help you?”
Y/N nearly sagged with relief. “Hi. My car broke down. I’m on a country road, about...” She turned in a slow circle, looking for anything that might help. “About one hundred kilometers from where I started and apparently in the middle of nowhere.”
The woman on the phone remained professionally calm. “Are you in a safe location?”
“I think so. I pulled over onto gravel.”
“Are you injured?”
“No.”
“Is there smoke or fire?”
“No.”
“Good. Can you share your location through the app?”
“I can try, but the signal is terrible.”
It took several painful minutes. The app crashed once. The call cut out twice. Y/N moved around the side of the road like she was performing some strange ritual for better reception.
Eventually, the woman confirmed the location. “A tow truck can reach you in approximately three hozrs.”
Y/N stared at the fields. “Three hours?”
“I’m sorry. You are quite far from the nearest station.” Of course she was.
Because apparently her adventure had decided to become a character-building exercise on day one.
“Okay,” Y/N said, forcing her voice to remain polite. “Thank you.”
After the call ended, she stood very still for a moment.
Then she walked back to the car, closed the hood, and leaned against the front bumper.
Three hours. She could handle three hours.
She had handled worse than that.
She had survived final exams, job interviews, family gatherings where distant relatives asked deeply personal questions, and one horrifying office Christmas party where her manager had sung karaoke for six minutes straight.
Three hours on a quiet road would not defeat her. Probably.
She opened the passenger door, retrieved her pastry, and took a bite.
It was slightly dry.
She chewed slowly, staring at the landscape. “Well,” she said to no one, “at least the view is nice.”
And it was.Annoyingly, unfairly nice.
The hills rolled gently toward the horizon. The sky had softened from bright blue into a warmer shade, with thin clouds stretching like brushstrokes above the fields. The road curved ahead and disappeared between trees, making it look as if it led somewhere magical instead of, most likely, more inconvenience.
She sat sideways in the driver’s seat with the door open, one foot resting on the gravel, and ate the rest of her pastry while waiting for rescue.
Now and then, a car passed. Most did not slow.
One older man in a blue van honked gently and gave her a questioning thumbs-up. Y/N lifted her phone and nodded to show help was coming. He waved and continued down the road.
The sun moved lower. The air cooled slightly.
Her excitement from earlier had not vanished completely, but it had changed shape. It sat somewhere under the frustration now, stubborn and flickering.
This was not how the trip was supposed to begin. But maybe beginnings were rarely clean. Maybe leaving home, moving countries, starting over, and becoming someone new was never going to begin with perfect weather and perfect roads and a perfectly behaved car.
Maybe the universe had a sense of humor. A very irritating one.
Y/N leaned her head back against the seat and closed her eyes.
In two weeks, she would be in Seoul. In two weeks, this road, this broken car, this strange little patch of gravel in the middle of nowhere would already be a story.
Maybe even a funny one. She tried to imagine telling someone about it later.
My car broke down on the first day.
Then what happened?
She opened her eyes. The empty road stretched ahead.
“I have absolutely no idea,” she whispered.
Five hours.
Y/N had officially been stranded for five hours.
At first, she had done everything she could think of to stay occupied.
She had finished her pastry. She had walked a few hundred meters up and down the road, hoping to find better reception. She had counted passing cars. She had reorganized the already perfectly organized trunk. She had even attempted to read a chapter of the novel she had packed for the trip.
None of it had worked.
Every few minutes her eyes drifted back to the empty road.
No tow truck. No flashing yellow lights. Nothing.
The afternoon sun had slowly made its way across the sky, replacing the bright blue above her with warm shades of orange and pink.
It would have been beautiful under different circumstances. Instead, every passing minute tied another knot in her stomach.
She glanced at her phone again.
No missed calls. No messages from roadside assistance.
She sighed before pressing the call button once more.
The line didn't even begin to ring. "No service."
She frowned. "What?"
Y/N climbed out of the car and held her phone toward the sky.
One bar. Then none.
She took another step. Another. Still nothing.
"Oh, come on..."
The screen flickered between one lonely signal bar and complete emptiness.
She tried again anyway. Nothing.
She walked farther down the roadside until she found a small hill overlooking the fields.
One bar returned. Immediately she pressed the number.
The phone started dialing. Then the screen went black.
She stared at her reflection. "No."
She pressed the power button. Nothing. "...No."
A sinking feeling settled deep inside her chest.
She had forgotten to charge it at the last rest stop. The battery warning had popped up earlier while she had been waiting, and she had convinced herself she'd charge it once the tow truck arrived.
The tow truck never had. Now her phone was completely dead.
For a long moment she simply stood there. The silence surrounding her suddenly felt much louder.
She laughed once. A short, exhausted laugh. "Of course."
She slipped the useless phone back into her pocket before making her way back to the car. The first stars were beginning to appear above the fields. The road had become quieter too.
Every now and then another car passed, but they grew farther apart as daylight disappeared.
Y/N leaned against the driver's door and wrapped her arms around herself.
This wasn't dangerous.
She reminded herself of that several times. She was on a public road.
People drove past.
Eventually someone would come. Eventually.
The thought of spending the night inside her car was becoming less ridiculous by the minute.
She looked around.
There wasn't a single building in sight. No gas station. No café. No hotel.
Just fields stretching endlessly in both directions.
Her stomach growled. "Wonderful."
She had exactly one bottle of water left. Half a bag of chips. And two cereal bars she'd packed because her mother insisted every trip required emergency snacks.
Maybe mothers really did know everything. The realization made her smile for exactly three seconds before the smile faded again.
Her parents.
Her mother was probably already wondering why she hadn't sent another picture. Her father would pretend not to worry.
He'd probably tell her mother that the roads were busy and she was simply enjoying herself. Then he'd start worrying too.
Y/N rubbed her face. The frustration she'd managed to keep under control all afternoon finally started catching up with her.
"This trip is going great," she muttered sarcastically. "Absolutely fantastic."
A cool evening breeze brushed through her hair.
She climbed into the driver's seat and left the door open, watching the sky turn darker with every passing minute.
Maybe she'd lock the doors and sleep here. Tomorrow morning someone would surely drive by. Or the tow truck would finally arrive.
A pair of headlights appeared in the distance.
Y/N sat up immediately.
The lights grew closer.
A black SUV.
The vehicle slowed.
Then to her immense relief it pulled onto the gravel shoulder a few meters in front of her.
Y/N let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.
The driver's door opened.
Long legs stepped onto the road first.
Then the rest of him.
He was... tall. Ridiculously tall. Even from several meters away she could tell he easily towered over her. He wore a simple white T-shirt beneath a dark overshirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows and comfortable jeans that looked more suited for sightseeing than anything fashionable.
A baseball cap shaded part of his face. As he approached, she noticed how broad his shoulders were.
He looked like someone who had never struggled lifting heavy luggage in his life.
He slowed once he was close enough not to startle her.
His smile was hesitant. Almost apologetic.
"Uh..." He pointed toward her car. "You... okay?"
The accent caught her attention first. Korean.
His English was careful, like he was mentally translating every word before saying it.
Y/N blinked in surprise.
Of all the people she had expected to meet on an empty European country road. A Korean man hadn't even made the list.
He gestured awkwardly toward the open hood. "Car... problem?"
For a second she almost answered in English out of habit.
Instead she smiled with visible relief.
"...네. 큰 문제인 것 같아요." (Yeah. I think it's a pretty big problem.)
The man's eyes widened beneath the brim of his cap.
He froze. "...어?" (...Huh?)
Y/N couldn't help laughing. "You can speak Korean," she continued, this time without forcing herself to search for English words.
"I promise I understood you."
For another second he simply stared at her. Then an amused grin slowly spread across his face.
One that transformed him completely.
His shoulders relaxed. "So you were just letting me struggle?"
She raised both hands innocently. "I was curious how long you'd keep trying."
He laughed. It was deep, warm and surprisingly contagious. "I should've started with Korean."
"I think so too."
He rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly before looking toward the stranded car again.
"So..." He nodded toward it. "What happened?"
Y/N sighed dramatically. "If I knew that, I probably wouldn't still be standing here."
He chuckled. "Fair point."
"I've been waiting for roadside assistance for five hours."
His eyebrows shot up. "Five?"
"And my phone died about five minutes ago."
"...That's rough."
"I've also started considering whether sleeping in my car would permanently ruin my back."
He looked genuinely concerned now. "I hope it doesn't come to that."
"So do I."
For a brief moment, neither of them spoke. The evening had become surprisingly quiet. Only the chirping of crickets filled the air between them.
The stranger looked from her to the car once more before taking a few slow steps toward the engine.
"Would you mind..." He pointed at the hood. "...if I took a look?"
Y/N smiled despite herself. "Be my guest."
She stepped aside. "I should warn you though."
"Hm?"
"I already looked at it."
He glanced at her. "...And?"
"I learned that I know absolutely nothing about cars."
A laugh escaped him again. "At least you're honest."
She folded her arms with mock pride. "I try."
As he reached for the hood latch, Y/N found herself studying him for the first time.
He couldn't have been much older than she was. Maybe around twenty-five.
His face was soft despite his height, and there was something unusually gentle about the way he carried himself. He didn't seem rushed or annoyed that his evening had been interrupted by a stranded stranger. If anything, he looked genuinely concerned.
He carefully lifted the hood and peered inside. Y/N watched him, hoping for a miracle.
Although, judging by the thoughtful expression on his face, she had a feeling this adventure had only just begun.
The stranger stayed crouched in front of the open engine for several minutes.
Y/N watched him expectantly. At first, she was convinced he knew what he was doing. He leaned closer, moved a few cables aside with careful fingers, frowned thoughtfully and even nodded to himself once or twice.
He certainly looked like someone who could diagnose an engine.
The last rays of sunlight stretched across the empty road, turning the surrounding fields golden. The warmth of the afternoon slowly disappeared with the light, replaced by the cool breeze that always arrived after sunset.
Y/N rubbed her arms. She walked around the car and opened the trunk.
Thankfully, she had packed for every possible weather. Hiking boots, rain jacket, two sweaters and even a thick knitted pullover her mother had insisted she bring.
"You'll thank me one evening," she had said.
Y/N smiled to herself as she pulled it over her head. "You were right, Mom."
The oversized sleeves covered half her hands, instantly making her feel a little warmer.
When she turned back around, the Korean man was still staring into the engine compartment with the same concentrated expression.
"So?" she asked, walking over.
He stayed quiet for another second. Then he slowly closed the hood.
"I have absolutely no idea."
Y/N blinked. "What?"
He scratched the back of his neck, looking almost embarrassed. "I don't know anything about cars."
Silence.
"You..." She pointed toward the engine. "...have been looking at it for almost five minutes."
"I know."
"And you don't know anything?"
"Not even a little."
She stared at him. "So you were just pretending?"
"I was hoping something obvious would jump out at me."
For a second they simply looked at each other.
Then Y/N started laughing. Not a polite little chuckle. A real laugh that bent her forward slightly.
He laughed too. "I probably looked very convincing."
"You looked incredibly convincing."
"I even convinced myself for a moment."
She wiped a tear from the corner of her eye. "I really thought you knew what you were doing."
"So did I."
Their laughter echoed over the quiet road before slowly fading into comfortable silence. It was strange.
Thirty minutes ago she had been mentally preparing herself to spend the night alone in her car. Now she was laughing with a complete stranger.
He looked down the empty road before glancing back at her. "What are you going to do?"
Y/N sighed.
"I honestly don't know. My phone is dead. I don't know if roadside assistance even knows where I am anymore. And..." She looked at her car. "Sleeping here wasn't exactly part of my vacation plans."
He nodded thoughtfully. Then he hesitated. "I might have an idea."
She looked up.
"I'm staying in a hotel about twenty minutes from here." He pointed toward his SUV. "I could take you there."
Y/N's expression immediately became uncertain.
He noticed. "I know," he said quickly. "That sounds incredibly suspicious."
"A little."
"I can bring you back first thing tomorrow morning."
She stayed quiet.
"I just..." He glanced toward the empty road. "I don't really like the idea of you staying here alone."
Y/N looked around. Now that darkness had settled over the countryside, it suddenly felt much more isolated than before.
The road was almost completely empty. No streetlights. No houses. Nothing except fields and the occasional passing headlights.
Her parents would absolutely lose their minds if they knew where she was.
Still, she didn't know him.
He seemed kind. Funny. Harmless, even. But appearances could be deceiving.
He seemed to understand exactly what she was thinking.
"You don't have to decide immediately," he said softly. "I just wanted to offer."
Y/N studied him for another moment. Something about him felt genuine.
Maybe it was the way he wasn't trying to convince her. Or the fact that he had admitted he knew nothing about cars instead of pretending.
She smiled faintly. "If you turn out to be a serial killer..."
His eyes widened.
"...that would really ruin my vacation."
He burst into laughter. "I promise I'm not."
"I suppose that's exactly what a serial killer would say."
"...You're making this difficult."
"I know."
Another quiet laugh escaped both of them.
Finally, Y/N nodded. "Okay."
"Really?"
"But if you murder me, I'll be very disappointed."
"I'll keep that in mind." He offered her a relieved smile before helping her carry the most important bags into his SUV.
"My suitcase can stay," she said after locking her car. "I'll only need my backpack."
He waited until she had double-checked every door before opening the passenger side for her.
She climbed inside. The car smelled faintly of coffee and clean laundry. A camera rested on the backseat alongside a hiking backpack and a folded map covered in handwritten notes.
"So," she said as they pulled back onto the road. "I guess we're road trip companions now."
He smiled without taking his eyes off the road. "I guess we are."
For a few minutes they simply enjoyed the silence.
It wasn't awkward. More like both of them were trying to figure out who exactly the person beside them was.
Y/N looked out the window. The last orange glow disappeared behind the hills.
Small villages passed by, their windows glowing warmly in the evening.
"So..." she finally said. "I know you speak Korean."
He nodded.
"I know you're bad with cars."
"Very bad."
"And..." She turned toward him. "I don't even know your name."
He looked briefly in her direction before smiling. "I'm Mingi."
"Mingi," she repeated. "I'm Y/N."
"It's nice to meet you."
"You too."
A few seconds passed. "So what do you do, Mingi?"
He was quiet long enough that she wondered if the question had made him uncomfortable.
Finally he answered. "I'm... an Idol."
"Oh?"
He nodded. "I'm in a K-pop group."
Y/N smiled. "Really?"
"Yeah."
"What group?"
"ATEEZ."
She looked at him for a second. He looked completely serious.
Then she laughed. "No, really."
"I am serious."
"You are."
"I promise."
She narrowed her eyes dramatically. "I don't believe you."
"I expected that."
He sounded surprisingly amused. "Most people wouldn't."
"I've never heard someone introduce themselves like that."
He shrugged. "I usually don't."
"So you're joking."
"I'm not."
She folded her arms. "Proof."
He chuckled. "My phone is connected to the car."
He tapped the screen on the dashboard before it displayed a search page.
"Go ahead. Search my name. Song Mingi."
Y/N hesitated.
Then, mostly to humor him, she typed: Song Mingi.
Within seconds Photos filled the screen.
Concert stages. Magazine shoots. Interviews. Fan edits. Millions of search results.
Her eyebrows slowly climbed higher. "...Oh."
She clicked another result.
There he was again.
On stage. Holding a microphone. Surrounded by thousands of fans.
She looked back at him. Then back at the screen. Then at him again.
"You weren't joking."
"I wasn't."
"...You're actually famous."
"I guess."
She blinked several more times. "Huh."
That wasn't exactly the reaction Mingi had expected.
"You don't know us?"
She shook her head. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be."
"I've been so busy finishing university and applying for jobs that I barely listened to anything except whatever Spotify recommended."
He smiled. "Honestly? I kind of like that."
Y/N leaned back in her seat. "So..."
She glanced at another photo of him performing. "Why are you driving through Europe alone if you're... this?"
He let out a slow breath. "I needed some time away."
"From work?"
"From everything." His smile became smaller. "I've been on hiatus."
She turned toward him fully. "You don't have to tell me if it's personal."
He appreciated that. "It's okay. I've spent years running from one schedule to the next. Sometimes I forgot who I was when nobody expected anything from me."
He kept his eyes on the road. "So I decided to disappear for a little while. No managers. No cameras. No expectations. Just..." He smiled softly. "...Mingi."
Y/N nodded slowly. "I think I understand."
He looked at her. "You do?"
She smiled faintly. "Not exactly. But maybe a little."
She looked out at the passing countryside. "In two weeks I'm moving to Seoul."
His eyebrows lifted. "Really?"
She nodded. "I just accepted my first full-time job there."
"Congratulations."
"Thank you."
"I was excited. I still am."
"But..." She laughed quietly. "I realized I'd spent years studying, working and planning for the future. I never really stopped to do something just because I wanted to."
"So I packed my car..." She pointed behind them. "...and decided to drive across Europe before my life becomes very serious."
Mingi smiled. "And then your car broke down."
"Exactly."
"I've only made it a five hundred kilometers."
He laughed. "Not exactly the adventurous start you imagined."
"No." She smiled anyway.
"But..." She glanced at him. "I didn't exactly imagine meeting a K-pop idol either."
About twenty minutes later they arrived at a small countryside hotel tucked between rolling hills.
Warm lights spilled from the windows onto the gravel parking lot.
Y/N let out a relieved sigh. "A bed."
"Hopefully."
They walked inside together. The receptionist greeted them with a polite smile before checking the reservations on the computer.
A minute later her expression changed.
"I'm terribly sorry. There was a plumbing issue this afternoon. Our last available room was given to another guest."
Y/N's heart sank. "So you don't have any rooms left?"
The receptionist shook her head apologetically. "I'm afraid not."
Y/N closed her eyes for a second.
Of course. Why would today suddenly become easy?
Beside her, Mingi looked thoughtful.
Then he cleared his throat. "I have a room."
She looked at him.
"It's... not huge. But it has a sofa."
He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. "You can take the bed if you want."
She immediately shook her head. "Absolutely not."
"Then..." He smiled sheepishly. "You can take the sofa."
Y/N looked between him and the receptionist. Then back at him.
"This is probably the strangest first day of a vacation anyone has ever had."
Mingi laughed quietly. "I was thinking exactly the same thing."
For the first time since arriving in Europe, Mingi found himself wondering if he had completely lost his mind. He lay on one of the two beds, staring at the ceiling while the bathroom door remained closed.
The shower was running. Steam curled beneath the door. And somewhere in the room, Y/N’s phone was charging beside the television.
He sighed. „What am I doing…“
Helping people wasn’t unusual. Stopping for someone whose car had broken down wasn’t unusual either.
But offering a complete stranger a ride…
Bringing her to his hotel…
Telling her his real name…
Even telling her he was an idol…
That wasn’t like him. Normally he was careful. Painfully careful.
Years in the industry had taught him to think twice before trusting anyone. Every conversation had the potential to end up online. Every stranger could recognize him five minutes later. Every small mistake could become tomorrow’s headline.
Yet somehow…
Standing on that empty country road, watching her laugh after he admitted he knew absolutely nothing about cars…
None of those thoughts had crossed his mind. Instead he’d thought about one thing. She had genuinely been preparing to spend the night alone in her broken-down car.
The idea still made him uncomfortable.
He grabbed the remote and switched on the television. Channel after channel flashed by.
Local news. A cooking competition. Football. Another cooking competition.
„…Nothing.“ He continued pressing buttons until colorful animation suddenly filled the screen.
His eyebrows lifted. „Spy x Family?“
The episode had English subtitles. Good enough.
He smiled to himself. „Guess that’s staying on.“
Before Anya could finish introducing herself, his phone buzzed.
Then again. Then six more times in rapid succession.
Mingi didn’t even have to look.
The group chat. He opened it anyway.
Hongjoong: You alive?
Wooyoung: Did you finally get lost??
San: He definitely got lost.
Yeosang: I give him another hour before he accidentally ends up in another country.
Mingi laughed quietly. He quickly typed.
Mingi: Actually… something happened.
Almost immediately the typing indicators appeared.
Every single member.
Yunho: ???
Jongho: What happened?
Hongjoong: Everything okay?
Mingi scratched the back of his neck.
How exactly was he supposed to explain this?
Mingi: I found someone stranded on the side of the road.
Silence. Three seconds later his phone exploded.
Wooyoung: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FOUND SOMEONE
San: …Please elaborate.
Hongjoong: You stopped?
Yeosang: You actually stopped??
Mingi frowned.
Mingi: Of course I stopped. Her car broke down. She’d been waiting three hours for roadside assistance. Her phone died. There was nobody around.
Another pause.
Hongjoong: Okay. Fair.
Yunho: Makes sense.
Wooyoung: That’s exactly what you’d do.
Mingi smiled.
See? They understood.
Then another message appeared.
Jongho: …Where is she now?
Mingi hesitated.
Then typed.
Mingi: At the hotel.
The chat went silent again.
Completely silent.
He could practically hear the collective sigh through the screen.
Hongjoong: Please tell me she’s in her own room.
Mingi stared at the message.
Then sighed.
Mingi: Long story. Hotel was fully booked. There are two beds.
This time the replies came much faster.
San: Mingi.
Yeosang: Mingi…
Wooyoung: Have you completely lost your survival instincts?
Hongjoong: Does she know who you are?
Mingi looked toward the closed bathroom door.
Steam still drifted underneath it.
He typed back.
Mingi: Yeah. I told her.
The chat practically exploded.
Wooyoung: YOU WHAT???
San: You told a stranger??
Hongjoong: Mingi…
Jongho: That’s unlike you.
Yunho: Damn.
Seonghwa: 🤦♂️
He knew. It was unlike him. Very unlike him.
His thumbs hovered over the keyboard for a moment before he answered.
Mingi: She didn’t believe me. I had to prove it.
Yeosang: That’s somehow even funnier.
Despite himself, Mingi laughed.
Then another message appeared from Hongjoong.
Hongjoong: Just be careful. You don’t know her. She could leak where you are. Take photos. Tell people. Or worse.
Mingi leaned back against the headboard.
He understood the concern. Really, he did.
If the roles were reversed, he’d probably be sending the same messages.
He thought about Y/N standing beside her broken car with grease on her cheek, joking that she’d be „very disappointed“ if he turned out to be a serial killer.
He smiled.
Mingi: I know. But I honestly think she’s nice. She was genuinely planning to sleep in her car. I couldn’t just leave her there.
Several seconds passed before Hongjoong finally replied.
Hongjoong: Yeah. I probably wouldn’t have either.
Yunho: Just text us tomorrow morning so we know you’re alive.
Wooyoung: And if she steals your car I’m never letting you forget it.
Mingi shook his head, smiling as he locked his phone.
He placed it on the bedside table and looked back at the television.
Anya was already causing complete chaos.
„Sorry,“ he murmured to the screen. „I missed half the episode.“
He settled deeper into the pillows. The room was quiet now except for the television and the steady sound of the shower.
It felt… Oddly peaceful.
A little while later, the bathroom door opened.
Mingi glanced over instinctively. Y/N stepped out wearing an oversized sweatshirt and comfortable sweatpants, her hair still damp from the shower. She smiled politely before picking up her phone from the charger.
„It finally turned back on,“ she said.
„Good.“
„I should probably call my parents before they report me missing.“
He chuckled. „That’s probably a good idea.“
She nodded and walked toward the window to give him a little privacy. A moment later she began speaking rapidly into the phone.
Not Korean. Not English either.
The language flowed quickly, full of sounds he couldn’t place.
Whoever answered sounded… panicked. Even without understanding the words, he could hear it. An older woman’s voice grew louder and louder through the speaker.
Y/N winced. „I know… I know…“
She listened for another few seconds before sighing deeply.
Then, perhaps without even thinking about it, she switched into Korean. „Mom, calm down.“
Mingi’s attention immediately shifted from the television.
„I know how this sounds. No, I’m not alone on the road anymore…No.“
She rubbed her forehead. „I’m at a hotel.“
Another loud response erupted from the phone. „Yes… with the man who stopped to help me.“
Mingi froze. Oh no.
He could practically hear her mother’s blood pressure rising through the speaker.
„No, Mom….I’m not sharing a bed with him…There are two beds.“
Another barrage followed.
Y/N looked like she wanted the floor to swallow her whole.
„I know he’s a stranger.“
„I didn’t have another option.“
„I wasn’t going to sleep in my car.“
She paused.
„…No, he hasn’t been weird.“
Another pause.
„…No.“
„…Mom.“
„…Mom.“
Y/N slowly turned toward Mingi with an expression that mixed embarrassment with apology.
„My mother…“ She covered the microphone with one hand. „…would like to speak with you.“
Mingi stared at her. „…Me?“
She gave him an awkward smile. „I’m so, so sorry.“
For the first time all evening, Mingi suddenly found the prospect of talking to an extremely worried mother far more intimidating than performing in front of fifty thousand people.
Mingi blinked at Y/N for a second before a small smile spread across his face.
„It’s okay,“ he said quietly.
„Really?“
He nodded. „My mom would’ve reacted the exact same way.“
Y/N let out a relieved sigh. „I am so sorry.“
Before he could answer, another loud voice echoed from the phone.
Even though he couldn’t understand the first sentence, he immediately guessed who was speaking.
Y/N’s mother sounded like she was only one step away from booking the next flight.
Y/N pinched the bridge of her nose.
„Mom…“
Another rapid sentence followed.
Y/N’s eyes widened.
„…You want what?“
She stared at the phone before slowly turning it toward herself.
„You want me to turn on the camera?“
The answer came immediately.
Y/N sighed dramatically.
„…She says she wants to see your face.“
Mingi gave a nervous laugh. „…That’s fair.“
Y/N wasn’t finished listening.
A second later she buried her face in one hand.
„Oh my god…“
„What?“
„She said she wants to know what you look like…“ Y/N paused, clearly trying not to laugh. „…so if you decide to murder me, she’ll know exactly who to hunt down.“
Mingi swallowed.
„…That’s…“ He rubbed the back of his neck. „…a very protective mother.“
„That’s one way to put it.“
He couldn’t even blame her.
If his own daughter had called from another country to say she was spending the night in a hotel after being rescued by a complete stranger, he probably would’ve reacted the same way.
Maybe worse.
He smiled reassuringly. „It’s okay.“
Y/N searched his face for another moment. „You don’t mind?“
„Not at all.“
She switched the camera on before handing him the phone.
„Good luck.“
He accepted it with both hands.
The screen immediately filled with the image of two people squeezed together in front of another phone.
A woman and a man. Both looked equally worried.
Y/N clearly resembled her mother.
Only now her mother’s smile was nowhere to be found.
Instead she stared intensely at Mingi through the camera.
He bowed his head politely. „Hello.“
For several seconds… Nothing happened.
Y/N’s mother simply stared.
Then her expression changed completely.
Her eyes widened.
She blinked.
Then she looked somewhere off-screen. „…Y/N.“
Mingi heard Y/N laugh behind him. „What?“
„You forgot to mention…“ Another pause. „…that the stranger is handsome.“
Y/N groaned so loudly Mingi almost laughed. „Mom!“
„What? It’s true!“
Mingi felt warmth creep into his cheeks.
„I…“ he started awkwardly. „Thank you?“
Y/N covered her face. „I am never living this down.“
Her father chuckled quietly somewhere beside her mother. „Your mother says whatever comes into her head.“
„I noticed.“
That finally broke the tension.
Even Y/N’s mother smiled.
The conversation slowly shifted.
Instead of suspicious questions, she started asking practical ones.
Where had they met?
How long had Y/N been stranded?
Was she eating enough?
Had she locked her car?
Mingi answered patiently. He explained how he’d found Y/N waiting beside the road, how she’d already been stranded for hours, and that she had been fully prepared to sleep in her car before he happened to drive by.
Her mother visibly softened. „You really helped her?“
„Of course. There wasn’t anyone else around.“
She nodded slowly. „I… appreciate that.“
He smiled. „I’m also planning to take her back first thing tomorrow. The tow truck or the mechanic should know more by then. If they can’t fix the car, we’ll figure something else out.“
Y/N’s father finally spoke. „Thank you.“
His voice was calm, but Mingi could hear the relief behind it.
„She’s very stubborn.“
„I am not,“ Y/N protested from somewhere behind him.
„You drove across Europe alone,“ her father replied. „You are.“
Mingi laughed.
„I’ve only known her a few hours…“ He glanced over his shoulder at Y/N. „…but I think you might be right.“
She gasped dramatically. „Wow. Unbelievable. My own rescue turns against me.“
Her parents laughed.
For the first time since answering the phone, Y/N’s mother looked genuinely relaxed.
„Please take care of each other.“
„We will,“ Mingi answered.
After another round of goodbyes, the call finally ended.
The room fell quiet.
Y/N stared at him for one long second.
Then they both burst into laughter. „I cannot believe she said that.“
Mingi handed her phone back. „I wasn’t expecting that either.“
„I was convinced she’d threaten you again.“
Y/N dropped onto the edge of the other bed, still laughing.
„I’m so embarrassed.“
„You don’t have to be.“
„I absolutely do. My mother basically flirted with the guy who rescued me.“
„I think she was just relieved.“
Y/N groaned into a pillow. „I’ll never hear the end of this.“
Mingi picked up the remote again.
„Well…“ He nodded toward the television. „At least we have Anya to distract us.“
Y/N looked at the screen. „Oh. I’ve heard of this.“
„You have?“
„I think so. I’ve never actually watched anime.“
Mingi slowly turned his head toward her. „…What?“
She blinked. „What?“
„You’ve…“ He sat up straighter. „…never watched anime?“
She shook her head. „Not really.“
He stared at her in exaggerated disbelief. „That’s tragic.“
She laughed. „Tragic?“
„You’ve been missing out for years.“
„I don’t know.“
„I’ve always been more of a book person.“
He pointed accusingly at the television.
„This is art.“
She folded her arms. „You’re taking this very personally.“
„I am.“
She smiled. „Fine. Convince me.“
That was all the invitation he needed.
For the next twenty minutes, Mingi found himself enthusiastically explaining every character.
„That’s Loid.“
„He pretends to be a psychiatrist.“
„But he’s actually a spy.“
„And that’s Yor.“
„She works at city hall.“
„But she’s secretly an assassin.“
Y/N raised an eyebrow. „Seems healthy.“
„It gets better.“
„And Anya?“
„She’s…“ He smiled despite himself. „…the best child ever written.“
By the end of the episode, Y/N had laughed far more than she’d expected.
„Okay,“ she admitted. „I get it.“
„I told you.“
„She’s adorable. I also want whatever confidence she has.“
Mingi grinned triumphantly. „See?“
„Anime.“ She rolled her eyes with a smile. „One point for you.“
The second episode had barely started when he noticed the room had gone quiet.
Much quieter than before.
He looked over.
Y/N was curled up beneath the hotel blanket, her head resting against the pillow.
Her breathing had slowed.
Somewhere between Anya’s latest adventure and one of his unnecessarily long explanations, she’d fallen asleep.
He smiled to himself.
She must have been exhausted. Between the long drive, the broken-down car and everything else that had happened today, he honestly wasn’t surprised.
Carefully, so quietly he barely made a sound, he stood up.
A folded blanket rested inside the wardrobe.
He shook it open and gently draped it over her shoulders.
She shifted slightly but didn’t wake.
Her phone still lay beside her with barely any battery left.
He unplugged the television remote charger and connected her phone instead.
The screen lit up. Three percent.
He placed it carefully on the bedside table within her reach.
For a second he simply looked at her sleeping peacefully.
This morning they hadn’t known each other existed.
Now she’d trusted him enough to accept his help.
It felt… strange. In a good way.
He quietly switched off the bedside lamp on her side of the room, leaving only the small reading light above the sofa.
Then he grabbed the spare pillow and blanket, stretched out on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling.
Tomorrow, they would hopefully get her car fixed.
Then, most likely, they’d go their separate ways.
At least…That was what he’d been telling himself ever since he’d stopped on that empty road.
Mingi had expected to wake up feeling awkward. Instead, it almost felt... normal.
He and Y/N had grabbed coffee from the hotel's breakfast room before sunrise, loaded her backpack back into his SUV and driven the twenty minutes to where her little car was still waiting faithfully at the side of the road.
The morning air was cool, the fields still covered by a thin layer of mist.
Y/N stood beside her car with a paper coffee cup in one hand, staring at it as if she could somehow convince it to start through sheer determination.
"It looks innocent," she muttered.
Mingi smiled. "It does."
"It's lying."
"It probably is."
She looked over at him. "If it starts now after all this drama, I'm selling it out of spite."
He laughed. "I don't think that's how spite works."
"It does today."
A few minutes later, a white van with the roadside assistance logo finally appeared around the bend.
Y/N folded her arms. "Only..." She looked at her watch. "...about sixteen hours late."
"Better late than never?"
She gave him a look. "I'm choosing to ignore that."
The mechanic, a man in his late fifties with gray hair peeking out from beneath his cap, greeted them with a cheerful smile.
"You must be the stranded tourist."
"That's me."
"And this the patient?"
He patted the hood of the little car affectionately.
Y/N nodded. "I was hoping you'd have better news today."
"We'll see."
He plugged a diagnostic device into the car before lifting the hood.
Unlike Mingi yesterday, this man actually looked like he knew what he was doing.
He frowned. Pressed a few buttons. Listened to the engine while attempting to start it. Walked around the car once.
Then sighed. It wasn't the kind of sigh anyone wanted to hear.
Y/N noticed it immediately. "...That's a bad sigh."
"It is." The mechanic closed the hood carefully. "I'm afraid your engine has suffered quite a bit."
"What does 'quite a bit' mean?"
"It means..." He searched for the gentlest wording. "...that repairing it would probably cost more than the car is worth."
Y/N stared at him. "I'm sorry?"
"It's an older vehicle."
"I know."
"And judging by the damage..." He scratched his chin. "If this were my car..."
He paused. "I'd let it retire."
Silence.
Mingi glanced toward Y/N.
She hadn't said anything. She was simply looking at her little white car.
The same car she'd talked about yesterday with so much affection.
The one that had taken her through university, first jobs and countless memories.
The mechanic spoke again. "I'm sorry."
"It happens."
"It just happened at unfortunate timing."
Y/N forced a tiny smile. "Yeah. You could say that."
The mechanic gave her a sympathetic nod before leaving them alone to think.
For several long moments neither of them spoke.
Birds chirped somewhere in the nearby trees.
Cars occasionally passed on the road.
Life continued exactly as before.
Only Y/N's plans had changed completely.
She reached into her pocket and slowly unlocked the driver's door.
Without a word she began taking things out.
Mingi quietly walked over.
"You don't have to carry everything."
"I know."
"Then let me help."
She nodded without looking at him.
Together they loaded the boxes and bags into the back of his SUV.
She was unusually quiet.
The jokes she'd made yesterday were gone.
Once the trunk was finally closed, she leaned against it and stared down at her phone.
"I'm going to try renting another car."
"Good idea."
She found a rental company nearby and put the call on speaker.
Mingi busied himself reorganizing the luggage, trying to give her as much privacy as possible.
"Good morning," the woman on the line greeted politely. "I was wondering if you have any rental cars available."
A pause.
Y/N's shoulders slowly sank.
"I don't care what size." Another pause. "Automatic, manual... honestly anything."
She closed her eyes. "I understand. Thank you anyway."
The call ended.
She stayed still for a few seconds before slipping her phone back into her pocket.
"They're fully booked."
Mingi frowned. "Nothing?"
"Not a single car."
She let out a quiet laugh. It wasn't a happy one.
"I think the universe is trying to tell me something."
"What?"
"I don't know." She looked out over the fields. "Maybe that adventures aren't for me."
He didn't answer immediately.
She continued before he had the chance.
"I'll probably have to go home."
She kicked a small stone across the gravel.
"I'll scrap the car. Cancel the rest of the trip. Spend the next weeks packing boxes instead."
A sad smile appeared on her face. "I really wanted this."
Mingi looked at her.
At the disappointment she was trying so hard to hide.
Yesterday she'd spoken with so much excitement about seeing tiny villages, hiking trails, coastlines and old castles before starting her first job.
Now...
It was disappearing right in front of her.
"It wasn't just a vacation," she said quietly.
"It was..." She searched for the right words. "My goodbye. To this part of my life."
She laughed softly.b"I know that sounds dramatic."
"It doesn't."
She looked at him. "I wanted one adventure before adulthood really started."
She shrugged. "Guess that dream lasted about a hundred kilometers."
Something tightened in Mingi's chest.
He understood that feeling better than she probably realized.
He looked toward his own SUV.
Then back at the road stretching into the distance.
Then at the folded map still lying on her passenger seat.
An idea slowly formed.
Ridiculous. Completely ridiculous.
Yet somehow...It didn't seem impossible.
"You know..." Y/N looked at him. "I actually came here for something similar."
She tilted her head. "What do you mean?"
"I've been traveling for almost a month."
"A month?"
He nodded. "I wanted silence. No schedules. No cameras. No people constantly expecting something from me."
He smiled to himself. "And I found it."
She waited.
"But..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "...it turns out life can become a little too quiet."
Y/N frowned slightly. "What are you saying?"
He took a slow breath.
The sentence sounded absurd before he'd even said it.
"So..." He laughed awkwardly. "...hear me out before you say no."
"I don't like where this is going."
"Yesterday you said your dream was driving across Europe."
"I did."
"And..." He pointed between the two of them. "...I'm already driving across Europe."
She blinked.
He continued before he lost his nerve.
"What if... We just..." He laughed again. "...did the road trip together?"
Y/N simply stared at him.
"I'm serious."
"I noticed."
"You already planned the route."
"I have a car."
"You wanted an adventure."
"I wanted one too." He shrugged. "And honestly..."
He smiled sheepishly. "...it's been nice having someone to talk to."
She looked almost completely speechless. "You're asking a complete stranger to spend the next..." She checked her notebook. "...ten days traveling with you?"
"I guess I am."
"That's insane."
"It is."
She laughed. "A little."
"Definitely."
She crossed her arms. "I could still be a serial killer."
"You've had plenty of opportunities."
"You could be one."
"I suppose."
Another silence settled between them.
Y/N looked down at her notebook.
Then at the endless road ahead.
Then at his SUV.
He didn't interrupt her thoughts.
If she said no, he'd understand.
Honestly... He expected her to.
She had every reason to.
Several minutes passed before she finally spoke.
"If we do this..."
He looked up immediately.
"...we split fuel."
"Deal."
"I pay for my own hotels."
"Deal."
"And..." She smiled for the first time that morning. "...if you start singing your own songs in the car, I'm making you walk."
Mingi laughed so loudly that even the mechanic glanced over from his van.
"I think I can live with those rules."
Y/N looked at the empty road stretching toward the horizon.
The disappointment she'd carried only minutes ago hadn't disappeared.
But something new had settled beside it.
Curiosity. Maybe even excitement.
She slowly held out her hand. "Road trip?"
Mingi looked at it for only a second before shaking it.
"Road trip."
Neither of them realized that the decision they had just made would become the story they would tell for the rest of their lives.
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i ride, you ride, bang!
pairing: song mingi x f!reader
genre: non idol!au, friends to lovers, lowkey fast n' furious if it was supah horny, mechanic!mingi x street racer!reader
word count: 31.3k
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warnings: no use of y/n, plot with some eventual smut, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), car sex hallelujah, public sex if u squint, dry humping, p in v, multiple o's, cum play, slight edging, mingi is a fkn munch, felching, fingering, oral (f!receiving), overstimulation (kinda), breast play, nipple play, bratty!reader, dom!mingi hallelujah, mingi is a meanie >:c, spanking, praise kink, almost pronebone but not rlly, he calls the reader a slut once, manhandling, size difference, body worship, use of 'good girl', slight dacryphilia, he's big, weak ass pullout game, implied marathon, cute aftercare (mingi is a softie my baby) / lmk if i missed any!
author's note: i saw his part in the bad mv and this idea just came to me in a dream. his outfit just screamed mechanic to me but also i was horny as fuck sooo can you blame me :> i apologise in advanced to anyone who owns a car or drives i dont have a license (yet) so i was just writing sum bullllshiiit. my friends and i have been rewatching the entirety of the fast and furious franchise so it also continued to spark this idea in my silly little brain. who knew typing a story with one hand could be so hard... i jest! i hope you guys enjoy my extremely self-indulgent fic of mingi. stream ghpt5!
ps. heres some songs i listened to while writing this fic: one, two, three, four, five
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The asphalt screamed under your tires like it was begging for mercy, and you gave it none. You’d taken the second turn tight. The one with the loose manhole cover that sent most racers wide. You heard the car behind you overcorrect, its bumper grazing the guardrail in a shriek of metal that meant you’d already won. The night air whipped through your cracked window, carrying burnt rubber and cheap cologne up from the crowd lining the overpass.
Your hands were steady on the wheel. The engine hummed the way it always hummed when it was happy—deep and throaty and just the right side of angry. You’d built this car from the ground up, and the only people who’d ever touched it besides you were the crew at ATZ Auto, and that was a trust you didn’t hand out lightly. Three weeks since the last race. Three weeks of late nights in the garage with nothing but a socket wrench and a headlamp for company. Three weeks of waiting for this exact stretch of empty industrial road.
The finish line was maybe forty seconds out. You could see the flare of the orange cones in your rear view, the silhouette of the flagger already lifting his arm. Another racer had fallen back to a full car length. This was yours. This was already—
Clunk.
You felt it before you heard it. A vibration through the pedal, through the floorboard, through the bones of your right foot. Not the good kind.
Clunk. Clunk. Clunk.
Your stomach dropped.
There was a rattling now, coming from somewhere beneath the driver’s side—under the dash, maybe, or lower, somewhere in the guts of the transmission tunnel. It was rhythmic, metallic, and getting louder with every press of the accelerator.
You glanced at the dash. No lights. No temperature spike. Nothing on the gauges to tell you what was dying under the hood.
“Come on,” you muttered, gripping the wheel tighter. “Come on, baby, just thirty more seconds. Give me thirty.”
You eased off the throttle. Just barely, just enough to keep the rattle from becoming something you couldn’t drive home from. The headlights behind you swelled in your mirrors like something hungry. Whoever it was had sensed the hesitation. Their engine climbed in pitch, closing fast.
Not tonight.
You dropped back into gear and put your foot down, and the rattle became a groan that you felt in your back teeth, in the base of your skull, but the car gave you what you asked for. It always did. You crossed the line with that sound still filling the cabin like a bad omen, and you had no idea by how much, and you didn’t care.
The crowd was already moving toward you. A flare went up somewhere near the overpass, throwing red light across the ground. They were chanting something—your car’s name, probably, or the name they’d given it, which had stopped feeling separate from your own a long time ago.
You cut the engine at the turnout and sat in the silence that followed, listening to the metal tick and settle around you. The rattle was gone. Clean as if it had never happened. You’d learned not to trust that. The car only ever confessed when it had no choice.
A window rolled down somewhere behind you. “No way your shitty car beat mine”
“Well...” you said, and forced a laugh you didn’t feel. “It is what it is. Get good next time, yeah?”
They laughed and drove off to collect their losses from the betters, and you were left alone with the hood of your car and the creeping dread that something expensive had just given up on you.
You popped the hood. The engine bay looked normal, from a racers eye anyway. The wires ran they should be, belts tight, no obvious leaks. You ran your hand along the underside of the frame near the transmission mount and came away with nothing but grease and road grit. Whatever was wrong was hiding from you, somewhere you couldn’t reach without a lift and a full set of tools.
You pulled out your phone. Scrolled past three missed calls from your roommate and a text from your mother asking if you’d eaten dinner. Found the number you needed—the one you’d saved three months ago after your last catastrophic breakdown, the one with the shop logo as the contact photo. You dialed. It rang twice.
“ATZ’s Auto, this is Mingi speaking.”
You exhaled, and some of the tightness in your chest loosened just hearing his voice. That low, unhurried drawl that always made it sound like he’d been expecting your call. A part of you hoped so, anyways.
“Hey—”
“Hi, sweetheart.” There was a smile in it already. You could hear it, the way his voice went soft at the edges. “What did you do to her this time?”
You leaned your hip against the fender, phone pressed between your ear and your shoulder, and let your free hand rest on the warm hood. The metal was still ticking, still settling, and somewhere deep in the chassis, you were pretty sure something was still dying.
“I didn’t do anything,” you sighed, hearing your own defensiveness. “She just—I don’t know. She started making this sound on the last stretch. Like a clunk sound? Like something’s swinging loose under the driver’s side.”
“Clunking?” He repeated, and you could hear the scratch of a pen on paper. Mingi always wrote things down, even the small stuff, even the things you thought were nothing. It was one of the reasons you kept coming back. “If it's under the driver’s side... Maybe it's the transmission tunnel area?”
“Maybe? I couldn’t tell. It was rhythmic, though. Tied to the rotation. Got worse when I gave it gas, went away when I let off.”
“Mmm.” The sound was thoughtful. You heard the creak of his chair, the muffled thump of what might have been his boots coming off the desk. “No dash lights?”
“Nothing. Gauges looked fine. The temperature was steady. I popped the hood and poked around but I couldn't see anything obvious from the top.”
“Of course you can’t,” he teased, “Because the car knows better than to show you what’s wrong. It’s saving it for me.”
“Don’t be smug.”
“I’m not being smug. I’m being right. There’s a difference.” You could hear him moving through the shop—the familiar background percussion of a metal door swinging open, the overhead lights buzzing to life. He was already walking toward the bay. “Where are you? Still on the industrial stretch?”
“Yeah, just by the turnout by the overpass."
“I know the one.” There was a pause, and you heard the jingle of keys. “Stay put. I’ll come get you. Twenty minutes, tops.”
“Mingi, you don’t have to—”
“See you soon,” the line went dead before you could argue.
You stared at your phone for a second, then slipped it into your back pocket. The crowd had thinned out now. Most of them following the money to the next unofficial bet, a few stragglers lingering near the guardrail with their phones still recording the aftermath. Someone had brought a speaker. The bass was thumping low and lazy, and someone else was laughing too loud about something that probably wasn’t funny.
You slid down onto the curb and pulled your knees up to your chest. The asphalt was still warm from the day’s heat, and the night air smelled like diesel and the distant, greasy promise of the all-night diner three blocks over. You let your head fall back and stared at the underside of the overpass, at the graffiti someone had painted in fluorescent pink that you’d never been able to fully read.
Twenty minutes.
You closed your eyes and listened to your car breathe. The ticking had slowed to something almost peaceful, the way a person’s pulse slows after a scare—still elevated, still wary, but pretending to be fine. You knew that rhythm intimately. You’d felt it in your own chest more times than you wanted to count.
The tow truck arrived in eighteen. You’d know the sound of it anywhere—that particular diesel grumble, the squeak of the suspension that Mingi kept meaning to fix and never did because, in his words, it gives her character. The headlights swept across you in a wide arc before settling, and then there he was, climbing down from the cab in that oversized mechanic’s jacket with the sleeves pushed up to his elbows, grease already smudged along the inside of one forearm like he’d been working on something else before you called.
He was tall enough that he had to duck under the tow rig’s boom, and the motion made his dark hair fall across his forehead in a way that was, frankly, unfair. His eyes found you on the curb before they found the car—which, coming from Mingi, was basically a love confession.
“There she is,” he announced as he walked over to where you where seated.
You couldn’t tell if he meant you or the car. Maybe both. He was looking at you like you were the one making the concerning noise. “You in one piece?”
“I’m fine. The car’s the one—”
“Yeah, yeah, I know. Just messing with ya,” he was already crouching beside your driver’s side door, one hand flat against the frame, the other reaching underneath. You watched his fingers move with the kind of practiced confidence that made your stomach do something complicated. He’d barely touched the car, and already he looked like he understood it better than you did. “Can you pop the hood for me?”
You reached through the window and pulled the release. He stood, and the hood swung up between you like a shield, and for a moment you could only see his hands—long fingers, silver rings decorating them, a thin white scar across the knuckle of his right index finger that you’d asked about once and he’d shrugged off with "kitchen accident, don’t worry about it." You worried about it.
He leaned into the engine bay, and you heard him hum. A low, considering the sound he made when he was cataloguing damage. You’d heard it enough times to know the variations.
“Transmission mount,” he noted, pulling back. A streak of fresh grease ran from his wrist to his elbow now, and he didn’t seem to notice. “Or something connected to it. The bolt’s either sheared or backed out entirely. I can hear the play from here.”
“Well... Can you fix it?”
He looked at you over the hood, and his mouth did that thing—the half-smile, the one that meant he was trying very hard not to be charmed by the question and failing. “Can I fix it?” He repeated, like you’d asked him if water was wet. “Sweetheart. I could fix this car with my eyes closed and one hand tied behind my back.”
“Then why do you charge me so much?”
“That's because you keep breaking it in increasingly creative ways, and my emotional labour isn’t free.” He closed the hood with a soft thunk and wiped his hands on a rag he pulled from his back pocket. “C'mon. Help me get her on the flatbed and I’ll take you to the shop. I can pull it apart tonight if you want to watch.”
You stood, brushing the grit off your jeans. “You’re not going to lecture me about racing, are you?”
“I’ve given up on that.” He was already walking toward the tow controls, but he glanced back over his shoulder, and the streetlight caught the line of his jaw and the curve of his smile in a way that made your breath catch. “Besides. You won anyway, didn’t you?”
“Huh? How'd you know?”
“You called me from the turnout instead of a ditch.” He shrugged like it was obvious. “Winner stays. Loser limps home. That’s how it works.”
You helped him hook the chains—your hands under his direction, his voice low and patient beside your ear, his fingers guiding yours when you fumbled with the latch. The car went up onto the flatbed with a groan that sounded almost relieved. You stood there in the red glow of the tow lights with grease on your palms and Mingi’s jacket brushing your shoulder, and something in your chest that had been rattling all night finally went quiet.
He gave the last strap a snap to check the tension, then straightened up and wiped his hands on the rag. You walked together back to the truck and the gravel shifted under your boots and his footsteps were easy and unhurried beside yours, like he had nowhere else to be. He opened the passenger door before you reached for it. An old habit, one he never skipped, even though the hinges groaned like they were protesting the gentleness—and you climbed up into the seat, settling into the seat that still smelled like him. Coffee, motor oil and that cedar-sandalwood cologne he wore ever since the day you mentioned that combination smelled good.
The engine turned over with a rumble that vibrated through the floorboards and up through the soles of your boots. Mingi pulled out onto the industrial road with the kind of unhurried confidence that came from knowing every pothole and crack by heart, his left arm resting on the door frame, his right hand loose on the wheel at the bottom. You watched his profile in the dashboard light—the sharp line of his nose, the way his jaw worked when he was thinking about something he wasn’t saying.
“You’re staring,” he said, without looking over.
“You have grease on your face.”
He touched his cheek, found nothing. “Where?”
“Nah, it's on the other side.”
He touched the other cheek. “What a little liar.”
“You’ll never know.”
The smile he gave you was small and private, just for the dark of the truck, and you turned to look out the window at the streetlights blurring past. The tow rig swayed gently with each turn, and your car rocked on the flatbed behind you with a soft metallic creak that sounded almost like a lullaby. You hadn’t realized how tired you were until the adrenaline drained out of you all at once, leaving you hollow and heavy-limbed.
You pressed your forehead against the cool glass and let your eyes drift half-shut. The engine hummed quietly. Mingi’s thumb tapped a rhythm against the steering wheel tapping along to a beat of a song you couldn’t quite recognise. The streetlights strobed across your closed eyelids in warm amber pulses.
You didn’t remember falling asleep. One moment you were watching the city slide past in streaks of neon and shadow, and the next there was nothing—just the deep, dark quiet of a body that had decided it was done.
You came back to consciousness in pieces.
First: the smell. Motor oil and metal and something warm—cotton, maybe, or the inside of a jacket? You couldn't tell. Second: The feeling of being carried. Strong arms under your knees and across your back, the steady rise and fall of someone’s breathing close to your ear, the careful way they shifted their weight to keep from jostling you through a doorway that was too narrow.
Then: a voice, very low, and very very close. “—she’s fine, she’s just—no, I’ve got her.”
You forced your eyes open. The ceiling was familiar, you think. Not to mention the acoustic tile and water stain in the shape of something that might have been a rabbit if you squinted. A fluorescent light buzzed somewhere out of sight, casting everything in that particular shade of institutional pale yellow.
You were in Mingi’s office.
You came to that conclusion after you recognized the framed poster on the wall. It was some vintage Porsche ad he’d found at a flea market and hung crooked because he thought straight lines were boring. The desk was covered in invoices and a half-eaten sandwich on a paper plate.
You were on the couch. Or—not a couch, not exactly. Mingi had pushed the two waiting-room chairs together and draped them with what looked like every clean shop towel he owned, layered thick enough that the metal armrests had disappeared entirely. A folded hoodie served as a pillow. He had tucked your boots off to the side, lined up neatly against the baseboard like they were standing at attention.
You tried to sit up but unfortunately your body said no.
“Hey.” His voice came from the doorway, and you turned your head to find him leaning against the frame with his arms crossed, watching you with an expression that was equal parts amused and something softer. “You’ve been out for twenty minutes. I was starting to think I’d have to check your pulse.”
“How did I—”
“You fell asleep in the truck. Like, fully. Head against the window, mouth open, the whole thing.” The amusement won out. His smile was wide and unguarded, the kind he only wore when he thought no one was looking. “It was very dignified. Very graceful and adorable”
You groaned and pressed the heel of your hand against your eye. “You carried me in here.”
“Yes, I did.”
You pouted, a flush of pink creeping up your cheeks. The thought of Mingi carrying you alone sent shivers down your spine. "You didn't have to, could've just woken me up too."
“And be a dickhead for waking up sleeping beauty? Absolutely not.” He pushed off the doorframe and crossed the room in three long strides, and before you could protest, something heavy and warm settled over you—his jacket, the oversized mechanic’s one, still carrying the heat of his body and the smell of him up close. He tugged it up to your chin with the same careful precision he used on engine bolts, making sure it covered your shoulders. “Go back to sleep. I promise the car isn’t going anywhere.”
“But… I wanted to watch you work on it," you yawned, clearly your body betrayed what your heart wanted.
“You can watch me work on it tomorrow, when your eyes are open and you are fully conscious.” His hand lingered on the collar of the jacket, adjusting it, and his knuckles brushed your jaw. You held very still. “I’m just going to get her up on the lift and take a look. No heavy lifting tonight. Scout’s honour.”
“You were never a scout.”
“How do you know? Maybe I had a very brief and disappointing scouting career.” His thumb traced a line along the edge of the jacket—once, twice—and then he pulled his hand back like he’d remembered himself. “Go back to sleep. I’ll be right outside if you need me, okay?”
He left the door open a crack—enough that the sounds of the shop filtered through: the hydraulic hiss of the lift engaging, the clank of a toolbox being rolled across concrete, the low murmur of whatever he was saying to your car under his breath. You’d heard him do that before. Talk to engines like they were old friends. Tell them it was going to be okay. You’d always found it endearing in a way that made your chest ache.
You pulled his jacket tighter around you and buried your face in the collar. It smelled like him—the coffee and the oil and the cedar and something underneath that was just warmth. The makeshift bed was more comfortable than it had any right to be. The shop towels were soft from a hundred washes, and the hoodie-pillow held the shape of his head like a confession.
Outside, the lift groaned as it took the weight of your car. You heard Mingi’s boots on the concrete, the metallic click of a drop light being positioned, the soft whistle he made when he was concentrating—the same three-note tune every time, becoming your lullaby for the night.
You closed your eyes and listened to him work, and the sound was steadier than any lullaby, and you were asleep again before the first bolt came loose.
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Light came through the half-closed blinds in thin, dusty stripes, and you woke to the sound of water hitting glass. Not rain. Something more deliberate. The measured pour of a coffee machine doing its one job in the world with quiet, mechanical devotion. You blinked against the soft morning light and found the ceiling tile rabbit still there, still watching over you with its water-stain eyes. You were on the couch. Or—the chair-couch. The shop towels had shifted in the night, bunched up under your left hip, and Mingi’s jacket was still draped over you like a promise he’d made and kept. Your neck had a crick in it that felt like it had been personally installed by someone with a grudge.
You turned your head.
Mingi was standing at the small counter he’d wedged into the corner of his office. The one that held the coffee maker, a stack of paper cups, and a jar of sugar packets that had been there so long the paper had gone soft at the edges.
He had his back to you. White tank top, the ribbed kind, worn soft from too many washes, and dark denim that sat low on his hips—not a mechanic’s uniform, not a work shirt. Something he’d changed into. His hair was damp at the temples, like he’d splashed water on his face recently, and you could see the shift of muscle in his bare arms as he measured something into the machine with the kind of focus most people reserved for open-heart surgery. He’d either gone home and come back or kept a change of clothes in the shop. Knowing Mingi, you weren’t sure which answer was more like him.
The machine gurgled and hissed. He reached for two mugs from the shelf above, the ceramic kind with the shop logo chipped along the rim from years of being knocked against the sink. One was blue the other green. He set them side by side with the care of someone arranging chess pieces.
He pulled the carafe and poured it into the blue mug first. Two sugars. A splash of the creamer from the mini-fridge under the counter—the oat milk kind, the specific brand you’d mentioned exactly once, six months ago, when he’d handed you a black coffee and you’d said "oh, I usually take it with—" and he’d cut you off with "oat milk, two sugars, I know, I was testing you."
He didn’t look over. Didn’t ask. Just poured the oat milk in with the same steady hand he used on transmission fluid, stirred it twice with a spoon that had the ATZ logo printed on the handle, and set it on the edge of the desk closest to where you were lying.
The green mug got black. Nothing in it. He took a sip straight from the carafe before setting it back on the warmer, and you watched the line of his throat move when he swallowed, and you thought about how unfair it was that a person could look like that at—you squinted at the clock on the wall—seven-forty in the morning.
“Morning,” he greeted, his back was still facing you. “You snore, by the way. Just so you know. It’s not loud. It’s more of a—” He made a small, rhythmic puffing sound with his lips. “Like a cute little engine trying to start on a cold morning.”
You scoffed. “I do not snore.”
“You absolutely snore.” He turned finally, leaning his hip against the counter with his mug cradled in both hands. “It’s cute, though. Don’t worry about it.”
The morning light caught his eyes and made them warmer than they had any right to be. The cut on his left thumb was wrapped in electrical tape because of course it was. His hair had dried crooked from wherever he’d splashed water on his face, pushed back and slightly flattened on one side, and there was a shadow of his stubble catching the light—along the line of his jaw. You looked at all of it and felt a low, private irritation settle in your chest. Just how could someone look so beautiful?
You sat up slowly, wincing as the kink in your neck announced itself with a crack that echoed off the acoustic tile. His jacket slid down to your lap, and you caught it before it hit the floor and pulled it back over your shoulders. The coffee was right there, steam curling up in lazy spirals, and you reached for it and wrapped both hands around the mug and let the warmth seep into your palms.
“How long have you been up?” you asked, taking the first sip. The coffee hit your bloodstream like a jumpstart cable.
“Since about four.” He took a drink from his own mug, watching you over the rim. “Got as far as I could on the car, then hit a wall—parts house doesn’t open until eight. So.” He lifted a shoulder. “I reorganized the tool wall.” You raised an eyebrow, “At four in the morning? Really?” “The socket wrench set was out of order,” he insisted, like that explained everything, and in the context of Mingi’s brain, maybe it did. “It was bothering me.”
You held the mug against your chest and studied him—the way he stood in the morning light like he’d been built for it, all long lines and easy posture, the white shirt doing absolutely nothing to hide the fact that he spent most of his waking hours lifting things heavier than himself.
“How’s my car?”
Something shifted in his expression. He set his mug down on the counter and crossed his arms, and you watched the fabric pull across his chest and tried very hard to focus on his words and not the way the morning light was doing something illegal to the line of his shoulders.
“Transmission mount bolt sheared clean through,” he explains, “Right at the base. The threads are still in the block, which is the good news—I didn’t have to drill and tap new ones. The bad news is that the mount itself took some damage when it came loose. There’s a crack along the bracket on the driver’s side. Not catastrophic, but it needs replacing.”
You closed your eyes. “Thank God it wasn't that bad. How much do I owe you?”
“Taking into everything into account,” He paused, and you could hear him doing the math in his head, always honest, never padding. “Three-fifty, maybe four hundred. I’ll have to call the parts house when they open to confirm the bracket price.”
You opened your eyes. He was watching you with that careful, measured look—the one that meant he was already running through the options, the payment plans, the ways he could make it hurt less.
Mingi had never once pressed you for money. He’d let you pay in installments more times than either of you could count, and there was a running tab on a sticky note on his monitor that had your name at the top and a number that would have made a bank manager faint.
“I can pay up front,” you weren’t entirely sure that was true, but you said it anyway because pride was a thing you’d never fully excised from your system. “I’ve got some cash from—from last night.”
“From the race.” He replied it flatly, without judgment, but you heard the the underlying concern he always had for you. “How much did you take?”
“More than enough, thankfully.” You took another sip of coffee. “The other racer had a big ego and a bigger wallet. It worked out.”
“Mmm.” The sound was noncommittal, which from Mingi meant he had opinions he was choosing not to share. He picked up his mug again and tilted his head toward the door. “You want to see her?”
You were already standing. The shop towels rustled to the floor as you swung your legs off the makeshift bed, and you pulled Mingi’s jacket over your shoulders because the morning air coming through the cracked window was sharper than you expected. Your boots were still lined up by the baseboard, and you stepped into them and laced them quickly, fingers still clumsy with sleep. He held the door open for you as you walked past him into the shop proper.
The overhead fluorescents were already on, buzzing their familiar yellow-white hymn, and the air smelled the way it always smelled in here—metal and solvent and the particular sweetness of fresh rubber. The shop was organized chaos: tool chests along the far wall, each drawer labeled in Mingi’s careful handwriting; a rolling cart stacked with parts bins; the hydraulic lift in the center bay, and on it—
Your car.
She was up on the lift, raised to chest height, and the undercarriage was exposed in a way that felt almost intimate—the transmission tunnel open, the exhaust piping curled along the frame like veins, the differential housing gleaming with fresh grease where Mingi had been working. You could see the damage from here: the empty bolt hole where the mount should have been secured, the cracked bracket hanging at an angle that made your stomach clench. There was a new bolt already threaded partway in, shiny and clean against the old, oil-darkened metal around it.
Mingi came to stand beside you, close enough that his arm brushed yours when he pointed. “See there? The crack runs along the weld line. It’s been stressed out for a while—this didn’t happen last night. This has been a gradual build up”
You crouched down to get a better look, and Mingi crouched with you, his knees popping softly. His shoulder pressed against yours, warm and solid, and you could feel the heat of him through the jacket, through your shirt, through the thin barrier of everything you both weren’t saying.
“How long has it been building?” you asked.
“Hard to say. A few weeks, maybe. You said you tuned it yourself—when was the last time you had the transmission out?”
“Three months ago. When you replaced the clutch.”
“Right.” He reached past you—his arm extending over your shoulder, his chest nearly against your back—and tapped the bracket with one finger. The metal gave a dull, hollow sound that confirmed everything he’d already told you. “The mount was probably already compromised then. The new clutch put more torque through it, and the racing just—” He made a sound with his tongue, a soft tch, like he was scolding the car. “She held on as long as she could. She’s a good girl.”
The last two words landed somewhere low in your stomach and stayed there. You’d heard him say it before—to engines that turned over after a hard rebuild, to cars that limped in and left running clean—but with his jaw close enough to your temple that you could feel the warmth radiating off his skin, the phrase did something it had no business doing. You wondered how much better it would be if those words were directed at you.
You looked up at him. He was close—closer than he needed to be, his face inches from yours. You tear your gaze away to reassess your car.
“You fixed the bolt already?” you gasp, pressing your lips together to fight a smile.
“Started to. I couldn't sleep, remember?” His voice had dropped to something quieter, something that belonged to the space between the two of you and nowhere else. “The bracket’s the holdup. I’ve got to call the parts house soon. If they have it in stock, I can have her back on the road by this afternoon.”
“That quick? Are you sure?”
“Yeah, I‘m sure.” He held your gaze, and his eyes did that thing—that slow, warm thing that made your chest feel like it was full of something too big for your ribs. “Unless you had somewhere else to be?”
You didn’t. You looked back at the car—at the cracked bracket, the new bolt, the careful way Mingi had already cleaned the mating surfaces and applied thread locker to the fresh threads. He’d been working on your car in the dark hours of the morning while you slept on his makeshift bed in his office, wearing his jacket, drinking coffee he’d made exactly the way you liked without being asked.
He’d cut himself on your transmission and wrapped it in electrical tape and kept going. He’d reorganized the socket wrench set at four in the morning because the disorder bothered him, and he’d remembered your oat milk, and you realized, belatedly, that it wasn’t just about the car and it wasn’t just about the coffee and it wasn’t just about the sharp sting of a cut wrapped in cheap tape. It was the sum of it, the way it all stacked up into a scaffolding of care, a habit of showing up for you that had never announced itself as anything special but now, under the ugly shop fluorescents and the pale creep of morning, felt like the kind of thing people wrote songs about. It hit you with a force that absolved every sleepless night you’d ever spent wondering if you meant anything to anyone outside of a set of hands on a steering wheel, or the numbers on a finish line clock.
You remembered the first time you’d stumbled into his shop: rain in your hair, a half-dead alternator in your trunk, and a chip on your shoulder big enough to wedge open the front door. Mingi had looked at you over the top of his glasses, rainwater pooling under your boots, and said, “No offense, but you look like you lost a fight to a lawnmower.” He’d fixed your alternator for half what the dealer quoted, showed you the basics so you could DIY next time, and called you “boss” with a straight face even as you stripped a bolt and almost started a small electrical fire.
You remembered the way he never commented on your hands, even when they shook after a race, even when you cut them on cold steel and stained the shop rags dark. He’d hand you a fresh towel, or a bottle of water, or a protein bar from his desk drawer, and just say, “You good?” Like he already knew you weren’t, but he’d be there when you started to be.
You remembered that night you lost by a nose and blew out the input shaft. You’d expected nothing—maybe a lecture, a bill, perhaps even silence. Instead, you’d found a note under your windshield wiper: “Nice launch. Shift faster next time. Come by tomorrow, I’ll fix her up. - M :)"
You remembered a lot of small things. The way he’d always find the one good song on the radio and turn it up just before the solo. The way he’d set his jaw when he was about to say something he thought might piss you off. How he’d talk to your car when he worked on them, in the low, careful voice some people reserved for frightened animals or babies. How he’d stand close, when you both leaned under the hood—shoulders bumping, elbows knocking—and none of it ever felt accidental.
You looked at him now, this tall, loose-limbed mechanic with his wild hair, goofy smile and hands that looked like they’d been built to break and repair the same things over and over. The cut on his thumb was leaking through the electrical tape, and his shirt was streaked with something dark.
You thought about every time you’d tried to pay him back, every time you’d tried to balance the emotional ledger, and how he always found a way to tip the scales in your favour. You thought about all the ways you’d failed to say thank you, or I owe you, or just—anything that would make it clear that you noticed. That you noticed everything.
The weight of it all landed on your chest with the slow, terrifying certainty of falling in love with the exact person you’d told yourself that would never fall in love with you. It didn’t hurt—it just rearranged some things inside you, made space for something that might not have a name but absolutely had a pulse.
You reached for the coffee again, just for something to do with your hands, and took a sip that was mostly oat milk and sugar from the lack of stirring. Mingi watched you, waiting, like he knew you were on the verge of some personal catastrophe and was already prepping the metaphorical fire extinguisher.
You finished the coffee in two long swallows and set the mug down on the edge of the lift, where it wobbled once before settling. Mingi caught it with the edge of his hand—a reflex, the same one he used to catch falling tools before they hit concrete—and set it somewhere safer without comment.
“I should go,” you cleared your throat, your voice came out steadier than you expected. “Don't want to bother you more while you're working on my baby."
He straightened up from his crouch, and you both rose together, and the distance between you was exactly the same as it had been a moment ago—close enough to feel the warmth, far enough to pretend it was nothing. He nodded once, that slow, easy nod that meant he understood and wasn’t going to make it difficult.
“Like I said, I'll phone the parts house and if, hopefully, they have the shit I need I can have her buttoned up by—” He tilted his head, calculating. “Three, maybe four this afternoon. I'll call you as soon as I'm finished”
You nodded, finding a sense of calm with his reassurance. “Sounds good! Also, don’t bother calling 'cause I might not answer. Text me instead.”
“Of course.” He pulled his phone from his back pocket and held it up like proof. “Go home. Sleep in a real bed, please.”
You pulled his jacket tighter around your shoulders and walked toward the office to collect your things. Your phone was on the desk where you’d left it, the screen lit with three new notifications—your best friend asking if you were alive, a group chat you’d muted, and a weather alert you didn’t read. You shoved it into your pocket and hesitated at the door, one hand on the frame.
“Mingi?”
He was already turning back toward the lift, a socket wrench in his hand, but he paused and looked over his shoulder. “Yeah?”
“Thank you. For—” You gestured vaguely at the car, the shop, the jacket, the coffee, the entire architecture of care he’d built around you without ever asking for permission. “All of it.”
His mouth did the half-smile thing—the one that meant he was trying not to be charmed and failing. “Don’t mention it, it’s my job after all.”
You left before he could see whatever was happening on your face.
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You showered in water hot enough to turn your skin pink, scrubbing road grit and engine grease from under your nails until your fingertips went raw. You changed into clean clothes—jeans, a t-shirt that had seen better days, a hoodie that smelled like your own laundry detergent and not someone else’s cologne. You ate a bowl of cereal standing at the kitchen counter and stared at your phone, waiting.
The text came at 8:47.
Parts house has the bracket.
Pulling it now.
She’ll be ready by 3.
Don’t come early, I mean it.
You sent back a thumbs-up and nothing else, because if you started typing you’d say something stupid, and Mingi would read it in the middle of a transmission job and drop something heavy on his foot.
You spent the morning doing nothing useful. You organized the junk drawer. You called your mother and listened to her talk about the neighbour’s cat for eleven minutes. You scrolled through your phone and found a video someone had posted from last night’s race—the angle was bad, the audio even worse. You could hear the clunking in the last stretch, that rhythmic metallic death rattle that had sent your stomach through the floorboards. The comments were already filling up. She’s cooked. That’s a rod. Nah that’s transmission. RIP to another one. You closed the app and put the phone face-down on the couch.
At two, you couldn’t sit still anymore. You grabbed your keys and your wallet and this jacket, still draped over the back of the kitchen chair where you’d left it that morning, because you’d forgotten to give it back, or maybe because you hadn’t wanted to—and headed out the door.
You stopped at the place on the corner. The one with the yellow awning and the handwritten menu taped to the window and the cook who knew your order by heart because you’d been coming here since before you had a car to break. You got two orders of the spicy pork bulgogi bowls—extra kimchi on the side, extra rice, the way Mingi liked it, because you’d watched him eat it enough times to memorize the ratio.
You added a container of japchae because he’d mentioned once, offhand, that his mother used to make it on Sundays, and the way he’d said it had made you want to put the entire city between you and the feeling it produced. You got two coffees—black for him, oat milk and two sugars for you—and a slice of the honey butter cake that the owner’s wife made fresh every afternoon, because Mingi had a sweet tooth he pretended he didn’t have and you’d watched him eat three pieces at a shop potluck without breathing between bites.
The bag was heavy and warm against your hip as you walked the six blocks to the shop. The afternoon sun was high and bright, and the city smelled like exhaust and fried food and the particular greenness of the potted trees someone had placed along the sidewalk in a doomed attempt at beautification. You passed the auto parts store where Mingi had sourced your bracket, the hardware store where he bought his electrical tape in bulk, the laundromat where he washed his shop rags because the machines at his apartment complex ate quarters. You knew this stretch of road the way you knew the inside of your own engine bay—every crack, every stain, every story it told about the people who walked it.
The shop’s roll-up door was half-open when you arrived, and you could hear the radio before you could see inside—some old rock station Mingi kept tuned to because the signal was clear and the DJs never talked during the guitar solos. You ducked under the door and stepped into the fluorescent hum.
Your car was on the ground. The hood was closed. The driver’s side door was open, and the interior light was on, and you could see the fresh gleam of something newly installed through the gap in the door frame.
Mingi was sitting on an overturned bucket near the workbench, wiping his hands on a rag that had long since given up any pretense of cleanliness. He had the radio turned up just loud enough that he didn’t hear you come in, and for a moment you just stood there and watched him. The way his shoulders moved when he reached for the solvent bottle, the way his jaw worked around whatever he was chewing (gum, probably, or the inside of his cheek), the fresh bandage on his left hand where he’d clearly cut himself again and upgraded from electrical tape to something that actually qualified as medical supplies.
You cleared your throat.
He turned. His face went through three expressions in rapid succession—surprise, recognition, and then something warm and slow that started at the corners of his mouth and spread upward until his whole face was doing the thing, the thing you’d been cataloguing for months without admitting what it was.
“What did I tell you about coming early, hm?” He deadpanned.
“Don't be dramatic, Min.” You held up the bag. “I got your favourites.”
His eyes dropped to the bag, then back to your face, and the warmth deepened into something that looked almost endearing, which was not a look you’d ever seen on Mingi and did not know what to do with.
“All of this for me?” He set the rag down and stood, and he was taller than you remembered, or maybe you’d just forgotten in the hours since morning how he filled a room without trying. “You shouldn’t have, baby.”
The word landed somewhere between your ribs and stayed there. He said it casually, the way he said everything—like it cost him nothing, like it was just a sound the air made when it passed through him on its way to you.
You crossed the shop and set the bag on the workbench, pulling out the containers one by one. The bulgogi bowls steamed when you opened the lids, and the smell of garlic and gochujang filled the space between the tool chests and the lift. You handed him the black coffee without asking and kept the other one for yourself, and you set the japchae and the honey butter cake on the bench beside the bowls like you were setting a table.
“It’s for my favourite mechanic, after all,” you smirked, keeping your voice light and easy.
Kept it from doing the thing it wanted to do—which was crack open and spill everything you’d been carrying since four that morning when you’d woken up on his makeshift bed with his jacket over you and his coffee in your hands and the sound of him working on your car like a prayer in the next room. Maybe even beyond that.
Mingi’s smile went wide and bright, showing the dimples that only appeared when he was genuinely, stupidly happy. “So, you finally admit I’m your favourite, huh?”
You handed him a pair of chopsticks and fixed him with a look that you hoped conveyed the appropriate ratio of affection and threat. “Don’t push it, pretty boy.”
He laughed—full and loud, the kind of laugh that echoed off the concrete walls and made the overhead lights buzz in sympathy. He pulled the bucket closer to the bench and sat, and you pulled up a stool from the corner, and you ate lunch together.
He told you about the bracket—how the parts house had exactly one left in stock, how he’d had to sweet-talk the guy behind the counter into holding it, how the installation had gone smooth except for the bolt that fought him for twenty minutes before finally surrendering. You told him about the cereal, and the cat, and the video someone had posted, and he made a face and said, “Send me the link, I want to see these idiots diagnosing your car from a thirty-second clip.”
You ate the japchae first, and he didn’t comment on it, but you watched his face when he took the first bite and saw something shift behind his eyes—something old and fond and a little bit melancholic—and he looked at you across the workbench with an expression that said he knew exactly why you’d ordered it and exactly what it meant that you’d remembered, and he didn’t say thank you because he didn’t need to.
The honey butter cake disappeared in four minutes flat, and he licked the glaze off his thumb with the shamelessness of a man who had given up pretending he didn’t have a sweet tooth approximately three bites ago.
When the food was gone and the coffees were empty and the radio had cycled through two more songs, Mingi stood and stretched—arms overhead, back arching, the white tank pulling tight across his chest in a way that you absolutely did not stare at—and walked to your car. He patted the roof twice, the way you’d seen him do a hundred times, and looked at you over the hood.
“She’s ready when you are.”
You walked to the driver’s side and ran your hand along the door frame, tracing the line where the paint chipped and the clearcoat had started to surrender to time and sun and too many city winters. It was cool and solid under your palm, and for the first time in days you didn’t imagine hearing the sickly metallic tick that had haunted every drive since the first warning sign. No rattle. No vibration. No secret countdown to catastrophic failure shivering through the welds. Just a door, a car, a moment of stillness as you drew in a breath and let your shoulders drop.
You slid into the seat, and the interior smelled like Mingi—solvent, engine oil, the sharpness of fresh brake cleaner and something sweeter underneath, a cedar note that clung to the cloth. You could see where he’d wiped down the steering wheel, the faintest imprint of a towel snagged on the horn pad, and the new bracket gleaming through the gap below the dash. The seat was exactly the way you left it, except you could tell he’d sat here, adjusted the mirrors, checked the fit of the pedals. It was like stepping into a space that had been quietly, lovingly proofed against disaster.
The key was already in the ignition. You turned it.
The engine caught on the first try—clean, steady, the deep throaty hum you’d tuned into existence with your own hands, but different now. Quieter. Settled. Like something that had been suffering in silence had finally been allowed to breathe again. You pressed the throttle lightly and listened, heart in your mouth, waiting for the telltale clunk or metallic swing-and-bang. Instead, there was only the smooth, even purr, the delicate click of injectors priming, the systems waking up like a body stretching after a long sleep.
You pressed a little harder, feathering the pedal. The tach jumped, held, dropped. No hesitations. No overcompensation. No subtle warning in the feedback through the wheel. If you closed your eyes, you could almost believe this was someone else’s car—someone who’d never driven it to the edge, never asked it to survive three consecutive summers of midnight street circuits, never let it run a degree hotter than it was supposed to just to beat a kid with something newer and flashier. But it was yours, and you’d earned every scar on the center console, every burn mark on the carpet. And now, for the first time in years, it didn’t sound like a ticking time bomb. It sounded like something that was meant to last.
You sat with that for a minute, hands resting on the wheel, the engine’s steady rhythm echoing in your bones. You shifted into neutral and let the engine idle. Mingi’s handwriting was on a sticky note taped to the dash: “Check oil before running. -M.” You popped the hood just to be sure, and the dipstick came up clean and full, the oil exactly where it should be, the new gasket already sealing like it was part of the block from the beginning. He’d even topped off your washer fluid, the little things he always did, the ones he never mentioned but that you always noticed.
When you came back around, Mingi was standing by the shop door. He’d wiped his hands again, but there was a new smudge of something across his cheekbone, and he was watching you with an expression so open it made it impossible to look away. There was pride there, and relief, and a weird kind of gentleness that didn’t fit with the way he usually moved through the world. You realized, suddenly and with embarrassing clarity, that he was waiting for you to say something. To react, to light up, to show him that this mattered.
So you revved the engine, just a little, and gave him a thumbs-up through the windshield.
He grinned, and the whole shop seemed to brighten. You cut the engine and stepped out, and for a second the world held its breath.
He nodded, then pointed at the car. “How does she feel?”
You tried to come up with something technical. Something that would do justice to the hours he’d put in, the parts you knew he’d paid for himself, the sweat and blood literally on the line. But all that came out was, “She’s perfect.”
Mingi’s face went soft around the eyes, and he scrubbed a hand through his hair like he didn’t know what to do with the compliment. “You did most of the work, I just did some touch ups,” he smiled.
You barked a laugh. “All I did was fall asleep in your office and bring you lunch. You fixed my car.”
He shrugged, but you could tell he was pleased. “Yeah? What’s next, then? An oil change? New tires? You know, just for fun.”
You grinned. “I was thinking about a test drive. Want to come with?”
He hesitated, then held up his hands. “I’ll sit in the passenger seat, but only because I don’t want to get kimchi juice on your nice upholstery.”
You tossed him the keys. “No Min, You’re driving.”
He caught them one-handed, easy, and you felt something loosen in your chest. You hopped into the passenger seat, let the window down again, and watched as he adjusted the mirrors just so, checked the angle of the seat, and all the little rituals he did before a test drive.
He started the engine, and this time you noticed the way the sound made him smile. He rolled slowly out of the shop and down the street, careful at first, but then letting the car stretch out as the road opened up. You watched the city go by in a blur—corner store, laundromat, the park with the busted swing set—and realized you were seeing all of it through the windshield of a car that was finally, blissfully, whole.
Mingi drove with one hand on the wheel and one on the shifter, and he kept glancing at you like he was trying to memorize your reaction. You leaned back in the seat, let the sun warm your face, let the feeling of the world working as it should sink in.
Halfway to the river, he turned to you and said, “So what do we do now? Victory lap? Or do we just keep driving until something else breaks?”
You considered it. “Can we...” You stopped, not sure how to put it into words, and settled for, “Let’s just keep going for a while.”
And so you did. You let the city recede, let the noise fade into the background, and just existed, two people in a car that was finally running right, the road unspooling ahead of you like there was nowhere else you needed to be.
The road curved along the riverbank, and the water caught the late afternoon light in long, lazy ribbons of gold. Mingi drove with the windows down, one elbow resting on the door frame, and the wind pushed his hair back from his forehead in a way that made him look younger, looser, like someone who’d set down a weight he’d been carrying for years and forgotten what it felt like to stand up straight.
You watched the trees slide past and let the silence hold for another mile before you spoke.
“Hey,” you began, and your voice came out quieter than you meant it to. “I have another race on Friday. The industrial stretch again—the same one as last night, but bigger. More cars. Some guys from out of town are coming up.”
Mingi’s thumb tapped the steering wheel once. Twice. “Yeah?”
“Mhm.” You turned in the seat to face him, pulling one knee up under you. The leather creaked. “I’m in, obviously. Jihoon, the guy that had that fat stack of cash, wants a rematch, and there’s this new kid from Busan who’s been talking shit online all week.”
Mingi nodded slowly, eyes still on the road. “You can beat him for sure.”
“I don’t even know what he drives.”
“Nah, it doesn't matter.” He glanced over, a warm smile spread across his face. “It’s not about the car, it’s about who’s behind the wheel. That cocky piece of shit will not win, trust me.”
The warmth that spread through your chest was embarrassing in its intensity. You looked down at your hands, at the grease still lingering in the creases of your knuckles, and you said the thing you’d been turning over in your head since you woke up on his shop-towel bed with his jacket over your shoulders and his coffee in your hands.
“You should come watch me. In the race— I mean.”
The words hung in the air between you, carried on the wind rushing through the open windows. You kept your eyes on your hands, on the grease, on anything that wasn’t his face, because you’d said it casually—or tried to—and you needed a second to make sure the casual had landed.
Mingi was quiet for too long. Unusually long, you think. His jaw had set. Not in a hard way—in the way it did when he was about to deliver news he didn’t want to deliver.
“Friday,” he repeated, and the word came out carefully, measured, like he was testing its weight. “This Friday?”
“Mhm. Starts around ten. Should be over by midnight, hopefully by one.”
He exhaled through his nose—a slow, controlled breath that told you everything before the words did.
“Oh I'm sorry, sweetheart.” His voice had gone soft in that particular way, the way that meant he was about to disappoint you and he already hated himself for it. “I can’t. I’m booked solid. Like—completely. I’ve got three clients coming in after hours, and one of them’s a timing chain replacement on a V6 that’s going to take me till two in the morning if everything goes right, which it won’t, because timing chains never go right.”
“Oh,” you mumbled. And then, because you were a person who’d spent your entire adult life pretending you didn’t need anything from anyone: “That’s fine. No big deal. It’s just a race.”
You turned back to the windshield. The river was on your left now, wide and flat and silver, and a heron stood motionless in the shallows, and you focused on the heron because the heron didn’t care about Friday nights or timing chains or the particular ache that had settled behind your sternum like a stone dropped into still water.
The car slowed. Mingi pulled over onto the gravel shoulder, the tires crunching softly, and cut the engine. The sudden silence was enormous—just the tick of cooling metal and the distant hum of the highway and the sound of your own breathing, which you were trying very hard to keep even.
He turned in his seat.
You didn’t look at him. You kept your eyes on the heron, which had taken a step forward into the water with the slow, deliberate grace of something that had never once needed to explain itself to anyone.
“You’re doing the thing,” he frowned as he scanned your facial expression.
“What thing?”
“The thing where you say it’s fine and it’s not fine.” His voice was close. Closer than the passenger seat should have allowed. “Look at me, please.”
You looked at him.
His face was right there—inches away, the afternoon light catching the gold in his eyes. He was looking at you with an expression that made your chest do something complicated and painful, like a valve opening somewhere you hadn’t known was closed.
“I want to be there,” he mumbled. The words were simple and direct, the way Mingi’s words always were when he meant them. “You know I want to be there. I’d rather be watching you race than doing a timing chain on a V6 that some idiot ran dry for six months. But I told these people I’d do it, and they’re counting on me, and—”
“I know.” You did know. That was the worst part. You knew exactly the kind of person Mingi was—the kind who showed up, who kept his word, who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning because someone had asked him to and he’d said yes. You’d fallen for that person. You didn’t get to resent him for being exactly who he was. “It’s okay, Mingi. I understand.”
He studied your face for a long moment—the way your mouth was doing something you hoped passed for a smile, the way your eyes kept flicking to the heron because holding his gaze for too long felt like standing too close to a fire. He saw it. Of course he saw it. Mingi saw everything.
His hand came up.
Slow. Deliberate. Giving you every chance to pull away, to deflect, to make a joke, to do any of the things you usually did when someone tried to touch you with intention. You didn’t move.
His palm settled against your cheek. His thumb traced the line of your cheekbone—once, twice—and his skin was warm and rough and smelled like solvent and the honey butter cake from lunch, and the touch was so gentle it made your eyes sting.
“Hey,” he whispered. Soft. So soft. “I’ll make it up to you. You name it, and I’m there. I promise.”
You leaned into his hand before you could stop yourself. Just a fraction—just enough to feel the pressure of his palm, the steady warmth of it, the way his thumb stilled against your skin like he was holding his breath.
“You promise?” you mumbled against his hand, your voice came out smaller than you wanted it to.
“Promise.” His thumb moved again—a slow sweep along your cheekbone that sent something warm and liquid through your bloodstream. “I’ll clear a night. I’ll put it on the calendar in permanent marker. I’ll tell every client in the city that Song Mingi is unavailable that evening because he has a prior engagement that is non-negotiable.”
A laugh escaped you, a little broken, but real. “Non-negotiable?”
“Completely non-negotiable.” His eyes crinkled at the corners, and the dimple appeared, and the cut on his lip stretched when he smiled, and you thought—with the kind of clarity that only comes in the quiet moments between one heartbeat and the next—that you would remember this exact image for the rest of your life. Mingi in the driver’s seat of your car, his hand on your face, the river silver behind him, promising you something he meant with every molecule of his being.
“Okay,” you exhaled. “Another night.”
“Another night, I promise.” He held your gaze for one more beat—long enough that the air between you changed, thickened, became something you could almost taste—and then his hand dropped from your cheek and returned to the wheel, and the moment collapsed back into the ordinary like it had never happened.
He started the engine. The car came alive around you, that clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be. He pulled back onto the road, and the heron lifted from the shallows and beat its slow, heavy wings into the sky, and you watched it go until it was a speck against the pale blue, and then you watched the road unfold ahead of you, and you didn’t say anything else because you didn’t need to.
The silence held. The kind that didn’t need to be filled. The kind that felt like a promise.
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Friday arrived like a held breath finally released.
The industrial stretch was different tonight—larger, louder, the energy cranked up to something that buzzed against your skin like a live wire. More cars lined the turnout than you’d seen in months, their engines idling in a low, impatient chorus that vibrated through the soles of your boots. The crowd had spilled past the guardrail and onto the shoulder, phones out, speakers blasting three different songs at once, the smell of cigarette smoke and cheap beer and someone’s body spray mixing with the burnt-rubber perfume of the asphalt. Someone had strung LED lights along the overpass supports, casting everything in a pulsing, carnival-bright wash that made the night feel like something staged, something that knew it was being watched.
You stood at the open driver’s side door with your hands on the roof and your head bowed, running through the checklist.
Tire pressure: thirty-two all around, checked four times.
Oil: full, clean, Mingi’s handwriting still on the dipstick tube where he’d marked the fill line with a pencil.
Coolant: topped off. Brake fluid: clear and full. Belts: tight, no cracks, no fraying.
You’d gone over every inch of the engine bay yourself that afternoon, twice, with a headlamp and a torque wrench and the kind of obsessive attention to detail that bordered on compulsion. The new bracket gleamed under the hood like a promise kept, and the transmission mount bolt sat snug and true, and you’d driven the car here tonight without a single sound that didn’t belong.
Still. You checked again. You always checked again.
Behind you, the pre-race circus was in full swing. You could hear your best friend, Yuna, before you could even see her. A voice that could cut glass and a laugh that could shatter it—was arguing with someone about the bet spread, her hands moving in sharp, emphatic arcs while three guys in matching jackets nodded along like they understood a word she was saying. Your friend, Soobin, was crouched beside your rear tire with a flashlight, double-checking the tread depth because he’d lost fifty bucks once on a blowout and had never fully recovered emotionally.
And there, leaning against the hood of a black sedan that had no business being at a street race, were three figures you’d recognize anywhere.
Hongjoong saw you first. He was the shortest of the three but carried himself like he’d been genetically engineered for maximum authority—black beanie pulled low over his forehead, a leather jacket that cost more than most of the cars on the stretch, arms crossed, jaw set in that permanent expression of mild, world-weary amusement that he wore like a second skin. He raised his chin in greeting, and you raised yours back, and that was the entirety of the conversation Hongjoong ever needed to have with anyone.
Beside him, Seonghwa stood with the kind of posture that suggested he’d been born in a finishing school and escaped at the first opportunity. Tall, lean, dressed in all black like he was attending a funeral for someone he didn’t like, his dark hair swept back from his face in a way that looked effortless and absolutely was not. He was the manager at ATZ—the one who kept the books, handled the clients, and maintained the delicate fiction that the shop operated within the bounds of something resembling a schedule. He was also, you’d learned over the months, the only person on earth who could make Mingi do paperwork without a fight, which meant he was either a wizard or had blackmail material of catastrophic proportions. You suspected both.
Jongho was on Seonghwa’s other side, arms folded, watching the crowd with the alert, slightly wary expression of someone who’d seen enough to know that crowds were where trouble went to multiply. He was the youngest at the shop but moved through it like he’d been born under a lift—quiet, capable, the kind of mechanic who could diagnose an engine from the sound of the starter alone. He’d helped Mingi with your transmission mount the morning after the repair, you’d learned later, holding the bracket in place while Mingi threaded the new bolt. He gave you a small nod when you caught his eye, and you nodded back, and the exchange contained approximately as much warmth as two people who respected each other’s competence could manage in a single gesture.
You straightened up from the door and walked over to them, wiping your palms on your jeans.
“I can’t believe you guys made it,” you beamed, because it was the polite thing to say, even though the sight of them—of anyone from ATZ, anyone who knew the shape of your engine bay the way you did—had loosened something tight behind your ribs.
“Hongjoong lost a bet,” Seonghwa said, without looking at Hongjoong.
“I did not lose a bet.” Hongjoong’s voice was flat. “I made a strategic decision to attend a cultural event.”
“Uh-huh, cultural event… right, right.” you nodded your head slowly, heavy with suspicion.
“Street racing is a cultural institution with deep roots in—”
“He lost twenty dollars to Jongho about whether you’d check your tire pressure two times or four,” Seonghwa said, and Jongho’s mouth twitched in something that was almost a smile. “It was three, by the way.”
“Four, actually.” you corrected, and Hongjoong pointed at Jongho with the satisfied air of a man who’d just been vindicated.
“See? She checked it four times and I said four. You said three. Pay up, kid.”
Jongho reached into his back pocket without argument and handed over a crumpled twenty. Hongjoong took it with the gravity of someone accepting a Nobel Prize.
You laughed, the sound felt good in the night air, loosening something that had been wound tight since you’d pulled into the turnout and cut the engine. The three of them were here. They’d come. Mingi’s people had come, which meant maybe he was also there too.
“How’s the car?” Seonghwa asked, and his tone was professional—the manager’s tone, the one that meant he was genuinely interested in the answer and not just making conversation.
“She’s solid,” you answered back confidently. “Mingi did the bracket last week. She’s running cleaner than she has in months.”
“Mm. Good.” Seonghwa’s eyes moved past you to the car, assessing it with the same quiet attention he gave everything—invoices, clients, the state of the break room microwave. “He spent three hours on that mount. Wouldn’t let anyone else touch it.”
Something warm bloomed behind your sternum. You didn’t let it show on your face.
“Control freak,” you joked lightly.
“The worst,” Seonghwa agreed, and there was something in his voice—something knowing, something that suggested he’d been paying attention to more than just the state of the break room microwave—but before you could parse it, Hongjoong was speaking again.
“Who are you running against tonight? The Busan kid?”
“Jihoon and the Busan kid, yeah. And a few others—some guy in a WRX who’s been talking a big game on the forums, and a girl in a Civic that’s been modded within an inch of its life. It should be interesting.”
Jongho made a sound—a low, considering hum that was eerily similar to the one Mingi made when he was cataloguing damage. “The Civic’s got a K-swap. I saw it at the meet last weekend. She’s running a bigger turbo than she should be. She’ll pull hard off the line but fade by the second turn if the cooling can’t keep up.”
You looked at him. “You went to the meet?”
“I go to all of them.” He said it like it was nothing. Like attending every unofficial car gathering within a thirty-mile radius was a perfectly normal hobby for a twenty-five-year-old mechanic who otherwise gave the impression of being allergic to social interaction. “Research.”
“Research,” Hongjoong repeated, deadpan.
“Market analysis,” Jongho smirked, and didn’t elaborate.
You grinned and turned back to the car. The ritual wasn’t finished. You still had to walk the length of the stretch—check the surface for debris, note the manhole cover on the second turn, feel the asphalt under your boots and commit its texture to memory. You still had to sit in the driver’s seat for exactly three minutes with the engine off, hands on the wheel, eyes closed, running the course in your head—every shift point, every braking marker, every place where the road cambered in a way that could send an unwary car wide.
Your eyes moved past the crowd. Past Yuna and her betting spreadsheet, past Soobin and his flashlight, past the three ATZ mechanics standing in their cluster of black leather and quiet competence. Past the LED lights and the speaker stacks and the groups of strangers with their phones raised like offerings to some digital god. You scanned the turnout. The guardrail. The overpass. The shadows where the streetlights didn’t reach.
You looked for him.
You looked for the tall frame, the dark hair, the oversized jacket with the sleeves pushed up. You looked for the way he stood—loose and easy, one hip cocked, like gravity was a suggestion he’d chosen to follow. You looked for the familiar smile. You looked for the one person in the crowd who would be watching you the way he watched engines—with total, uncomplicated attention, like you were the only thing in the room worth looking at.
The turnout was full of people. None of them were Mingi.
You let your gaze sweep one more time—slower now, deliberate, giving him every chance to materialize from behind a car or step out of the shadows or call your name from somewhere you hadn’t checked. The crowd shifted and pulsed, and a flare went up near the starting line, throwing red light across a hundred faces, and none of them were his.
He wasn’t here. Of course he wasn’t here. He’d told you, and you’d said it was fine, and it was fine. It was completely, totally, one-hundred-percent fine.
You turned back to the car and placed both hands on the roof again, fingers spread wide, and you took a breath that went all the way to the bottom of your lungs and held it there for a count of four.
“You okay?” Seonghwa asked from behind you. His voice was careful. Observant. He’d seen you looking.
“Yeah. Everything’s fine,” you replied, and you meant it about the car, and you meant it about the race, and the part that wasn’t about the car or the race—the part that was about a mechanic who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning and remembered your oat milk and carried you through a doorway too narrow for his shoulders—you set that part aside. You set it in the same place you kept all the other things you weren’t ready to examine, and you closed the door on it, and you turned the lock.
You had a race to win.
You walked the stretch. You checked the surface—clean, dry, the manhole cover still loose on the second turn, the same one that had sent Jihoon wide last time. You committed the texture to memory—smooth here, slightly rough there, the seam where the old pavement met the new running like a scar down the centerline. You sat in the driver’s seat for exactly three minutes with the engine off, hands on the wheel, eyes closed, and you ran the course in your head.
You opened your eyes. The dashboard glowed its familiar amber, and the key was in your hand, and the crowd outside had gone quiet in that particular way that meant the flagger was taking position.
You turned the key.
The engine caught—clean , steady, that deep throaty hum that meant every bolt was where it belonged and every belt was singing the same song. You let the RPMs settle, then blipped the throttle twice—once for luck, once because the car asked for it—and pulled forward to the starting line.
Jihoon was already there. His silver coupe idled beside you, its aftermarket exhaust popping and crackling with the aggressive, attention-seeking rhythm of someone who’d spent more on sound than substance. He revved at you—three quick stabs, the automotive equivalent of a middle finger—and you didn’t respond. You kept your eyes on the flagger, on the strip of white cloth hanging limp in the still night air, on the exact point where it would snap upward and the world would narrow to nothing but asphalt and instinct.
The Busan kid was two cars back in his modified Civic, the intercooler gleaming under the LED lights like a promise of trouble. The WRX was on your other side, its driver—a guy you didn’t recognize, late twenties, a baseball cap pulled low—cracking his neck side to side with the theatrical tension of someone who’d watched too many movies. The girl in the K-swapped Civic was behind you, engine ticking over with the tight, impatient rhythm of a turbo spooling against its wastegate.
The flagger raised his arm.
Your hand found the shifter. First gear. Clutch in. Throttle to the sweet spot—three thousand, hold it, feel the car strain against the brakes like a dog pulling at its leash. Your heartbeat was steady. Your breathing was even. Everything outside the windshield had gone soft and distant, the way it always did in the seconds before the green—the crowd noise flattening to a dull roar, the LED lights blurring into streaks of color, the smell of burnt rubber and beer and body spray condensing into a single, meaningless note.
The flag dropped.
You released the clutch and the brakes simultaneously, the way you’d practiced ten thousand times in empty parking lots and deserted stretches of road, and the car launched forward with a violence that pressed you into the seat. The tires bit—clean, no spin, no wasted energy—and you were through first gear before the WRX had found its footing, the tach needle swinging past redline and your hand already moving to second, third, the engine screaming its approval as you fed it everything it asked for.
The first turn came fast. You took it tight—tighter than the line you’d rehearsed, cutting inside the apex marker by a close margin because Jihoon was already trying to crowd you wide, his front bumper edging into your peripheral vision like something predatory. You held the line. Your right rear tire kissed the inside curb and the car shuddered once—a brief, violent protest—and then settled, and you were through, accelerating hard into the short straight before the second turn.
The manhole cover. You could see it ahead—a dark circle in the asphalt, slightly raised, slightly loose, the same one that had cost Jihoon a bumper last time. He’d remember it. He’d be cautious. You wouldn’t.
Your foot came off the pedal at the last possible moment, and the car rotated into the turn with the kind of precision that only comes from knowing exactly how much grip you had left and being willing to use all of it. The manhole passed under your left tires with a dull, metallic thunk that you felt through the steering column, and you were already unwinding the wheel, already feeding power back in, already watching Jihoon in your rearview as he lifted—just barely, just enough—to avoid the cover, and the gap between you opened by half a car length.
Not enough. Not nearly enough.
The third turn was sweeping and fast, the camber pulling you toward the outside guardrail, and you fought it with micro-adjustments of the wheel—tiny, instinctive corrections that kept the car on the line you’d drawn in your head three minutes ago. The tach sat at six thousand in fourth gear, the engine pulling hard and clean, no hesitation, no vibration, no sound that didn’t belong. Mingi’s bracket held. Mingi’s bolt held. The transmission mount sat silent and true beneath you, and you pushed harder because it let you.
The Busan kid was gaining. You could hear him—the high, tight whine of his turbo spooling, the sharp crack of his exhaust on overrun—and in your mirrors you could see the Civic’s headlights swelling, closing, eating the gap you’d built on the first two turns. He was fast. Jongho had been right about the cooling—you could see heat shimmer rising from his hood in the LED light—but he was fast enough that the fade wouldn’t matter if he caught you before the straight.
The fourth turn. The one that looked easy and wasn’t.
Jihoon had recovered from the manhole. He was on your right now, his front bumper level with your door, his engine screaming as he pushed for the inside line. You could see his face through his window—jaw clenched, eyes fixed on the road ahead with the desperate intensity of someone who’d bet more than he could afford to lose. His car was faster in a straight line. You both knew it. If he got past you before the fifth turn, the straight would belong to him, and you’d never close the gap.
You braked early.
You let the car slow a fraction of a second before the braking marker, and Jihoon took the bait. He shot past your bumper, diving for the inside, certain he’d found the opening, and you let him have it. You let him have the inside line on a turn that tightened at the exit, on a road that cambered outward, on an asphalt surface that was slightly rougher on the inside than the outside.
He realized his mistake a half-second too late. You saw it happen—the moment his wheels lost their grip, the moment the camber pulled him wide, the moment his rear end stepped out and he had to catch it with a correction that cost him speed, momentum, everything. You cut to the outside, carried your speed through the exit, and when you looked in your mirror, Jihoon was a full car length behind and fighting to stay on the road.
The straight opened ahead of you—flat, dark, the orange cones of the finish line glowing like distant candles. Fifth gear. Foot to the floor. Don’t lift. Don’t think. Just go.
The Civic was still there. The Busan kid had found something on the fourth turn—some line you hadn’t anticipated, some technique that kept his turbo spooled and his tires planted—and he was alongside you now, his front bumper creeping past yours inch by inch, his engine howling with the particular fury of a K-swap pushed past its comfort zone. Heat poured from his hood in visible waves. The cooling was failing. You could see it in the way his tach was fluctuating—dropping a hundred RPM, climbing back, dropping again—the engine fighting for air it couldn’t get.
But he was still moving. Still gaining. His front bumper was at your door. Then at your front wheel. Then past it.
The finish line was thirty seconds away. Maybe less. The cones were getting bigger, the crowd noise swelling from a dull roar to something sharp and specific—you could hear individual voices now, individual shouts, someone screaming your name.
You dropped to fourth. The engine screamed—past the redline, into territory you’d never asked it to visit, the tach needle buried in the red and the valves singing a song that was equal parts defiance and desperation. The car responded. It always responded. The RPMs climbed past anything the factory had ever intended, and the power came back—not smoothly, not cleanly, but enough. Enough to close the gap. Enough to pull even with the Civic’s rear bumper, then its door, then its front wheel.
The Busan kid looked over. You saw his face through his window—young, flushed, eyes wide with the particular shock of someone who’d been certain they’d won and was watching the certainty evaporate. He pushed the throttle harder. You heard his engine stutter—a single, violent misfire that cost him everything—and in that fraction of a second, you were past him.
The finish line. The cones. The flagger’s arm dropping.
You crossed first.
You knew it before the crowd told you. You knew it in the way the Civic’s headlights fell behind you, in the way the straight opened up empty ahead of your bumper, in the way the engine’s scream shifted from desperate to triumphant as you lifted off the throttle and let the car coast, the adrenaline still singing through your veins like electricity through a live wire.
The crowd erupted.
You could hear it even through the closed windows—a wall of sound that hit the car like a physical force, hundreds of voices merging into a single, incoherent roar of celebration. Phones were raised, flashlights swinging, the LED lights along the overpass pulsing in time with the bass from the speakers someone had turned up to maximum. You pulled into the turnout and cut the engine, and the sudden silence was immediately filled by the sound of people running toward your car, their boots pounding on the asphalt, their voices overlapping in a cacophony of congratulations and disbelief.
You sat there for a moment. Hands on the wheel. Breathing hard. The dashboard lights faded slowly, and the engine ticked its cooling song, and something behind your chest—something that had been wound tight since the starting line, since the moment you’d scanned the crowd and found him missing—unspooled all at once, leaving you lightheaded and grinning like an idiot.
The door opened from the outside.
Yuna was there, her face split in a grin so wide it looked like it hurt, both hands gripping the door frame like she was afraid the car might try to escape. “You absolute madwoman! You insane, beautiful, completely unhinged—” She was pulling you out of the seat before you could unbuckle, her arms around your neck, her voice shouting directly into your ear at a volume that should have required a permit. “You killed it, babe! You beat them all! The Busan kid looked like he was going to cry!”
Soobin was right behind her, his flashlight still in his hand, his face flushed with the particular joy of someone who’d just won back the fifty dollars he’d lost on the blowout plus interest. “Dude, that fourth turn was insane! That was literally criminal, I’m pretty sure that’s illegal but who gives a fuck.”
You were laughing—you couldn’t stop, the sound bubbling up from somewhere deep and raw and entirely involuntary—and people were pressing in from all sides, hands clapping your shoulders, voices shouting your car’s name, your name, variations of your name that you’d never heard before. Someone had a bottle of champagne—the cheap kind, the kind that came in a green bottle with a foil label—and the cork popped with a sound like a gunshot, and foam sprayed across your hood in a wide, arcing fan that caught the LED light and turned to gold.
“Careful on my paint man!” you shouted, but you were laughing, and someone else had a second bottle, and then a third, and within seconds your car was glistening with cheap champagne, the hood dripping, the windshield streaked, the headlights wearing crowns of foam that slid slowly down the lenses. The crowd was chanting—your name, your car’s name, something rhythmic and obscene that Yuna had probably started—and you stood in the center of it with champagne in your hair and the particular, dizzying high of having done the thing you’d set out to do and done it perfectly.
Hongjoong materialized at your left shoulder, his twenty-dollar bill now folded neatly in his breast pocket, his expression one of grudging respect. “Not bad, kid.” He nudged your shoulder, which from Hongjoong was roughly equivalent to a standing ovation.
Seonghwa was beside him, arms crossed, a small, satisfied smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “The bracket held,” he observed, like he’d been watching for exactly that and nothing else.
“Thank god for that, huh,” you confirmed, and the words came out slightly breathless, slightly giddy, and you wiped champagne from your eyebrow with the back of your hand and grinned at both of them like you’d just won the lottery.
And then you saw him. He was at the edge of the crowd—tall, unmistakable, the white of his tank top bright against his leather jacket, dark jeans that had no right to fit the way they did. Hair pushed back. Rings shining brightly on his fingers and silver chains by his throat catching the light they always did. Both hands clean, the left one uninjured and wrapped around the stems of a bouquet he was holding down at his side with the careful, slightly uncertain grip of someone who had never bought flowers before and was now standing in a crowd of street racers holding flowers. Proudly wearing that stupid smile of his.
Mingi.
Your brain short-circuited. You blinked. You blinked again. The champagne was still dripping from your hair, and the crowd was still roaring, and Yuna was still screaming something in your ear that you couldn’t hear, and Mingi was there, standing at the edge of the turnout like he’d materialized from the very specific fantasy you’d been refusing to acknowledge for the past couple of weeks.
You pushed through the crowd. People moved aside—or you moved through them, you weren’t sure. The crowd parted like water, and you were running. Boots slapping against the champagne-wet asphalt, your heart hammering so hard you could feel it in your teeth. Mingi lifted the bouquet from his side and held it out to you like an offering, like a confession, like the only thing he could think to bring to the most important moment of his week.
You took the flowers without breaking stride. Wildflowers, not the kind from a shop, the kind that grew along the riverbank where you’d pulled over that afternoon, blue and yellow and white, stems wrapped in what looked like shop towel because Mingi didn’t own ribbon. Then you were launching yourself at him, both arms around his neck, your legs wrapping around his waist because the momentum demanded it, because physics demanded it, because every molecule in your body demanded it.
He caught you. Of course he caught you—his free arm hooking under your thighs, the other still clutching the bouquet, his body absorbing the impact with the same easy, practiced confidence he brought to everything that mattered. You buried your face in his neck, and he smelled like something warm and new—aftershave, maybe?
The crowd erupted.
Not the race-winning eruption—something different, something bright, the particular sound of hundreds people collectively losing their minds over something they hadn’t known they were watching for. A chorus of whoops and whistles and someone—Yuna, definitely Yuna—screaming “OH MY GOD” at a frequency that could transcend both space and time. Phones were up, cameras flashing, and you could hear the cooing, the affectionate, slightly drunk awwww that rolled through the turnout like a wave, and someone shouted “KISS HER, BRO!” and someone else shouted “AW MAN I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE.” and the whole thing collapsed into laughter and applause that vibrated through the asphalt and up through Mingi’s chest and into yours.
His mouth was at your ear. His breath was warm against your skin, and his voice was low—so low that only you could hear it, the words meant for you and you alone, tucked into the space between his jaw and your hair.
“Congratulations, my little racer,” he whispered. “You were incredible. I watched the whole thing from the overpass. You kicked their asses.”
You pulled back just enough to look at him—his face inches from yours, the gold in his eyes catching the LED light, the cut on his lip healed to a thin white line, the flowers crushed between your chest and his, releasing their faint, sweet smell into the narrow gap between your bodies.
“You came,” you beamed up at him, your voice came out breathless and disbelieving, like you were still waiting for the punchline. “I thought you said you couldn’t—the timing chain, the V6—”
“I pulled some strings.” His dimple appeared. “I finished the timing chain at nine. Drove straight here. Parked on the overpass and watched you absolutely murder that Civic.”
“You finished a timing chain in—”
“Did you forget that I’m very good at my job?” The smile was wide now, unashamed, the kind of smile that belonged in a movie montage, and you were laughing—both of you were laughing, your foreheads pressed together, the crowd still cheering around you like you’d invented something new.
He shifted his grip on you—adjusting, settling, his arm tightening under your thighs—and then he was walking. Carrying you. Back through the crowd, past Yuna who was filming with both hands and sobbing dramatically, past Soobin who gave you a thumbs-up that was mostly champagne foam, past Hongjoong who looked like he was trying very hard to maintain his world-weary composure and failing, past Seonghwa who was watching with the quiet, knowing satisfaction of someone who’d seen this coming from three months away.
Mingi’s mouth found your ear again. His lips brushed the shell of it—barely, accidentally, not-accidentally—and his voice dropped to that register that lived in the space between a whisper and a thought.
“Did you want to give them a show, hm?” The words were warm and teasing, his breath ghosting across your skin. “Because we could. We could stand right here and let them film every second. I’m sure everyone would appreciate the content.”
You shook your head against his shoulder—a quick, emphatic no—and felt him smile against your temple.
“Smart girl, aren’t you.” His arm tightened around you, possessive and gentle in equal measure. “Let’s go somewhere more private.”
You reached into your back pocket without looking, your fingers finding the key fob by touch alone, and you pressed it into his free hand—the one not holding the bouquet, the one not holding you. He caught it without looking, the way he caught everything—tools, keys, the particular weight of your trust—and his fingers closed around it like it belonged there.
He carried you to the car. The crowd was still cheering, still filming, still living in the moment you’d already left behind, and Mingi set you down gently at the passenger door—your feet finding the ground, his hand lingering at the small of your back—and opened it for you with the same old habit, the one he never skipped. You slid into the seat, the flowers in your lap, their stems cool against your palms, and Mingi closed the door behind you with a soft, deliberate click.
He walked around the hood—you watched him through the windshield, the way he moved through the champagne-streaked light with the unhurried confidence of someone who knew exactly where he was going—and dropped into the driver’s seat. The engine turned over on the first try, that clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be, and Mingi pulled out of the turnout with the kind of smooth, controlled precision that made your stomach flip.
The crowd fell away behind you. The LED lights shrank to pinpoints in the rearview. The champagne and the shouting and the bass-heavy music dissolved into the night, replaced by the sound of the engine and the wind through the open windows and the faint rustle of wildflowers in your lap.
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The road unwound beneath you, and the city thinned to scattered streetlights and the occasional glow of a late-night convenience store. You held the flowers in your lap, their stems cool against your palms, their scent—something green and wild and faintly sweet—mixing with the smell of Mingi’s cologne that still clung to the upholstery. The radio was off. The engine hummed its steady, contented song. The wind through the open windows pushed your hair across your face, and you didn’t bother pushing it back.
Mingi’s hand left the wheel. You felt it before you saw it. The shift in the air, the subtle change in the weight distribution of the car as he turned his body slightly toward you. His fingers found yours on the center console, warm and rough and sure, and they laced through yours with the easy, unhurried confidence of someone who’d been waiting to do exactly this and had decided that the waiting was over.
You looked down at your joined hands. His thumb traced a slow circle over your knuckle—once, twice—and then his grip tightened, just barely, and he lifted your hand from the console and brought it to his mouth.
His lips pressed against the back of your hand. Soft, deliberate, lingering. The kiss was warm and dry and over almost before it began, but it sent something electric cascading through your bloodstream, a current that started at the point of contact and raced up your arm and settled somewhere behind your ribs like a spark catching dry tinder.
You didn’t pull away. You didn’t speak. You just watched him—the sharp line of his profile in the dashboard light, the way his jaw worked as he lowered your hand but didn’t let go, his thumb resuming its slow, circling pattern on your skin.
The car turned left. You recognised the road—the one that curved along the riverbank, the one you’d driven that afternoon with the windows down and the silence between you feeling like a promise. The water was dark now, reflecting the moon in long, broken ribbons of silver, and the trees along the bank stood in silhouette against the pale sky. The road narrowed to a single lane, then to gravel, and Mingi pulled into the empty parking lot.
He cut the engine.
The silence was immediate and total—just the tick of cooling metal and the distant murmur of the river and the sound of your own breathing, which had gone slightly uneven without your permission. Mingi’s hand was still in yours. The flowers were still in your lap. The moonlight came through the windshield and painted everything in shades of blue and silver, and for a long moment neither of you moved.
Then Mingi turned in his seat.
He looked at you the way he looked at engines—with total, uncomplicated attention, like you were the only thing in the room worth looking at. His eyes moved from your face to the flowers in your lap and back, and something shifted in his expression—something vulnerable and warm and slightly terrified, the look of a man who’d decided to say something he’d been carrying for a long time and was now realizing there was no taking it back.
“I picked those,” he said, nodding at the bouquet. “From the riverbank. This morning, before the shop opened. I drove out here at five-thirty and walked along the water and picked the ones that looked the prettiest, reminded me of you.”
You looked down at the flowers. Blue and yellow and white, stems wrapped in shop towel, slightly crushed from being held between your bodies during the champagne-soaked celebration. They were imperfect—wild, uneven, some of them already starting to droop—and they were the most beautiful thing anyone had ever given you.
“You drove out here at the ass crack of dawn” you repeated, your voice barely above a whisper. “To get me flowers?”
“Mm.” His thumb was still moving on your hand—slow circles, steady and grounding. “I was going to give them to you at the race. Had this whole plan—I’d wait until you won, and then I’d walk up like it was nothing, suuuuper nonchalant. Like hey, congratulations, here are some flowers I found, no big deal.” He huffed a laugh, soft and self-deprecating. “But then you came up and ambushed my whole plan.”
“You remembered the flowers.”
He turned to look at you—really look at you—with an expression you’d never seen on him before. Not the easy grin, not the teasing half-smile. Something quieter. Something that made your breath catch.
“You’re surprised?” he said. It wasn’t a question.
You didn’t answer, which was answer enough.
“Sweetheart.” His voice was low, almost careful, like he was choosing each word by hand. “I remember your fancy oat milk creamer. I remember that you check your tire pressure four times before a race. I remember the little sound you make right before you shift, and the way your hands shake after, and you shove them in your pockets, so nobody sees.” His thumb stilled on your knuckles. “It’s you. How could I forget all the things that make you, you?”
The words landed in the space between you like stones dropped into still water. You could feel the ripples spreading—through your chest, through your stomach, through the places you’d been keeping locked and quiet for months.
“Mingi—”
“I know,” there was a thread of nervousness in his voice that you’d never heard before—not from him, not from the man who rebuilt transmissions at four in the morning with one hand tied behind his back. “I know it’s a lot. And I know the timing is—I showed up at your race with riverbank flowers wrapped in shop towel, that’s not exactly—”
“No, It’s perfect,” you breathed.
He stopped. Blinked. “What?”
“It’s perfect.” You squeezed his hand, and your voice was steadier now, steadier than it had any right to be given the way your heart was trying to escape through your sternum. “The flowers are perfect. Showing up when you said you couldn’t is perfect. Finishing a timing chain in four hours to watch me race is—” You laughed, a little broken, a little giddy. “That’s the most ridiculous, over-the-top, completely unnecessary thing anyone has ever done for me, and it’s absolutely perfect.”
His eyes went bright—not with tears, but with something close, something that made the gold in them catch the moonlight and hold it. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” You held his gaze, and the air between you had gone thick and warm and charged with something that had been building since the first time he’d called you sweetheart over the phone, since the first time he’d carried you through a doorway too narrow for his shoulders, since the first time you’d woken up on his makeshift bed with his jacket over you and his coffee in your hands and the sound of him working on your car like a prayer in the next room.
“I’ve been remembering things too, you know. The way you talk to engines. The way you wrap cuts in electrical tape. The way you always open the door even though the hinges complain. The way you—” Your voice cracked, just barely, and you pushed through it. “The way you make me feel like I’m worth showing up for. Like I’m worth the overtime and the missed sleep and the riverbank flowers at five-thirty in the morning.”
Mingi’s hand tightened around yours. His jaw worked—once, twice—and when he spoke, his voice was rough at the edges, like something had been sanded down to its most honest layer.
“You are,” he said. “You’ve always been. I just didn’t know how to say it without sounding—”
“Like a lovesick mechanic?”
The laugh that escaped him was startled and genuine, and it broke the tension like a window shattering—not violently, but completely, the barriers between you dissolving all at once. “Yeah,” he admitted, still laughing. “Like a lovesick mechanic who picks wildflowers at dawn and drives across the city to watch his girl race because he can’t stand the idea of her crossing the finish line without him there.”
His girl.
Your chest was so full it hurt. You looked at him, at the way his eyes were shining in the moonlight with something that looked terrifyingly, beautifully like love—and you made a decision.
You swung your leg over the centre console, bracing one hand on the dashboard and the other on the back of Mingi’s seat, and the flowers tumbled from your lap into the footwell—you’d apologise to them later—and you were halfway across when your back connected with the steering wheel.
BEEEEP!
The horn blared. One long, deafening, comically loud sound that shattered the romantic tension like a brick through a greenhouse window.
The sound bounced off the river and came back at you from three directions, and a flock of something erupted from the trees along the bank in a flurry of wings and indignant squawking.
You froze. Mingi froze. The horn kept blaring—your weight still pressing against the wheel—and for one horrible, eternal second the only sound in the universe was the aggressive, unwavering beep of your car announcing to every living creature within a half-kilometre radius that two people were having a moment.
Then Mingi laughed.
It started low—a rumble in his chest that you felt through the hand still pressed against his seat—and then it broke open, wide and bright and completely unrestrained, his head falling back against the headrest, his whole body shaking with it. You were laughing too. you couldn’t help it, the absurdity of it crashing over you like a wave. You shifted your weight off the horn, and the silence that followed was somehow even funnier than the noise had been.
“Oh my god,” you wheezed, tears gathering at the corners of your eyes. “I just—I can’t believe I did that.”
“So smooth,” Mingi confirmed, his voice cracking with laughter. “That’s going in the wedding vows. I’m putting it in our wedding vows one day.”
“Stop—” You were laughing too hard to finish the sentence. “This is so embarrassing.”
“To have and to hold, in sickness and in health, and that one time you honked the horn with your back—”
You swatted his shoulder, and he caught your wrist—easy, instinctive, the way he caught everything—and the laughter died between you like a candle guttering in a draft, and the silence that replaced it was different from the one before. Charged. Intentional. The kind of silence that had a destination.
You were in his lap.
You hadn’t fully registered it until this moment. The solid warmth of his thighs beneath yours, the way your knees bracketed his hips, the way his free hand had found your waist and settled there with the kind of certainty that suggested it had been planning this landing for months. His face was inches from yours. You could see every detail—the flecks of gold in his dark eyes, the faint stubble along his jaw, the way his lower lip caught the moonlight and held it.
“Hi, gorgeous,” he murmured.
“Hi, pretty boy,” you whispered back.
His hand slid from your waist to the small of your back and pulled you in with the quiet confidence of someone who had already decided. Your chest met his, and through the thin cotton of his tank top you felt it: the hard press of a chain against your chest, cold metal warming fast between your bodies, and beneath it the steady knock of his heartbeat going just a little faster than it should have been. His other hand still had your wrist, his thumb resting over your pulse, and you had the dizzy, helpless thought that he could feel exactly what he was doing to you—every traitorous beat of it.
“Mingi,” you whispered.
“Tell me to stop,” he murmured, his voice was low and rough, the words coming from somewhere deep in his chest. “If you want me to stop, tell me now, because—”
You kissed him.
You didn’t hesitate. The need in your chest had built past the point of thinking, past the point of planning, leaving you with nothing but the gravitational certainty of wanting him so badly it hurt. You leaned in and claimed his mouth with both hands—one threading into his hair, the other cupping the sharp angle of his jaw, thumb grazing the stubble as you tilted his face toward yours. Your lips crashed together, all the trembling restraint of the last few months shattering between your teeth, and you kissed him with none of the gentleness you’d always thought a first kiss was supposed to have. It was hungry, greedy, almost angry—a collision of lips and breath and hands, your pent-up longing poured into the space of a single, shuddering breath.
Mingi met you with an equal, ferocious urgency. His hands found your hips and pulled you even closer, and the heat between your bodies was immediate, as if the months of flirting and 'what ifs' had been gasoline and someone finally struck the match. His mouth tasted like cool mint and something darker, sweeter, and you licked into him without thinking, chasing the sound he made when your tongue brushed his. He groaned, low in his throat, and the vibration went straight through your bones, finding all the places in you that had been waiting for this and lighting them up at once.
The kiss turned reckless almost instantly. Your fingers curled into his hair, tugging just enough to make his breath catch and his lips part for you. His hands slid up your back, bunching the fabric of your shirt at your waist, exposing a strip of skin that tingled in the cool air and then burned under the heat of his palms. He kissed you like he was trying to learn you—memorise you. Take as much as you would give and then ask for more, and you gave it to him gladly, shamelessly, your body moving in the small, instinctive ways that said yes, now, please.
He tasted you, mapped you, his breath coming faster as the kiss deepened, and when you broke away to gasp for air, his mouth didn’t leave your skin—it travelled along your jaw, down to your neck, finding the spot just beneath your ear that made your eyes flutter shut, and your nails dig into his shoulders. You heard yourself make a noise, helpless and wrecked, and felt him grin against your neck, triumphant.
You chased his mouth back to yours, biting his lower lip, and he let you, let you take and take until you were dizzy with it, until nothing else existed except the press of his lips, the slide of his hands, and the wild, intoxicating rush of wanting him and being wanted back just as fiercely.
You barely heard yourself whisper his name as you pressed your forehead to his, breathing the same air, letting his hands anchor you while the rest of the world spun out beneath you.
He kissed you like he wanted to ruin you for anyone else, and you let him. You kissed him back like you wanted to ruin him too. You lost track of time. Of the river outside, of the moon overhead, of anything that wasn’t the taste of him and the weight of his hands on your body.
When you finally separated, both of you breathing hard, his hands were still at your waist and your fingers were still in his hair. He was looking at you like a starved man, a little wrecked and utterly, unironically smitten.
“I should’ve done that a long time ago,” you heard yourself say, voice shaky but certain.
He grinned, slow and devastating, and pulled you in for another, softer kiss, barely a brush of lips but somehow more intimate than everything before. “You know damn well that I would’ve let you,” he breathed, and you felt the words all the way down your spine.
You kissed him again.
This time it was deeper, hungrier, his hands sliding up your sides with a deliberateness that made your skin prickle. His thumbs hooked under the hem of your shirt, and he broke the kiss just long enough to murmur against your lips.
“Lift your arms for me, baby.”
You did, arms lifting without hesitation, and he peeled the fabric up and off in one smooth motion, tossing it somewhere behind the driver’s seat without looking. The cool night air hit your bare skin, and you shivered— but not from the cold. His gaze darkened as it dropped to your chest, and his fingers went to the clasp of your bra with the same practiced ease he used on engine bolts. One flick, and the band loosened. He didn’t pull it away yet, just let the straps slide down your shoulders an inch at a time, his knuckles grazing your skin like a promise.
“Fuck,” he murmured, voice rough. “Look at you.” His thumb traced the edge of the lace, teasing the swell of your breast before finally dragging the fabric away.
The air hit your nipples first, tightening them instantly, but then his hands were there—warm, calloused, cupping you with a reverence that made your breath catch. He rolled one peak between his fingers, watching your face contort with pleasure as you gasped, then leaned in to take the other into his mouth. The wet heat of his tongue made you arch into him, your fingers tangling in his hair as he teased you, alternating between gentle suction and sharp little nips that sent sparks straight to your core.
“S’not fair I’m half naked, and you’re still fully dressed,” you whined, tugging at his own shirt. He smirked and let you pull it over his head, revealing the lean muscle you’d been thinking about all evening—all week, if you were being honest. His chains pooled against his collarbones, still warm from his skin. Your fingers went to them before you’d made any conscious decision to, looping them gently, feeling the small links drag across your knuckles as you gave a slow, idle tug. “Fuck… Damn,” you breathed, because apparently your vocabulary had abandoned you.
Mingi’s laugh was low and pleased. “Yeah? That’s all you’ve got for me?”. His hands were already on your hips, guiding you down onto his lap, and the words dissolved into something more primal when you settled against him.
You rolled your hips experimentally, and the sound he made—half groan, half growl—went straight to the blooming heat of your pussy. His fingers dug into your waist, not hard enough to hurt but firm enough to steer, and you found a rhythm that had both of you panting against each other’s mouths. “That’s it,” he drawled, his voice dropping into that register that made your stomach flip. “Always so pretty f'me.”
You ground down harder, chasing the friction, and his head fell back against the headrest. His throat was right there, and you kissed it, nipped at it.
“Backseat,” the command in his tone sent a thrill down your spine. “Now.”
You blinked, dazed. “What?”
“Go to the backseat. I’m not doing this half-assed in the front of your car.” His hands were already pushing you off his lap, and you stumbled out of the driver’s side, your legs unsteady. He followed, unfolding his long frame from the passenger seat with considerably less grace.
You both climbed into the back—you first, sliding across the leather—and then Mingi ducked in after you. Or tried to. His head connected with the roof with a solid thunk, and he winced, rubbing the spot with a rueful grin.
“Jesus—Forgot this car is so tiny. Might need to buy you a bigger car if we're going to do this again.”
You burst out laughing, the tension breaking into something bright and giddy. “It’s a perfectly normal-sized car! You’re just—” You gestured vaguely at all six feet of him.
“I’m just what?” He was grinning now too, that lopsided smile that crinkled his eyes. He settled beside you, the space suddenly very, very small. “Don't get shy on me now.”
“Massive,” you smirked, and the word came out breathier than you intended.
His eyes darkened. “Is that so? You know…My height isn’t the only thing that’s massive.” Instead of answering, you pulled him into another kiss, and he let you for a moment before pulling back, his hand on your jaw “Lie back for me, baby.” He nodded toward the door behind you. “Right there.” You shifted, letting your back find the door, the handle pressing briefly into your shoulder blade before you angled away from it. Your upper body sank against the cool window, your legs stretching across the seat toward him. The leather was cold against the backs of your thighs. Mingi settled in the footwell—knees at his chest, impossibly folded—and reached for the button of your jeans. “Lift your hips.” You did. He worked your jeans down your legs, his hands trailing fire along your skin, then dealt with your boots—one lace, then the other—and you kicked them off into the darkness somewhere near the front seats.
Then it was just you, stretched across the backseat in your panties, propped against the door with Mingi crouched between your knees, looking up at you like you were something worth taking his time with.
“Spread your legs wider,” he drawled.
Your breath caught. “Mingi—”
“Don’t make me ask twice, sweetheart.” His voice was velvet over steel, and your thighs fell open almost involuntarily. “Good girl.”
His hands settled on your knees, and he just looked at you—all of you, laid out for him. The parking lot light filtered amber through the windows. You could feel your own heartbeat in your throat. “You’re so beautiful,” he coos, his thumb grazing the inside of your thigh and stopping long before you needed him.
“Please,” you managed, voice trembling.
He flashed that infuriating smile and inched his thumb higher, then paused. “Please what? You’re my smart girl—you can use your words.”
“You know what I want,” you whispered, voice cracking.
He reached up, cupping your face and tilting your chin until you met his gaze. “If you want something, you have to use your words.”
You wanted to kill him—or kiss him. Maybe both. “Touch me properly. Please, Mingi, I need—”
“Shh.” At last his thumb brushed the edge of your underwear and you whined. “Good job, baby. That’s all you had to say.”
He shifted forward, knees braced against your thighs, steam and intent filling the small space between you. His eyes were dark, fixed on the bare skin just above his reach. When you looked down, your heart stuttered—he was entirely present, and you trembled before his touch even arrived.
“Keep your eyes on me,” he murmured, voice absolute. You obeyed, so helplessly drawn in that you’d have done anything he asked.
His touch feathered across your knee crease, drifting upward along the line where your skin warmed with anticipation. He watched every shiver, every hitch of your breath, lingering on the inner curve of your thigh. You squirmed; his hands held you steady, grounding you with effortless strength.
When your lids fluttered closed, he cleared his throat, and you snapped them open, mortified by how much it turned you on. He extended each second, building tension until you felt you might scream.
Finally, his thumb caught the elastic of your underwear, teasing the fabric. He leaned in close enough for each breath to scorch your skin. “Want it right here don’t you, baby?”
You nodded, barely able to whisper, “I do, Please Mingi...”
He rewarded you with a devastating smile and hooked both thumbs into the waistband of your underwear, dragging it down your legs in one slow, deliberate pull. He held your gaze as he folded the fabric and tucked it into his back pocket, casual as anything, like he was keeping it. Then his hand found you, fingers gathering your slickness, mapping every gasp and twitch as he traced your clit in gentle, maddening circles.
Your hips bucked, and he murmured, “Easy, pretty girl. I’ve got you.” But instead of rushing, he slowed, keeping you perched at the edge. Your knees knocked against his shoulders as he leaned back to admire his work.
“You look so perfect like this,” he breathed, voice low and ragged, “alll of this just for me.” He paused, satisfaction in every curve of his smile, as though he’d painted a masterpiece with his own two hands.
“Please, Mingi, p-please,” you heard yourself beg, the words rolling out of you shameless and raw.
He gave in, at last, sliding one long finger inside you, the sensation so intense you almost blacked out. The stretch and the heat and the pressure, all of it hit you at once, and your hands flew to his shoulders, digging in.
He curled that finger, just so perfectly, and when you arched off the car door, he kept pace, never breaking that perfect eye contact, never letting you drift even a second away from his attention.
He pumped his finger with a slow, luxurious rhythm, letting you ride the wave until you could hardly breathe. “So fucking tight, need to get you all ready for me,” he whispered, the pride in his voice made you even wetter. His thumb came up to circle your clit again, this time with purpose, dialling your body up to eleven in the space of a heartbeat.
He added a second finger, stretching you wider, and that was it—you were gone, hips rolling, head tossed back, mouth open in a silent scream. He pressed his face against your thigh, biting softly, and the feeling of his teeth and tongue sent shivers through your whole body.
But even when you tried to hide your face behind your hands, to ride the sensation out in the darkness of your palms, he stopped, pulling his hand away just long enough to force your gaze back to his.
“Don't you hide that cute face from me. I wanna see all of you.”
"Ah! M-mingi, fuck!" You cried out, unconsciously pulling away from him when his fingertips were already hitting so sinfully against your g-spot. You gripped onto his forearms for purchase, steadying yourself against his promiscuous rythmn.
He kept his fingers moving through it—curling, stroking, finding that sweet spot again and again with devastating precision, the filthy wet sounds of your cunt filling the silence of the car each time he drove his fingers deeper.
"You're taking my fingers so well," Mingi cooed, picking up the pace even faster.
Broken moans left your lips as he fucked you with his fingers. Your thighs clamped around his wrist and he pulled them apart with his free hand, firm and unhurried, spreading you back open without ever breaking his rhythm.
“You’re close, aren't you?” He murmured, not as a question rather as a statement. His voice was low and honeyed, that lazy confidence threading through every word like he’d mapped out every single one of your reactions before you’d even felt them. “I can feel it. You’re clenching so pretty around my fingers, baby.”
You whined, high and desperate, because he was right and he knew he was right and the worst part was that he sounded so goddamn pleased about it.
“That’s it. Don’t fight it.” His free hand slid up your thigh, fingers splayed wide against your skin, and he pressed a kiss to the inside of your knee like it was something sacred. “Let go for me. I’ve got you.”
The coil in your belly pulled tighter, tighter, and your hands fisted in the leather seat because there was nothing else to hold onto, nothing solid in a world that had narrowed down to the curl of his fingers inside you and the rough velvet of his voice.
“C’mon, sweetheart. Right on my hand. Show me how good I made you feel.”
You shattered.
It hit you like a wall of white noise, blinding and electric, and your back arched clean off the backseat as you came apart around him. His fingers didn’t stop for a second. If anything they slowed, drawing it out, wringing every last shudder and pulse from your body until you were trembling and gasping and completely, utterly ruined.
He watched you the entire time. You cracked your eyes open at some point and found him staring down at you with that crooked half-smile, the one that always made your stomach flip even when you were too wrung out to do anything about it.
“Fuck,” he breathed, and there was something almost reverent in it. “Look at you.”
He pulled his fingers free slowly, and you whimpered at the loss, but then he was bringing his hand up between your puffy folds gathering the remains of your pleasure on his digits.
You watched, still trembling, your chest heaving, as he slipped those slick fingers them between his lips and sucked them clean with the kind of deliberate, unhurried pleasure that made your thighs clench all over again. His eyes never left yours, dark and heavy-lidded, and the sound he made—a low, appreciative hum—vibrated through the small space between you.
“So sweet,” he murmured, pulling his fingers free with a soft pop. He licked the pad of his thumb, slow and thorough, like he was tasting something worth savouring. “So fucking perfect. You taste even better than I imagined.” He paused, searching for the word, and the half-smile that curved his mouth was devastating. “And I've imagined it a lot.”
Your face burned. Your entire body burned. You couldn’t look away from his mouth, from the way his tongue traced the line of his knuckles, from the way his eyes went half-lidded and dark with satisfaction.
You made a noise that was supposed to be indignation but came out embarrassingly close to a moan. “Such a fucking perv.”
“Mm.” He lowered himself over you, bracing his weight on one forearm against the back of the seat, and pressed his lips to the corner of your jaw. Still wet. Still tasting like you. “You love it though.”
You did. God help you, you really did.
He lowered his hand and reached for you, his palm warm against your hip, guiding you with that easy, unhurried confidence that made your knees weak even when you were already lying down. “Come lie down properly, you know I don’t bite,” he purred, and you obeyed—sliding backward onto the leather seat, letting him guide you. His hands traced your spine like he was tuning something precious. He shifted, smoothing your body until you lay flat, legs splayed, arms above your head, torso exposed beneath the cool leather.
He hovered over you, one hand on your hip to anchor you, the other brushing your inner thigh. The door handle pressed into your shoulders, the stickiness of the leather biting into your ribs, but none of it mattered. Only Mingi’s heat and the slow, hungry gleam in his eyes.
“How flexible are you?” he asked, as casually as if checking the time.
Your mind still foggy, you blinked. “I’d say I’m pretty flexible. Why?”
He hummed, hands sliding beneath your hips with mechanical precision, and lifted. Your lower body left the seat entirely, suspended in the air, nothing beneath your but his grip. You grabbed for something to hold and found his thighs—thick and solid under your palms, the denim warm.
“Is this okay?” he murmured. You nodded as you dug your fingers in his thighs.
Then his mouth was on you.
His tongue was a live wire, tracing a slow, molten path from where you ached to where you burned. The first drag of it—flat, deliberate, searing—sent a jolt through you like a spark plug firing. Your hips jerked upwards in his grasp, a broken sound clawing its way out of your throat. Mingi hummed against you, the vibration a deep, resonant purr that thrummed through your bones, your nerves, your very core. He explored you like he was memorizing a blueprint—each ridge, each sensitive fold, each flutter of muscle beneath his lips. His tongue lingered where your breath hitched, swirled where your thighs trembled, pressed where your pulse hammered like a piston in overdrive.
“M-Mingi—fuck, feels so good!” Your voice was raw, shredded by the pleasure coiling tighter inside you.
His grip on your hip intensified, fingertips biting into your flesh with an urgency that made your spine arch. You could feel the imprint he was leaving on your skin—five points of possession, claiming you as his even as you squirmed helplessly in his hold. The other hand slid up, tracing the natural curve of your back with almost reverent care before splaying wide and holding you there, helplessly suspended, a perfect angle for his tongue to do its damage. The cold air inside the car prickled against the sweat beading along your skin, but the contrast only sharpened the focus of every hot, wet, maddeningly precise thing Mingi was doing between your thighs.
He worked you with a methodical, almost mechanical intensity, the kind you’d seen him use on the shop floor with a stubborn bolt or a seized part—determined, relentless, and utterly sure of himself. His mouth didn’t just tease; it engineered your pleasure, tracing out every sensitive ridge and dip, every stuttering gasp and involuntary twitch. He learned you so quickly it was terrifying—every time you tried to twist away or clamp your knees shut, he countered, easily, like a wrench snapping onto a stripped nut. You had no leverage. No hope. Just the inevitability of what he was building in you.
He alternated, sometimes flattening his tongue and dragging it up your puffy pussylips in one long, slow burn, sometimes isolating the spot that made your vision strobe, focusing the pressure until you were clawing at his jeans and choking on your own moans. There was no rhythm to fall into, no lull; just spikes of pleasure, sharp and unpredictable, wracking through you until your thighs shook uncontrollably. He hummed again, the sound low and smug, vibrating straight into your core like a tuning fork.
Somewhere in the haze, you realized you’d started to beg. Not with words, not at first—just hoarse little whimpers, your ragged breathing an open admission of defeat. But then the words tumbled out, torn from you by the merciless grind of his tongue. “Please, Mingi, please, please, I can’t—” You weren’t sure what you were asking for. Mercy, maybe. Or more, always more.
He paused only long enough to meet your eyes, his gaze dark with heat and satisfaction. “I thought you could handle more, baby?” he rasped, breath fanning over your swollen flesh.
“I can-fuck, I can handle it.” you snarl back, your words having no real bite behind them. Mingi knows that, hell, even you know that.
He bent to his work with renewed vengeance—faster now, chasing your pleasure like it was something he could catch and pin down. The car’s interior filled with the obscene wet sounds of his mouth and your body betraying you, slick and desperate under his assault. The seat vibrated under your head as you started to thrash, your legs locked tight around his shoulders, your fingers digging deeper and deeper into the meat of his thighs.
Somewhere outside, a car alarm went off, a shrill warble that barely penetrated the cocoon of sensation. The world could have ended around you and you wouldn’t have noticed. Not when he was doing this, not when he was making you feel like your whole body had been rewired for his touch alone.
He played you up and down the scale, sometimes gentle, sometimes ruthless, reading every clench and flutter with greedy satisfaction. When he sensed you hovering on the knife’s edge, he eased off, letting you breathe for exactly two seconds before diving back in, measuring out your pleasure in cruel increments. He wanted you to break. He wanted to see it.
And you did.
Then he sealed his mouth over your clit and sucked, hard. The sensation detonated through you, a backfire of pleasure so intense it bordered on pain. You came apart with a cry, your voice fracturing on his name, the seat shuddering beneath your frantic grip. The orgasm wasn’t just a release—it was a full-system failure, white-hot and all-consuming, waves of sensation crashing over you like a blown gasket. Your vision whited out, your body convulsing in his grasp as he drew it out, his tongue still working, still demanding, still taking until you were nothing but a trembling, sobbing mess of sweat and tears.
When he finally lifted his head, his lips were slick with small strings of your arousal hung between his lips and your dripping cunt. You collapsed against the seat, your chest heaving like you’d just run a 10km marathon, your arms limp, your legs still trembling in the cradle of his hands.
He blew warm breath against your thigh and groaned, part laugh, part moan. “Fuck,” he rasped. “You’re incredible. So good for me, my sweet girl.”
Then he rose, slow and deliberate, his body unfolding from between your legs with the easy grace of someone who knew exactly how much power he held. Your breath still came in short, hitching gasps as he leaned over you, one hand braced on the headrest beside your temple, the other still tangled with your fingers.
He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to. The look in his eyes said enough—hungry, satisfied in a way that was only temporary, the kind of satisfaction that fueled something deeper. He tilted your chin up with his free hand, thumb tracing your lower lip, and then he was kissing you.
His mouth was hot and wet and you—the unmistakable taste of your own release still clinging to his tongue as it swept past your lips. The flavor was sharp, musky, intimate in a way that made your cheeks burn even hotter. You moaned into the kiss, the sound muffled against his mouth, your body still trembling with the aftershocks that his taste seemed to reignite. He swallowed the sound like it was something precious, his hand sliding from your chin to cup the back of your neck, tilting your head to deepen the angle.
You could feel the rough texture of his calloused fingers against your jaw, the faint scent of cologne and sweat and him filling your lungs with every ragged breath you shared. His tongue moved against yours with the same deliberate precision he’d used between your thighs—methodical, thorough, tasting every corner of your mouth like he was cataloging you. The kiss was filthy and tender all at once, possessive in a way
You couldn’t speak. Still pulsing with aftershocks, you looked and saw him—flushed, lips swollen, eyes dark with hunger sharpened, not sated. His hand found yours on the seat, fingers lacing through yours, squeezing gently.
“Still with me?” he whispered, genuine concern in his voice, as careful as checking an engine after a hard run. You nodded, something warm and new cracking open behind your sternum. You squeezed his hand back. “Still here,” you managed, and your voice was hoarse, barely recognisable. “Want… more.”
His eyes went dark—deeper, hungrier, the look of a man who’d been holding himself back by a thread and just heard the thread snap. “More,” he repeated, and the word came out low and rough, like gravel dragged across silk. “Does my baby want more?”
You nodded. “Please. I need—I need to feel you inside me, Mingi.”
The sound he made was barely human—a low, guttural growl that started in his chest and vibrated through the console into your bones. Then his hands were on you, sure and unhurried, guiding you forward until your stomach met the centre console, the leather cool against your bare skin. He arranged you with careful, deliberate hands—chest down, hips tilted back toward him, your ass and cunt angled up and open, completely exposed to whatever he wanted to do next.
“Stay right there,” he murmured, his voice dropping into that register that made your thighs clench. “Don’t move. Keep your hips up, just like that—perfect, sweetheart, perfect.”
You stayed. The hard edge of the gear shift dug into your body and none of it mattered because Mingi’s hands were on you, warm and sure.
His hand left your hip. You heard the rustle of denim, the soft clink of a belt buckle, and then the sound of fabric being pushed down—and your heart hammered so hard you were certain he could hear it, certain it was echoing off the windows and the river and the moon. You glanced over your shoulder to watch him, he smirked when he realised you were watching him, then pulled down his boxers.
Precum was already oozing from his pinkish mushroom tip. Mingi wasn’t kidding, he was fucking massive. A good 7 to 8 inches you thought to yourself. You reached behind you and pumped the base of his cock, earning a low groan from him as you traced your thumb across the head. Mingi twitched in your palm and gently bucked his hips into your hand.
Mingi’s jaw tightened, a muscle flickering in his cheek as you squeezed him again, your thumb swirling another lazy circle around his tip just to watch his nostrils flare. His hand closed over yours—large, warm, calloused—and stilled your movements.
“Careful,” he moaned, his voice had dropped into that dangerous register, the one that sounded like a warning label on something flammable. “You keep teasing me like that and you’re gonna regret it, sweetheart.”
You bit your lip, a grin spreading despite yourself. “Regret what, exactly?”
His eyes narrowed. “You know exactly what.”
You didn’t stop. You couldn’t help it. The power of making him twitch, of watching his composure crack, was intoxicating. You gave him one more deliberate pump, slow and tight, your fingers curling just the way you knew would make his hips buck.
“Mingi, I don’t think you’d actually be so big—”
The words died in your throat because he was moving, shifting behind you with that fluid, predatory grace that made your stomach drop. His hand left yours and found the small of your back, pressing you flat against the console. You felt the blunt, hot head of him drag through your slick—not pushing, not entering, just smearing—trailing a path of your own arousal along your swollen, desperate entrance with agonizing precision.
You clenched. Your body tried to pull him in, hips tilting back, chasing the pressure that wasn’t there. Your cunt pulsed around nothing, fluttering, aching, empty.
“Mingi—please—”
“Uh-uh.” His voice was velvet over steel, warm and utterly merciless. “You had your chance to behave. You didn’t take it.”
Then his hand was on your ass. Not gently or tentatively. His palm settled against the curve of your right cheek with a weight that made your breath catch, his fingers spreading wide, and for one suspended moment he just held you there like he was claiming his territory.
“You’re so beautiful like this,” he said, almost to himself, his thumb tracing a slow arc along the crease where your thigh met your ass. “Such a shame, you just had to be a brat, didn’t you?”
The first spank landed without warning.
His palm connected with your right cheek with a sharp, stinging crack that echoed through the car’s interior like a gunshot. The sound was obscene—wet, resonant, the kind of sound that made your face burn and your cunt clench simultaneously. The pain bloomed hot and bright, spreading across your skin in a wave that crested and broke into something that wasn’t pain at all—something electric, something that lit up every nerve ending it touched and sent a jolt of pleasure straight to your core.
You gasped. Your fingers scrabbled against the dashboard, and Mingi made a sound—low, satisfied, the sound of a man who’d just confirmed a hypothesis and found the results exceeded every expectation.
“Again,” you whimpered at the impact. “Harder, Mingi.”
“Tsk, Greedy girl,” he murmured, but there was no admonishment in it. Only warmth, only approval, only the particular pleasure of being asked for exactly what he wanted to give. His hand came down again—left cheek this time, harder, the impact ringing through your bones—and you cried out, your hips jerking forward, your body chasing the sting like it was oxygen.
He spanked you three more times—alternating sides, each one landing with a precision that spoke to practice, or instinct, or both. The pain built in layers, each impact compounding the last, until your entire ass was burning and your cunt was so wet you could feel it dripping down your inner thighs. You were moaning openly now, embarrassing, desperate sounds that you’d never made in your life, sounds you’d have been mortified by if anyone but Mingi could hear them.
And still—still—he didn’t push inside you. His cockhead just rested there, right at your entrance, hot and heavy and right there, and every time your hips shifted back to try and take him, he pulled away just enough to deny you.
“Min—baby please, I’m sorry, I’ll be good, I’ll—”
“You’ll be good?” he repeated, and you could hear the smirk in his voice without turning around. “I asked you to stop teasin' me but you didn't listen, baby. Look where that got you.”
His hand smoothed over the burning skin of your ass, palm flat and warm, soothing the sting even as he stoked it. The gentleness was almost worse than the spanking. The tenderness in contrast to the punishment making your eyes sting.
He leaned down, his chest pressing against your back, his lips brushing your ear. “You’ll get what I give you, when I decide to give it,” he murmured, his breath hot against your skin. “And right now, I think you need to learn some patience.”
His hand returned between your thighs, fingers sliding through your slick folds, gathering your arousal before circling your entrance again still refusing to push inside. You whined, your hips bucking desperately against his teasing touch.
“Aww you poor thing,” he chuckled, his voice thick with satisfaction. “So wet. So desperate. All because you couldn’t resist being a brat.”
You were beyond words now, reduced to incoherent sounds of need as he continued his torment. The spanks had left your skin hypersensitive, every nerve ending alight, amplifying the sensation of his fingers as they traced patterns around your entrance without ever granting you the penetration you craved.
When he finally, mercifully, pressed the tip of his cock against your entrance, you nearly sobbed with relief. But he didn’t push in—he just held it there, letting you feel the heat and weight of him without giving you what you needed.
“Still want to tease me?” he asked, his voice dangerously soft.
“No,” you gasped, shaking your head frantically. “No, I’m sorry. I’ll be good I-I promise…”
He rewarded your submission with a slow, deliberate push—just the head of his cock entering you, stretching you just enough to make your breath catch. Then he stopped again, pulling back slightly.
“Tell me what you want,” he demanded, his voice rough with restraint.
“You,” you panted, your fingers gripping the dashboard so hard your knuckles turned white. “All of you. Please, just fuck me, Mingi.”
The sound he made sent shivers down your spine. “That's my girl. Look how easy that was when you just ask nicely.” he murmured, and then he was pushing forward. His fingers were spreading you open, and you felt his cock—hot, heavy, already slick—pressing against your entrance with a pressure that made your whole body clench in anticipation.
“Hands,” he said, the command was quiet but absolute, leaving no room for interpretation.
You reached back automatically, and his hand caught both of your wrists in one grip and pulled them behind your back. His fingers laced through yours, locking your hands together, and the position pushed your chest forward, your breasts pressing into the console, your back arching in a curve that left you completely exposed, completely vulnerable, completely his.
“Now, be a good girl and stay still for me, okay?” He instructed, and you gripped your own hands, your fingers interlaced behind your back, held in place by the warm cage of his palm. The restraint was gentle but unyielding, and the vulnerability of it—the inability to move, to brace, to control anything about what was happening to you—sent a wave of heat through your body so intense it bordered on vertigo.
Then he was pushing inside you.
Slow. So slow. Inch by agonising inch, his cock stretching you open with a fullness that made your breath stutter and your vision white-out at the edges. You were still sensitive from before, still trembling with aftershocks, and the sensation of him filling you—thick, relentless, every ridge and vein pressing against walls that were already singing—was almost too much. You whimpered against the console, your fingers tightening behind your back, and Mingi groaned above you—low, broken, the sound of a man who was fighting for control and losing.
“Fuck—fuuuck, you’re so tight, sweetheart—” His voice cracked on the last word, and his free hand found your hip, gripping hard enough to leave marks. “So perfect. So goddamn perfect for me.”
He bottomed out, and the feeling of him—fully seated, his hips flush against your ass, his cock buried to the hilt inside you—drove the air from your lungs. You could feel his heartbeat through the point of connection, fast and strong and slightly out of rhythm, and for a moment neither of you moved. Just breathed. Just existed in the same impossible, electric space.
Then he pulled back and thrust forward, and the world narrowed to nothing.
The angle was devastating with the console holding your hips at exactly the right height, the position forcing him deep, deeper than you’d thought possible, every stroke hitting something inside you that made stars burst behind your eyelids. You couldn’t move. Your hands were locked behind your back, his grip unrelenting. The helplessness of it, the complete surrender of control, turned every nerve in your body into a live wire.
“Mingi—oh my god, oh fuck—” The words tumbled out of you in a broken stream, your voice cracking on every syllable, and you felt him shift behind you—adjusting, finding the angle, his hips snapping forward with a precision that told you he was paying attention to every sound you made, every hitch in your breathing, every involuntary clench of your body around him.
“I want to hear you,” he growled, and his voice was rough, wrecked, barely holding together. “Every sound. Every moan. Every time I make you feel good, I want to hear it. Don’t hold back. Don’t be quiet. I’ve been thinking about the sounds you make—” His hips pressed forward, just an inch, just enough to make you gasp. “—for months. So be loud for me, baby.”
He punctuated the words with a thrust that drove the air from your lungs, and the sound you made was loud—embarrassingly loud, the kind of sound that would have carried across the parking lot if anyone had been there to hear it—and Mingi groaned like you’d punched him.
“Louder,” he demanded, and his hand tightened on your wrists, pulling them higher up your back, the new angle arching your spine and pressing your chest harder against the console. “You think I pulled up to this abandoned car park to hear you be quiet?”
You laughed—or tried to, the sound dissolving into a moan as he hit that spot again, that devastating, mind-melting spot that turned your bones to liquid. “You—you’re such an asshole—mmf!”
“Mm-hm.” His hips snapped forward, harder this time, and the console creaked beneath you. “And you love it. Now be loud for me, baby. Let me hear how good I’m making you feel.”
He set a devastating rhythm—deep, relentless, each thrust measured and deliberate. His cock dragging against every sensitive point inside you with a precision that bordered on cruel. You couldn’t hold back. You didn’t try. The sounds poured out of you. Moans and whimpers and half-formed pleas, his name repeated like a prayer, a mantra, the only word your brain could still form.
Each thrust pulled another sound from your throat, each one louder than the last, and Mingi fed on them. You could feel it in the way his grip tightened, in the way his breathing went ragged, in the way his hips moved faster, harder, chasing the particular pitch of your voice that told him he was doing something right.
“So—fuck, so fucking tight,” he panted, and his forehead dropped between your shoulder blades, his breath hot against your spine. “My pretty little slut to ruin.”
His free hand slid from your hip to your stomach, pressing flat against your abdomen, and you could feel him through the thin wall of muscle—the thick, heavy shape of his cock moving inside you, stretching you open with every thrust—and the obscenity of it, the visceral, undeniable reality of being filled so completely, made you sob.
“That’s it,” he murmured against your ear, and the words sent a shiver down your spine that had nothing to do with the temperature. “You were made to take this cock.”
He established a rhythm—steady, unhurried, each thrust deep enough to hit the spot that made your eyes roll back and your mouth fall open. The console creaked beneath you with every movement, the gearshift vibrating against your hip, the leather squeaking where your skin met it. The sounds were so pornographic. Wet, rhythmic, the slap 'plap, plap, plap' of skin against skin punctuated by your increasingly desperate moans and Mingi’s low, ragged breathing.
You kept your promise. You were loud. Every thrust pulled a gasps, moans, whimpers and broken versions of his name that dissolved into nothing before they finished. When he angled his hips and found the spot that made you see stars. The pleasure was so euphoric you felt fat wads of tears trailing down your face.
“Right there, baby?” he grunted, barely controlled. “That feel good?”
“Yes—fuck, yes, right there, d-don’t stop, please don’t stop—”
He didn’t stop. He shifted his angle, changed the depth, found the exact position that had your entire body lighting up like a switchboard and he stayed there, driving into you with a precision that was almost mechanical in its consistency. Each thrust hit the same spot, built the same pressure, sent the same cascade of pleasure rolling through you in waves that grew taller and closer together with every repetition.
His free hand left your hip and found your hair, fisting in it, pulling your head back just enough to expose your throat. His mouth found the pulse point beneath your jaw. Sucking, biting, leaving marks you’d find tomorrow. The overwhelming combination of sensations—his cock inside you, his hand in your hair, his teeth on your neck—pushed you toward the edge with a speed that was almost frightening.
“Min—Mingi, I’m close, I’m so close—”
“I know, baby.” His voice was strained, the words coming in sharp bursts between thrusts. “I can feel it. You’re clenching so hard—fuck, sweetheart.”
His hand left your hair and slid down between your bodies, his fingers finding your clit with unerring accuracy. The first touch was electric. A direct connection to the live wire of your pleasure and you completely fell apart.
Your orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, no warning, no build up, just a sudden detonation that ripped through your body and turned every muscle to liquid fire. Your walls clamped down around his dick, pulsing in tight, rhythmic waves, and Mingi’s breath hitched—a sharp, broken sound that told you he was right there with you. His jaw clenched, the tendons in his neck standing out like cables, and his thrusts grew slower, sloppier, the precise mechanical rhythm dissolving into something raw and desperate.
His fingers kept working your clit through your high, drawing out every last tremor, and you could feel the sweat dripping from his forehead and chest onto your back. The ministrations he had on your clit wasn’t his normal teasing ones. It felt like he was spelling something out—S-O-N-G M-I-N-G-I. You gasp at the realisation. The bastard wrote his name on your clit. He didn’t pause, didn’t pull away, just kept moving inside you through the wreckage of your own orgasm.
“Gonna cum, baby,” he rasped, and his voice was wrecked—scraped raw, barely recognizable, the voice of a man hanging by a thread. “Where do you want it?”
“Inside,” you whimper, the word torn from you as another wave crested and broke. You were still coming, still trembling, still clenching around him in pulses that you couldn’t control, and you were pretty sure if he kept going like this, kept hitting your sweet spot, kept his fingers on your clit—he’d pull another orgasm from you before you’d even finished the first. “Want it inside, need it inside. Need you s’bad ohmygod.”
He groaned as his hips snapped forward three more times, deep and deliberate, each one driving the air from your lungs. Then his entire body locked, every muscle going rigid, and you felt him spill inside you—hot, thick, pulsing in time with the frantic beat of his heart.
“Wait, baby—don’t do that,” he choked out weakly when your cunt fluttered around him, trying to milk every last drop.
His cock twitched inside you, still sensitive, still spilling, and you hummed—content, satisfied, smug—at the feeling of him filling you up exactly the way you’d asked. He laughed, the sound hoarse and breathless, his forehead dropping between your shoulder blades.
“You’re greedy,” he murmured, carefully lowering himself until his chest pressed flush against your back. His body was warm despite the sweat, solid and heavy and grounding, and you felt him press a kiss to the nape of your neck—soft, almost tender, completely at odds with the animal intensity of the last twenty minutes.
“Mm,” you managed, your voice barely a whisper. Your hands were still locked behind your back, still held in his grip, and you made no move to free them. You didn’t want to. You wanted to stay exactly like this—trapped between the console and his body, filled and claimed and utterly, completely his.
Mingi’s grip loosened on your wrists. His fingers uncurled from yours, and your hands fell to your sides, tingling with returning blood flow. His forehead was still pressed between your shoulder blades, and you could feel the rapid hammer of his heartbeat against your back, slowly, slowly beginning to steady.
“Are you okay?” he murmured against your skin, and his voice was wrecked—hoarse and tender and slightly dazed, like he’d just woken from a dream he wasn’t sure was real.
You turned your head on the console, your cheek pressed against the leather, and managed a sound that was half-laugh, half-sob. “Barely.”
He laughed—a warm, rumbling sound that vibrated through your back and into your chest—and his arms came around you, gathering you against him with a gentleness that made your chest swell with love. He pulled you upright, carefully, mindful of the cramped space and the awkward angle, and you collapsed back against his chest, your body boneless and trembling, your head falling against his shoulder.
His arms were warm around you, his heartbeat steadying beneath your ear, and the world was slowly reassembling itself from the scattered pieces the orgasm had left behind. His hand was tracing lazy patterns on your lower back, his fingers drawing circles that made your skin prickle with renewed sensitivity.
His face was right there—inches away, his eyes half-lidded, his lips swollen and slightly parted, a thin sheen of sweat catching the moonlight that filtered through the windows. You looked at the way his hair stuck to his forehead, and at the flush still high on his cheekbones, shifted in your chest. You turned your head and found his mouth with yours.
The kiss was different this time. Slower. Softer. The desperate, hungry collision of before had given way to something deeper, something that tasted like relief and wonder and the particular sweetness of a thing you’d been waiting for without admitting you were waiting. His lips moved against yours with a tenderness that made your chest ache, and you felt him smile into the kiss.
You pulled back just enough to look at him. His eyes were dark and soft and slightly unfocused, the way they got when he was looking at something he couldn’t believe was real, and you pressed your forehead to his and breathed him in.
Then you moved.
You shifted in his lap, turning your body, swinging one leg over his hips until you were straddling him—facing him, your knees pressed into the leather on either side of his thighs, your hands braced on his shoulders. The position was awkward in the cramped backseat—your head nearly brushing the roof, your knees at angles that would make a chiropractor weep—but you didn’t care. You looked down at him, at the way his eyes went wide and dark and hungry all at once, and something hot and liquid pooled low in your belly.
His hands found your waist immediately. Both of them, warm and rough, his thumbs tracing slow circles on your hipbones through the thin barrier of your skin. His gaze dropped from your face to your chest, and the sound he made—low, appreciative—sent a shiver cascading down your spine.
“Oh fuck,” he breathed, and his hands slid upward, tracing the line of your ribs with a touch so light it barely qualified as contact. “Now this is a view I could get used to.”
You rolled your hips. The movement was deliberate. Slow, grinding, your cunt dragging along the length of his cock where it lay heavy and spent against his stomach. You felt him twitch, felt the soft sound he made vibrate through his chest, and you did it again—slower this time, more pressure, watching his face the whole time.
His hands tightened on your waist. His jaw clenched. His eyes went dark—not the playful dark, not the teasing dark, but the deep, consuming dark of a man who was being given something he hadn’t known to ask for.
“Again,” he groaned, his voice was rough, wrecked, the words barely holding together. “Do that again.”
You did. You rolled your hips in a slow, circular motion that pressed your clit against the base of his cock, and the friction—combined with the oversensitivity still singing through your nerves—made your breath catch. You braced your hands on his shoulders and lifted your hips, just enough to shift the angle, and when you sank back down. Taking him inside you in one smooth, devastating stroke.
His head fell back against the seat, his throat exposed, the tendons standing out in sharp relief. His hands flew to your hips, gripping hard, and you felt his cock twitch inside you—still soft, still recovering, but the sensation of being filled, of being stretched around him even in this state, sent a fresh wave of heat rolling through your core.
“Holy shit…” He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing. “You’re gonna kill me. You know that, right?”
You smiled slow and deliberate. “Good.” Then, you started to move.
Not fast. Not yet. You set a torturous rhythm. Slow, grinding, your hips rolling in tight circles that dragged his cock against every sensitive wall inside you. You kept your eyes on his face, cataloguing every reaction—the way his breath hitched when you clenched around him, the way his fingers dug into your hips when you changed the angle, the way his eyes went half-lidded and glassy when you found the spot that made his whole body tense.
His hands never stopped moving.
They traced your waist, your ribs, and the curve of your lower back. Like he was trying to touch every inch of you at once and couldn’t decide where to start. His hands were everywhere, and each point of contact sent sparks cascading through your nervous system, building on the pleasure already coiling tight in your belly.
Then his hands found your breasts.
You felt the shift in his attention before you saw it. His gaze dropping, his breath catching, his hands moving with a new kind of intention. His palms cupped you from below, lifting, weighing, his thumbs tracing the undersides with a touch so light it made your skin prickle. He squeezed gently—once, twice—and the sound you made was involuntary, a soft, broken moan that escaped before you could catch it.
“These,” he murmured, and his voice was thick, reverent, his eyes fixed on your chest with the same focused attention he gave to engine bays. “I’ve been thinking about these. Every time you leaned over the hood, every time you stretched. I tried to be a gentleman but fuck, baby, you made it so hard.”
His thumbs found your nipples—hard, sensitive, still aching from before—and rolled them between his fingers with a precision that made your vision blur. The sensation was sharp and electric, sending jolts of pleasure straight to your core, and you arched into his touch, your hips stuttering in their rhythm.
“Oh god, that feels s-so good!”
“I know, sweetheart,” he breathed, and his mouth was already moving, leaning forward, closing the distance, his tongue finding your left nipple with a flat, wet stroke that made you cry out. He circled it, his tongue painting tight spirals around the peak and then he sucked, and the sound you made was loud enough to echo.
His hand kept working the other breast. Rolling, squeezing, his fingers finding the perfect pressure while his mouth lavished attention on the first. He alternated between gentle suction and sharp, teasing bites that made your whole body jerk, and every time you moved, every time your hips rolled or your back arched, he groaned against your skin like you were doing something specifically designed to destroy him.
You were. You knew you were. The way you moved, the way you clenched around him on every upstroke, the way your hands found his hair and pulled just hard enough to make his breath catch—you were giving him exactly what he’d given you, and then some.
His cock was hardening inside you. You could feel it. You could feel him. The gradual thickening, the way he filled you more completely with every passing second, the way his breathing went ragged and his grip on your hips turned desperate. You rolled your hips harder, faster, chasing the friction, chasing the building pressure, and Mingi broke away from your breast with a gasp that was almost a sob.
“You feel so fucking good.” His hands were everywhere—your waist, your back, your tits, your thighs—touching, squeezing, mapping your body with the frantic energy of someone who was trying to memorise every detail before the moment ended.
You leaned down and kissed him. Deep, hungry, your tongue sliding against his, your hips never stopping their rhythm. He kissed you back with equal fervour, his hands sliding up your back and pressing you closer, your chest flush against his, your nipples dragging against the hard planes of his pecs with every movement.
When you pulled back, you were both breathing hard, your foreheads pressed together, your noses brushing. Mingi’s eyes were dark and dazed and full of something that looked terrifyingly like love.
“Ride me like you mean it, baby. Show me what you’ve got.” he whispered, and the words were a plea and a command in equal measure.
You sat up straight, your hands braced on his shoulders, and you moved.
Your thighs flexing as you lifted yourself up and dropped back down, setting a pace that was fast and deep and absolutely devastating. The angle was different from before. You were facing him, your weight driving you down onto his cock with a force that made the leather squeak and the seat frame creak and Mingi’s hands fly to your hips like he was trying to hold on to something solid in a world that had gone liquid.
“Atta girl, that’s it baby jus’ like that” The words tumbled out of him in a broken stream, his head falling back, his jaw clenched so tight you could see the muscles jumping.
His cock was fully hard now, thick and heavy inside you, stretching you open with every downstroke, and the sensation combined with the friction of your clit against his pelvis was building something enormous and inevitable at the base of your spine. You were bouncing now, your body moving with a fluid, athletic grace that surprised even you—and every time you dropped down, Mingi’s cock hit that spot, that devastating, mind-melting spot, and the sounds you made were obscene.
“Harder,” he growled, and his hands tightened on your breasts, squeezing, rolling, his fingers pinching your nipples just hard enough to make you see stars. “Ride me harder, baby. I want you to feel me until tomorrow.”
You obliged. You drove yourself down onto him with everything you had. Every ounce of strength in your thighs, every shred of control in your core. The impact was sharp and bright and perfect. The car rocked beneath you, the suspension groaning, and Mingi’s grip on your breasts turned bruising, his mouth finding your collarbone and biting down hard enough to leave a mark.
“You’re—fuck, you’re so good at this,” he panted against your skin, his voice cracking.
“Shut up,” you gasped, and you meant it fondly, your hands sliding from his shoulders to his chest, your nails dragging down the hard planes of muscle. “Stop talking and touch me.”
“Yes Ma’am.”
His hands moved. They slid up your sides—slow, reverent, his palms mapping the terrain of your body with the same careful attention he gave to engine components. His hands cupped you—both of them, warm and sure, his thumbs brushing over your nipples in slow, deliberate circles that made your breath hitch and your hips falter. You were still riding him, still moving in that steady, controlled rhythm, but his touch was pulling your focus, scattering your concentration, turning the deliberate pace into something more desperate, more urgent.
You couldn’t stop. You were moaning—loud, unrestrained sounds that filled the car’s interior—and every sound you made seemed to spur him on, his mouth working harder, his tongue more insistent, his hands gripping tighter.
“Fuck—Mingi, I can’t—it’s too much—”
“You can.” His voice was muffled against your breast, his tongue still working, his hand still moving. “You’re doing so good, sweetheart. So fucking good for me. Oh fuck— This pussy was made for me.”
You found the rhythm again—or something close to it. Your body moving on its own, chasing the pleasure that his mouth and his hands and his cock were building inside you in overlapping waves. Your hands found his shoulders, gripping hard, your nails digging into the muscle, and you rode him with everything you had—every ounce of strength, every shred of desire, every month of pent-up longing poured into the movement of your hips.
Mingi’s mouth left your breast. His lips traced a burning path up your sternum, along your collarbone, to the pulse point in your throat, where he sucked hard enough to leave a mark you’d wear like a trophy. His hands were on your back now, his palms sliding from your shoulder blades to the base of your spine, pressing you closer, holding you flush against his chest as you moved.
“My pretty girl giving me the best ride of my life,” he breathed against your throat, and his voice was shattered, barely holding together.
You rolled your hips harder, faster, your body tightening around him with every downward thrust, and you could feel him swelling inside you, thicker, harder, his control fraying at the edges. His hands dropped to your ass, gripping both cheeks, spreading you open, and the obscenity of it—the way he was holding you, positioning you, watching you take him apart—sent you spiralling toward the edge.
“Mingi, I’m so close again—I’m gonna cum again!”
“Me too, baby.” His forehead pressed against yours, his breath coming in sharp, ragged bursts. “Together. Cum with me... I want to feel you cum all over me.”
You kissed him. Messy, desperate, your teeth catching his lower lip, your tongue pushing past his, and your hips didn’t stop. They couldn’t stop. The rhythm had taken on a life of its own, your body moving with a primal, instinctive urgency that left no room for thought. Mingi kissed you back with equal desperation, his hands gripping your ass, his hips thrusting upward to meet your downward movements, and the collision of forces—you riding him, him driving into you—created a friction that was devastating.
The orgasm built from the base of your spine—a slow, tight coil of pressure that wound tighter with every thrust. You could feel it approaching like a wave, could feel the moment the water started to pull back from the shore, and you held Mingi’s gaze through it all—his eyes dark, desperate, fixed on yours with an intensity that told you he was right there with you, hanging by the same thread.
It broke.
The orgasm hit you with a sensation so immense it threatened to strip away your consciousness, leaving you suspended in a single, blinding instant of pleasure that fused every muscle, every nerve, every trembling synapse into a singular electric current. You screamed, a sound that started low and guttural and built into a thin, ragged shriek, the kind you’d never made before, the kind that left your throat raw and echoing in the thick, humid air of the car.
But it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except the way your body seized around Mingi’s cock, the way you milked him, the way every wave of release hit harder than the last, scattering your thoughts to the corners of your skull and leaving you utterly, beautifully ruined.
You felt him come apart under you. Felt the way he jerked inside you, the way his breath stuttered, the way his hands flew up to lock around your waist like he could anchor himself in your wreckage. He was gasping your name, voice wrecked and desperate, his hips slamming up to meet you with a force that jolted your spine, his cock throbbing as he emptied himself inside you with a velocity that bordered on violence. The aftershocks were nearly as intense as the orgasm itself; your body took his, drank him down, and doubled the force of his own release, the sensation so raw and so real it went straight to your soul.
Your legs shook. Your vision went white at the edges. You collapsed forward, your hands flattening against the sweat-slicked muscle of his chest, your hair falling in a tangled curtain around your face as you panted, desperate for air, for sanity, for a return to the world that didn’t seem to want you anymore. Mingi’s hands were still on your waist, trembling slightly, his chest heaving beneath your palms. You could feel his heartbeat—fast, erratic, slowly steadying—and the wet heat of him still inside you, still filling you, still marking you as his in the most primal way possible.
You shifted. Slowly, carefully, your body protesting every movement, and reached between your bodies. Your fingers found the mess between your thighs. Warm, slick, the mingled evidence of both of you leaking from where you were still joined and you gathered it. Your fingers came away glistening, and you brought them to your mouth without thinking, without planning, without anything but the raw, animal instinct to taste what you’d made together.
You closed your lips around your fingers. Sucked. The taste hit you. Salt and musk and something uniquely, unmistakably both of you. You moaned around your own knuckles, your eyes fluttering shut, your hips clenching involuntarily around his softening cock.
Mingi went absolutely still beneath you. The way his breath stopped, the way his hands tightened on your waist, the way every muscle in his body locked into sudden, rigid attention. You opened your eyes and found him staring at you with an expression you’d never seen before—not hunger, not satisfaction, not even the dark, possessive gleam from before. Something rawer. Something that looked like he’d just been hit by a car he hadn’t seen coming.
“Oh my god.” His voice came out wrecked—not the sexy, post-orgasm wrecked, but genuinely, fundamentally destroyed. “Oh my fucking god.”
You pulled your fingers from your mouth slowly, your tongue dragging across your knuckles one last time, and you watched his eyes track the movement with the intensity of a man watching his life flash before him.
“That,” he said, and his voice cracked on the word, “might be the hottest thing I have ever seen in my entire goddamn life.”
You smiled and as you were about to say something clever when his hands flew to your face and he was kissing you. Hard. Desperate. His mouth crashed into yours with a force that knocked the air from your lungs, his tongue pushing past your lips, tasting the remnants of what you’d just licked from your fingers, and the sound he made—a low, broken groan that vibrated through your chest and into your bones—made your entire body clench around him again.
His hands were in your hair, cradling your skull, angling your head to deepen the kiss even further, and you kissed him back with everything you had left. Which wasn’t much, but it was enough. Enough to make his hips shift beneath you, enough to make him gasp against your mouth, enough to make the world narrow to nothing but the heat of his lips and the taste of you both on his tongue.
When he finally pulled back, you were both breathing like you’d just run a sprint. His forehead pressed against yours, his eyes still closed, his lips still parted, and you could feel the smile forming on his mouth before you even looked at him.
“You’re trying to kill me,” he murmured, and his voice was warm and dazed and full of something that made your chest ache. “You know that, right? I haven't even taken you out to a proper date yet and I'm already dead.”
You laughed—soft, breathless, your hands still flat against his chest. “Would you have it any other way?”
His eyes opened. Soft, shining with something that looked terrifyingly, beautifully like devotion. “Not a chance in hell, sweetheart.” Mingi shifted beneath you once more, his arms loosening just enough to let you breathe, and you felt his lips press against your temple.
“We should go and get out of here,” he murmured against your skin, and his voice was low, rough, still carrying the gravel of everything you’d just done to each other. “Do you wanna come back to mine?”
You lifted your head to look at him, and the expression on his face made your stomach flip. Hungry. Determined. The look of a man who’d tasted something and was addicted.
“Your place?” you repeated, your voice still wrecked, still barely functional.
“Yeah.” His hand slid down your spine, settling at the small of your back with a possessiveness that made your toes curl. “Because this car is about three seconds away from being declared a biohazard, and I have a bed that’s significantly bigger and more comfortable than this console.” His thumb traced a slow circle on your skin. “And I’m not done with you yet. Not even close.”
The words hit you like a spark jumping a gap—sudden, electric, lighting up every nerve ending you had left. You felt your body respond before your brain caught up, a fresh pulse of heat rolling through your core despite the fact that you were still trembling, still oversensitive, still leaking him onto the leather beneath you.
“Not done?” you managed, and your voice came out breathier than you intended.
Mingi’s grin was slow and devastating, the kind that started at the corners of his mouth and spread until it reached his eyes, turning them dark and dangerous and full of promise. His hand slid from your back to your hip, squeezing gently, and you felt him shift beneath you—felt the unmistakable, traitorous twitch of his cock, still buried inside you, already stirring back to life.
“Sweetheart,” he said, and the word came out like a caress, like a threat, like both at once, “we’ve been in this car for what—an hour? Maybe two?” His hips rolled upward, deliberate, and the friction made you gasp. “I’ve been thinking about this for months. You think I’m gonna call it quits because your backseat’s uncomfortable?”
You rolled your eyes, but you were smiling, and he was smiling, and then he was easing you off of him—slow, careful—and you both made a sound at the same time, a soft, involuntary whimper at the sudden cold where there had been warmth, the absence where there had been fullness. He pressed his lips to your temple like an apology.
He helped you dress.
Not in a hurry because nothing about Mingi was ever in a hurry, but with the same methodical care he brought to everything. His hands found your bra first, hooking it closed with fingers that trembled just slightly, his knuckles brushing your spine in a way that made you shiver. He smoothed the straps up your arms, adjusting them with a precision that suggested he’d been paying attention to how they sat before, and when his thumbs traced the line where the fabric met your skin, you caught his wrist.
“Mingi.”
“Sorry.” He didn’t sound sorry. He sounded pleased. “Can’t help it. You’re right here.”
You pulled your shirt over your head, and his hands were there immediately—tugging the hem down, smoothing the wrinkles, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear with a gesture so domestic it made your chest ache. He found your jeans in the footwell, shook them out with a quiet efficiency that made you think of him folding shop towels, and held them open for you like a gentleman helping you into a coat.
Before reaching for your jeans, he paused and reached behind him, two fingers hooking your underwear out of his back pocket like it was the most natural thing in the world, like he’d been carrying them there all evening on purpose.
He crouched down and held them open at your feet without a word, and something about the quiet patience of the gesture made your throat tighten. You stepped in. He took his time drawing them up, his thumbs pressing slow, warm circles into the outside of your hips as he settled the waistband into place.
Then he shook out your jeans and held them open the same way—“ Step in,” he said— and you did, balancing on one foot, your hand on his shoulder. He pulled the denim up after, his palms warm against your calves, your thighs, the curve of your hips, and when he fastened the button, his fingers lingered at your waistband, pressing a kiss to your stomach through the fabric.
“There,” he murmured against your skin. “All dressed.”
“Not all of us are dressed.” You gestured at his bare chest, the leather jacket still draped over the front passenger seat, his own shirt nowhere to be found. “You’re half naked.”
“Am I?” He looked down at himself with mock surprise. “So I am! The absolute horror.”
You found his shirt balled behind the driver’s seat and tossed it at him. He caught it one-handed and pulled it over his head, the fabric stretching across his shoulders in a way that made your mouth go dry all over again. His jeans were already on. You had no memory of when he’d managed that. He reached past you for his jacket, shaking it out with a practiced flick of his wrists.
Then he held it open for you.
The gesture was so simple—so stupidly, achingly simple. You turned, and he draped the jacket over your shoulders, his hands settling on your arms for a moment, pulling you back against his chest. The leather was warm from the car’s interior, and it smelled like him—cedar and engine oil and the faint sweetness of whatever he’d put on after his shower—and it was so big on you that the sleeves swallowed your hands entirely.
“You look good in my jacket,” he said, his chin resting on your crown.
“It looks like I'm being swallowed by your jacket.”
“You look perfect.” His arms tightened around you, and you let yourself lean into him, let the weight of his body hold you upright when your legs were still shaky and your brain was still soft around the edges. “Absolutely perfect.”
You stayed like that for a moment—wrapped in his jacket, wrapped in his arms, the car ticking quietly around you, the river murmuring its endless, indifferent song beyond the steamed-up windows. Then Mingi pressed one more kiss to the top of your head—soft, lingering, the kind that felt like a period at the end of a sentence—and pulled back.
“Alright, let's go home.” he exhales.
“Okay.” You tugged the jacket tighter around yourself, the leather creaking softly. “But you’re driving. I can barely feel my legs.”
“Of course.” He kissed you once more—quick, chaste, the kind of kiss that was more punctuation than prose.
Unfolding his long frame from the backseat with considerably more grace than he’d managed on the way in. You heard the soft thud of his boots hitting the gravel, and then his hand appeared through the open door, palm up, waiting. You took it.
He helped you out of the backseat. Steadying you when your knees buckled, his arm around your waist, his body a warm wall of support, and you stood in the moonlight together, the river silver behind you, the city a distant constellation of light beyond the trees. The night air was cool against your flushed skin, and you pulled his jacket tighter, breathing in the smell of him like it was oxygen.
Mingi opened the passenger door for you and you slid into the seat, the leather warm beneath you, the dashboard glowing its familiar amber. He closed the door with that soft, deliberate click, and you watched him walk around the hood—tall and sure and slightly dishevelled, his hair a mess, his shirt still untucked, the moonlight catching the line of his jaw and the satisfied curve of his mouth.
He dropped into the driver’s seat, and the car came alive around you. That clean, steady hum that meant everything was where it was supposed to be. He adjusted the mirrors, checked the seat position, and turned to you with an expression so open and warm it made your breath catch.
“Ready?” he asked.
You nodded your head. He pulled onto the road, and the river fell away behind you, and the city lights grew closer, and you sat in the passenger seat of your own car—wearing his jacket, smelling like his skin, your body still singing with the echo of his touch—and you watched the road unfold ahead of you.
His hand found yours on the console. Not tentative—not the careful, testing reach of someone still figuring out the impossible. This was different. This was his palm sliding across the leather, his fingers lacing through yours. His thumb settled into the groove between your knuckles, and the warmth of his skin against yours was so familiar it made your chest ache.
You looked down at your joined hands. At the way his thumb traced a slow, absent circle on your skin, the same pattern he’d used that afternoon on the river road, the same pattern he’d use a thousand more times if you let him.
You lifted his hand from the console.
He glanced over—just briefly, just long enough to register the movement—and you brought his knuckles to your mouth. You pressed your lips to the back of his hand and felt the slight roughness of his skin, the faint chemical smell of solvent that lived in the creases of his fingers, the steady pulse of blood beneath the surface. You held the kiss there for a count of three, maybe four, and then you lowered your joined hands into your lap, tucking them between your thighs, his palm warm against your denim-clad leg.
Mingi laughed.
Not the startled, horn-induced laugh from before. Something quieter. Something that started in his chest and came out through his nose, a soft, incredulous huff of sound that carried more tenderness than any word could have. His thumb resumed its circling on your knuckle, and he kept his eyes on the road, but the smile, the one that crinkled his eyes and pulled at the cut on his lip, was doing something devastatingly beautiful to his face.
“You’re so cute, baby,” he coos. The words were simple, almost offhand, delivered with the same casual confidence he used when he told you your oil level was fine. But you heard the weight behind them. The particular, careful weight of a man who meant what he said and was still learning how to say it without sounding like he was about to combust.
“Only for you,” you replied, because you couldn’t think of anything else, because your chest was so full it was pressing against your ribs, because his hand was in your lap and his jacket was on your shoulders and his smell was in your lungs, and you were fairly certain you’d never been this happy in your entire life.
He kept driving. One hand on the wheel, one hand in yours, the road unspooling ahead of you like a ribbon of dark silk under the pale wash of the streetlights. The city rose around you in increments—first the scattered houses, then the convenience stores with their neon signs still burning, then the apartment blocks and the late-night buses and the occasional taxi drifting through the empty streets like a fish through deep water.
The city had a way of falling in love with the people who moved through it at night—the ones who knew its empty streets and its quiet corners, the ones who understood that the best parts were the ones nobody else was awake to see. The racer and the mechanic drove through those streets now, their hands locked together over the center console, the engine humming its steady, contented song beneath them, and neither of them said a word about timing belts or transmission mounts or the particular, terrifying thrill of falling in love with someone who could take you apart and put you back together better than you’d been before.
But the car knew. The car had always known. It had carried you to him and it had carried you home, and somewhere between the starting line and the finish, between the riverbank and the backseat, between the first time he called you sweetheart and the last time you screamed his name, the engine had learned a new song—one about two people who’d been running on parallel tracks for so long they’d forgotten what it felt like to collide, and who were now, finally, beautifully, irreversibly headed in the same direction.
The mechanic’s hands knew every bolt and belt and bearing in the city, but they’d never held anything as perfectly as they held yours. And the racer’s heart, which had spent its whole life chasing finish lines, had finally found the one that mattered—the one that didn’t end with a checkered flag, but with a man in a leather jacket who picked wildflowers at dawn and rebuilt transmissions at midnight and promised you another night in a voice that meant forever.
You squeezed his hand. He squeezed back.
The city lights blurred past the windows, and the engine hummed, and the road stretched ahead, endless and open and full of possibility, and you didn’t need to say a word, because the car was already saying it for you. In every clean shift, every steady rev, every mile that carried you closer to the place where the racer and the mechanic had stopped being two separate things and become something neither of them had the words for yet.
But they’d find them. They had all the time in the world, and an engine that would never let them down, and a road that went on forever, and each other.
And really—when it came down to it—what else did anyone need?
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✨ Poll results are in! ✨
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San and Jongho tied for first place.
So now I have absolutely no idea which one I'm supposed to write first. 😭 Help???
The funny thing is... while the poll was happening, I was already working on Yunho's Lemonade Stand Wars because I just couldn't get the idea out of my head. 🙈 Which means it's almost finished already.
So now I'm sitting here with an almost completed Yunho fic while San and Jongho are staring at me from the poll results like: "Excuse us?" 😭😂
I guess this is a good problem to have. Thank you so much for voting! 💛 Now let's see who ends up winning the battle inside my brain first.
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Fucking Perfect (Mingi/reader)
Pairing: Song Mingi/fem!reader Word count: 5707 Genre: Hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, idol!Ateez Summary: Mingi has been under a lot of stress lately and unfortunately you’ve been starting to feel it too. When you finally can’t take it anymore, you decide that maybe it’s time for your boyfriend to be a good boy and turn his brain off for a night. Contains: Praise kink, anxiety in the background, sex as decompression, BDSM-elements, Mingi and reader as switches, oral (f receiving), multiple orgasms, a bit of pain kink, marking, healthy communication (after a while). A/N: Gif from Pinterest, original source unknown (if you made it please let me know and I’ll give you credit!) This is another one dedicated to the lovely and talented @thewinter-eden (my one-woman hype squad and crack!horror author extraordinare!). Without you this would never have been finished!
He’s had a rough time lately, and you can tell.
He’s quieter than usual, more closed off and introverted than you’re used to. It’s not a new thing per se. With the stress of his job and the pressures surrounding his everyday life, it’s no surprise when things get too heavy for him.
He’s strong, and desperately trying his best not to be a burden on the other members or make you worry.
You’ve learned the hard way that trying to force him into opening up and relying on you doesn’t work out well for either of you. He shuts down further, and you end up feeling utterly useless and pushy.
So all you can do is wait him out, stay by his side and avoid the subject until he’s ready to talk about it. It doesn’t always feel right, your instincts telling you to fix it, but Mingi doesn’t need fixing. He doesn’t need hovering. He doesn’t need you asking him what’s wrong 20 times a day.
He needs you to trust him to try and work through it on his own. To take his hand and squeeze it when he goes quiet, and patiently wait for him to start speaking again.
However, it’s been two weeks of this and you’re struggling alongside him. You’ve had to distract yourself over the last couple of days to keep from butting in, and you’re starting to feel at a loss when he once again comes over to your place, face expressionless and body tense as if he’s done nothing but fight his demons all day.
“Hey.” You greet him from the couch, having to stop yourself from getting up and throwing yourself at him, smiling softly to make sure he knows you’re happy to see him. “Have you eaten?”
“No.” He mumbles as he makes his way over to you, feet nearly dragging from how exhausted he is.
“Do you want to?” You ask gently, moving your legs to make room for him on the couch, your own nerves settling slightly when he sits down, the fading scent of his cologne making you smile.
“I don’t know.” He sighs, pulling your legs onto his lap, their weight grounding him as he glances at you. “You?”
“In a bit maybe.” You say, reaching out to run your fingers through his hair, heart clenching as his eyes flutter shut at the touch. “Just kind of want to sit with you for a bit if that’s okay?”
Mingi makes a deep little noise as he nods before leaning into the touch, and given his mental state you shouldn’t find it as arousing as you do.
“I’m proud of you, you know.” You continue, not really intending on starting anything but the need to praise him always burns the brightest when he sounds like that. “Working so hard, having all that weight on your shoulders. You’re doing so good.”
Another sound, this one resembling a whine more than anything else, as he somehow manages to pull you fully onto his lap, arms wrapping around your waist as he buries his face in your shoulder.
“It doesn’t feel like it.” He mumbles, voice almost too low and deep for you to hear. “Feels like I’m failing.”
“Has Hongjoong told you you are?” You ask, slipping your arms around him and resting your chin at the top of his head. “Or any of the guys?”
“Don’t have to.”
“Mingi… Baby.” You can feel his body reacting to the pet name, nearly snapping to attention but slower than usual, like his body is too tired to fully comply. “If they haven’t told you you’re doing something wrong, you’re not. They know you, they know that not telling you isn’t an option, and they care about you so much.”
“I’m so tired.” He whispers, his voice cracking alongside your heart. “I don’t know what to do.”
“Mm.” You hum, nuzzling your cheek into his hair as you breathe him in. “Do you need me to tell you?”
If the tension wasn’t still very much present in his body you would have thought he’s fallen asleep, his silence stretching as he battles the demons in his head telling him that relying on anyone is weakness.
“You know I like to do it, give your head a little rest while I get to take care of you.”
“You don’t have to.”
The words are simple but their meaning is not.
They’re an apology for leaning on you, a plea for you not to think he’s too much, an attempt to minimize his own needs in favor of focusing on yours.
“I know.” You whisper, shifting to press a gentle kiss to his hair, his arms tightening around you as a deep sigh escapes him. “But I want to. So will you let me?”
Again, he doesn’t answer but you can feel the frustration in the way his hold on you tightens.
“You’re not a burden, baby, to me or anyone else. I just want to take care of you.” You nuzzle his hair, gently scratching the back of his neck the way you know he loves and you smile when he can’t hold back a full-body shiver. “Please.”
It’s a low blow and you’ll probably feel guilty about it tomorrow, but pleading with him has never not worked.
Case in point: at the simple word, Mingi pulls back, his beautiful eyes blinking up at you, lips parted just enough to show off those adorable bunny-like teeth that you love so much, looking as dazed and submissive as only he can.
“Would you like me to turn your brain off for you, baby?” You ask, caressing his face with gentle fingers as you search his eyes for any hesitation, any sign that you’re pushing him too far.
“Please.”
That’s all he can, and has to, say.
You tap him to release you, shifting into straddling him properly when he does, and you give a little chuckle at the way his arms immediately go back around your waist once you’re comfortable again.
“Good boy.” You whisper, watching the cutest smile bloom on his lips as you stroke his hair and he leans forward to nudge his nose against yours. “You’re so sweet for me.”
The sound that escapes him makes you shiver, and you have to fight the desire coursing through you as you press a gentle kiss to his lips, forcing yourself not to deepen it. This isn’t about you, it’s about him and giving him everything he needs in this moment, no matter how much you crave him after nearly three weeks of only your own fingers and imagination.
Mingi’s fingers twitch at your waist but he stays still, only taking what you’re giving him like the good boy he is, but tonight is not about him doing what he’s told.
“You can touch me if you want, baby.” You chuckle against his lips before leaning your forehead against his, watching his eyes flutter closed at the intimate touch. “Tonight is about what you need, whether if that’s cuddling or something else, I’m right here for all of it.”
“I love you.” He whispers, voice shaky as his hands move from your waist, one of them coming up to cup the back of your head to pull your lips back to his, while the other settles on your hip, his thumb moving under the hem of your shirt to rub circles into your skin. “So fucking much.”
“And I love you.” You sigh breathily, doing your best not to shiver at the touch but it’s becoming increasingly difficult and you’re sure he can tell by the way your hips are twitching on his lap, yearning for friction.
“How bad do you want me, baby?” He asks, the whiny sound in his voice starting to disappear and it shakes you from your own needs.
“This isn’t about me, Mingi.” You say but there’s too much air in your words for you to fool either of you. “I’m taking care of you, not the other way around.”
“What if I need you?” He asks, threading his fingers through your hair and lightly pulling to tilt your head back, his lips attaching to your neck in a way that does nothing to keep yourself under control. “It’s been so long.”
“Please…” Now it’s you whining and you can feel him grin against your skin.
“Please what, baby? Use your words.”
It’s rich coming from him and if you weren’t busy losing your composure, you’d point it out, but now all you can do is shiver against him as his other hand moves fully under your shirt to caress your skin.
“Let me take care of you.” Your breath hitches at the feel of his teeth grazing your pulse point, your pussy throbbing at the deep chuckle that leaves his lips at the sound.
“You wanted me to lose my mind, didn’t you?”
His hand is moving up to undo your bra and he moans when you accidentally grind against him to escape it, the hand in your hair tightening to keep you still.
“’Turn it off’.” You mumble, an undignified whimper leaving your lips when he starts nipping at your neck. “Wanted to turn it off.”
“You can still do that, baby.” He all but coos, actually pulling back to meet your eye as he lets you both catch your breaths. “But I’m going to fuck you the way I need at some point, okay?”
You relent with a nod, and a not so small pout, but a gentle pinch at your back makes you yelp.
“You’re still capable of words, use them.” Mingi says, an unusual amount of softness in his dominating tone, more coaxing than ordering.
“Yes. That’s okay.” You breathe, willing your eyes not to flutter shut at the feel of him getting harder under you.
“That’s my good girl.” He chuckles, releasing your hair to caress your heated face.
“You make me so fucking weak.” You whisper, trying your best to look him in the eye even though it’s making you needier by the second.
“I know, and it’s so fucking cute.” He chuckles, leaning forward to press a number of soft little kisses over your mouth, nose and cheeks. “Makes me want to ruin you.”
“Stop.” You pout, making a show of pushing at his chest even though you know you probably couldn’t move him if you tried.
“That’s not your safeword.” Mingi whispers in your ear, the deep bass of his voice making you tremble on his lap. “Now, I gonna eat your pussy and you’re gonna let me, aren’t you, baby?”
You want to protest and he knows it, so before you can even open your mouth he stares you down with those sharp dark eyes, making your words freeze in your throat.
“You want me to turn off my brain, right? Drowning in your pussy sounds like a perfect way to do that, don’t you think?”
The way he looks at you is making it hard to come up with the words you want to, or should, say, and you find yourself nodding, the dazzling smile he aims back at you making your head spin.
This time, he’s the one to tap you to move. He supports you as you get up, suspecting (rightly so) that your legs are halfway turned to jelly by now, and holds your hands as you sit back down on the couch.
He rolls his eyes when you hand him a pillow for his knees but when you won’t budge he relents, allowing you to drop it to the floor before he kneels on it.
It’s a constant battle between the two of you, him finding it unnecessary and you refusing to ruin his legs over his love of eating you out.
“This good?” He asks as he looks up at you, hands on your hips with his long fingers playing with the waistline of your pants.
“Mhm,” You nod, unable to tear your eyes from his as you squirm at the touch. “It’s good.”
You don’t think you’ll ever get tired of his toothy grin, the pure, if somewhat tired, joy on his face has your heart racing and when he goes to pull your pants and underwear off along with your shirt and bra, you can’t help but moan knowing what’s to come.
He doesn’t waste time praising you, he doesn’t need to as his mouth on you does all the talking for him.
He’s like a man starved but you do praise him for not diving right in, for containing his excitement in favor of warming you up, even though he really doesn’t need to.
The little sounds he made earlier laid the foundation, the wetness between your legs cooling when his breath fans over it between kisses to your sensitive flesh.
If the previous sounds had been mouthwatering, the sounds he makes now are divine. He chases your own sounds, knowing you well enough to know what gets you going but always on the lookout for extra sensitive spots or anything that makes you squirm more than usual.
“Mingi-” You choke on a breath when his long tongue laps over your clit, taking his time to taste you properly before gently sucking on it, grinning against you when your legs try to snap closed around his head.
The eyes that look up at you are wanton, glazed over with desire and you can’t help but whimper at the sight, shivering at the way he reaches up to guide your hands into his hair, silently asking you to pull and twist on it as much as you need.
His hair feels good between your fingers, not necessarily soft with everything it goes through on a daily basis, but you don’t care as you give it a tug to angle him to where you need him the most.
His tongue is as dangerous as he is, long and sharp as it puts you through your paces, and the hands he’s snaked around your thighs to hold you open for him are tight enough that you might have marks in the morning. You really hope so cause by God you’ve missed them!
There’s no need for words anymore. Mingi knows what to do and you know to leave him to his chosen art form, the only thing you can do is to hold on and let him take you where he wants you.
Your first orgasm doesn’t take much work at all. You may have gotten yourself off since his schedules picked up in intensity but regrettably the orgasms have been nothing in comparison to the ones he’s able to give you.
You know he can tell you’re close, he always does but always refuses to tell you how, joking about how if you don’t know you won’t be able to fake it with him. You have informed him that you’ve never ever had a reason to fake an orgasm with him but all he does when you tell him is grin like an idiot and tell you “better safe than sorry”.
Normally he lets up after you’ve come, allowing you to catch your breath before he continues to make you see stars, but tonight he shows you no such mercy. He’s determined to ruin you and even when you pull on his hair the only thing he does is moan around your sensitive clit before he keeps going.
“Baby…” You whimper, tugging a little harder and this time he actually looks up at you even though he still doesn’t stop. “Too much.”
“Is it?” He mumbles against you, releasing your thigh before working one long finger into you, making your breath hitch in your throat. “I think you can take it.”
“No-” You say but he can feel you clench hard around him, the knowledge that he’ll keep going until he’s either satisfied or you safeword, is too hot to handle.
“No?” He chuckles, lapping at your pussy to make you whine. “Does my baby need more than this?”
You don’t have the time to answer before a second finger joins the first, stretching you around him in a way that makes you moan and yet it’s still not enough.
“Taking me so well.” He praises, angling and curling his fingers while he watches your expression until he finds the right spot, doubling down once he has you completely breathless with tears shining in your eyes. “Fuck, I’ve missed this.”
“Mingi!” Your grip on his hair tightens hard enough for him to hiss but the pulsing in your ears makes you deaf to it. “Please!”
“Let go for me, baby. I’ve got you.” He growls, immediately sucking your clit when he’s done speaking, fucking you through your second orgasm until you’re squirming through the aftershocks, the overstimulation too much to take.
“Please…” You whimper, one of your feet planting itself on his shoulder, not really pushing but a sign that he takes for what it is. You’re done but not enough to completely tap out.
He pulls back to give you a toothy grin, leaning into the hands still in his hair. He gives you the time you need to relax, hands stroking your legs to bring you down gently, his lips covering the skin he can reach with soft kisses while he watches you.
When the fog finally lifts and all your senses have started working again, you take a look at him and smile. The look in his eyes is one you know well, dazed and high, not only from your climax but his own.
It’s kind of rare for him to come from eating you out, especially without touching himself, but it appears he has been just as desperate for you as you have been for him in these last couple of weeks.
“You okay?” You breathe, finally realizing the iron grip you have on his hair and releasing it, only for him to whine at the loss before you move to caress his face.
He nods, words seeming to fail him, but the smile on his face as he beams up at you speaks volume on its own as he nuzzles into your touch.
“You did so good, baby.” You coo at him, admiring the stars in his eyes while he catches his breath. “Making me feel so good.”
He soaks up the praise like a sponge, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand as he moves off the floor to lay you down on the couch, catching your lips in a lazy kiss.
He’s still hard against your stomach as he covers you with his body, shivering at your heat even though he’s the one still fully clothed. The wet spot on his jeans must be cooling and although you’re sure he wants to get out of them, he makes no attempt to move other than keeping some of his weight off you.
“Thank you.” He mumbles against your lips once his voice starts working again and you can’t help but giggle as he speaks between kisses. “I needed that.”
“You’re welcome.” You do your best to respond even though he seems to try his best to keep your lips occupied. “To be honest I did too.”
“I know.” He sighs, lips leaving yours as he pulls back to look at you properly. “I’m sorry I haven’t been here.”
“It’s okay. You’ve been busy and you deal with it in your own way.” You say, running your hands over his back to keep him in his relaxed and talkative state. “I appreciate the apology though.”
“I want to try and talk to you more.” He whispers and when he rests his forehead against yours his breath on your face makes your heart sing. “It sucks keeping everything to myself.”
“I’d like that.” You say, pressing gentle kisses where you can reach. “I like being someone you can come to. I want to take care of you.”
A silent moan brushes your skin as your words make his hips jerk against you.
“Why are you so perfect?” He whispers and you can feel his heartbeat pick up speed when you reach down to cup his ass and help guide him into grinding against you. “Like you were made for me.”
“Guess you’re just lucky.” You chuckle when you kiss his nose, watching his eyes cross adorably as he tries to keep watching your lips. “You still want to fuck me?”
“Fuck yes.” He moans and you think you can almost feel him twitch in his jeans where he grinds against you. “Bedroom?”
“Yes please.” You say and you’ve barely gotten the words out before he’s off of you, pulling you to your feet and into his arms, and, despite your protests, carries you all the way into the bedroom even though you can walk by yourself.
He lays you down on the bed, only separating from you long enough to rid himself of his clothes, before he returns to your side, kissing his way down your entire body until you’re wondering if he’s going to go down on you again. But he stops himself after pressing a gentle kiss to your clit, grinning at the way you whimper before he settles himself between your legs, hard cock rubbing against your core as he leans down to kiss you.
“Ask me for it.” He groans between kisses, your hands are back to pulling at his hair and he struggles not to give in and bare his throat to you the way you know he really wants.
“Please, baby.” You whisper, meeting his shallow thrusts to get that friction your body craves even if it’s nowhere near enough. “Fuck me like you need. Give it to me.”
One of his hands reach down to align himself and he sinks into you, slower than usual but it’s been a while since he last stretched you out and you appreciate him being careful even if you do kind of crave something harder. But you know that this is what he needs, he needs to take care of you as much as you need to take care of him, and it would kill him if he hurt you by being careless.
You don’t think you’ll ever get used to the feel of him buried inside you. He’s not huge enough to be difficult to take, but he is bigger than anyone else you’ve been with, and every time he bottoms out fully it takes your breath away.
He settles inside you for moment, watching every twitch and change in your expression while he waits for you to relax around him, never as focused as when he’s searching for any discomfort that he might be causing you.
“You can move, baby.” You whisper breathlessly once the stretch doesn’t feel quite so overwhelming and he brings his lips to yours in a deep but gentle kiss as he takes your direction, starting to move with shallow thrusts, swallowing your sounds like they’re air to his lungs.
“Fuck…” He sighs against your lips, face nuzzled against yours as he fills you like only he can. “Feel so good.”
“You too.” You whimper, angling your hips to meet his languid thrusts better, shivering when he grinds against your sensitive clit.
You’re kind of grateful that he’s not rushing this, even if you may be craving something rougher. It may have only been three weeks but having him this close is turning out to be quite overwhelming and you’re almost grateful when he turns his head to trail his lips along your neck instead. It gives you a perfect excuse to not maintain eye contact and you turn your face fully to the side to give him more room to work with, while giving yourself a moment to breathe.
“You can go harder if you’d like.” You whisper, a tiny whimper leaving you as he starts nipping at your pulse point.
“Are you sure?” He asks against your skin and you’re grateful he’s not making you face him. You’d probably kill him if he stopped, you need him to keep going, and if he could see the tears in your eyes right now you know without a doubt that he would. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t, it’s okay, baby.” You soothe him, raking your fingers through his hair and down the back of his neck in a move that makes him shiver and twitch inside you. “I want it.”
His response is a deep thrust and a guttural moan that makes your breath hitch. He starts to pick up speed and you cling onto him as you let the sounds flow out of you however they choose.
“I’m getting close, baby.” Mingi moans into your ear, snaking one of his hands between your bodies and down to your clit, rubbing it with just enough pressure to make you see stars. “Think you can come for me one last time?”
“I-” The sharpness of his thrusts cuts you off and you have to put every ounce of focus that you possess into answering him. “I think so.”
“Then do it.” He growls as he makes you turn your head to face him, seeing but not really registering your tear-filled eyes in his frenzied lust. “Come for me, baby. Show me how good I make you feel.”
It’s too much, all of it.
With a cry you come, your eyes scrunched shut as the entirety of your body locks up while you pulse and clench around him harder than he’s ever felt it before.
Your release pushes him over the edge as well and unable to stop himself, he bites down on your shoulder as he fucks his way through his orgasm.
His body trembles as your sporadic clenching helps him through the aftershocks, and he collapses on top of you, too out of it to not put all of his bodyweight on you, but you don’t mind. Your arms shake as they wrap around his neck, pulling him even further into you, quiet sobs racking your body as you do your best not to let him hear them.
But as he comes down from his high, it’s impossible to hide them from him. You wish you could just stop them but all the tension has finally decided to leave your body and it’s giving you no mercy as you just can’t seem to stop crying.
“Are you okay, angel?” Mingi asks worriedly, pulling you down to lay on his chest as his hands flitter over your face and body, checking you for injuries.
“Mhm.” You manage to get out between sobs, hugging him closer until you’re sure you must be hurting him.
“Did I hurt you?”
You can tell he wants to keep looking you over but your hold on him is too tight for him to manage so the best he can do is caress your back and wait for you to be able to form words.
“N-no.” You manage, shaking your head as strongly as you can, burrowing your face into his chest as you let the scent of him wrap around you like a fluffy blanket of comfort.
“Is it all just a bit overwhelming right now?” He asks with the softest chuckle you’ve heard from him, the worry almost completely faded from his voice.
“Mhm.” You nod, giving a frantic little whimper when he tries to pull out, nails leaving crescent indentations in his skin from trying to keep him immobile.
“Alright, baby.” He shushes you gently, settling again as he lets you warm his cock, kissing and caressing your hair and body to help bring you back down to earth. “I’m right here, not going anywhere.”
A bit of the tension in your body eases but you’re still clinging onto him like he’s about to walk out the door and never come back. It’s rare for you to go this deep, to be reduced to the primal instinct of claiming and keeping him to this extent, but with everything that’s been going on it’s not really surprising.
“Mingi…” You whisper once you start coming back to yourself, watery eyes staring up at him as you’re doing your best to keep breathing him in. “Please don’t shut me out again. Not like this.”
You know your words hurt him more than he’ll ever admit, the tightened grip on you a clear sign of it, but it needs to be said and you both know it.
“I promise, baby.” He whispers back, voice thick with unshed tears, in between the soft kisses he plants all over your face. “I’m so sorry I’ve been shutting you out. I promise I’ll do better.”
“I love you, Mingi, so much.” You say, giving him a watery smile as you release the iron grip you have on him, reaching up to wipe the lone tear staining his cheek. “And I’ll remind you every single day for the rest of our lives if you’ll let me.”
“I thought we had a veto on you doing the proposing.” He jokes but for once you can tell he’s not trying to change the subject because he’s overwhelmed.
“But not on me showing you how much you mean to me.” You chuckle, craning your neck to kiss him properly, pouring all your love into it.
“You know worshipping is a kink, right?” He says, tone a little breathier as you move down to kiss his neck.
“So is praising but that’s never stopped you, has it?” You comment lightly, pulling back a little when you feel him getting hard again inside you. “If you got to fuck me like you wanted, does that mean I get to do the same?”
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?” He watches you carefully, trying to tell if you’re serious and if you can actually handle any more.
“Do you want it?” You simply ask, letting your fingers caress the side of his neck that you’re not smothering with kisses. “It’s okay if you don’t.”
“You know I always want you, baby.” He breathes, eyes fluttering closed as you suck on his pulse point, determined to leave your mark on him knowing he doesn’t have the same hang-up you do about visible hickeys.
“Good.” You simply say once the mark is your preferred shade of dark, slowly but surely moving to straddle him, promptly getting him back inside when he slips out of you at the movement. “I don’t have to be in the office next week so feel free to mark me up as much as you want.”
“Seriously?” He looks so fucking giddy you can’t help but laugh.
“You’re acting like it’s your birthday.”
“It might as well be.” He grins before pulling you to him, chest to chest as his lips positively attack your neck, his hands going to your hips to start moving you against him. “How the fuck did the universe ever think I deserved you?”
“Because you’re a kind, sensitive, ambitious, beautiful and bright man who deserves the world and more.” You breathe, grinding down on him, grinning when you feel his breath hitch against your neck. “You’re a great friend, brother, son, artist, and boyfriend, and anyone who says differently has no fucking idea what they’re talking about.”
Your words leave him twitching inside you and the beautifully pathetic sounds that tumble out of his mouth make you clench around him.
“You feel so good, baby.” He moans before sucking a particularly dark mark into your neck that leaves your own breath stuttering. “Do you think you can come again?”
“No,” You chuckle at the way he jerks when you play with his nipples, the tension in his body a tell-tale sign that he’s getting close. “But it’s okay, I’m having a great time right now.”
“You sure?” He asks but you know he can tell you’re telling him the truth, and you clench around him as you claim his lips in a deep kiss, the moan tumbling out of him and down your throat making you shiver.
“Positive.” You grin against him as you increase your pace, hugging him to you as you continue to kiss him, the taste of his tongue as addictive as always. “Now be a good boy and come for me. Show me how good I make you feel.”
The mirroring of his words back to him along with your praise makes him fall apart, the whiny whimpers he makes against your lips telling you that it’s actually starting to hurt. That doesn’t mean that you’ll stop grinding on him to work him through his orgasm however. His love for the delicious discomfort makes him such a wonderful submissive for you at times and you just love pushing him to the edge and keep going until his brain is nothing but mush.
You let him come down before you move, pressing gentle kisses over his cheeks, nose and lips between whispered praises of what a good boy he is, caressing his back and neck until his eyes regain a bit of focus and his limbs are able to move again.
“Hi.” You giggle as he wraps his weak arms around your waist, leaning his forehead against yours, his breath tickling your skin.
“Hey.” He grins back, the fucked out, dopey kind of grin that’s reserved for your eyes only, his mouth hanging open as he tries to catch his breath.
“Are you hungry now?” You ask through laughter, the tension from the last two weeks gone with the wind, leaving only love and relaxation in its wake.
“You know what,” He chuckles, pressing a light kiss to the tip of your nose that leaves you overheated. “I could definitely eat something.”
“Good, I’ll get a bath going. Then after that we’re ordering dinner and cuddling up on the couch.” You say, nuzzling up against him, your heart content for the first time in the last two weeks. “There are three new episodes of our show and I haven’t watched a single one without you.”
“I told you,” Mingi says, his eyes fluttering closed as he presses a gentle kiss to your cheek. “Fucking perfect.”
Are huge weddings (very expensive with a guest list in hundreds) and nagging aunties common in Germany too?
It is not common. I personally have a really big family. My mother has seven siblings and my father has five. And both of them have a big side family too.
But thats not common at all.
Had a big meeting today with our boss and called my Boss "Mausig" after he told us he brought us all matching coffee cups for the India business trip.
I wanted to die immediately.
For my non German people "Mausig" is slang for cute i guess?
I wanted the floor to swallow me, because the men make like 4x the money I do and are all in their fifties. But at least they all laughed and found it funny.
🍋 the new mingi fic is done!! 🥹
it's currently in proofreading and after that it's ready to be posted. 💛
which means... i need your help deciding what i should write next!
Vote for the story you want to see after Mingi! 👀✨
Hongjoong
Seonghwa
Yunho
Yeosang
San
Jongho
🍸 Hongjoong — The Cocktail He Named After You
Hongjoong owns the trendiest rooftop bar in Seoul. Every season he creates a signature drink, and this year it's called Lemon Drop. The problem? It's named after the woman who ghosted him two years ago. When she suddenly shows up at the launch party, old feelings mix with expensive liquor and unresolved tension.
📻 Seonghwa — Midnight Radio
Seonghwa hosts a late-night radio show under a fake name. Every night you call in and flirt shamelessly with him. Neither of you knows you're actually coworkers who spend all day pretending to dislike each other.
🍋 Yunho — Lemonade Stand Wars
The annual neighborhood festival turns into a competition when your lemonade stand ends up directly across from Yunho's. What starts as friendly rivalry quickly becomes increasingly elaborate sabotage and increasingly obvious flirting.
🌻 Yeosang — The Boy from Summer Twenty-One
Every summer, Yeosang appears in your hometown for exactly one month and then vanishes without explanation. This year you decide you're finally going to figure out where he goes, not knowing he is an idol.
📱 San — Wrong Number
A drunk San accidentally texts you instead of his friend. Somehow neither of you corrects the mistake. Three months later you're sharing your deepest secrets with a stranger you've never met.
🍸 Jongho — One Drink
A single lemon cocktail leads to a single dance, which leads to a single kiss with a stranger you'll never see again. Except the next Monday morning, your new boss walks into the office... and it's Jongho.
I am curious to see what you guys vote for! Also let me know what you thought about the new Wooyoung fic. 🤭
Love Always,
mingiatz ❤️
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I need some good smut fics for all the ateez members! I want to improve my smut writing skills and I thought it would be best to read some (only for scientific research of course 🤭)

