LauraSi

an absurdist 𓅓 with a hint of lesbianism 𓅓 she/her, 18

[smaragdinen]

my introduction!

hi! i thought i should introduce myself here since i've started using tumblr more frequently .

my name is Laura but you can also call me Smara! i'm from Finland which is why i'll also be posting stuff in Finnish :p.

i'm 18, she/her.

i am interested in vampirism (especially Carmilla), feminism (radical & intersectional), Hannibal nbc and The Pitt. i'm quite keen on the queer aspects of these!

i will most likely post about lesbianism, feminism, my art and poetry :) !

come chat with me in English, Finnish or Swedish!

[mercining]

Sometimes, when the situation is absurd, I look at the invisible camera to break the fourth wall and address the spectators of my life

[cosmonautroger]

Hausu, Nobuhiko Obayashi, 1977

[smaragdinen]

ever since i realized i'm a lesbian i've been so much in doubt about my sexuality. this specific label feels right to me and i want other people to view me as a lesbian, but i'm actively scared of accidentally lying about it. what if i'm just a straight girl trying to be edgy via using labels that do not fit me? i fall on the aroace spectrums which makes my mostly irrational fear even worse.

is this a common lesbian experience or have i not truly accepted myself without even realizing it?

[xjhyf-vtpf]

[skyyyxd]

I wouldn't be upset if a hot vampire lady tried to suck my blood.. but that's just me

[thuesdaynightdykelife]

I love being friends with prostitutes and transsexuals and artists and drug dealers and perverts and queers

[smaragdinen]

calling lesbian sex "sesbian lex" isn't as funny as people happen to think. only using censored language about sexuality in public conversation in this case makes lesbian sex seem like a matter of joking — it's not the first time either. this conversation reminds me of when lesbians were referred to as "le$bians".

lesbophobia is an occurring issue and it's fed by people being too scared to talk about things as they are. it increases stigma around the topic making lesbianism more difficult to be seen as a normal thing.

sex is not a dirty word and neither is lesbian. talk about things with their real names.

[hannibalizing]

hannibal cradles will in the same way judas cradles jesus and that’s something i don’t think i’ll recover from.

for all the biblical references hannibal makes, talking of god and death, he neglects to mention the devotion of judas to jesus.

[smaragdinen]

synnyit tuulesta ja vartuit valossa,

totta kai sinuun saattoi ihastuu

mut tää oli taas vaan tyhmää hempeilyy,

muru ei meidän välil ollu mitää riippuvuut

[00kozuu]

happy decemberr! heres abigail based on newdad's madra album cover :)

[happyblueshark]

I'm trying new brushes and color techniques, probably you'll see a lot of inconsistencies on my drawingn style bt well it's part of the process ✍️🥴🖤

[wolfpire-talks-deactivated20260]

Carmilla always loved Laura. I don’t care if you say she was just being creepy, I don’t care if you think it’s ‘gothic nonsense’—I will fight you on this. I will climb hills, I will wave flags, I will write essays in blood if I have to: Carmilla loved Laura, and that is a fact.

[bellasouto]

carmilla the girl from my dreams