This is what church should feel like.

I'm ElliotPM. 27. Chi, Il. The sad chapters of a broken life rebuilding.

[smelliotsmokes]

Nothing ever goes how I expect

Or hope. To say I’m usually left disappointed in moments I should have had no expectations. Cause of experience.

[itadakimaso]

[smelliotsmokes]

My abuelo passed this morning.

And inrealy only want to text one person to comfort me. But I know she has a new life and I shouldn’t be bothering her with my shit. But old who else to go to....

[smelliotsmokes]

Being a scumbag and hearing your interest is still into their ex

Still sucks. I’ll find something someday

[smelliotsmokes]

Being a man is disqusting

I haven’t had any physical contact in a long time and now my gross man brain is sexualizing everything around me. Platonic friends in my head come to more and thoughts are super sexual always.

I need out of this. It’s awful.

[smelliotsmokes]

Holiday miracles

GR crush breaks up with long distance short term bf. Yaassss. Give that a few weeks and I’m on it like white on rice.

[smelliotsmokes]

2018

I should be writing in the diary I hold everyday

[nevver]

Knock loud, I’m home - Eric Ward

[pusheen]

[lookatmeheyoverhere-deactivated]

[smelliotsmokes]

GDi

[arcadiaemissary]

[smelliotsmokes]

Really wish I hadn't waited

Till I got this new job to say how I felt. Now I missed my chance and that fuckin sucks. Not that he's not a cool dude, just sucks to see them together and then the realization of it all.

Then them making out at the bar didn't help. Really like this one. I'm disappointed in myself as always but I hope that she finds happiness in this new journey in her life. I'll move on and maybe meet someone else.

At the end of the day, still alone but at least I have a cool friend.

[fencehopping]

David Choe paints a quick portrait of Anthony Bourdain

[originalgiantcontent]

One-off decks made by Mike Giant, Delano Garcia and Brandon Madrid, 2005.

[smelliotsmokes]

Finding the courage to casually text work crush.

That first text always got me scared. I need to sack up and ask her out sometime already. Got nothing to lose except maybe she'll say no and then boom still alone so why not try?

Cause I'm scared.

[concealedblade-deactivated20210]

fresh paint job

check

fresh inside

check

is the outside frame in the trunk wide

yes

are the rims big

WHAT

[smelliotsmokes]

My life is one long face palm