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tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE

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midnightboom

relapsereaction

maybe this is too niche but,,, is anyone else older and ~recovered~ but you get bouts of/urges to relapse, and you usually don't but you kind of take comfort in th*nspo and edblr?

i think i just have done this for so long (in my mid-20s, started at 12-13) that it's kinda permanently ingrained as a coping mechanism even if i don't act on relapse urges

relapsereaction

like i'm soooorta doing that now? i'm sporadically counting calories and macros, and obviously i'm on here. really fighting the urge to redownload MFP. i'm mostly held back by knowing it'd break my gf's heart + that i'd just have to recover again and i might end up f*tter than i already am. it feels like i don't have any choice though. i either stay f@t or i relapse temporarily, bc i'm too disabled to exercise properly and my food options are already so limited. idk i'm just ranting at this point

#vent #personal

maybe this is too niche but,,, is anyone else older and ~recovered~ but you get bouts of/urges to relapse, and you usually don't but you kind of take comfort in th*nspo and edblr?

i think i just have done this for so long (in my mid-20s, started at 12-13) that it's kinda permanently ingrained as a coping mechanism even if i don't act on relapse urges

#personal #vent #ed blr #idk