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[smellystingray]

I hope when the bugs eat my stomach they taste the food I love not the immense guilt I felt eating it

[smellystingray]

Im surprised I don't get caught for my sh at school because I genuinely badly hide it, rest on my elbow so my bracelets hang down and DONT hide it, show up with plasters on my wrist then the next day it's either still there or there's two lines next to eachother, and I have a sharpener in my pencil case that is stuck wonky, but no they notice when I've got cuts that have been there for three weeks and by the time they come to me they're nearly fully healed and I lie to the guidance councillor and she accepts my lie. I honestly just wish I could have my science teacher notice and ask me if I'm okay so I can lie but know someone notices because ugh, but I can't have it come back to my parents because I've been lying to them and I love them but I'd I want cutting id be even angrier

[smellystingray]

Its so comforting putting plasters on cvts because like idk I like having something holding it and covering it while also being unaware of how bad it looks under it

[smellystingray]

I genuinely need THE lesbian experience where I have a rough day, go out and meet a gorgeous girl who teaches me how to relax and loves me with my scars ykwim

[lesbocreature]

my pookiest to ever pookie oh someone please let my princess REST!!!

[bluntosism]

this entire paragraph .. yeah

[smellystingray]

'I'll just relapse through exams it'll be fine' I'm addicted again 🫩

[smellystingray]

It's too hot to sleep in a hoodie but that's all I have and I relapsedddd bro save me now

[mandarintheactor]

Found this on Pinterest,

Still true.

[gspaze]

Oh im fucking sick to my stomach. Chill

c: latimes

[samirasystole]

i’m so gay

[smellystingray]

I need to stop relapsing cuz prom is in two weeks and my Shi takes about that to heal and while I plan on wearing a massive stack, I don't want it to be necessary

[smellystingray]

So used to cutting my right wrist that I go to hide that one when infact I can show that wrist and it's my left one that's the issue

[smellystingray]

And you're snapping at me for asking where something was in the fridge (when you asked me to get it out) but all I'm thinking of is yesterday when I had to reassure you that it was fine you forgot to sign me up for prom and that I have to put a jacket on to go downstairs

[smellystingray]

Maybe if I start becoming difficult and make stupid and unnecessary arguments they might listen to me for once

[smellystingray]

My name is a very general name and I tend to use some sort of variation on it with most of my socials, I keep the fact that I have Tumblr to myself because I think it'd be relatively easy to find me and that's not at all a good thing because the stuff I put here is not at all what I want others finding (might move me to change my header image tho because it's even less likely that I'd be found)

[smellystingray]

I think if I didn't cut myself I'd be an angry and violent person to others, so in a way by hiding this and keeping to myself I'm doing society a favour I just don't know how to explain that to my parents