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//It is with a heavy heart and much consideration that I have decided to mark this blog as an ARCHIVE.

I don’t foresee myself coming back to it any time soon, but if the desire ever strikes again I may remake at some point, but now is not that time.

Thank you.

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC

//Just a gentle reminder, friends...

My blog(s) have an age restriction. I will not follow or interact if the mun is under the age of 18. I prefer to follow and interact with muns 21+. This is for my own sanity and preference as well as the following....

My muse(s) are usually all either from darker material, feature darker material, or are grouped in a multi where darker themes exist etc. I don’t exactly censor my muses (or myself) and I don’t shy away from darker/mature themes. These themes are better suited to 18-21+. My age is clearly posted as well as my rule. I can’t enforce the rule, obviously, but all I ask is that it please be respected.

Thank you. <3

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC #People Are Awful ; PSA

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It’s been a rough few months, Murray. JOKER (2019) dir. by Todd Phillips

#That's The Real Me ; Self ; Joker #//that sassy bitch face in the last gif is *chef's kiss*

daily-joker

“Hey, Arthur! We need to talk!”

JOKER (2019)

#That's The Real Me ; Self ; Joker #//see also ; actual footage of me avoiding drafts

ohisms

𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from the fourth season of syfy’s ‘ warehouse 13 ′ . change pronouns as needed ! )

❛ what is it ? what’s happening ? ❜ ❛ are you alright ? ❜ ❛ this is wrong . ❜ ❛ you’re putting your life on the line . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to hold my hand . ❜ ❛ close your eyes , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there has to be another way . ❜ ❛ guess i’m not much of a hero , huh ? ❜ ❛ what aren’t you telling me ? ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you . ❜ ❛ i really hope you can forgive me . ❜ ❛ i would do it all again . ❜ ❛ the world is a better place with you in it , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you didn’t get permission . you rebel ! ❜ ❛ there are consequences . ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead . ❜ ❛ thongs give me a rash . ❜ ❛ who died and made you boss of me ? ❜ ❛ are you protecting me ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] said he was gonna tell you … ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner . a very nice dinner . ❜ ❛ when was the last time you slept ? ❜ ❛ what are you keeping from me ? spill . ❜ ❛ if you need me for ANY reason whatsoever , call me . but only if it’s important . ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot . i think we should just lay low & take it easy . ❜ ❛ OKAY , so many questions … ❜ ❛ look at you , having ideas ! ❜ ❛ i have ideas ! most of them are illegal . ❜ ❛ we both know this is about so much more than that . ❜ ❛ real suffering is knowing what lays just beyond your grasp and never being able to reach it . ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking . ❜ ❛ no . you don’t get to just quit on us . ❜ ❛ this is not a debate ! ❜ ❛ you slept with her , didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ can we just do this & go home ? ❜ ❛ for the record , i don’t want you out of my hair . ❜ ❛ this is not how i wanted to handle this , & you know it . ❜ ❛ there’s no turning back , now . ❜ ❛ i’m not even going to pretend to understand what you’re talking about . ❜ ❛ can i ask … what happened ? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re okay ? you still look a little woozy . ❜ ❛ it went by so fast , i just … i honestly don’t know . ❜ ❛ i tried to tell you , but you didn’t want to hear it . ❜ ❛ all this anger & hate , it’s not good for you . ❜ ❛ how could you say that ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , stop . look at me . ❜ ❛ i want to let it go . i really do , but i don’t know how . ❜ ❛ can you feel my heart beating ? ❜ ❛ what did you do to him ?? ❜ ❛ do you have a better idea ? ❜ ❛ forget about me , just save them . ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me ? ❜ ❛ take this , & disappear . ❜ ❛ [ name ] wouldn’t do that . ❜ ❛ i don’t see a way out this time . ❜ ❛ i just need you to trust me . ❜ ❛ there’s that smile … i’m glad it’s the last thing i’ll see . ❜ ❛ [ name ] … i never stopped loving you . ❜ ❛ don’t do this , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there’s nobody there ! it’s just you , it’s just you . ❜ ❛ it’s gonna be okay , okay ? we’re gonna figure this out . ❜ ❛ i want you to leave . go . go , now . ❜ ❛ let me help you . ❜ ❛ you’re in my way . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , can you hear me ? ❜ ❛ what is it ? are you okay ? ❜ ❛ no one is giving up . ❜ ❛ i’m sorry , [ name ] , but that’s not gonna happen . ❜ ❛ just for once , will you please listen to me & do as you are told ? ❜ ❛ you can tell me where it is , or i can find it myself . telling me where it is is the safer choice . ❜ ❛ don’t do anything foolish , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ listen to me . we can help you . ❜ ❛ no matter what they say , it’s a lie . ❜ ❛ you’ve already lost this battle . ❜ ❛ i know you’re in there . i know you can hear me , so please - before anyone else gets hurt , let me help you . ❜ ❛ you know i’m capable of this . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , look , it’s over ! ❜ ❛ this is over when i say it’s over . ❜ ❛ i think this might be the end . ❜ ❛ i killed someone i love . ❜ ❛ i’m trying something different . ❜ ❛ i asked you to leave me out of this . ❜ ❛ maybe just … coffee , next time ? ❜ ❛ you will never lose this friend . ❜ ❛ another stereotype shattered . ❜ ❛ does [ name ] know who you really are ? ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do . ❜ ❛ you warned me . ❜ ❛ oh my god , he’s your ex - ❜ ❛ i don’t think that that’s relevant . ❜ ❛ i think i’ve had this exact nightmare before . ❜ ❛ do you need us to hate him ? because we can hate him . ❜ ❛ i’d really rather talk about this at another time that’s not now . ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings . ❜ ❛ you were always , always lying to me ! ❜ ❛ why do i suddenly want vodka ? ❜ ❛ we can talk about it when i’m dead ! ❜ ❛ i knew i was your type ! ❜ ❛ i know you can do this , come on - ❜ ❛ whatever it is , just trust me , tell me . ❜ ❛ the problem with hiding things behind glass doors is you can see through them . ❜ ❛ i guess you never really knew [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you really wanna talk about this ? ❜ ❛ i’ve been getting in touch with my sensitive side . knock , knock , [ name ] . i’m home . ❜ ❛ poetry sucks , because it doesn’t make any sense . ❜ ❛ it would be a lot easier for both of us if you weren’t here . ❜ ❛ my personal stuff cannot get in the way of this job . ❜ ❛ this is cutting it a little too close . ❜ ❛ i’m a liability … you can finish it up , i’ll wait in the car . ❜ ❛ that’s not even remotely funny . ❜ ❛ there are things that i can’t tell you . ❜ ❛ i’m trying to protect you . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , you never even said goodbye . ❜ ❛ you really want the truth all the time ? ❜ ❛ i was always scared i’d screw up , & it made me screw up even more . ❜ ❛ if i couldn’t make it work with you , then i couldn’t make it work with anyone . ❜ ❛ trust me , these people are not your friends . ❜ ❛ i couldn’t leave without saying goodbye , you’d never let me hear the end of it . ❜ ❛ why does everyone want to talk today ? ❜ ❛ you’re not thinking what i think you’re thinking , are you ? ❜ ❛ we need to stop cutting these things so close . ❜ ❛ you’re not listening to a word i’m saying , are you ? ❜ ❛ you’re relentless . ❜ ❛ how do you know [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ it’s late , you look tired . ❜ ❛ killed by a pirate ? that’s how i wanna go out . ❜ ❛ if i was stalking you , i would’ve known where you were at one o’clock in the morning . ❜ ❛ what would i do without you ? ❜ ❛ this proves nothing . ❜ ❛ you remember me . that’s good . ❜ ❛ i am way past believing anything you have to say . ❜ ❛ i wish i didn’t have to lie to you . ❜ ❛ i want to be mortal . ❜ ❛ what did you do ? ❜ ❛ you took everything from me . now , i’ll take something from you . ❜ ❛ i won’t leave you here ! ❜ ❛ [ name ] knows what i want . ❜ ❛ i have a score to settle . ❜ ❛ you have to go somewhere safe . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , be careful . i’ve already lost enough people that i care about . ❜ ❛ do you have anything else to do but look doubtful ? ❜ ❛ look , i know that you’re worried . ❜ ❛ i just … i need help . ❜ ❛ i’m not gonna let you ignore this . ❜ ❛ i don’t remember much . ❜ ❛ there’s no time . ❜ ❛ how long have you known ? ❜ ❛ you’ve been lying to me for as long as i’ve known you . ❜ ❛ i can’t just leave you here . ❜ ❛ you have to go . ❜

#There Is No Punchline ; MEME

smilewithapurpose-archive

“You know what’s funny? You know what really makes me laugh? I used to think that my life was a tragedy. But now I realize, it’s a fucking comedy.”

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#People Are Starting To Notice ; PROMO #//gonna just leave this here for ya

//Okay, friends, time for me to admit something here.

I adore Arthur and the majority of the reason I have been mostly lurking around here is because I love him so much that I was seriously super self-conscious and afraid that I wasn’t doing him justice so I kept hanging back. However, I know that’s just me being ridiculous and I really, really, REALLY miss writing him.

So... I will be posting up starter calls and memes etc and am hoping to get new and more interactions started and going here.

That said, I start back to work on Monday after 5 weeks out from surgery and 2 months total out from being so sick and in pain / in and our of the emergency room prior to surgery. There’s also some family emergency with my wife’s family and we’ve got a trip to go on in 2 weeks.

This means that my activity will remain somewhat sporadic.

As always, thank you for your patience and understanding and for still being here. <3

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC

arthurheck

made something accurate lmao

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC #//this is the most accurate picture of my fucking life #//im fucking dying

writingxonthewall-archive

//Another little update for everyone - I am awaiting surgery, currently. I go Wednesday for my consult with the surgeon and I will know then how long I have to wait for this hell to be over. Fingers crossed and good vibes it’s REALLY soon. Like this week or next preferably.

At any rate, my activity will continue to be spotty to almost non-existent as this continues. Currently, I am almost constantly in pain, but have had to return to work. When I am home I am resting. When I get surgery it may be a minute until I can sit at my laptop comfortable enough to write replies etc.

Any well wishes and patience are much appreciated. <3 Thank you all!

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC #//yeahhhh so I've been super sick and in a FUCK TON of pain lately #//in and out of the ER etc #//this is why I haven't been here much lately #//looking forward to getting active here again

//Hey guys. I’m popping in to update you all real quick.

I’m out of town tonight through Sunday then back to work at 7am Monday. I work full time so throwing that out there. I’ll have another similar trip sometime in the next month or so. On top of that? Depression is a bitch, my friends. I have a LOT of deep cleaning to do that I want to put more focus on so I can have everything where I want it when our furniture comes sometime in August.

So since I can’t promise when I’ll be online and how long etc it may take longer to get replies and my presence on here may not be as frequent for a bit. Not going away just kind of wanted to set a status so you all know where I’m at.

So, until further notice I will be Semi-Active on this blog.

#You Don't Listen Do You? ; OOC