bovine hide

devoured, sick in the stomach of an eater (she/her) | bodily 21-23

[smoked-bovine-hide]

some shots i took of hayden’s performance, october 2025

she played thoroughfare, crush and american teenager. the greatest night of my life. it was beautiful. i can’t thank her for all that she’s done for me and my healing.

[tankhall]

[smoked-bovine-hide]

the most gorgeous photo of you i've seen. i love the liminal industrial too. your mind has to be one of the most interesting minds to have existed. ♡

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ethel cain. 10-07-25. shot by me 🎞️

hayden, you got me through times trying to move on from the stare of someone who watched me dancing right there in the grass. us. us, dancing. because at least her truck beat walking.. it took so much for me to continue, to start living again after my isaiah had consumed me for all she needed. and god how i'm grateful that the first day i lived again, was that night, with you. @tankhall 🤍

[smoked-bovine-hide]

"to love me is to suffer me." draw by me.

@tankhall

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i don't wanna sleep cause you're there when i'm dreaming.

[tankhall]

i think the most beautiful thing about being a human is the capacity to change

[smoked-bovine-hide]

does this apply to avoidance too i wonder.

[eroticcmelancholia]

I'm tired of you still tied to me

[smoked-bovine-hide]

ethel cain. 10-07-25. shot by me 🎞️

hayden, you got me through times trying to move on from the stare of someone who watched me dancing right there in the grass. us. us, dancing. because at least her truck beat walking.. it took so much for me to continue, to start living again after my isaiah had consumed me for all she needed. and god how i'm grateful that the first day i lived again, was that night, with you. @tankhall 🤍

[smoked-bovine-hide]

𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚖𝚎,

𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹.

[smoked-bovine-hide]

i can't believe she's back !! i am the happiest bunny of cain right now ever like what !!

[tankhall]

ethel cain live at coachella, photographed by enoch chuang

[smoked-bovine-hide]

i can't explain how much you mean to me, or how much you've helped for me to heal through. there are certain nuances that i could never explain to someone else, but your albums, your story, your art have become such a big part of my life and my recovery. thank you for changing it, hayden. it was amazing to see you that night, for what felt like the first night of my life i got to be me ♡

[vampyrattraction]

bunny4bat / bat4bunny

a term for bunnies(/bats) who seek out relationships with bats(/bunnies)

incredibly self indulgent. already coined? consider this an alt

tagging; @radiomogai , @deertism (my bat)

[smoked-bovine-hide]

𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕, 𝑶𝒘𝒏𝒆𝒓.

[smoked-bovine-hide]

maybe one day she’ll finally say why she did what she did.

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘵.

𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧.

[tainteddollparts]

i go to sleep and dream of you

when i wake up i feel so blue

[breakthecustom]

im gonna regret this forever

[iwillbitenotongue]

pretty boy at the deer feeder