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hate myself

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I’m not even seventeen to be feeling like this what the actual fuck

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There is no hope

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It’s all pity and i look like a fucking monster

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I hate compliments they’re so empty and i hate talking i always talk like a brainless socially anxious n awkward hoe just stfu why embarrass yourself

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I hate myself so much that I stopped $h w sharp objects because the more the scars the uglier i get and i’m ugly as is so i’ve switched to other forms

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Even if i wasn’t pretty in any shape blahblahblah or from i want to feel enough i want to believe i am i want to be confident then maybe life wouldn’t be so bad i want to see st in me even if i was the only one to see it

Im so ugly

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I just want to feel pretty

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So the feeling never stops it never did since i was seven years old

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How could a person like me fall in love

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I could write an article abt how ugly and alone i feel

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I wasn’t gonna be able to go anyway but you not asking me to come says a lot about who you are

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I had a dream that my ex n i were in a game and we had to kiss but i woke up right before 💔💔💔

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Im so in love (?) w my ex what even is this feeling

We dated at the worst time in my life

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I had a dream that my ex n i were in a game and we had to kiss but i woke up right before 💔💔💔

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I wish I could feel pretty

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This gay looking loser guy I’m afraid i might get attached

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Going to the dentist a lot as a kid makes you weirdly obsessed w teeth as an adult