Adriano.

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1 year update - still the same crackheads 🤣

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5 months later.. falling in love with you more and more each day. Growing with you and learning about you every day. Now I know why god removed the people in my life to make room for a person who truly deserves to be in it <3 i love you more than anything in this world and I can’t wait for what the future has in store for us.

[hplyrikz]

“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)

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I promise to love you with all my heart and more .

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Update. Love Life #2

Here we go again.. well, everything is great except for the fact that im still scared but im trying to get past it. Thoughts are still poppin up here and there and still trying to redirect it to happy thoughts and honestly its official now HA!! The last time i’ve put up an entry is when we weren’t official but now it is so fucking finally lol i got this nigga on lock, like theres no way out hahah hes basically stuck foreva eva! anyways it’s been good, life’s been good and we’ve been good. some stupid arguments but we get through it ( funny i know lmao i usually leave when i argue with someone, but this time i dont think i will ) Im finally feeling what i’ve always wanted to feel in a relationship and that i dont have to ask for this mf to do what a bf does. i really do love nate and im forsure of it and im willing to go through hell and back for him if that means we get to make it out together. idk how to explain our relationship except that its been GRREEEAAATT!. He makes me feel some type way and earlier it was soo cute when he noticed that i havent been calling him pet names and he’s willing to fix things whenever something is wrong. ugh im just glad god finally sent me whats made for me and what i’ve been asking for and i really do hope i end up with him actually i dont hope I KNOW cause im speaking it into existence. im ready to be mrs. Galvez with 3 cute ass kids hahahha idc if its soon to say but im speaking it into existence once again!!!!! he makes me happier than i could ever be but also scared LOL well thats it i guess i’ll come back again for another update 11/03/19 is our date btw and 1 month is coming up ;P

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i wish i could say “?????????” in real life it would be very useful

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“I’m an adult, but not like a real adult”

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early thoughts.

exactly 11pm as im writing this but by the time i get done its probably 11:03-11:05 or even later lol. Tbh, im falling for nate and there are some things that i cannot really express to any of my friends or ore on dont want to bother them because everyone is literally going through things and idk if theyre mental health is ready for it because my mental health aint even ready for all this. like i said im falling for nate and im scared. I’ve BEEN scared actually because im giving myself to someone again. i have no idea what it is but all i know is that im scared of getting hurt again. my anxiety has been so bad lately even when he doesnt reply to me or tell me things thats out of the ordinary because i feel like in the back of my mind that hes playing me. I feel like all these feelings are much like exes baggage as what people say. I’m scared that what if he leaves me, he loses feelings for me, he cheats on me, and he plays me. idk how i’ll be able to handle it. Breaking up with my ex was tough and honestly if it wasnt for my trip to the philippines i would have been depressed and i know it for sure. i love nate so much and i dont want to lose this person but im so scared i dont want to act all crazy because one time i acted that way my ex broke up with me. idk how many times ive written down that im scared but i really am. i really dont want to go through another heartache and going thru that process again because maybe that will be the last and i wont ever pull out myself out of that hole. i’m so upset because i have all these thoughts running through my mind but im afraid to say it out loud. i really do pray to god that this will be it for me nate and i . i really hope nate is the one for me because i’m ready to spend the rest of my life with him i know its too early to say but i really do hope. i also hope i can fix this with myself so i can just break free from all that overthinking. well, thats it and it took me 9 minutes to type this all so. signing off 11:09pm

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Team “I imagined a scenario too hard and it upset me”

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Update: Love Life.

Well, here we go again, i’m not going to lie and say that i’m not scared of falling in love with someone again because i’m terrified. No matter how many times i try to redirect my thoughts into the happy thoughts i still cant. I’m still scarred from what had happened in my previous relationship. I constantly wonder when he’ll feel that he doesn’t love and need me anymore, basically when his feeling will fade away just like that! Don’t get me wrong this guy is fucking amazing and he makes me feel secured, and things i’ve always wanted to feel in my previous relationship. I am praying and hoping that this will be my last because i don’t want to go through another heartbreak cause that shit sucked lol. I asked these questions to myself all the time if im falling in love too fast or if we’re doing this too fast because i dont want to rush but everything feels good. He makes me feel good and happy. idk maybe i’ll come back in a few months and update this again and see where we’ll end up ;)

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2 am thots.

Recently, i found out that my ex of 4 years had started to date someone and it wasnt even 6 months after our break up. I’m not writing this because im bitter, but im pretty much writing this because im hurt. hurt at the fact that i was never really that important for him to let me know his REAL reason on why he ended our 4 year relationship that quickly. I feel like i was never worth the truth and not only that i gave him the benefit of the doubt or idk actually maybe i am hurt that he has someone new months after the break up when im still here trying to move on??? idk shit. LOL  

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I love when people are able to hold conversations and type paragraphs to me. I end up looking forward to talking to them. like when it’s so natural and nothing is forced. I live for that.

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[dom-in-bloom]

Where the heck are ya??