Can you tell me what your top five peterick fics are? Preferably long ones with some smut? 🤪 I’m feeling the big sad tonight and I’m hoping to distract myself. 
Top 5, huh? Tricky, but here goes!
5. Clarity by frais this is a two-parter coming in at just under 75k total. Patrick is a criminal profiler, Pete is a homocide detective. The series examines grief, divorce, friendship and some pretty unhealthy coping mechanisms but it blows me away every time I read it.
4. And I'll Burn by @jiksax Oh my god, this fic. This fic. It was one of the first recs I was given and I was like, okay, hooker fic? I've read a few hooker fics, how different can this one be? And then I read it. And I think I cried for a solid hour once I'd finished. And I thought about it constantly for the best part of a week. And then I read it again. Haunting, beautiful, bittersweet and hopeful. The only reason it's not higher on my list is because I'm still mildly resentful that it made me cry. For an hour.
3. Don't You Know Who I Think I Am? by @the-chaotic-panda Panda asked me what I'd like for my birthday back in 2018 and I told her I'd love a fic with the same sort of vibe as an episode of Black Mirror. But, like, Black Mirror when it was made by Channel 4, for the UK, and not Netflix. She wrote me this absolutely intense, white-knuckle ride of a political thriller/dystopian horror and it is amazing. (There's not a ton of smut in this one, so if that's what you're after then honourable mention to panda's swashbuckling bodice-ripper Hell or High Water!)
2. Patricksitting (Call it a Love Song) by adellyna Just a fun, smutty fic, the kind of thing that livejournal was built on. I love Patrick's voice in this, it's so on point for a 17 year old. I've been reading and rereading this for 14 years and I still adore it.
1. Pull Hard and Make a Wish by @coricomile I think I can safely say that this is my comfort blanket. I read it once every couple of months and die a little inside every time. Angst, coming of age, growing up, smut. This fic has it all. If it doesn't haunt you for weeks after you finish the last sentence, then I don't know what to tell you but you've got a swinging rock where your heart ought to be. Coricomile has this ability to slowly remove every bit of hope from the room while you're not paying attention and I'm so here for it.
So... that's my top 5. I seem to have a taste for sad love songs instead of pop ballads, but I hope you enjoy them, if you haven't read them already :)